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"Then when your father is in better health, we'll pick a better day and go back in a few days."

"...Brother, Brother Wen? Brother Wen!" Shen Qingze's voice came from far to near, Chen Qingwen suddenly came back to his senses, he blinked, looked at Shen Qingze who was very close to him, and involuntarily leaned back , looked at him with a guilty conscience, and asked with a smile, "What's wrong?"

Shen Qingze poked at the food on the plate in front of him, and said a little disappointed: "I just wanted to ask Brother Wen what's wrong, did you not hear what I just said?"

Chen Qingwen smiled embarrassingly, reached out and pushed the small snack platter in front of him, and said apologetically, "I'm sorry, it's Brother Wen's fault, I haven't slept well these two days, and I just lost my mind, you What did you say?"

Shen Qingze looked twice at the small platter that Chen Qingwen pushed over with drooping eyebrows, and after a long silence, he took the fork to his head with some force to vent his anger, held up a roasted wing and threw it into his mouth to chew. Chew it, then spit out the bone.

Seeing this, Chen Qingwen pushed another small platter towards him, put down his knife and fork, and said, "Is it delicious? If you want more, I'll order another one?"

Shen Qingze looked up at Chen Qingwen, and after swallowing the contents of his mouth, he shook his head and said, "No need."

"Then what did you just say?" Chen Qingwen's face was pulled down, his tone was almost like coaxing an awkward child, "Say it again for me?"

Shen Qingze hesitated for a moment, opened and closed his mouth, and finally felt lost and sad, and said unwillingly, "Didn't my brother have a car accident two days ago, my dad wouldn't let me stay with him in the ward, but also let me Go to school." He took a fork to fork the remaining half of the steak on his plate, and continued: "Then my brother's girlfriend, his boyfriend also got into a car accident together, didn't he?"

Chen Qingwen nodded and did not interrupt him, but when Shen Qingze said that he no longer felt unwilling, he said with a puzzled tone, "I happened to go to the hospital with my dad on the day he woke up. Talk to Uncle Yu, and I will go to see him in his ward."

"Well, what then?" Chen Qingwen stretched out his hand to pull Shen Qingze's disreputable half of the steak, and took a knife and fork to cut him into small pieces.

"Then he woke up suddenly." Shen Qingze frowned, "Brother Wen, do you know what he did after he woke up?"

After Chen Qingwen finished cutting the steak, he pushed in front of Shen Qingze, and asked politely, "What did he do?"

"He's going to look for my brother when he wakes up." Shen Qingze was not in the mood to eat, and continued to poke the steak with a fork. Although he was still puzzled in his tone at the moment, there was more admiration in his tone, "He clearly My leg was about to break, when I helped him up, I could see a lot of sweat on his face, and his face was so pale that he was almost dead."

"I tried to persuade him to stop him, but he just wouldn't listen. Besides, when his feet fell to the ground, even though he was in so much pain, I just didn't hear him snort."

"Then did he see your brother?" Chen Qingwen originally planned to listen casually, but now he listened seriously.

Shen Qingze cut Chen Qingwen into small pieces with a fork, but it was still a badly poked steak by himself, and when he threw it into his mouth, it was already a bit cold, and the taste was not as good as it was at first.He replied vaguely, "I see."

Hearing this, Chen Qingwen frowned, and was about to speak, but Shen Qingze had already swallowed what was in his mouth, and said, "But I didn't see you that day, and he was picked up by his father and thrown back to the hospital bed that day." Shen Qingze made a comparison The posture of picking it up and throwing it seemed to recall the scene at that time. He shrank his neck and said with lingering fear: "The two of them were scary that day, and they almost didn't fight. I felt like I was going to pass out the next second standing there. .”

"Then when did he see Qingyun?"

"On that night, he dismissed the nurse who was watching him, and dragged his injured leg to see my brother. The doctor said that if he continued to struggle, he would never want his leg again." Shen Qingze sighed, " And he's still in a coma now."

Chen Qingwen opened his mouth, but he couldn't say anything for a moment, so he also sighed.

"Brother Wen, I really don't understand." Shen Qingze put the knife and fork aside, leaned back, and fell on the back of the sofa, with his hands crossed over his chest, with an unbelievable look on his face, "You think he should How much do you like my brother? And my brother is still a man, this...he can't get married and can't get a marriage certificate. When he goes shopping, he will be pointed at by others, and he can't even have a child. How can he just be like this? Do you like my brother?"

"Are you jealous or are you jealous?" Chen Qingwen smiled, sat up straight and began to cut half of his own steak. Although it was already cold, he said while cutting, "Have you ever been in love?"

Shen Qingze frowned, stiffened his neck, and staggered to retort, "Who, who hasn't been in love, me, me, I have many girlfriends!"

Chen Qingwen glanced at him, but did not refute him. He slowly cut the steak and said, "Since you have been in so many relationships and have so many girlfriends, why don't you know that you like someone to the extreme? What? Things won't work out?"

Chen Qingwen seemed to be speaking for him, but also for himself, but Shen Qingze didn't hear that much, he snorted, "Of course I know about this kind of thing."

"It's just..." Shen Qingze's tone weakened, "It's just that they are both men, so why do they like men?"

"Yes." Chen Qingwen lowered his eyes, "Why do you like men?"

Shen Qingze suddenly realized that Chen Qingwen's boyfriend was also a man, and he panicked immediately, "No, Brother Wen, I'm not talking about you, and I don't think it's bad, I just...I just don't understand."

Chen Qingwen looked up, looked at him and smiled, "I know."

"It's just that most of the time, you don't know why, even though you know he is a man, you still like him so much that you can't help it." Chen Qingwen ate two mouthfuls of steak, and suddenly felt a little tired, probably because it was cold, he put down the knife and fork, He smiled and said, "Ozawa, liking this kind of thing is not after knowing whether he is a man or a woman. You like it if you want to, and you don't like it if you don't like it."

"It's about you knowing that he is a man or a woman, but you still can't help falling in love with him."

Shen Qingze blinked, shook his head in a daze, and said honestly: "I don't understand."

Chen Qingwen was amused by his reaction, and the depression quietly rising in his heart seemed to dissipate. He pondered for a while, "Well... To put it simply, you just like this kind of mood, and you can't control it."

Shen Qingze frowned, "How is that possible? I like Brother Wen and Uncle Chen, but I don't like Li Jiu. I can control it."

Chen Qingwen chuckled, reached out and tapped the table, "You'll understand when you meet someone you like, now you can eat first."

Shen Qingze, who originally wanted to ask Chen Qingwen for clarification, was even more confused now, and could only eat obediently with a question mark on his face.