The national husband is married

Shen Suyun struggled to sit up.

The man sitting opposite reached out to help him arrange the pillow.

The room is dark, and Shen Suyun likes absolute darkness when sleeping, so the curtains are drawn tightly, and there is no light at all, only a faint street light from outside comes in.

Because of the darkness, the room became more and more quiet. When he sat up, the friction sound of adjusting the fabric of the pillow was particularly abrupt.

For some reason, Shen Suyun felt that the man in front of him used to be the closest person in the world, but now he felt strange, and he felt embarrassed by the sound of the cloth rubbing against each other.

"What are you looking for me for?" he asked.

Qin You'an's usual indifferent face was half hidden in the darkness, his eyes were shining like stars, staring at him: "Does it hurt?"

"Oh." Shen Suyun's first reaction was to laugh mockingly, "Do you care if I hurt? In your eyes, what's the point of being beaten?"

"Officer..."

"I later thought, when you told Ren Yimian to deal with me casually, you should have already thought that before your people arrived, I would inevitably suffer from flesh and blood..." Shen Suyun interrupted him, his voice gradually changed, just There was still a mocking smile on his lips, "Since you have acquiesced to this matter, why are you pretending to be distressed and affectionate in front of me?"

He said, shaking off the other party's hand that was holding him.

Qin You'an straightened his back, frowned, and said in a deep tone: "This is a last resort, officer, there is no better solution than this, Ren Yimian can do this kind of thing, maybe he will do more in the future I don't want to see you kidnapped by him again..."

"No, no, this is wrong!" Shen Suyun couldn't help raising his voice, his eyes were sour, as if full of grievances rushed to his nose and eyes, the soreness stimulated the tear glands, "I know you have a strong desire to control, you don't allow things to get out of your control Control...Qin You'an, you are not for me, you are to prove to Ren Yimian that you will not be threatened by anyone, and you want to take risks within the controllable range...I will be rescued in the end, but You will suffer a little bit, but it can make you appear that you are not threatened by anyone. On the contrary, if I retreat without any injuries, you will definitely have to deal with Ren Yimian, and then you will not be able to show your strength..."

Shen Suyun looked at the man opposite through the water, and his voice had completely changed: "It's not what you said, Qin You'an, don't lie to me, and don't lie to yourself, I am very stupid, very stupid, but after all you Is it good for me, I can feel it..."

"I also feel that I am so useless. I have nothing to do. I can't help myself. I can't think of a way to hint to you...??? I can't even tell you to leave me alone. All I can do is wait for you to come Save me, wait for you, who is omnipotent like a god, to save me... But you didn't come, and you didn't come in the end, I couldn't see anything, only those fists and feet landed on me, and I couldn't avoid it, I was in so much pain that I was so scared that I was going to die there..."

"Official officer!" Qin You'an got up and rushed over, grabbed his arm with both hands, his calm and self-possessed face was like a cracked mask, and finally he had a look of discomfort, his eyes were tightly locked on Shen Suyun's face, his tone Humbly, "...Stop talking, I apologize to you, Guanguan..."

Shen Suyun didn't speak, tears flowed down quickly.

He took his hand out of Qin You'an's hand, wiped away his tears, turned his face away, and looked at the place where the light came in from the curtain.

"Guanguan..." Qin You'an's tone was soft and cautious, and he stretched out his hand to wipe away the remaining tears from the corners of Shen Suyun's eyes, "...Maybe there is something really wrong with my thinking...I'm sorry..."

Shen Suyun stretched out his hand to push away his tear-wiping hand, and turned his face away.

After a while, he said, "Let's break up for now."

Qin You'an was stunned for a moment, and the hand holding him suddenly increased his strength: "Why?"

"I don't think you love me enough." Shen Suyun tried his best to make his voice normal, but he still didn't dare to look at Qin You'an - he was afraid that if he saw him, this decision would not be successfully implemented.

"Just because of this?" Qin You'an's tone was gloomy, as if he had thought about it, he softened his tone again, and said, "Guanguan, I admit that I may have problems thinking about problems, but you can't Because this will kill me, if I had to choose between myself and you yesterday, I would definitely choose you..."

"Not necessarily." Shen Suyun sniffed, and a sneering smile appeared on his lips again, and he looked at him, "You may think of a way to have both, or you may think of a way to show that you are not threatened. All in all, you wouldn't choose me with certainty at first glance."

Qin Youan stared at him gravely.

"Actually, it's not just you, I am too." Shen Suyun smiled bitterly, "At a certain moment when I was pinned down and beaten on the ground, I regretted marrying you. I was thinking that it would be better if I didn't marry you I wouldn't have encountered such a thing... You see, in the face of life and death, I chose to live by idling instead of our love and marriage, and maybe I didn't love you that much either."

In his imagination, if such a thing happened, Qin You'an would choose him without hesitation, and then save himself safely, and then settle accounts with Ren Yimian and tell others that he, Shen Suyun, is his reverse lin , whoever dares to touch it will end up dead... And I should have no complaints or regrets. First, I yelled "You An, don't worry about me" when I was on the phone, and then I was beaten, even if I was killed. Yes, I also think that it is worthwhile to die for the one I love, and maybe I will say in my heart, You An, I will still be your man in the next life...

Hehe, none of them.

Qin You'an didn't do it, and neither did he himself.

Maybe this is the reality.

Shen Suyun took a deep breath, looked at Qin You'an, and said in a rare calm voice: "I may be really emotional and idealistic, I don't know if I am right, but I feel uncomfortable, I don't mind if you don't love me enough I, too, don't mind being cold-blooded, I want to re-examine our relationship, and reconsider carefully whether to be a husband and wife for the rest of my life... I hope you will fulfill me."

After saying this, he only felt a little relieved in his heart, but he also felt that something was missing, as if a piece was missing somewhere.

He obviously said these words calmly and calmly, but after finishing speaking, his voice choked up again.

He felt really bad.

The room was quiet, there was no sound at all, a moth flew from nowhere, and flew past the eyes of the two of them.

Qin You'an had been silent for quite a while, and then he said: "I don't agree with breaking up and divorce, but if you want to re-examine or reconsider, I promise you."

His tone was calm, but the waves on his face and the tension in his eyes clearly betrayed him.

Shen Suyun knew that this was already the best result, so she said: "Okay... I will be separated from you for a while, and I hope you will not disturb me during this time."

Qin You'an seemed to be stabbed on the neck with a knife, and forced out a word from his throat: "...OK."