I can't run away after agreeing to fall in love

"He said he wanted to see you." A Hong followed Shen Shitang's pace, watched him tidy up the classroom, and simply pressed one of Shen Shitang's hands, and repeated, "He said he wanted to see you."

Shen Zhitang watched A Hong hold his hand, and said slowly: "But I don't want to see him."

"Why are you sad? You sent him to the factory."

"Anyone, I will send him there. If the situation was yours, I would also send it." After finishing speaking, Shen Shitang put the lesson plans in his hand on the table, tapped and sorted them out, and walked out of the classroom.Then he saw Tang Yingqiu leaning on crutches at the end of the corridor. He seemed to be frightened when he saw him and wanted to run away, but then he greeted himself as if he had given up completely.

Shen Shitang stood in place and looked at Tang Yingqiu, from top to bottom, and finally asked: "Is it interesting?"

This sentence was meant for Tang Yingqiu, and also for A Hong who was chasing after him.

Isn't that what he always likes to do?Cut first and play later, his own wishes are nothing to him.

After Shen Shitang came back, he consciously took all the courses taught by Tang Yingqiu, just wanting to be busy, so that there is always a reason to persuade himself not to go to see him.Come here without a groan, make yourself like this without a groan.I thought he would restrain himself a bit, but he was fine, he had agreed to rest, and now he came back without a sound, wanting others to pry into his intentions.

Who can he listen to?Whose words are worthy to enter his ears?He talked about life and death like a child's play, why, he thought it was noble, to show his feelings of sacrificing himself for his own happiness?

Tang Yingqiu was wearing a white vest, and her full muscle lines were exposed in the sun like this. She was resting on a crutch. One leg was fine, but the other leg was in bad condition and had to rely on the crutch to help her walk.

Tang Yingqiu looked like a child who had done something wrong. The man who was close to 1.9 meters lowered his head and slowly walked towards Shen Shitang with a cane, and said, "I just miss you."

A Hong was still standing beside him, and Shen Shitang didn't know what the person in front of him had planned for him behind his back, so he frowned and turned around resolutely, "I don't miss you."

Before returning to the dormitory, the door was opened again. Shen Shitang looked up and realized that it was Tang Yingqiu who came in. He turned around to pack his things and ignored them. He seemed to be unfamiliar with walking like this, rattling There are many bumps.

For the first time, I was terrified and turned my head to see his situation. When I saw his smile, I knew that he did it on purpose, and I never looked back.

"Ah Hong said that you are very busy recently..."

"I'm not busy, I like this state very much."

All Tang Yingqiu's words were blocked by Shen Shitang, so she whispered: "I asked them to bring the projector, and then you can watch movies at night."

"Thank you for everyone." Shen Shitang didn't turn his head, feeling sullen in his heart.

"Tomorrow night, in the courtyard of the activity center, it's so big that everyone can sit together." Tang Yingqiu looked at Shen Shitang's hands but kept tossing a stack of papers, "I asked Ah Hong to bring me back , I just wanted to tell you this."

"I have to teach Sham."

"You are so cruel, don't you want her to go to the movies?"

Only after Tang Yingqiu's rebuttal did Shen Shitang realize how pale his reasons were, and lowered his eyes, "Go and see it when you have time."

Then Shen Shitang saw Tang Yingqiu stood up, walked out, followed, and asked, "Why are you going?"

"Go back to the factory." Tang Yingqiu raised the corner of his mouth, "I won't bother you anymore."

The sudden indifference and the desolate eyes of the other party made Shen Shitang a little uncomfortable, so he finally stopped and watched him leave.

I was sad, but I could never forget what he did to me. Shen Shitang never felt that he was slavish, and would take the initiative to tie the shackles on his feet after he escaped.

Perhaps it is true as he said, he has never found anyone else, but just because he has such a strong possessive desire for himself, does it mean that he has never believed in his loyalty, or in other words, in his opinion, two people The relationship between them can only be maintained by him alone.He never, never believed in himself.

After being awakened by Ah Hong, he was the only thing I wanted, even though so many things happened, I would still think of him, trust him, and excuse him immediately.But until now, he is still showing off his affection, and still treats himself as an object, as if he is so sentimental that he can give his heart to another person at will.

A person's empty house, his things are still left on the other side, as if to send him away again, to go by himself, or to go with him, every time he has to cut a bloody knife in his heart, like a thorny thorn, Even if you just hold it with your hands, it will still leave many wounds on the skin when you pull it away.

Probably, separation is the best arrangement between two people.There were also happy times, and one should not be too greedy——

Shen Zhitang smiled, he was also a light that illuminated his life.

Perhaps some people are destined not to be together.

The time is counted in seconds, watching the night fall, the day rise, and then the sunset is all over the sky.

It was the dusk of a new day after he left.Before school was over, a circle of children in the class couldn't sit still as if they had pointed buttocks. Shen Shitang was lecturing when he saw a large group of children pouring out of the school gate like a tide, and then he turned his head and saw himself The children in the class looked at themselves with watery eyes from one to the other.

"No, it's class time now." Shen Shitang turned his back to write on the blackboard, and the beautiful fonts slid out from under the chalk, "But you don't need to assign homework today."

As soon as this remark came out, there was a burst of applause in the classroom, shouting wildly, "Teacher, you are so kind!"

Just at this time, the bell rang for the end of get out of class, and the children ran out in a swarm of Shen Shitang.

Shen Zhitang smiled. Most of these children were watching movies for the first time, or they were watching movies with their parents who had returned from migrant work. How could they not be excited?Shen Zhitang stopped thinking about it, and started to pack his things after watching the last student run out of the school gate.

"What are you doing, being so sneaky?" Shen Shitang had already noticed that there were two little ghosts poking around outside.

Aysham and Ayigul were caught upright, and then they emerged, seeing that there was still a smile on Shen Shitang's face, and then they boldly asked, "Teacher will be with us today." Want to watch a movie?"

Shen Zhitang felt the nervousness of the little girls. They were afraid that they would not go and that they would not take this seriously, but this was the best thing they could see in this place at this age.

"I don't know what you two little girls are worrying about, of course I will go." Shen Shitang knelt down so that he and the two little girls were at eye level, rubbed his heads, and said, "If you want to watch a movie, why don't you go?" Don't grab a seat? How uncomfortable can you stand and watch when the time comes?"

Shen Zhitang's kind threats scared the two sisters enough. If they wanted to leave, they dared not leave, and if they wanted to stay, they would not stay, so they stretched out their hands and said, "Then let's pull the hook, teacher, you must come!"

Shen Shitang stretched out his little finger and hooked it with Ayigul's little finger, counting it as a promise, and then saw Ayigul helping Aysham go out, there was a cart outside, probably it was Grandpa also came.

Suddenly I wanted to squat like this, and I had a bad premonition in my heart. As I said, he will not let himself do business at a loss, and he will have a purpose in everything he does. Does this movie symbolize something? ?Even though I have done countless psychological constructions, I am still afraid that I will be as excited and lose my composure as when he said he was going to leave.

After he left yesterday, he never appeared again. I heard Ah Hong mentioned it when he was chatting with the female teacher, saying that he was liberated as soon as he went back, and he no longer needed crutches, which made him angry for a long time. It turned out that he was alone Being kept in the dark, thinking that he hasn't recovered yet, is he still playing tricks on himself?

When Shen Shitang stood up, his head felt a little dizzy, his eyes were dark, and he almost fell forward. Fortunately, he supported the adjacent wall in time. It should be hypoglycemia. Shen Shitang didn't think much about it, and he didn't want others to see it Expressing his discomfort, he walked towards the dormitory with his hands on the wall, rummaged through the box to find sweets, and took a few mouthfuls into his stomach.

I just want to sit on the bed for a while but feel a deep sleepiness. I think it will take a while at night, so I can sleep for a while to refresh myself, otherwise I may not be able to sit for so long later.

But he didn't expect that when he woke up, it was already pitch black outside. Shen Shitang only felt a headache. When he turned on the phone, the bright light from the screen almost blinded his eyes, so he could only squint to see.I was startled, and forgot about the dizziness in my head. Originally, I slept with my clothes on, so I didn't need to worry about my clothes anymore, so I hurried out.

There were no people on the small dirt road, and most of them went to the movies. The wind was a little strong, and it was warm at noon. I was only wearing a knitted sweater, and now I could only walk forward with my head bowed and my arms folded.

A small light suddenly lit up in the dark wilderness. When I got closer, I realized that it was the light of the screen, but I couldn't see it clearly. Shen Shitang squinted his eyes to see it, only to realize that he forgot to wear glasses.

There were a lot of people sitting in front of him, and it seemed to be very difficult to find the two little girls. Shen Shitang bit his lips, thinking that they should be serious and didn't care about him, so he planned to go back Go get the glasses.

While thinking about where to put the glasses, he walked back, and then he heard someone calling himself behind him, and then he was grabbed by the corner of his clothes, and Ayigul came out of the crowd like a kitten, immature The child's voice was full of surprises, "Teacher, we saw you as soon as you came! Hurry up and go to the movies with us! It's so good."

Shen Zhitang resisted the urge to cough, covered it with his hands, followed Ayigul and squeezed in, and then whispered, "Why didn't you look carefully?"

"Bova fell asleep early if he didn't want to watch it. There is no one we like to watch movies with us. My sister and I think the movies are not good at all."

Ayigul is small enough to move around in it. Shen Shitang, a man who is close to 1.8 meters, still has some difficulties, so he can only move in small steps. In the end, he didn't know how many people's eyes were blocked, so Shen Shitang had to squat down slightly. He said apologetically, "You go to the movies first, I will accompany you on the side."

Ayigul looked in the direction Shen Shitang pointed, it was outside the benches, there was a big stone, where people often sat, Ayigul suddenly pouted, and got angry for the first time, "I No! The teacher promised to be with us, so far away!"

Squeezed among the crowd, the smell was a bit strong, my head hurt even more, my stomach seemed to be churning, and I whispered, "I can see you there too."

"I do not want……"

While talking, Ayigul's eyes filled with tears, and the light reflected inside, like little stars, Shen Shitang could only endure the pain in his heart and continued to squeeze in, but the squeeze It's still on the periphery so early.

Suddenly a male voice appeared next to her ear, Tang Yingqiu smiled and said to Ayiguli: "I see that it is difficult for him to get in, but I have an empty seat here."

Ayigul said: "The teacher wants to sit with us!"

Tang Yingqiu rubbed Ayigul's head, and put his mouth close to Ayigul's ear. Shen Shitang didn't know what they said, but saw the smile on Ayigul's face after they finished speaking. Pushing myself towards Tang Yingqiu, saying, "Teacher should also watch movies well!"

After speaking, he ran away in a hurry.

Shen Shitang's head was a little dazed by the wind, and when he was pulled by someone, he couldn't stand still and fell on the chair. Then he heard a sigh for no reason, and covered his body with an extra layer of coat. Tang Yingqiu still put it on himself Tighten the zipper on the clothes, Tang Yingqiu said with a smile: "How do you say, how old are you? I think you are less sensible than Ayigul. She knows that it is cold and you need to wear more clothes. Your body is like It's not like your own."

Tang Yingqiu's clothes were too big, and when the zipper was tightened, only a pair of eyes were exposed, and only a small finger was exposed from the sleeves. She whispered, "What did you tell her?"

"I said, I want to borrow your time from her for a little while."

"Then how did she agree?"

"Secret." Tang Yingqiu kept a secret.

After removing the overcoat, only a thin sweater was left on his body. Shen Zhitang remembered that he had bought this sweater from him, and asked softly, "Aren't you cold?"

"Cold." Tang Yingqiu rubbed her hands together, her words were still steaming, "But I don't want you to be cold."

After Shen Shitang heard about it, he was about to unzip the zipper, but was stopped by Tang Yingqiu. Shen Shitang looked up at Tang Yingqiu and said, "I don't want to owe——"

Tang Yingqiu interrupted himself as if he knew what he was going to say, and said, "I owe you, let me atone for my crime, this is the last time, I won't have this chance in the future."

"What do you mean?" Shen Shitang frowned.

"The factory is renovating the old house in the past few days, and there are still some old machines inside. I'll go and see if it's still usable. I'll leave after I finish reading it tomorrow." Tang Yingqiu and Shen Shitang got very close and saw him trembling slightly His eyelashes shone on his face, like a thin layer of fresh snow on the Longshang, pure and flawless, Tang Yingqiu couldn't help kissing his lover's forehead, but Shen Shitang didn't resist, just remained silent, his eyes focused on Tang Yingqiu's face toes.

"It's like, we're watching a movie together for the first time."

Tang Yingqiu took the initiative to mention it, and it was only when Shen Shitang remembered that during the few years with him, no matter whether it was dating or doing other things, he had never seen a movie.

"Can... can you give me one night? Let me, you can let me miss the time in the future."

Tang Yingqiu had just left for a moment when Shen Shitang kissed him on the lips, breathing heavily, as if he knew it was a farewell, and when he left, he held his affection and flushed cheeks.

Tang Yingqiu hugged Shen Shitang gently, and said with a smile, "Thank you."

"I voluntarily."

Sitting, Shen Shitang felt a hand close to him, and just inserted it between his fingers, clasping his fingers tightly. This way of holding hands was so unfamiliar to him that he was about to forget it, a little unskilled, Shen Shitang slowly dumped his body Leaning on Tang Yingqiu's shoulder, he heard Tang Yingqiu tease, "Where did you learn it?"

"They watch movies on TV just relying on it." Shen Shitang smiled foolishly.

"Did you already think about doing this?"

"No, you are a busy person, where do I have the guts to find you for entertainment?"

"Aren't you a thief calling catch a thief? When will I stop being with you? Isn't it because you spend so much time away from me? As soon as I get tired of being by your side for a long time, I'm afraid you'll say I'm not self-motivated and love is not easy. Xiao Tang sighed. "

"I forced you to like me?"

"How dare I, it's too late for me to feel sorry for you, I wish I could pluck all the stars in the sky for you to play with."

"Slick tongue." Shen Shitang leaned quietly, as if returning to the past.

Tang Yingqiu said sullenly, "I want to listen to a lullaby."

Shen Zhitang lowered his head, feeling hot on his face, "What are you listening for?"

"I'm jealous, you haven't sung to me before, I didn't even know you could do this." Tang Yingqiu took out the pocket watch from his pocket as he spoke, and after pressing it, a red light came on, joking, "You send My stuff is pretty advanced, it’s fine if you can tell the time, and it can also be used as a voice recorder.”

Shen Shitang glared at Tang Yingqiu before humming softly. Shen Shitang felt that Tang Yingqiu was asking too much tonight, but felt that no matter what he said, he would satisfy him without asking why.

This is the best result.

Tang Yingqiu waited until Shen Shitang finished humming and used his hands to outline the outline of Shen Shitang's face, then lowered his head to kiss, from forehead to chin to ears, "Can you see clearly without glasses?"

"I can't see clearly." Shen Zhitang acted coquettishly with a milky voice, angrily, "Tell me."

Tang Yingqiu asked Shen Shitang to change his posture, let him lie in his arms, wrapped his arms around his shoulders, and patted him lightly, "The professor got off the bus, he called it hachi, and the puppy was very special after that." He threw himself into the professor's arms happily."

"Well, is it the loyal dog Hachiko?"

"Yes, I've been thinking about it for a long time, and I don't know what to put, so that adults and children can watch it." Tang Yingqiu saw Shen Shitang yawned a little and buried his face in his arms as if he was very shy, " You've seen it all, do you want me to tell you?"

Shen Shitang pulled down the zipper, motioned Tang Yingqiu to put the coat on the two of them, and moved a little closer. Now Tang Yingqiu held both hands, and whispered, "Listen."

Tang Yingqiu could feel Shen Shitang's even breathing, densely hitting her chest, warm, slowly telling the story in the movie, trying her best to retell it in her own words, near the end, but Tang Yingqiu was a little choked up, her throat was full Tight, no more words.

The night passed too quickly, so why don't you want to keep it, but Shen Shitang said that he didn't want to owe himself, that's all he said, and if he owed it, he would erase all the past bits and pieces.He was uncomfortable, and he no longer had a legitimate reason to take care of him. He cried, but he could no longer get close to him to wipe his tears. He wanted more than one sentence from him to actively persuade him to stay, but in the end there was only one voluntary sentence.

He fell asleep.

I just wanted to sit like this for the rest of my life, but the wind was so strong and he was so cold.

Sitting at the end of the crowd, so bold, can also leave quietly before everyone notices.

Shen Zhitang is honest and honest when he sleeps, and he is not honest when he is not honest. When he sleeps with others, he likes to hide himself in a corner, for fear that he will occupy other people's space. When he sleeps alone, he likes to kick the quilt. personal -

Thinking of this, Tang Yingqiu couldn't hide a smile on his face.As if realizing that he was being hugged and walking, Shen Shitang hummed twice and put his hands around Tang Yingqiu's neck.

"what happened?"

"Afraid of falling, afraid of pain." The last word has a strong nasal sound, as if coquettish.

"How much do you think you weigh? Two more you and I can carry you, no meat." After finishing speaking, Tang Yingqiu weighed him as if punishing him, causing people to exclaim, Shen Shitang grabbed Rubbing Tang Yingqiu's earlobe, he asked, "Did I go to the house to uncover the roof tiles if I didn't call for three days?"

"How dare I!"

Even if he teased all the way, the journey that originally took fifteen minutes was still very fast. With the back wind, Tang Yingqiu was able to protect Shen Shitang from the cold wind with his body. After all, it was night, and he was afraid that he would be frozen, so he had to go back quickly.

Tang Yingqiu hugged Shen Shitang and smashed them on the bed together, letting him pillow himself first, and was about to warm up the bed before leaving, but found that Shen Shitang's body was terribly hot, he groaned twice, thinking that there was some heat on his shy face , but now as if he was sick, Tang Yingqiu touched Shen Shitang's forehead with his hand, it was much hotter than before, and quickly got out of bed and put all the quilts on Shen Shitang's body.

Take some cold medicine first, and then...

I didn't think of a "again", when I turned around, I saw Shen Zhitang throwing all the quilts to the side, groping with his hands to try to take off his clothes, and finally lost his patience and simply picked up his clothes, directly rubbing his belly It was exposed, and it was hot.

What kind of hard-to-serve god Luo is this!

Tang Yingqiu put on clothes in a hurry, pointed at Shen Shitang's nose with a warning finger, and said, "Don't take it off."

Shen Shitang is sitting now, no doubt like a rice dumpling, only showing a small face, quietly like a painting, and then Tang Yingqiu found that his fingers were bitten by someone, and the sharp teeth were grinding Start with finger bones.Shen Shitang took this as a protest.

Reluctantly, Tang Yingqiu didn't think about the first step and the second step anymore, and directly hugged the man sideways, fed him a cup of granule, then put him on the co-pilot and went to the factory.

The road was a bit bumpy, and Tang Yingqiu had to keep an eye on Shen Shitang's situation at all times. He was sober for a while and then confused. When he was sober, he said he hated him the most, and when he was confused, he said he liked him.

With these two emotions, I was still deliberately guiding him, even if he said something to make me stay when he was confused, I would stay here and wait by his side without hesitation, but every time I said this, Shen Shitang would keep his mouth tightly shut and not mention it, as if his hatred of himself had been deeply rooted and existed forever.

Tang Yingqiu looked at his flushed cheeks and didn't want to force him any more, it was considered giving up.

If you only have a cold and a fever when you catch a cold, you can take a good rest after hanging the bottle.Shen Zhitang seemed to be really tired, as if the relationship just now had exhausted his whole life, and now he was lying quietly on the bed and fell asleep.

Outside was the endless blue sky, Tang Yingqiu sat beside Shen Shitang's bed, watching him quietly, exhausted all his energy to remember his appearance that night, sometimes Shen Shitang's hand trembled when he woke up in a dream, Tang Yingqiu also said softly, "I'm here."

Maybe this is also good, knowing that he is asleep, because he is sick and resting, so he will not come out to send himself away.

Tang Yingqiu kissed Shen Shitang's forehead when he saw the first ray of light in the sky. He didn't sleep all night, his voice was a little hoarse, and he still said, "Good morning." Then he left.

Tang Yingqiu said hello to the doctor by the door and walked out, when someone came up to say hello, he was a strong Uighur man.

The man said: "Mr. Tang, we found that there are foreign characters on those machines. It looks like a cutting machine."

"I'll go and have a look." Tang Yingqiu smiled slightly, and followed the people to the old factory building.

Just behind the factory, there is an unrenovated house, a three-story building like a bunker. The construction team members are sitting on the steps outside and eating the naan cakes in their hands. Tang Yingqiu nodded slightly as a greeting and then went inside Walk.

There were already some workers helping to watch over the machine. After Tang Yingqiu passed by, the group of people dispersed. A man who looked like an engineer approached Tang Yingqiu and said, "This model is quite old. It seems that there are no parts or anything. Bad, I’m afraid it will work if you run it on.”

Tang Yingqiu wiped the dust on it with his fingers, and said, "Imported from Germany, it's a machine from the last century. Can the people you bring screen all of this area?"

If there is equipment, it is much more convenient than transporting equipment from outside to this border town, and it can be repaired as soon as possible.

"I didn't think there would be any equipment here. I didn't bring anyone here. Why don't I call someone?"

"No need, let me help you out a little bit." Tang Yingqiu said and put the pocket watch in his pocket aside, rolled up his sleeves and put on gloves to check.

"You..."

"Leave me alone, go and have a look at the others, find someone to move out and replace the ones that can be repaired and used, and let's talk about the ones that can't." Tang Yingqiu didn't raise his eyes, his expression was focused and he had checked halfway through, his voice was not loud, but there was a The deterrent power of the superior.

"Okay, let's disperse and do our own work first."

Suddenly, two little girls came out of the crowd and squeezed to Tang Yingqiu's side. They looked at Tang Yingqiu's hand with four probing eyes, swallowed, and asked softly, "What are you doing?"

Tang Yingqiu saw the oil stains on his gloves, took off his gloves and rubbed the heads of the little girls, and said, "Repair the machine. Why are you here?"

"Bowa said he had to go to work early today, so he brought me and my sister here at dawn." Ayigul still paid attention to the blackened piece of iron covered with oil, "How do I fix this?"

Tang Yingqiu saw that Ayiguli was interested in this thing, and said: "I will ask that uncle to teach you to look at it later. When I become a scientist, I will develop more and better machines than this, okay?"

Aygul went to the engineer in a hurry, only Aysham was left standing still, looking at Tang Yingqiu like this, Tang Yingqiu was a little scared by Aysham, and then asked :"What's wrong?"

"After that, what do you mean? Why didn't you teach Guli yourself?" Aisham directly explained the doubts in Daoming's heart.

Tang Yingqiu smiled, feeling that the little girl in front of her was smart, "After that, I won't stay here."

"Is the supporting teaching group leaving? Is Teacher Shen going with you?"

"No, I'm the only one leaving, and he will stay. As for how long he will stay, I don't know, maybe he will stay here forever." Tang Yingqiu put on his gloves and continued to work, "He I like you guys."

"Does Teacher Shen know that you are leaving?" Aisham blushed and said, "I saw you yesterday."

"Thank you for your concern." Tang Yingqiu tilted her head, realizing that she was talking to the teenage girl in front of her very seriously, "He knows."

"Then...do you still want to go? Everyone...everyone likes you, and the people here are also very grateful to you."

Tang Yingqiu looked at Ayisham, and heard Aygul's happy laughter, but he couldn't think of an answer, and there was no answer.

For a moment, Ayigul's laughter was cut off by a sudden roar—"Run! Run!"

Tang Yingqiu's eyelids twitched, and then he heard a loud bang, and saw a cloud of dust flying up, and the stone beam almost fell to his feet.

I woke up from the time he left that kiss or earlier, just pretending to be asleep, and opened my eyes after he left, I don’t even know why I did it, it may be paralysis, comfort and ego Hypnotize and give yourself one last chance to indulge.

Shen Zhitang turned his head and stared at the window for a long time. Through the curtains, he didn't know what he was looking at. He just let it go, and heard the sound of a truck coming in outside. He said yesterday that he would go with the truck.

Are you leaving now, have you packed your things?Will something fall?

Shen Zhitang touched his chest with his hand, it was beating, beating rapidly, he was about to drop himself.

Shen Zhitang turned over and saw the chair beside the bed, where he used to sit, didn't he know what he wanted to say, but he just couldn't say it, so let him stay?Stay by your side?

Shen Zhitang closed his eyes and pulled up the quilt, covering himself completely.

After he leaves, will he meet someone better than himself, and then throw away all the past with him and start a new life? He will also call others baby, talk dirty to others, and spend his life with others.

This time it's real, I'm not kidding, I really won't be entangled anymore, have I really become two parallel lines with him?

Ask yourself, but can't find the answer.

Shen Zhitang didn't know what he wanted, he only knew that he was suffering now, and he was even willing to sacrifice himself to save himself, but he did something.

Maybe I can send him off, maybe I can save the situation if I just say a word, just to let him stay, it doesn't mean that I agree to get back with him... Maybe I can give His one chance, maybe...

Maybe……

A loud noise interrupted Shen Shitang's thoughts. The sound was too loud, like the sound waves from a truck engine. Shen Zhitang's tense nerves suddenly broke. The clock, but it was only a quarter of an hour after eight o'clock, and then any more "maybes" were overwhelmed by one thought-how did he leave so early?How could he leave so early!

Ever since this thought surfaced, Shen Shitang didn't spend any more time thinking about it, and ran out after pulling out the needle.

There was a burst of noise and screaming outside, making Shen Shitang dizzy again, but it was not the send-off crowd, but——

Shen Shitang stopped.

But a ruin.

……

People kept climbing up the rocky hill to rummage.

Then I heard Aisham's cry, "Just now, Teacher Tang came out holding me and asked if there was anyone behind me. I said no, and then...then he rushed in again. I don't know why... I wanted to grab him, but he was walking so fast that I couldn't catch up...then the house collapsed..."

The old man stroked Aisham's back, but was stopped by the young man from entering the stone.

Humming, Shen Shitang could no longer hear other sounds, like falling into an ice cave.

Tang Yingqiu is inside?

What did he go in for?

Was it planned in advance?Or is it just a temporary idea, what is he going to do, is he going to let himself remember him forever?

Shen Zhitang just felt that he couldn't stand anymore, he squeezed through the crowd like crazy and climbed up to pick up those stones, trying to find Tang Yingqiu inside.

He said he could never take himself home again, even if he really wanted to.

Is that what he said he couldn't do anymore?

Everything was related to him, whipping the fragile nerves because of holding him.

People who were already weak were even weaker, unable to control the force of digging due to excitement, and soon their hands were covered with blood, while Shen Shitang frantically searched as if he was not afraid of pain, with only one thought in his mind, that is to find him .

"The number of people has been counted! Except for...except Mr. Tang, all of them have come out."

"Someone said that the rescue team is coming soon!"

"We didn't see where Mr. Tang went, but we were afraid..."

Shen Zhitang felt someone pulling him, and someone yelled, "Mr. Shen, come down, we called for rescue, and all the men went up to look for it. It's windy, you come down first!"

Shen Shitang didn't make a sound, but he felt a group of people supporting him from behind. A Hong said, "We're already looking for it, and nothing will happen. Don't worry, why do you come here to trouble your body?"

This sentence seemed to shatter all of Shen Shitang's pretense of calmness.

"Yes! Of course he will be fine, how dare he give me something!" Shen Zhitang cried into the air, "Why are you so arrogant, why do you think you can use yourself to punish me, ah? Okay, now Your goal has been achieved, get out of here!"

Shen Shitang broke away from Ah Hong's restraint, and instinctively told him where to go, and he almost walked on his knees. The wind poured into his throat, making it difficult to make all sounds, crying, "Tang Yingqiu, where are you? You Come out...Didn't you say you are omnipotent? Didn't you say don't make me sad? What are you doing now, ah? Tang Yingqiu...come out!"

Shen Zhitang felt that all the strength in his whole body was gone, so he searched for it. Such a big stone had to be moved slowly. What should we do? What should we do?When will help come, and how long will it take to rummage to find him?

Almost out of strength.

"Okay, I admit, I can't forget you, I still love you, I'm uncomfortable, I'm jealous, I want you to coax me, I want to spend my whole life with you. I'm going to die of sadness now, I can't imagine without you Do you understand my life? Are you hiding there and looking at me, watching me make a fool of myself, right? You can come out now... Say something, I'll go find you, let's go home, okay?"

The only answer to me is the sound of boundless wind, the cold wind pouring into the lungs, turning into a dilapidated bellows, howling sharply, the sound quenching the blood, coughing, the dust between the fingers sandwiched the long-dried blood scabs.

The outline of the sun was gradually visible on the horizon, and the light, shadow, and sound had become hollow and naked, but he could not be found.

For a long time, there was silence.

But suddenly, Shen Shitang caught a voice, a familiar voice——

"Sleep, sleep, my dear