Wenhao refuses to be touched

It is a feeling that cannot be described in words. In the dream, there is always a voice asking me to find it and save it. It is a low and deep call, as if being bewitched, moving forward mechanically in the dark alley.

I won't be tired, I won't be hungry, I don't know how long I walked, but I still haven't reached the end.

I was in this dazed state when I was woken up by Momiji, who caught Dazai and Nakaya who threw themselves into my arms, and looked at Odasaku who was also guarding the bedside with a worried expression on his face.

I recognized that this is the large suite of the hotel we stayed in. It seemed that after I arrived in Tokyo, I felt a little sleepy and went to the room to take a nap. What happened after that was not very clear.

"Huh? It's getting dark, what time is it?"

"My sister slept for a full ten hours, and it's already past ten o'clock in the evening." Hong Ye brought a tray on the table, which contained a bowl of light vegetable porridge and several dishes of side dishes. "If you don't wake up again, we are all going to be sent to the hospital."

"Let's go for a full-body checkup. I only woke up when I screamed a few times before, but I woke up after screaming for more than three hours just now." Dazai lay in my arms and said hurriedly, grabbing my chest with both hands. Clothes, almost pinched into my flesh.He looked very disturbed, and Nakaya next to him stared at me for a moment.

"Sorry for worrying you." I touched his and Chuya's heads apologetically, and looked around. "Then let's go to Kagudu Jukeng tomorrow and go for an inspection. Does Odasaku know any reliable car rental companies nearby?"

Probably because they knew that I would not listen to persuasion, and they didn’t say anything against it. After I had a late lunch, I took a bath and stayed with my three younger siblings, telling them stories, chatting and comforting them, and waiting until they fell asleep one after another. After passing by, he got out of bed and put the quilt on them, straightened his sleeping posture sprawled out, and then took out the notebook and pen from the backpack.

Looking at the blank new notebook in front of him, he sighed slightly.

In fact, since I was a child, it was difficult to wake up after dreaming. Sometimes I dreamed that I was falling into a bottomless abyss. Panic and panic made me scream, and I couldn’t get out after struggling for a long time, or tried hard. When I woke up, I found that it was just a dream within a dream, and even... there was a situation of suffocation in the dream.

These abnormalities were very frequent when I was young. I wondered if the reason why my biological parents hated me so much might have something to do with me crying and crying in the middle of the night when I was a child, and would refuse other people to approach me after waking up, shrinking in the closet Li shivered.

As I got older, the frequency decreased a lot, and after the death of my adoptive parents, I didn't have this experience for a long, long time, until I came back again recently.

Could it be that there is something different in my dream, in my subconscious?

My mind wandered wildly, and I sighed deeply again.The only benefit of this experience is probably that it allowed me to hold my breath and concentrate on writing steadily.

--"childhood"

The name of the third book.

I want to share with readers the life of a poor man struggling between misfortune and fortune, hope and despair.

I woke up with the chirping of sparrows. It was already bright outside. I didn't know who put a coat on me. I stood up and turned around, and saw four pairs of eyes staring at me.

The four of them lay on the big bed from high to low, still wearing pajamas, for an unknown how long.

"You... are really quiet." I said helplessly.

"If it's too noisy, my sister will throw it away."

"I've already lost two."

Obviously usually they are always noisy, but now Dazai and Zhong also have a tacit understanding.

"My sister has finished writing, do you want to copy it on the manuscript paper?" Hongye sat up from the bed, the corners of her white bathrobe were a little messy, revealing her long and slender legs like creamy white, I was inevitably attracted by the whiteness .

"Sister, do you like to watch it? You must have watched it countless times." Hongye smiled lightly, as if she planned to lift the corner of her robe.

I covered my itchy nose. "Please, don't make trouble. I was wrong. I shouldn't stay up all night. It looks like my sister is a pervert."

"Because Ranpo said that my sister would get a nosebleed when she saw Chuya and Ayatsuji wearing women's clothing, but she was calm when taking a bath with me. Now I feel more at ease."

Me: why don't you worry?Sister is a pervert who can't resist the beauty of younger siblings, does it make you happy?

"Okay, I won't dare next time." I clasped my hands together and bowed very sincerely.And put the notebook carefully into the backpack.

It seems that this is not the first time I have said that I dare not dare next time, but superficial skills must always be done.I went to wash up, changed clothes for the young Dazai and Chuya, and when everyone was ready, we went downstairs to the hotel restaurant for dinner.

The hotel offers a free breakfast and we arrived half an hour before it was served.Here I met unexpected people.

It was a victim of a bank robbery with me, a little gentleman rich kid.When I entered the door, I happened to see him sitting in the center, chatting and laughing happily with a boy in a blue school uniform across from him.

His surname is Tiaoye, but I have forgotten his name, so no one who is ignorant of current affairs went to say hello to him. My siblings and I chose some dishes and found an empty seat to sit down.

The food in the package includes Japanese food and Western food. The bread is baked by the chef himself. It tastes delicious. There are scallops in the soup and the ingredients are also very fresh.

Because I rejected Dazai's desire to eat crab meat, I was coaxing him softly.

"Eating too much crab meat is bad for your health. You must have eaten crab three times this week."

"Crabs in autumn are the most delicious. I am willing to exchange crab meat from other seasons for crab meat throughout autumn."

"Oh, then I am willing to let you eat canned crab meat and crab sticks all year round, in exchange for you only having one autumn to eat crabs."

"Pfft~" Chuya still had the bacon roll that Momiji had just stuffed in his mouth, chewed and swallowed it a few times, and laughed, "Sister, you should say, let him eat mackerel every day all year round, maybe he will grow taller Oh~”

Although Dazai worked hard to keep up with nutrition and grow taller, it is a pity that there is still a gap of four centimeters between him and Chuya, so he will be attacked every time for this.

"Ha~ What are the slugs being arrogant about? The louder you laugh now, the more guilty you are. In fact, you are afraid that I will catch up with you. At that time, your advantage of developing in advance will be completely gone."

I calmly ignored the melee between the two of them, and just told them to keep their voices down so as not to disturb the people, while urging Hongye to eat more meat, while chatting with Oda.

"I have already contacted the car rental company. Is it enough to rent for two days? I also contacted the Tokyo Metropolitan Hospital for tomorrow's inspection project."

"Oda Saku never forgets to check things every time. Two days is probably not enough. Don't you have any attractions you want to visit?" Obviously Oda Saku's plan at the beginning was to prepare a seven-day itinerary.

"That's... that's rude, teacher." Odasaku stood up suddenly and covered my ears, he tensed his facial nerves, looking displeased.

Dazai and Nakaya stopped their silent rivalry in private, and Momiji paused with the hand holding the chopsticks, and her expression darkened.I grabbed Odasaku's hands and tried to pull them down, but he shook his head at me.

After some effort, the hands covering my ears remained motionless. Suddenly he let go of one of my ears, and grabbed me behind with his hand. It was a silver dinner fork.If Odasaku hadn't foreseen it in advance, this silver fork might have been stabbed in the back of my head.

At the same time, I also heard excited rebuttals coming from the direction behind me.

"Feiyin's, that kind of fame-seeking people are worthy of your discussion. Winning the Qingyun Award can only prove the degeneration of the Japanese literary world, and the last piece of pure land has been eroded by capital!"

"Teacher Guangzhong, you are too excited. Sorry, Teacher Guangzhong is drunk, we will take him away now."

I looked behind me, and several young men and women were working together to suppress a man wearing a traditional kimono. The man's face was flushed, and there were several empty beer cans on the table.

The man struggled uncooperatively, his neck was bulging with blue veins, and his face was ferocious.

"Don't pull me! I must expose the truth and let everyone see Feiyin's true colors! Is it worthy of being called a rookie in the Japanese literary world after writing such pretentious novels? The stupid people don't realize that they are Has become a slave of capital, not only the body, but also the mind must be controlled, the incompetent government will only kneel and lick those big countries, Japan will be destroyed sooner or later! And the biggest sinner, the executioner who promoted it is Feiyin, the founder of the holy and evil sect People, brazen, his novels are too dirty for me to wipe my feet!"

"Teacher Guangzhong, you are enough! You just didn't get the newcomer award, it's too ugly for you to look like this!"

A group of people were making a lot of noise, and the manager came out with security guards to stop it, but it only added to the chaos. The man known as Teacher Guangzhong kicked over the table and made a loud noise amidst the screams of the crowd and the sound of falling utensils. smile.

He has a strong figure, and he is emboldened by drinking. He seems to have some karate foundation, and the security guards who tried to dissuade him one after another couldn't get close to him.

Still not relieved, he broke free from his companion, grabbed a vase on the table, and was about to smash it at the nine-layer glass stacked in the dining area. If he succeeded, the flying glass shards could accidentally injure many people present.

At this moment, Odasaku rushed out and grabbed the man's shoulder at a speed that was hard to catch with the naked eye. An over-the-shoulder fall pressed him firmly to the ground and he couldn't move. The man couldn't get up several times, his hair was tightly tied Caught, the painful ones were forced to beg for mercy.

"Apologize."

It was the first time I saw Odasaku's furious look, like a lion about to erupt, showing his sharp fangs, his brows were furrowed, and his knees pressed against the man's chest with more force.

Soon, the man didn't even have the strength to beg for mercy, and his breathing became heavy.

Foreshadowing that the situation will go in an inevitable direction, I am not sure whether Odasaku, the former killer, will kill this man.Or, even if he doesn't die now, I'm not sure if Odasaku will kill him later.

Because of Odasaku, the murderous aura emanating from his body represented his real killing intent.

"Let him go, Odasaku. He's not worth your anger."

When I stood up to speak, Odasaku gave me a hesitant look.

"teacher……"

"Ah, I don't think he deserves to dirty your hand."

Oda Saku sighed, he let go of the man, took a few steps back, and left enough space for the other party's companions and security guards who were running over.

"I really can't do anything about you, teacher." Oda Saku returned to my side and said helplessly. "It's not as serious as you think, because the teacher is extraordinary, so I just want him to apologize."

"Teacher? Haha~ Are you also a writer? We are colleagues. It's a pity that we are all Feiyin's foil. In order to set off the green leaves of the red flowers, I don't care about your people because you are also a victim. My impoliteness, join us, let's expose Feiyin's true face..."

In the light of not sobering up, he still uttered nonsense despite repeated warnings from his companions. It seemed that he was really drunk, and he didn't even pay attention to the lesson he was suppressed just now.

"Miss Natsume, please step back."

I looked back and saw Tiaoye's figure. Behind him stood the butler I had seen before, and beside him was the boy who was chatting with him at the same table just now.

He said apologetically, "This is a hotel under my family name. I'm sorry to give you a bad experience when we meet again... Ah, I only recognized you after hearing your voice. Please leave the rest to me." give it to me."

In this case, the most beneficial way for me is to step back and let Jono deal with it, but Mitsuzhong seems to have some identity, and the kimono on his body is also tattooed with a tattoo that I have seen in the literature, representing a certain Japanese family. Jiawen, and the manager and security just now didn't dare to use too much force when stopping him.

I'm not sure if Tiaoye will suffer from this Mr. Guangzhong. He looks too thin, and his face is a little embarrassed, looking at the light who is still preaching Feiyin's guilt theory and Feiyin's pest theory. middle.

Knowing that Jono couldn't see, I reached out and patted his shoulder, turned around and walked slowly in front of Tanaka.

"Well, it turns out that there is such an organization of writers against Feiyin. It's a bit surprising to hear it for the first time."

I smiled and looked at Guangzhong, as if I was tired from shouting, he sat there panting heavily, looking at me with bloodshot eyes.

I stroked my hair and pinned the broken hair that fell in front of my eyes behind my ears. "It sounds like you are the initiator of this organization, are you surrounded by members of your organization? Interesting, it would be difficult to sing this scene without another protagonist..."

"What exactly are you trying to say?" Guang Zhongjiu was half awake, he asked me with some doubts.

"What I mean is, I'm the Feiyin you're talking about. I'm the double winner of the Qingyun Award. If you have any complaints, you can express them to me, and don't spread them to other people. Understand? Teacher Guangzhong."

"I don't have much ink in my belly, but I have a lot of cleverness. You really showed the incompetent anger of the loser to the fullest. You should really look in the mirror and see your current face. It's so ugly that even ghosts are ashamed."

[The door of the stove opened suddenly, and a green monster ran out from inside. It had long hair and emitted a faint green light in the dark room.

It wasn't alone, more monsters came out of the stove, occupying every corner of the utility room, they surrounded me, and pairs of wet, clean and bright eyes looked at me curiously.

It has an ugly appearance, but it shows a look that is warmer and softer than a human baby. 】

——Childhood, by Feiyin