Wenhao refuses to be touched

When I brought a wet Zai Zai home, I felt that my waist could no longer straighten up.As soon as he entered the door, he fell straight on the tatami.

"Zazai, go take a hot bath and change your clothes."

"Huh? No, Zazai wants my sister to wash it for me."

"Don't be willful, hurry up."

Under my unquestionable warning, Dazai entered the bathroom reluctantly with a pouted mouth, and I complained towards the chaotic pace of watching TV while touching my sore waist.

"Ranbujiang, you don't know how miserable I am today. That guy Zazai went into the water and committed suicide! In order to bring him back, I was scolded by a group of uncles and aunts for half an hour. I'm going to be stupid." Finally I was still afraid that Dazai would catch a cold, so I took him back after talking about it.

By the way, there is a law in Japan that requires compensation for suicide in public, so I also paid a sum of money to the civil servants who came later.

What I care more about than spending money is that Dazai has suicidal tendencies.Deeply aware of the seriousness of the matter, I can't wait to hope that Clever Ranpo can give me useful advice.

"Suicide is absolutely unacceptable. Ranpo-chan, what can you do?"

Walking over in random steps, he stood condescendingly on top of my head, staring at his beautiful eyes with a heavy expression on his face that made me feel flustered.

"What, what's wrong?"

Luanbu pursed his lips, and said slowly after a long while: "I understand, a group of desperadoes, no, there are other forces behind them, trying to use the prisoner robbery incident to test the bottom line of the Yokohama police, and to lay a solid foundation for the future of the port mafia. Gather intelligence about its expansion plans.”

"Ranbu sauce?"

"It's okay, we don't want to get involved in this matter, especially for my sister, I'd better stay at home obediently in the near future. If you want to deliver the manuscript, let the editor of the newspaper come to pick it up. It is best to let the merchant deliver the goods for daily necessities." Come to the door."

Ranbu rubbed his chin with a serious face, and said something that confused me, not because he didn't understand, I understood the meaning, anyway, Yokohama may not be safe recently, this is also Ranbu's concern for me.

only……

"Ranbujiang, Zaizai, he fell into the water today and committed suicide."

Luanbu glanced at the bathroom, his disgust visible to the naked eye: "Didn't my sister already know about the fact that he is a suicide fanatic?"

"Self-lovers—!! This is the first time I've heard it!"

Ranbu was more surprised than I was. He looked at me with wide eyes in disbelief, and said in a daze, "Could it be that I misunderstood...ah..." He collapsed on the tatami mat in frustration, very regretful, "Oops, I actually forgot that my sister is very dull except in minor aspects, Lord Ranpo is not mature enough, and she made a preconceived mistake."

I tugged on Ranbu's collar, I can't just listen to this kind of words and forget them. "So Ranpo-chan knew that Zazai liked to commit suicide, but he didn't remind his sister. No, in Ranpo-chan's heart, is my sister the one who can see through such things?"

"No, I will correct my impression of my sister. Is this blind trust? From now on, I will treat my sister as a little ghost who doesn't care about world affairs."

"...No, I don't think it's very good." It feels like a catastrophe is imminent, what kind of image do I have in Ranbu's mind?According to the meaning revealed in Ranbu's words, it is possible that the majesty of the elder sister is about to...

"Give it up, you don't have the majesty of an adult. Speaking of which, why don't you go and see? That suicide lover..."

Before Ranpo finished speaking, I rolled my hands and feet like a carp and rushed to the bathroom. As Ranpo reminded me, when I fished out a diving Dazai from the bathtub, I was already so surprised that I lost my temper.

Luckily, I still remembered to dry him off without giving him any clothes. I casually wrapped a large bath towel and took it out and put it on the low table. I even tied a knot on the bath towel. Dazai seemed to regard it as a game, and stretched out with a smile on his face. His arms and legs fluttered.

His face was still slightly bruised from lack of oxygen, and his skin was flushed red. Seeing my face full of anger, he calmed down resentfully after the joke, and looked at me innocently with blinking eyes.

Oh yes, look at my poor language lexicon, I can only see innocence, cuteness, and innocence in Dazai forever. mirror.

Time to make a change!

"Zazai, do you know what dangerous thing you did today?"

Dazai didn't feel the seriousness of the matter, he thought for a while, and said in confusion: "Dangerous? No, I'm making a suicide plan very seriously." He curled his lips, ignoring my suffocating expression.

He said: "It's all the fault of those meddling adults. Why did you rescue me from the river? You even asked my sister to pay a sum of money. You didn't have to pay for doing this before." Compared to his own almost dying, Dazai The apology on the face is more like compensation for my distress.

"I'm sorry for causing trouble to my sister..." He lowered his head and moved his fingers nervously, "I don't want my sister to hate me."

Maybe it was because he felt that he had exposed his true nature, and he no longer deliberately used the tone of a doll as before, using Zai Zai as a self-proclaimed cute talk.Dazai, who blames himself so much, is like a quail cub that accidentally fell from the nest at night and shivered on the dirty grass, so cowardly, worried and helpless.

He sucked his nose, which was uncomfortable due to the water, and said softly with a little nasal sound: "I thought my sister would not come in so soon. I really hate myself like this. After taking advantage of my sister's kindness, I failed to commit suicide outside. I still want to die in my sister's house, and cleaning up the body will also cause trouble for my sister..."

what……

I don't know how to react.It was Dazai who did the wrong thing, but he acted like a victim.No, I'm not blaming, no, I do want to blame him.

"Osamu Dazai." I called his full name so harshly for the first time.

When Dazai heard his name, his body wrapped in a bath towel froze suddenly. He lowered his head, his wet front hair covered his face, biting his lower lip firmly, like a prisoner who was about to be judged.

Also, his body was shrouded in a thick death breath and the determination to return home as if he was accepting his fate.I don't know what resolution he has made, I just feel a flame surging in my heart, and I hope to express this anger by doing something.

In the end, I honestly obeyed the instructions in my mind, and I pulled Dazai away, not looking at his pale face with his eyes tightly closed, turned over and let him lie on my lap, lifted the hem of the towel, Raise your right hand.

Snapped!

Clap clap clap clap!

The hand slapped mechanically, and the little butt with little flesh turned red instantly and swelled slightly. I continued to hit him without mercy, obviously doing this kind of corporal punishment, which is not recommended, and my tears couldn't control it drop down.

Only the sound of slapping was heard in the room, the onlookers Luanbu didn't speak, and the Dazai who was beaten didn't make a sound either. Only I was at the end, crying in embarrassment.

"Sister...don't cry."

It was Dazai who turned his head and comforted me softly.Tears welled up in his eye sockets, and there was a thick, dark color in his eyes that I couldn't see through.I couldn't see any emotion in it, the kid was caught up in some personal feeling of his own that he couldn't reverse, that he couldn't get out of.

Profound loneliness and despair are the world in the eyes of this child.

"I will be very embarrassed if you do this."

He whispered, his voice became more and more indistinct, his nasal voice and crying shattered the high walls erected in his heart, and he said intermittently, "It's unnecessary to be sad for a rotten person like me... ...I really can't help it...I can't bear my sister...I don't want my sister to be hurt for a rotten person like me..."

So, in order to prevent the difficulties and dangers I will encounter in the future, should I kill my own life?

"unacceptable."

I don't want to worry so much about the future.Maybe it is because of my naive and disregard for the past and the future that I have to face this unacceptable reality.

I wonder if it is because I am too arrogant, thinking that as long as I adopt Dazai, work hard to enlighten him, accompany him, and educate him, I can pull this child out of the lonely world, so that he can stand upright in the sunshine Down.

Even if Dazai will not become an excellent adult in the future, I am willing to raise him for the rest of my life. After I make up my mind to adopt him, I will treat him as a real family member.

My requirements and bottom line for my family members are very low. I don't mind that the other party is a gnawing old man, and I don't mind his character flaws, as long as he doesn't do things that hurt himself or others.As long as he lives well, I can see him standing in front of me every day, and don’t let me face the life of one person preparing for the funeral, one person worshiping the family, and the other person looking at the belongings of the deceased family members.

I complained like this, crying until my voice became hoarse, and I felt so uncomfortable that there seemed to be some sore lump in my chest, and I was breathing with difficulty.

"You are really hurting me like this."

Don't die.

Don't die, I can no longer accept the tragic reality of my family members dying in front of me.That was more painful, more painful, and more unbearable than cutting open my heart and crushing my internal organs... grief.

The author has something to say: Da Jae's suicide was inevitable

If he is not picked up, he will choose to die in the trash can

If you are picked up, you will choose to die quietly

But he's still a ten-year-old kid, a little childish

After being brought home, I thought capriciously, although I didn't want to trouble my sister

However, if she saw me die, would my sister cry for me?

This completely angered Xia Muyin

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Uh... everyone is confused about the measurements, maybe the algorithm is different, forget it, I will delete it

I just want to explain that the sister who can be regarded as a high-end commodity is coveted by others

She is tall, long-legged, and has a hot figure~

By the way, ahem, it’s a C on top, the cup shape is great, ahem...the waist is also very thin

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感谢在2020-11-1900:30:04~2020-11-2019:25:29期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angels of the irrigation nutrient solution: 10 bottles of Ziyun Lingling; 2 bottles of Shiming; 1 bottle of grapes without seeds;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!