I Destined You [Quick Transmigration]
Chapter 67 Past and Present
"Shi Jingsui."
When Xiao Lan woke up and saw Shi Jingsui, he was no longer surprised.
But his chest cavity overflowed with indifferent emptiness, nothing, like only an empty and pure black hole left.
"Did you know that my body..." Xiao Lan reached out and grabbed Shi Jingsui's hand. Even though he knew the truth, he still couldn't suppress the trembling in his heart.
The him standing here at this moment is just his phantom body, while his real body is soaked in the laboratory's experimental equipment at this moment.
It was only at this time that Xiao Lan recalled all the things that were wrong.When he was stabbed in the chest by Xiao Li for the first time, he woke up in the small base where Shi Jingsui and the others temporarily stayed.It wasn't Shi Jingsui who moved his body for treatment, but his phantom body automatically appeared beside Shi Jingsui.Just like this time, he appeared next to Shi Jingsui again.Because of the same blood relationship between them, the spiritual entity stands here through the medium of blood relationship.
The pain in his body that he used to feel regularly every day was not because of physical problems, but when his body in the research institute was being tested, the phantom body that existed in him also felt the pain in the body.It was right to think so, the disgust he felt in the research institute before was not fake, and the fragmentary memory of the paleness of the research lab was also true.And at the beginning, he did use his body to shuttle freely in the closed passage, that's because his body was not a real flesh at all.
Such a thing really shocked Xiao Lan too much.
He never thought that the self that appeared here was not the complete him, and his body was still being studied in the research institute as an experimental product.
Xiao Lan firmly grabbed Shi Jingsui by the collar.
"You say you are my elder brother! If you know, then tell me! Why did such a thing happen!" Even Xiao Lan, who had experienced no matter how rough and stormy he was, couldn't help panicking at this moment. Dazed and trembling fear roamed the whole body.
At this moment, Shi Jingsui seemed to be more panic-stricken than Xiao Lan, his body was trembling, his eyes were flushed, he hesitated but couldn't say a word.Xiao Lan's hand gradually loosened Shi Jingsui's collar, and then looked at the man in front of him with dim eyes.
Forget it.
Even if you know this, so what, it's not important now.
Xiao Lan passed Shi Jingsui, reaching out to open the door.
"What do you want to do!" Shi Jingsui turned his head wide-eyed and immediately pulled Xiao Lan back, "This is the base, you don't have the clothes and identity bracelets they issued, if you go out like this, you will definitely be caught."
"Who can stop me." The corner of Xiao Lan's mouth twitched into a self-deprecating sneer, and since he already knew that his real body was soaking in the research institute, there was nothing to be afraid of. That's all.
"Shi Jing'an! This is the base of supernatural beings, and it's not as easy as you think to rush out." Shi Jingsui grabbed Xiao Lan's hand even more firmly, not allowing him to leave, "You You were arrested and imprisoned by the supernatural beings at the beginning, do you want to be arrested again? Especially, if the people in the research institute know that you can use the phantom to move outside, what will happen!"
If there was still a ball of anger burning in Xiao Lan's head just now, Shi Jingsui's words really poured cold water on it.
"I still have to go." Xiao Lan thought about Shi Jingsui's words, what he said was not unreasonable, but Xiao Lan couldn't hide here, he wanted to find Xiao Li.Xiao Lan didn't know what was going on with Xiao Li now, did he disappear before Xiao Li's eyes out of thin air?Will Xiao Li look for him?Has Xiao Li turned into a zombie now? ... There are too many questions and anxieties in his heart, he must go to Xiao Li, even if he finds a zombie, he still wants to find him.
"Where are you going?" Shi Jingsui shouted at Xiao Lan with red eyes, helplessly annoyed, "Why don't you understand! Do you want to rush out now, swaggering in front of all the supernatural beings? Get out of here? It's simply impossible!"
Xiao Lan was stunned for a moment, then he suddenly realized a very important question.
At first they used the escape pod to leave the exploding research institute, but Xiao Lan didn't know the exact location where they landed.
He didn't know where Xiao Li was.
he does not know.
Xiao Lan suddenly laughed, the dry and hoarse laughter seemed a little weird in the small space, the extremely painful laughter was extremely suppressed.He shook off Shi Jingsui's hand vigorously and then leaned against the wall, arched his back and sat down slowly, with some pain, some annoyance and some helplessness, he hugged his head with both hands, like a trapped animal in a desperate situation .
He couldn't concentrate at all, and the endless darkness invaded him, as if to swallow him up.
Xiao Lan didn't understand why she was in such pain.
When will this pain and despair end?
Shi Jingsui stood there stupidly, looking at Xiao Lan with sadness and guilt in his eyes.
"I'm going to find him." Xiao Lan panted deeply, trying to calm himself down.He is desperately rejecting himself, just like what he has been doing since he came to this world, trying his best to reject his pain, despair, and collapse.He made himself numb, made himself believe that there must be a way to go, and there must be a chance to be with Xiao Li.
Xiao Lan cannot despair.
He had long ago confiscated his right to despair.
"Who are you looking for? Captain Xiao Li?" Shi Jingsui was stunned, then frowned, and said slowly, "He's inside the base."
"He's here? How is it possible!" Xiao Lan raised his head in astonishment, stood up abruptly from the ground in shock, and grabbed Shi Jingsui's shoulders tightly with both hands.No matter how you think about it, it's impossible for Xiao Li to appear in the superhuman base.But Xiao Lan could hear and feel that Shi Jingsui was not lying.
"The identity bracelet has a positioning system. The rescue team brought Captain Xiao back to the base yesterday morning." Shi Jingsui frowned and pointed to the metal bracelet on his wrist.
"Then... is there something wrong with him?" Xiao Lan also realized at this time that just because he woke up from Shi Jingsui's side does not mean that time has flowed seamlessly from the moment he lost consciousness, so the current time is far from Xiao Li. There is also an unexpected time difference between zombification.So at this moment, Xiao Li has become a zombie?Is he locked in this base?
"Captain Xiao Li showed up during the assembly this morning. If you asked him if he was okay, I would say that he was not injured from the outside." Shi Jingsui looked at Xiao Lan and said.
"Unharmed?" Xiao Lan was stunned. What does unharmed mean?The last Xiao Li in Xiao Lan's memory couldn't be regarded as unscathed at all, with a ruined face and body, pale skin, and those eyes that really looked like zombies.
"You tell me his location, I'm going to find him." Regardless of whether Xiao Li is completely unharmed as Shi Jingsui said, Xiao Lang must confirm it with his own eyes before he can feel at ease.
"Why are you so attached to Xiao Li? Maybe you don't remember, but he is the one who sent you to the research institute!" Shi Jingsui asked in a puzzled and depressed manner.
"Why, just because, I'm a monster?" Xiao Lan looked up at Shi Jingsui, he was waiting for this person to tell him the answer.
"The Thunder team was reorganized because all the former Thunder teams were eliminated except for the captain." Shi Jingsui was silent for a while before slowly saying, "As far as I know, Xiao Li's adoptive father, Dr. More than these."
"I did it?" Xiao Lan asked in a cold and hoarse voice.
Shi Jingsui nodded with difficulty.
In fact, Xiao Lan had already guessed it long ago. From the night when he met Xiao Li for the second time, he had already understood from the words of Thunder Team and Xiao Li that Xiao Li's hatred for him was a matter of course.If you put yourself in Xiao Li's shoes and think about it, you also know that this person hates him enough to kill him every time you see him, so when Xiao Li lost his memory, Xiao Lan felt so lucky.
"Why should I kill them?" But Xiao Ling didn't understand why he would kill these people.
"Your target is actually Dr. Chen. The project he is conducting is a human experiment." Shi Jingsui was startled, and then said in a low voice.
"Then why did I kill them?" Xiao Lan continued to ask.
Shi Jingsui lowered his eyes and fell silent, he did not answer Xiao Lan's question.However, Xiao Lan could feel Shi Jingsui's nervousness, whether it was the rapid heartbeat, the slight tremor of the body, or the tense and fearful expression.
"You are one of the human experiments." Shi Jingsui's voice was dry, he slowly raised his head, and the moment he looked directly at Xiao Lan's ugly face, the tears that had condensed for a long time burst out of his eyes.
Xiao Lan was stunned, and couldn't react to Shi Jingsui's words for a moment.
"You mean, I became a monster because of the experiment, and after escaping from that research institute, I killed those people, and was sent back to the research institute by Xiao Li to be studied by another group of people?"
"I'm sorry, I'm sorry..." For some reason, Shi Jingsui cried so hard at this moment, he kept saying sorry to Xiao Lang.
"So, I've been being studied, right? It's just that I was sent from a research institute that turned me into a monster to another research institute that studies monsters." Xiao Lan only felt ridiculed, this kind of thing is simply ridiculous , "So, if this is the case, why do you apologize to me as my brother?... You sent me to do the experiment?"
"I don't know, I really don't know!" Shi Jingsui knelt down in front of Xiao Lan with tears in his eyes, "My parents are dead, and you are seriously ill. I really can't do anything. I can't think of a way. They said, they told me that there is a way to save you, and they will find you a good parent to treat you, I believed it, I really believed it!"
"Later, I felt it later. I realized something was wrong. I went to find them. But there was no way. I tried all kinds of methods to no avail. They refused to return you to me." Shi Jingsui gasped and cried bitterly. , the guilt in his heart was pressing down on him like a boulder, piling up heavier every day, making him oppressively oppressive.
It was the first time for Xiao Lan to feel such an overly intense emotion, the feeling transmitted between blood, and even some fragmentary fragments in his blank brain were transmitted to his memory.
"You gave up later." Xiao Lan looked down at Shi Jingsui who was sobbing with his body slightly bent.
Shi Jingsui's body trembled violently, and his crying gradually faded under suppression.
Yes, then he gave up.
He went looking for Shi Jing'an, and tried very hard to find it, but the clues he left at the beginning were broken as soon as he found it, and there was no news after that.He searched for a year, two years, three years, and then passed many years with no progress.During these years, at first he could still feel the telepathy from his brother, but after a few years, he could no longer feel it, Shi Jingsui thought, maybe he died.
He was really tired, and those friends who accompanied him all the time also said to forget it, people should look forward positively, and the future they are walking on is the most important thing.So he gave up, gave up Shi Jing'an, people always want to escape the sad past and live a better life.
Then just one night ago, he had a nightmare.
In the nightmare, his younger brother turned into a monster, biting human blood in the blood and darkness, and turned into the most cruel and ruthless murderer, wandering in the pool of blood of corpses and stumps, under the gray and cold light The long shadow in the sky gradually moved away.
From that day on, Shi Jingsui had nightmares every night.
Those dreams that were thought to be absurd appeared in Shi Jingsui's mind day by day, bringing another cruel and real world to Shi Jingsui's eyes.These images seemed to have completely passed these memories from his younger brother's brain to Shi Jingsui, but they did not stay in Shi Jingan's crazy mind at all.In this way, as a bystander, he watched his younger brother who had become an irrational monster, fighting and hunting recklessly, until finally he was imprisoned in the gray research institute.
He is a sinner.
The sinner who ruined his own brother's life.
When Xiao Lan woke up and saw Shi Jingsui, he was no longer surprised.
But his chest cavity overflowed with indifferent emptiness, nothing, like only an empty and pure black hole left.
"Did you know that my body..." Xiao Lan reached out and grabbed Shi Jingsui's hand. Even though he knew the truth, he still couldn't suppress the trembling in his heart.
The him standing here at this moment is just his phantom body, while his real body is soaked in the laboratory's experimental equipment at this moment.
It was only at this time that Xiao Lan recalled all the things that were wrong.When he was stabbed in the chest by Xiao Li for the first time, he woke up in the small base where Shi Jingsui and the others temporarily stayed.It wasn't Shi Jingsui who moved his body for treatment, but his phantom body automatically appeared beside Shi Jingsui.Just like this time, he appeared next to Shi Jingsui again.Because of the same blood relationship between them, the spiritual entity stands here through the medium of blood relationship.
The pain in his body that he used to feel regularly every day was not because of physical problems, but when his body in the research institute was being tested, the phantom body that existed in him also felt the pain in the body.It was right to think so, the disgust he felt in the research institute before was not fake, and the fragmentary memory of the paleness of the research lab was also true.And at the beginning, he did use his body to shuttle freely in the closed passage, that's because his body was not a real flesh at all.
Such a thing really shocked Xiao Lan too much.
He never thought that the self that appeared here was not the complete him, and his body was still being studied in the research institute as an experimental product.
Xiao Lan firmly grabbed Shi Jingsui by the collar.
"You say you are my elder brother! If you know, then tell me! Why did such a thing happen!" Even Xiao Lan, who had experienced no matter how rough and stormy he was, couldn't help panicking at this moment. Dazed and trembling fear roamed the whole body.
At this moment, Shi Jingsui seemed to be more panic-stricken than Xiao Lan, his body was trembling, his eyes were flushed, he hesitated but couldn't say a word.Xiao Lan's hand gradually loosened Shi Jingsui's collar, and then looked at the man in front of him with dim eyes.
Forget it.
Even if you know this, so what, it's not important now.
Xiao Lan passed Shi Jingsui, reaching out to open the door.
"What do you want to do!" Shi Jingsui turned his head wide-eyed and immediately pulled Xiao Lan back, "This is the base, you don't have the clothes and identity bracelets they issued, if you go out like this, you will definitely be caught."
"Who can stop me." The corner of Xiao Lan's mouth twitched into a self-deprecating sneer, and since he already knew that his real body was soaking in the research institute, there was nothing to be afraid of. That's all.
"Shi Jing'an! This is the base of supernatural beings, and it's not as easy as you think to rush out." Shi Jingsui grabbed Xiao Lan's hand even more firmly, not allowing him to leave, "You You were arrested and imprisoned by the supernatural beings at the beginning, do you want to be arrested again? Especially, if the people in the research institute know that you can use the phantom to move outside, what will happen!"
If there was still a ball of anger burning in Xiao Lan's head just now, Shi Jingsui's words really poured cold water on it.
"I still have to go." Xiao Lan thought about Shi Jingsui's words, what he said was not unreasonable, but Xiao Lan couldn't hide here, he wanted to find Xiao Li.Xiao Lan didn't know what was going on with Xiao Li now, did he disappear before Xiao Li's eyes out of thin air?Will Xiao Li look for him?Has Xiao Li turned into a zombie now? ... There are too many questions and anxieties in his heart, he must go to Xiao Li, even if he finds a zombie, he still wants to find him.
"Where are you going?" Shi Jingsui shouted at Xiao Lan with red eyes, helplessly annoyed, "Why don't you understand! Do you want to rush out now, swaggering in front of all the supernatural beings? Get out of here? It's simply impossible!"
Xiao Lan was stunned for a moment, then he suddenly realized a very important question.
At first they used the escape pod to leave the exploding research institute, but Xiao Lan didn't know the exact location where they landed.
He didn't know where Xiao Li was.
he does not know.
Xiao Lan suddenly laughed, the dry and hoarse laughter seemed a little weird in the small space, the extremely painful laughter was extremely suppressed.He shook off Shi Jingsui's hand vigorously and then leaned against the wall, arched his back and sat down slowly, with some pain, some annoyance and some helplessness, he hugged his head with both hands, like a trapped animal in a desperate situation .
He couldn't concentrate at all, and the endless darkness invaded him, as if to swallow him up.
Xiao Lan didn't understand why she was in such pain.
When will this pain and despair end?
Shi Jingsui stood there stupidly, looking at Xiao Lan with sadness and guilt in his eyes.
"I'm going to find him." Xiao Lan panted deeply, trying to calm himself down.He is desperately rejecting himself, just like what he has been doing since he came to this world, trying his best to reject his pain, despair, and collapse.He made himself numb, made himself believe that there must be a way to go, and there must be a chance to be with Xiao Li.
Xiao Lan cannot despair.
He had long ago confiscated his right to despair.
"Who are you looking for? Captain Xiao Li?" Shi Jingsui was stunned, then frowned, and said slowly, "He's inside the base."
"He's here? How is it possible!" Xiao Lan raised his head in astonishment, stood up abruptly from the ground in shock, and grabbed Shi Jingsui's shoulders tightly with both hands.No matter how you think about it, it's impossible for Xiao Li to appear in the superhuman base.But Xiao Lan could hear and feel that Shi Jingsui was not lying.
"The identity bracelet has a positioning system. The rescue team brought Captain Xiao back to the base yesterday morning." Shi Jingsui frowned and pointed to the metal bracelet on his wrist.
"Then... is there something wrong with him?" Xiao Lan also realized at this time that just because he woke up from Shi Jingsui's side does not mean that time has flowed seamlessly from the moment he lost consciousness, so the current time is far from Xiao Li. There is also an unexpected time difference between zombification.So at this moment, Xiao Li has become a zombie?Is he locked in this base?
"Captain Xiao Li showed up during the assembly this morning. If you asked him if he was okay, I would say that he was not injured from the outside." Shi Jingsui looked at Xiao Lan and said.
"Unharmed?" Xiao Lan was stunned. What does unharmed mean?The last Xiao Li in Xiao Lan's memory couldn't be regarded as unscathed at all, with a ruined face and body, pale skin, and those eyes that really looked like zombies.
"You tell me his location, I'm going to find him." Regardless of whether Xiao Li is completely unharmed as Shi Jingsui said, Xiao Lang must confirm it with his own eyes before he can feel at ease.
"Why are you so attached to Xiao Li? Maybe you don't remember, but he is the one who sent you to the research institute!" Shi Jingsui asked in a puzzled and depressed manner.
"Why, just because, I'm a monster?" Xiao Lan looked up at Shi Jingsui, he was waiting for this person to tell him the answer.
"The Thunder team was reorganized because all the former Thunder teams were eliminated except for the captain." Shi Jingsui was silent for a while before slowly saying, "As far as I know, Xiao Li's adoptive father, Dr. More than these."
"I did it?" Xiao Lan asked in a cold and hoarse voice.
Shi Jingsui nodded with difficulty.
In fact, Xiao Lan had already guessed it long ago. From the night when he met Xiao Li for the second time, he had already understood from the words of Thunder Team and Xiao Li that Xiao Li's hatred for him was a matter of course.If you put yourself in Xiao Li's shoes and think about it, you also know that this person hates him enough to kill him every time you see him, so when Xiao Li lost his memory, Xiao Lan felt so lucky.
"Why should I kill them?" But Xiao Ling didn't understand why he would kill these people.
"Your target is actually Dr. Chen. The project he is conducting is a human experiment." Shi Jingsui was startled, and then said in a low voice.
"Then why did I kill them?" Xiao Lan continued to ask.
Shi Jingsui lowered his eyes and fell silent, he did not answer Xiao Lan's question.However, Xiao Lan could feel Shi Jingsui's nervousness, whether it was the rapid heartbeat, the slight tremor of the body, or the tense and fearful expression.
"You are one of the human experiments." Shi Jingsui's voice was dry, he slowly raised his head, and the moment he looked directly at Xiao Lan's ugly face, the tears that had condensed for a long time burst out of his eyes.
Xiao Lan was stunned, and couldn't react to Shi Jingsui's words for a moment.
"You mean, I became a monster because of the experiment, and after escaping from that research institute, I killed those people, and was sent back to the research institute by Xiao Li to be studied by another group of people?"
"I'm sorry, I'm sorry..." For some reason, Shi Jingsui cried so hard at this moment, he kept saying sorry to Xiao Lang.
"So, I've been being studied, right? It's just that I was sent from a research institute that turned me into a monster to another research institute that studies monsters." Xiao Lan only felt ridiculed, this kind of thing is simply ridiculous , "So, if this is the case, why do you apologize to me as my brother?... You sent me to do the experiment?"
"I don't know, I really don't know!" Shi Jingsui knelt down in front of Xiao Lan with tears in his eyes, "My parents are dead, and you are seriously ill. I really can't do anything. I can't think of a way. They said, they told me that there is a way to save you, and they will find you a good parent to treat you, I believed it, I really believed it!"
"Later, I felt it later. I realized something was wrong. I went to find them. But there was no way. I tried all kinds of methods to no avail. They refused to return you to me." Shi Jingsui gasped and cried bitterly. , the guilt in his heart was pressing down on him like a boulder, piling up heavier every day, making him oppressively oppressive.
It was the first time for Xiao Lan to feel such an overly intense emotion, the feeling transmitted between blood, and even some fragmentary fragments in his blank brain were transmitted to his memory.
"You gave up later." Xiao Lan looked down at Shi Jingsui who was sobbing with his body slightly bent.
Shi Jingsui's body trembled violently, and his crying gradually faded under suppression.
Yes, then he gave up.
He went looking for Shi Jing'an, and tried very hard to find it, but the clues he left at the beginning were broken as soon as he found it, and there was no news after that.He searched for a year, two years, three years, and then passed many years with no progress.During these years, at first he could still feel the telepathy from his brother, but after a few years, he could no longer feel it, Shi Jingsui thought, maybe he died.
He was really tired, and those friends who accompanied him all the time also said to forget it, people should look forward positively, and the future they are walking on is the most important thing.So he gave up, gave up Shi Jing'an, people always want to escape the sad past and live a better life.
Then just one night ago, he had a nightmare.
In the nightmare, his younger brother turned into a monster, biting human blood in the blood and darkness, and turned into the most cruel and ruthless murderer, wandering in the pool of blood of corpses and stumps, under the gray and cold light The long shadow in the sky gradually moved away.
From that day on, Shi Jingsui had nightmares every night.
Those dreams that were thought to be absurd appeared in Shi Jingsui's mind day by day, bringing another cruel and real world to Shi Jingsui's eyes.These images seemed to have completely passed these memories from his younger brother's brain to Shi Jingsui, but they did not stay in Shi Jingan's crazy mind at all.In this way, as a bystander, he watched his younger brother who had become an irrational monster, fighting and hunting recklessly, until finally he was imprisoned in the gray research institute.
He is a sinner.
The sinner who ruined his own brother's life.
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