【ABO】I should love you

In Quan Youze's home, the room where Luo Mu used to live was covered with his photos, all of which were taken secretly by Quan Youze after Luo Mu fell asleep, as if this was the only way to comfort him. Then lie to himself that Luo Mu will come back.

Just when Quan Youze was still imagining that as long as he was good enough, gentle and considerate enough, Luo Mu would definitely come back, reality slapped Quan Youze hard.

A month ago, Quan Youze wanted to see Luo Mu and was about to go crazy. He took care of the company's affairs and took the earliest flight to xwy where Luo Mu was. , But when he came to the beach, what he saw was that there were already other people around him.

Foreign Alphas look stronger, with muscles all over their bodies, which can give people around them a sense of security, let alone people like Luo Mu who need protection the most.

Originally, Quan Youze didn't think much about it, but seeing their interaction and various lover-like touches, Quan Youze knew that his Luo Mu had really left him.

Quan Youze still didn't show up for the next few days. He watched the two of them in private before. Luo Mu would go to the beach every day, and the Alpha would follow him inseparably. When swimming in the sea, the blond Alpha would also take care of him. Luo Mu who is afraid of water, the two of them look like mermaids in the water, and Luo Mu has become the whole world in Quan Youze's eyes.

Knowing that Luo Mu is doing well, and knowing that Luo Mu has already forgotten himself, Quan Youze didn't bother the two of them, and went back to the country quietly by himself.

He didn't tell anyone about going to see Luo Mu, including Liu Ning and Su Cheng, because if Su Cheng told Luo Mu, it might increase Luo Mu's psychological burden. For himself, as long as Luo Mu was happy, it was enough.

As September [-]rd approached, Quan Youze had already arranged his work. Even if Luo Mu was already with someone else, Quan Youze still had a place he wanted to go.

Driving alone to Linzhen, Quan Youze bought a large bouquet of white chrysanthemums. The photos of Luo Mu's parents in the cemetery have been placed on the stone tablet. The smiles on their faces have always been so gentle.

Quan Youze has never met Luo Mu's parents, but the man and woman in front of him made him feel an indescribable kindness. In addition, Luo Mu inherited the advantages of the two of them, so he is a copy of the two of them.

This is the third time that Quan Youze has come here. At this time of the year, Quan Youze will come to sweep the grave for Luo Mu, and clean up the dust and weeds nearby.

Putting the chrysanthemums he brought in front of the stele, Quan Youze knelt down on the ground.

"Uncle and aunt, I'm here to see you again. Mumu still hasn't come back this year, so I came here for him again. Don't think I'm meddling..."

"I didn't dare to tell you many things that happened in the past, but now...I don't want to hide it anymore. I hurt Mu Mu and the baby you hold in your hands. I'm sorry..."

"I didn't believe him, I thought he abandoned me, so when he appeared in front of me again, I chose to take revenge on him, I watched him being bullied by others, I watched his struggle during the fever period, I even... Killed our two children with his own hands, and almost killed him..."

"I know that you should be very angry now, but the baby you love is being tortured so badly by me, you can come at me if you are angry or angry, please... let Mu Mu be happy forever. ..”

Quan Youze's voice had already started to choke, he lowered his head, and tears fell drop by drop on the white petals. At this moment, a gust of wind blew by, and the mixed sand and stones were blown directly on Quan Youze's face. Bleeding but excruciatingly painful.

"I'm sorry, I really didn't know what Mumu went through at that time, and I didn't know that he lost you at all. I thought he abandoned me just to be with others. I thought he didn't have me in his heart at all. I'm not Hong Xing What do you want to excuse yourself, now that Mumu is gone, leaving me alone is what I deserve!"

"Perhaps you all knew that I was a scumbag, that's why Mumu found someone who treats him well! But don't worry, I will never appear in front of him again. With me...he will only more painful..."

Quan Youze, who was kneeling on the ground, kowtowed to the tombstone a few times and never spoke again. He kept his head down as if making atonement. After Mumu had been away for so long, he had always come to visit his parents for Mumu. Youze also knew that this was the place Mu Mu was most worried about, but because it was too close to him, he might not want to come back.

The sky gradually darkened, and there was light rain in the sky. Quan Youze sat motionless in the rain. Every time he came here, Quan Youze would kneel here for a day, but no matter what he did, he felt no guilt in his heart. Cut it down.

In the middle of the night, Quan Youze had been kneeling for an entire day, and his legs had long since lost feeling. Steel plates were installed in his legs due to a car accident, and a long period of time without moving in a posture would increase the burden on his legs, but he never said a word .

When he got up, he had no strength in his legs. He tried several times before he managed to stand still. He couldn’t stay here for a day and a night like before, because it was Luo Mu’s birthday after twelve o’clock. In previous years, on Luo Mu’s birthday, Quan You Ze will endure the severe pain in his leg to book a restaurant, and then pretend that Luo Mu is still by his side, pretending that he is with him on his birthday. This year is Luo Mu's birthday... He wants to go to another place, a place he once promised Luo Mu Mu, but there has never been a place they have been to together, a place that was only one step away, but he was stingy and didn't take him there-Yongzhen!

The air ticket has already been booked, and it is a night flight. Quan Youze drove the car to the underground parking lot of the airport and then walked to the security check area in the lobby. This is the last flight to Yongzhen. Fortunately, it is raining It's not too big, otherwise he would have to drive to a city where it doesn't rain to catch a plane.

September is the time when the jasmine sea in Yongzhen has just opened. Domestic and foreign tourists will want to see this place, which can be praised as the "most beautiful ocean" in the world. The fragrance of jasmine can be smelled even in Linzhen, wherever you want Taking a photo can be used as a fashion cover.

After getting on the plane, Quan Youze looked out the window, and he still broke his promise. He never brought Luo Mu to see Huahai, and he will never have the chance to bring him here again, but the person who loves Luo Mu with all his heart will definitely come true For Luo Mu's wish, it doesn't matter whether he has his company or not.