The national husband is married

After chatting for a while, Shen Suyun saw that Lan Zhou seemed to be in the lounge, so he quickly winked at his elder brother.

Shen Sufeng greeted Zuo Qingyi and walked towards Lanzhou.

"Su Feng also knows Lanzhou?" Zuo Qingyi looked at Shen Sufeng's back suspiciously.

"Yes, Zhou Zhou and I are friends, of course they know each other." Shen Suyun turned sideways to the direction where his gaze was, slightly covering his sight, and winked at him again, "But Teacher Zuo and How did my brother meet?"

Zuo Qingyi's handsome and handsome face showed an indifferent expression: "He is my senior."

"Eh???" Shen Suyun was shocked, "You also graduated from University A???"

Scholar!

Zuo Qingyi made a mocking face: "Do you think everyone is as stupid as you?"

Shen Suyun: ...

Humble brother, crying online.

I don't understand the world of top students, so I'm sorry to bother you.

"Then why did you become an actor in the entertainment circle?" Shen Suyun was indifferently curious.

"Because I can rely on my face for a living, and I'm too lazy to rely on my talent." Zuo Qingyi stretched out her hand to pinch his face, and smiled, "Unlike you, if I don't have this face, there will be nothing left."

Shen Suyun: ...

"Okay, I refuse to talk to you, goodbye."

Shen Suyun decided to drink coffee and eat desserts, and don't suffer from Zuo Da's poisonous tongue here, otherwise he will go crazy.

……

"Zhouzhou, do you really not want to see me?"

"Zhou Zhou..."

Lan Zhou was sitting in the lounge, listening to the voice of the man outside the door, he felt bitter in his heart, his whole body was so nervous that he was chilling, he wrapped his hands around his body, bent down slowly, and put his chest against his thighs, as if this could dispel the coldness of his body .

He just saw Shen Sufeng coming from a distance.He knew that Shen Sufeng must have come to him on the pretext of visiting Shen Suyun, and Su Yun also had the intention of bringing him and Shen Sufeng back together.

But I knew in my heart that it was impossible for me to get back together with Shen Sufeng in my current state.

Whether the shoes fit or not, the feet know.Shen Sufeng looks like a pair of big-name high-end leather shoes, but her own feet are a pair of feet for walking around the streets. Maybe her feet think that high-end shoes are comfortable and dignified, but for this pair of shoes, they are a waste of money.

He is like a low-level person who stumbled into a luxury store by mistake and borrowed this pair of shoes, but when the time is up, he should return them. If they don’t belong to him, they don’t belong to him after all. Even if he owns them, he just looks full. A sense of disobedience and funny embarrassment.

Although I was reluctant and sad in my heart, I felt calm after going back.

Lan Zhou stood up and walked over to open the door.

At the door, there was Shen Sufeng with a face of astonishment, which immediately turned into surprise:

"Zhouzhou, are you finally willing to see me?"

There was sadness in Lan Zhou's eyes, but there was a smile on his lips: "Su Feng, thank you for liking me, and thank you for taking care of me all the time. I deeply remember your kindness to me and your love... But, I really feel that it is impossible for me to get back together with you in my current state."

Shen Sufeng's smile froze on the corner of his lips: "Why? You...don't like me?"

He thought that as long as Lan Zhou was given a period of time, he should be able to figure it out, and finally understand the importance of each other, but now...

"The reason, I have already explained it when I broke up with you." Lan Zhou suppressed his smile and looked at him seriously, with guilt in his eyes, "I am under a lot of pressure when I am with you, and I always I am nervous... Even if you tell me not to care about those things, but you are not me, you will not understand my feelings, I often think of those times when I am alone, I will feel very lonely at that time, I will feel You are so far away from me..."

Perhaps, at the very beginning, the love between them was already unequal—Shen Sufeng was constantly giving, and Lan Zhou was constantly receiving; Look up to him devoutly, appreciate him, love him.Sunflower loves Hisaya, wants to chase the sun, wants to stand side by side with him, but how is this possible?

A mere sunflower can never really chase the sun.

Perhaps only by choosing to give up chasing can you not feel so tired looking up and worshiping yourself.

"Let go." I don't know if he was saying it to Shen Sufeng or to himself, Lan Zhou pursed his lips and smiled, but tears fell from his eyes, staining his makeup.

At this moment, he was still wearing a gray monk robe, smiling and weeping, like a monk who had to give up his love because of Buddhist precepts.

"Zhouzhou!" Shen Sufeng grabbed his arm, "Emotions need to be adjusted, and education is not a problem at all. If you really mind, I will send you to study abroad. You can go to any country you want to study. Any major you want to study..."

Lan Zhou smiled. He stretched out his other hand, wiped away the tears from his eyes with the back of his hand, sucked his nose, and said, "Why should I live for you? Learning things for you is not looking up to you." , chasing you? Can’t I just be a blue boat?”

At this moment, Shen Sufeng suddenly understood.

I always feel sorry for Lan Zhou and always want to give him alms, which is to put Lan Zhou in a lower position than myself.He forgot that Lanzhou should be able to be a blue boat, a blue boat that he wants to do everything, not a blue boat that deliberately learns certain knowledge or grows up for his lover.

Holding Lanzhou's hand, he gradually relaxed.

Lan Zhou stretched out his hand to hold the hand that was always warm, and said, "Maybe I'm quite selfish. I want to be with you, but I don't want to cooperate with you. I don't want to be a person who can understand classical music, appreciate Chinese paintings, and be a good friend." Photography, people who travel around the world... I grew up, always looking at other people's faces, always subconsciously pleasing the people around me, but this time, I don't want to, I want to do what I like, I I want to be an actor, I want to learn how to cook..."

When Lan Zhou said this, he lowered his head and pursed his lips tightly, as if trying to hold back tears: "I'm sorry, I am not good enough for you."

Shen Sufeng shook his head, with a sad and bitter smile: "I am not worthy of you, I am the one who should say sorry, Zhouzhou, you are a very good person, you really shouldn't change yourself for anyone."

He thought that he was too careless and lost the one he loved.

Shen Sufeng left sadly.

Lan Zhou closed the door of the lounge and couldn't help crying again.

I don't know what I'm doing, what I'm insisting on, why I push such a good man away with my own hands, why I want to be myself so pretentiously... I owe him so much, but I still want to break up with him Hurt him... How can I repay him for these kindness and friendship?

……

Zuo Qingyi stood in the corridor, looking at Shen Sufeng who was walking away gradually, a sneer gradually appeared on his always indifferent face.

"It's bloody."