The End Times of Mental Illness

The six-year-old Xiaobu Zhengshang is a beautiful little princess, dressed in a princess dress, with two little braids flicking, which is very attractive.Carrying a small red schoolbag, she bid farewell to a large group of friends who were reluctant to part with her, and ran to her car.

She sat up and looked around, then pouted in disappointment.

"Uncle Wang, let's go home." She said in a crisp childish voice.

The driver, Uncle Wang, naturally knew what she was looking for, so he comforted her and said, "Miss, don't be unhappy. Sir and Madam have a lot of things to do. After you finish your work, you will come to pick up Miss from school every day."

"Really? That's great! Then I'll go back and help Mommy and Dad with things. Let's do it together, and we can do a lot, a lot soon!" She opened her arms wide to express a lot , "There are so many! Let's go back quickly! Drive!"

"Okay! Let's go, drive!"

Back at the big villa, Bu Zhengshang left her schoolbag and went to help Mommy and Dad. She is so cute and smart, and she will definitely get everything done soon!

She ran towards Mommy's room with short legs, but there was no one!She didn't give up and ran towards the study, they must be there!

"Bu Renshu, Xiaozheng is so young, she is only five years old, how can you be willing!" Bu Zhengshang sneaked behind the door, and she recognized that it was Mommy's voice, and it was Daddy's name.Are Daddy and Mommy arguing?Why do they keep arguing lately?

"Zhengyi, Xiaozheng is sick and we have to send her to be treated. It's not good for us or her to delay like this."

"What's wrong with Xiaozheng? She's so young, how could she have this kind of disease? You're just looking for excuses, you're looking for a shield for your cheating!"

Bu Zhengshang was confused. Is she sick?No.

"No? What did she do to her classmates? I still don't remember at all. Do you think it's normal? Tell me, how do you explain it if someone's parents ask? Our family still has cooperation with them. If we lose it, it won't be a loss. One star and a half! If you want me to say, it’s best for you to check it out, Xiaozheng’s condition is probably hereditary, I’m mentally healthy, how about I go with you some other day?”

"Bu Renshu!!! Do you know what you are talking about? Are you going to buy a girl for glory? What happened to Xiaozheng hitting him? Are you not allowed to hit him because he is ugly? You still suspect me, don't tell me this Is it the reason you hang out with other women?! You dirty man!!!"

"Zhengyi, please calm down. We can't talk about you like this. Which man can marry like me for a few years and only look at you? The others are just playing on the occasion. I approached that female doctor not for Xiaozheng and You are a well-known young expert in psychiatry, you have to understand me..."

"Go to hell!!!"

Daddy and Mommy were arguing so fiercely that Bu Zhengshang didn't dare to listen any more. She quietly went back to her princess room and hid herself under the quilt, as if she didn't know anything.

"Xiao Zheng, Mommy's little princess, are you hungry?" Bu Zhengshang's mother carried Xiao Bu Zhengshang out of the bed, coaxing her gently.

"Mummy is crying." Xiaobu Zhengshang touched Mommy's red eyes and said, "Xiaozheng Huhu, Mommy doesn't cry."

"Okay, Mommy won't cry."

Little Bu Zhengshang didn't know that the family conflict had just begun.

Bu Zhengshang was lying in the bathtub, she wrinkled her face in pain, bit her lips tightly, and a trace of blood slipped from the corner of her lips.

Six-year-old Bu Zhengshang no longer goes to school. Apart from hiding in an unoccupied villa with her mother every day, she is looking forward to her father's arrival, and then falls asleep in disappointment.

"Xiaozheng, Mommy can't take you out, do you understand? Xiaozheng is so cute, once you go out, some bad guys will snatch you away. Mommy will never see the smart and cute Xiaozheng again. How does this make Mommy live!!!"

"Xiaozheng, you have to be obedient! As long as you are obedient, Mommy won't hit you again!"

"We're hiding here, we can't go anywhere, Mommy will be with Xiaozheng forever, doesn't Xiaozheng want to be with Mommy?"

"As long as Xiaozheng and Mummy wait together, Daddy will come to pick us up soon. Your Daddy won't like other women. He won't. We'll just wait for that Daddy who is always affectionate and always clean." Come pick us up, okay?"

Xiaobu Zhengshang knew that Mommy was sick and had a very serious illness. She didn't play Xiaozheng on purpose, because every time Xiaozheng was injured, it was always Mommy who hurt the most.But daddy, the daddy who always loves Xiaozheng the most, where are you?

Bu Zhengshang, who was lying in the bathtub, murmured, "Mommy, don't cry."

On the day of Xiaobu Zhengshang's seventh birthday, Mommy dressed her up very beautifully. Although her father still didn't show up and Mommy didn't allow her to go out to play with her former friends, Buzhengshang was still very happy because Mommy gave her a little friend that she sewed herself, and Xiaozheng will never be afraid to play with her again!

"Xiaozheng really grows more and more beautiful. Mommy has never seen a girl cuter than Xiaozheng." Mommy praised her as before, but made Xiaobu Zhengshang bow her head shyly. The little girl already knew how shy she was. What does it mean.

"Is Xiaozheng shy?" Mommy touched her bright red face and kissed her, "Mommy is telling the truth, there is no girl cuter and more beautiful than Xiaozheng, little princess."

"Mommy..." Bu Zhengshang embraced the new little friend that Mommy gave him, and listened to Mommy's sweet words, with a rare smile on his face.

"From now on, this big rabbit will be Xiaozheng's guardian rabbit. Tell it all your troubles, and its big belly will eat them all."

"Look, open the apron of the big rabbit, there is a zipper here, and inside, there is a magic mirror, which can reflect the little face of the most beautiful girl in the world. Xiaozheng, let's see which one is the most beautiful in the world little girl."

Xiaobu Zhengshang listened to her mother's words very much, and without hesitation, she did the action of lifting the big rabbit's skirt, and she pulled the zipper on the big rabbit's stomach.Sure enough, there was a delicate small mirror embedded in it.

"Magic mirror, magic mirror, tell Xiaozheng who is the most beautiful girl in the world." She was so nervous that she closed her eyes as hard as she could, and only quietly opened one eye to take a peek when Mommy said it was ok.

The result surprised her. She hugged the big rabbit and kissed her hard, and then kissed Mummy too, because the person in the mirror was her.

"Mommy, Mommy, the most beautiful little girl in the world is Xiaozheng, and Xiaozheng is the most beautiful girl in the world!" Like every little girl who loves beauty, she is happily bouncing around with a big rabbit in her arms.

Mommy said this big rabbit is Buli, and I hope it will always be by Xiaozheng's side, never leave it, and guard the rabbit forever.

"Today, Mommy personally made delicious food for Xiaozheng. They are all Xiaozheng's favorite food. Come and try them!"

Xiaobu Zhengchang took a bite, held it in his mouth and dared not swallow it, he wrinkled his face and shouted: "Mommy, it's so salty."

"How could it be? Mommy just ate well. Xiaozheng, do you dislike Mommy?" Bu Zhengshang's mommy said sadly, "That's right, Xiaozheng will meet other people who are more beautiful than Mommy in the future." Auntie, why do you still like me?"

"No, no!" Xiaobu Zhengshang quickly shook his head and waved his hands, pouted and said, "Mommy is the most beautiful sister in the world, Xiaozheng loves you forever and ever!"

"Xiaozheng's small mouth is so sweet, she can make me happy. How can Mommy be my sister? Who did you learn from?" She seemed to have thought of something, and that beautiful face looked a little gloomy, "Little You are so good at coaxing people at a young age, but when you grow up, you don't know how many girls you will be able to deceive."

"No!" Xiaobu Zhengshang said aggrievedly: "Xiaozheng didn't lie, Mommy is the best in Xiaozheng's heart!"

"Liar!!" Bu Zhengshang's mother patted the table vigorously, and the dishes on it were shaking, "I am the best, why don't you like the dishes I cook for you? You still hate me ?”

"Xiaozheng... Xiaozheng doesn't dislike it, Xiaozheng just eats it." Xiaobu Zhengshang lowered his head to pick up the rice, took a mouthful of vegetables, then a few mouthfuls of rice, and then took a sip of water, eating in a hurry.

"Don't rush, don't rush, eat slowly. Xiaozheng is so good, she is really lucky. Mommy decided to cook for Xiaozheng every day in the future, so that Xiaozheng will grow white and fat! Is Xiaozheng happy?"

Xiaobu Zhengshang paused for a while, and then choked out two words: "... Happy, heart." Woooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo

When Bu Zhengshang was eight years old, she was already used to eating the dishes made by her mother, and she no longer felt salty.

Time can change a person's taste, but it cannot change the connection between blood.When Bu Zhengshang was eight years old, she finally met her father again.But if history could repeat itself, she would say nothing to open that door.

"What's the matter with this courier guy? The food I ordered hasn't arrived yet, so I won't use Jingdong Express again! Xiaozheng, don't go out when you're alone at home. Mommy is out shopping, and whoever knocks you except when Mommy comes back?" Don't even open the door, understand?"

"Mum, can I go with you?" Xiaobu Zhengshang hadn't gone out for a long time, and his starry eyes were shining with anticipation.

"No! There are a lot of bad people outside, it's very messy, don't dirty my cute, beautiful and smart little kite, Mommy will be back soon, don't go out by yourself, the people outside are all demons, wait for me obediently ,Um?"

"Okay." Xiaobu Zhengshang said disappointedly, his eyes dimmed, but he still watched his mother put on thick clothes, hats and masks in the summer, hoping that she could change her mind midway. The cute, beautiful and smart Xiaozheng, but it was not until the door of the villa opened and closed, and Xiaobu Zhengshang squatted alone at the door, that she realized that there were only two people left in the villa.

"Mommy has gone out. Now there are only two of us left. I really want to go out and play. I miss Lu Renjia and Lu Renyi from preschool. I don't know if they remember me. I miss Daddy. I forgot what my daddy looked like, I miss the driver Uncle Wang, I haven’t ridden a BMW for a long time..." Xiaobu Zhengshang babbled to the empty hall, her little face lacking the baptism of the sun was abnormally pale, she The chubby cheeks had long since faded, but at his childish age, there was an extremely incongruous loneliness on his body.