I can't run away after agreeing to fall in love

Tang Yingqiu held the new ball uniform in his hand, compared it to the mirror, and smiled with satisfaction after making sure that all the muscles of his arms could be exposed.

He has even figured out what posture he will take to score the first goal of the field, and what kind of eyes he should use to look at Shen Shitang who is cheering for him in the audience.

Tang Yingqiu was always satisfied with herself, but she was afraid that she would not be able to satisfy Shen Shitang, so she opened her collar and looked inside, while moving her chest muscles. After realizing that she was really a sweet man, Tang Yingqiu took out her mobile phone and asked Shen Shitang when he would come .

No one picked up.

Tang Yingqiu bit her lip, feeling that the air in the lounge was becoming more stuffy, her ears were buzzing, she sent a message, and it was an automatic reply, "I'm working, please leave a message if you have anything to do."

The reply is neat and tidy, meticulous.Tang Yingqiu didn't dare to call Shen Shitang, for fear of disturbing him. Work is more important than himself. It would be unrealistic for him to turn down work because of a basketball game.

"Brother Tang, stop playing with your phone and play!"

Tang Yingqiu stuffed the phone into the bag, and smiled wryly. At least Shen Shitang was willing to perfunctory him, saying that he would come whenever he was free. Maybe he really had something to do, so he adjusted his mental state and stood up without further thinking.

"coming."

The mobile phone has been turned to silent by himself and put aside, he is taking notes quickly with his head down. It is an academic seminar, and an academic master with a white beard is giving a speech on the stage. Shen Shitang dare not slack off.

I have had the honor to be a disciple, and I have worked with others on projects, and this research topic overlaps with my own research direction. Shen Shitang has been preparing for a long time.

The importance of this matter was to monopolize a memo, so that Shen Shitang forgot about other things.

After the meeting, Shen Zhitang found a place in the coffee shop under the building to organize his notes. He didn't take out his mobile phone from his bag until he imported everything into the computer.

What appeared on the screen were two missed calls and two text messages, one was Tang Yingqiu and the other was Gu Yuxi, asking himself when to go to the game.

Shen Zhitang flipped through the itinerary from the bottom of the memo, and finally found that the time of the two of them collided like this. Looking at his watch, more than an hour had passed since the start of the game. What's more, for the sake of fairness, it would be better not to go to both sides.

After thinking about it, Shen Shitang packed up his things and walked to the car. There was no traffic jam, and he returned home. After finishing his work, he became lazy. Shen Shitang knew that he had never had much self-control, and the self-discipline seen by others was his own compulsion. disease, otherwise I wouldn’t still be using a memo to record what I should do in a day.

Shen Zhitang changed himself into home clothes, and after feeding the little boy, he didn't know what to do, so he froze and turned on the TV, feeling that something was missing around him, so he stroked the little boy's hair with one hand, pinched it Squeeze a small bell around its neck, and it will jingle as soon as it moves.

The advertisements on the TV were played in a loop, and the nerves that had been relaxed were tensed by a whistle, and returned to the tense state, and the sound of an ambulance came from the door again, and my heart was suddenly suspended.

Shen Zhitang hurried back to the room to pick up the phone, ignoring the slipper that was lost.

It's not that I haven't encountered injuries during a game, it's also a basketball game, it's also in the afternoon, and it's also...

Shen Shitang made three phone calls in a row, but Tang Yingqiu didn't answer them, and neither did the person in charge.Shen Zhitang only felt his heart tighten, and in the end he sent a message to the teacher in charge of the referee who was not familiar with him, but he didn't reply for a long time.

【S】Is the ambulance coming?

【S】Is someone injured?

【S】What's your name?Is it a serious injury?

The other party sent a voice back, "Yes, there is a little chaos on the field, I was knocked down and fell to the ground, let's deal with it urgently."

Shen Shitang pursed his lips, and suddenly realized, even if Tang Yingqiu had an accident, what does it have to do with him?

After all, Shen Zhitang tentatively asked, "What's the name of that injured child?"

"I don't know, Tang or something... I won't tell you now."

Don or something.

Shen Shitang was very upset.

He was knocked down and fell to the ground, he shouldn't, he obviously looks so powerful.

Shen Zhitang continued to think, the child is very angry and rushed, in case he argues with someone or something...

Before Shen Shitang realized it, he had already arrived at the school playground. Before he could change his clothes, he was looking around the stadium with his mobile phone in his hand, looking for an ambulance or Tang Yingqiu.

His gaze was fixed on the basket. The tall boy was dribbling the ball. There were three people blocking him in front of him. One of them was not paying attention. Tang Yingqiu turned around and jumped over the defense of the three people. He made a three-step layup and threw the basketball into the basket. It was also at that moment that the whistle blew again, and a burst of shouts erupted from the stadium.

Shen Zhitang stayed where he was, unable to walk.

From other people's mouths, they heard that the classmate in hand was Tang classmate from the law school. They heard that Tang Yingqiu's wrist was twisted because of helping him, so he insisted on playing, and made the original disadvantage into a draw. Overtime, and because of the buzzer just now, we won.

There was a buzzing sound in his ears, and in just a moment, Shen Shitang saw a lot of people surrounded by Tang Yingqiu, and then a girl stepped forward to hand him a bottle of mineral water, and then booing sounded.I was isolated from the outside.

All these are scenes that Shen Shitang is familiar with and can no longer be familiar with, as if he has experienced it a long time ago, another self, another protagonist surrounded by others.

How much Shen Zhitang hopes at this time that he can see himself, at least break this customary law, look at himself, so that he will not appear so humble.

What did you say that you have liked yourself for a long time?In the end, it's not just for fun. Is this the so-called pure love in the mouth of his little friend?

When I was worried about him, he was talking and laughing with other people, enjoying the brilliance and compliments from others.

Shen Zhitang felt that he shouldn't be angry with him. After all, the two had nothing to do with each other, but his heart was throbbing with pain. Tang Yingqiu suddenly appeared, with a face very similar to his, and kept saying that he liked him and wanted to take care of him.

Shen Zhitang stood outside the crowd, then turned and left.

"Is that Professor Shen?"

Tang Yingqiu didn't have the habit of embarrassing girls in public. Even if she wanted to refuse in her heart, she just took the water from Lin Zhaoxue, put it next to the seat, took her own water glass and poured water into her mouth, still feeling in her heart. A little sad, Shen Zhitang couldn't see himself, so he heard someone say that while pouring water.

"What is he doing here?"

"You don't know, he's still on the school team."

"How did you know?"

"He can be regarded as my senior, and there are still photos of him in the high school basketball club."

Tang Yingqiu frowned. He had never heard of Shen Shitang playing basketball. In his memory, he was always wearing a white shirt with a pen in his hand, or he was pushing a bicycle and joking with his classmates.Tang Yingqiu looked in the direction they were looking at, and caught sight of Shen Shitang's back, who had already gone away, and his footsteps were a little hurried.

The competition was over, Tang Yingqiu was actually not strong in winning or losing, the main reason was to let Shen Shitang see him, and then he knew that he was coming, and the unhappiness in his heart disappeared completely, and he walked over without saying a word.

Shen Shitang could feel that someone was following behind him step by step. Wuminghuo insisted on quickening his pace. When he opened the door, someone blocked the crack of the door forcefully. When Shen Shitang pushed, he was dodged. In the end, only his fingers were left. Breaking off the door frame, Shen Shitang didn't have the heart to close the door.

"Don't touch me, I'm sweaty and dirty."

As soon as Tang Yingqiu said this, Shen Shitang was choked up, his eyes didn't know where to look, and his throat was a little thirsty.Tang Yingqiu saw that Shen Shitang let go, and slid into Shen Shitang's room like a loach, keeping a distance all the time, and then said foolishly: "I thought you wouldn't come."

"You go take a shower first."

Need some alone time.

When Shen Shitang returned to the room, he found that a small corner had been opened in his closet, where Tang Yingqiu's clothes were placed. He seemed to have invaded his life, and he was everywhere.

What's even more frightening is that no matter what I do, I always think of Tang Yingqiu.

This is not possible.

Shen Zhitang felt that his head was about to explode, his sense of shame and guilt rose, and the blood vessels on his forehead were throbbing.

Tang Yingqiu didn't delay, took the clothes and ran to the bathroom.

Obviously the sound insulation is very good, but Shen Shitang felt that he heard the sound of water flowing, hitting his hot skin drop by drop, and couldn't accurately recognize the emotions he had just faced with Tang Yingqiu, why he felt so uncomfortable, why he was so angry, Why did you run away so quickly.

Shen Zhitang clutched the armrest of the sofa tightly, and the news on the TV was still being broadcast.

"IAma Homosexual."

Is it because I already have feelings for him?

Is it because... I have acquiesced... does he belong to me?

Surprised by this sudden thought, Shen Shitang was stunned for a moment, and then he was hugged from behind, the moist breath came to his nostrils, and the water from the tips of his hair flowed down his cheeks.

"No date recently."

"There are no more kisses."

"why?"

"Obviously I belong to your boyfriend, and you don't even come to see me play basketball. I twisted my hand and it's swollen." Tang Yingqiu stretched out his hand to Shen Shitang's eyes, and a large red and swollen was shocking, "You don't even ask If it hurts, I don't ask if I won or not."

Tang Yingqiu's tone seemed to be coquettish, accusing herself of treating him unfairly one by one, she became more courageous after cleaning up, and hugged the clean Shen Shitang tightly.

"These things are too much."

Shen Shitang let Tang Yingqiu hug him, closed his eyes and said lightly: "You can never expect that one day I will accept you, or fall in love with you, I can sleep with you, let you mess around, but you can't let me do these things Redundant things, do you understand?"

"Tang Yingqiu, you are overstepping the rules."

"The two of us can never be, you understand?"

Shen Zhitang could feel the arms of the person holding him gradually stiffen, and finally a deep question came, and he could feel the shock on his back, "Why do you still miss me like this."

"Yes, I've been thinking about you this way from the very beginning, because I was afraid that you would disturb my life and reveal my secret..." Shen Shitang turned around, saw Tang Yingqiu's red eyes, and continued.

"So I've been making compromises."

"So, Tang Yingqiu, do you understand?"

"I don't have the slightest feeling for you, and I think you are disgusting and covet your teacher."

Tang Yingqiu let go of the restraint on Shen Shitang, and said with some self-deprecation: "Are you serious?"

After finishing speaking, Tang Yingqiu lifted Shen Shitang's chin, ready to kiss him forcefully, but was avoided.

Shen Zhitang asked, "Can't you stand me anymore?"

Tang Yingqiu did not speak.

Shen Zhitang continued: "So as I said before, you will get bored sooner or later, because I am such a person. If you feel that you have not benefited, I can accompany you one last time. I will try my best to satisfy you whatever you want. You, and then you continue to keep this secret for me."

"Are you satisfied with this arrangement?"

Shen Shitang saw Tang Yingqiu's tightly clenched fists, with a forbearing expression on his face, Shen Shitang wanted to say more, but was interrupted.

After Tang Yingqiu left, the house suddenly became empty, and Shen Shitang's heart was forced to its peak, beating continuously, and the world finally calmed down.

When Shen Zhitang stood up, he was a little unsteady. He supported the corner of the coffee table, but accidentally knocked over the glass on the coffee table. Before he could fish it out, he fell directly on the ground. Running over, he was scared away by Shen Shitang's roar.

Shen Shitang consciously lost his composure, and squatted down to pick up the broken slag. First he felt a burst of pain, and then he saw a small wisp of red water winding out of the ground.

Shen Zhitang didn't have any expression on his face. After packing up everything, he pressed the wound on his fingertips with the other hand and went to the bathroom, and turned on the tap to clean the wound.

I don't seem to know the person in the mirror.

Sooner or later, it will end, it is better to strangle the emotion in the cradle.

"You're really disgusting."

The author has something to say: Shen·Little Hedgehog·Knowledge·Duplicity is not a stubborn boy·Tang

In the next chapter, I will show you the drunk and cute Professor Tangtang, really super cute!I want rua woo woo woo!

"IAmaHomosexual." Because it is the title of the magazine, it is capitalized, which means, I am a homosexual.