【ABO】I should love you

After dinner, Quan Youze went to give Luo Mu bath water as usual. In the past, he would stay outside when Luo Mu took a bath. He was very afraid that Luo Mu would choose to drown his life like last time at the beach, but time Little by little, Quan Youze was not as scared as before, and Quan Youze would do other things when Luo Mu went to take a bath alone.

After the water was put away, Quan Youze had also tested the temperature. He picked up the towel and wiped his hands while walking to the living room. Luo Mu, who had dinner, was playing with the duck. The fluff has been changed once when it was born, and now it has slowly grown feathers.

Maybe because of the duck, Luo Mu seemed to be in a better mood. Quan Youze squatted beside Luo Mu, and lightly touched the duck's head with his fingers, but the little duck didn't seem to like Quan Youze. , I don't want him to touch me at all.

Quan Youze looked at Luo Mu in embarrassment and said, "It seems...it also knows that I am not a good person..."

Animals are spiritual, and they know well when you treat them well. They also have feelings and thoughts, but they can't speak.

Luo Mu stretched out his hand, and the duckling jumped onto Luo Mu's hand affectionately and let him rub it. With a faint smile on his face, he said: "It's just not familiar with you, and you didn't spend much time with it, but I Such a person has no shortage of time."

Quan Youze helped Luo Mu up and said: "The bath water has been put away, if you don't take a bath for a while, the water will be cold!"

Luo Mu put down the duckling in his hand, then walked to the bathroom to take a bath, closing the door was also a habit all along, Quan Youze and the duck were outside the door, after they glanced at each other, the duck ran away with a look of disgust.

Squatting at the door of the bathroom, there was no sound inside, Quan Youze once again remembered the test results that came out today, now Luo Mu is inside, but he can only wait in the corner.

"dong dong dong..."

"Mumu...can I go in?"

There was still no sound inside, Luo Mu didn't speak, and there wasn't even the sound of bathing water. Seeing that Luo Mu didn't refuse, Quan Youze unscrewed the door and walked in.

The temperature inside was very high, and a layer of water vapor had already formed on the mirror. The water vapor made the inside hazy like a fog. Luo Mu stood in front of the sink, with the long sweater on his upper body. A pair of boxer pants and a long sweater, like a short skirt worn by women, he kept grabbing the sweater and pulling it down, hoping to cover himself tightly.

"What's the matter?" Luo Mu raised his head and asked.

"Today...can I help you take a shower?"

Hearing Quan Youze's words, Luo Mu hugged his arm subconsciously. Even if his condition improved, the scars on his body would never recover.

Luo Mu took a few steps back, and Quan Youze also noticed that Luo Mu did not accept him. Professor Qi once told himself that if the patient is willing to show you the scar, that is the real acceptance, because it is in their heart. The most painful place is the only one I don't want to show to others.

"If it's not possible, forget it, I think I'd better go out..."

"it is good..."

Before Quan Youze finished speaking, Luo Mu agreed that Quan Youze would help him. When Quan Youze turned around happily, he clearly saw Luo Mu secretly wipe away the tears that hadn't flowed from the corners of his eyes. For a moment, Quan Youze wanted to hold him in his arms.

He walked up to Luo Mu, carefully took off Luo Mu's clothes, and the shocking scars were exposed. This is not the first time Quan Youze has seen it. Before Luo Mu's condition was not good, he also forcibly gave Luo Mu I changed clothes, but it was the first time that Luo Mu agreed like this.

Luo Mu lowered his head and hugged his shoulders, trying to cover some scars with this posture, but it didn't help. Quan Youze picked up Luo Mu and gently put him in the bathtub. At this time, Luo Mu seemed to want to Clearly, these dark pasts cannot be erased at all.

The towel soaked in water kept wiping Luo Mu's body, and Luo Mu's body felt a little sensual, but knowing that those wounds were from a long time ago, and knowing that the wounds would no longer hurt, Quan Youze still wiped them carefully Every scar.

"At that time, your heart should have hurt even more..."

Luo Mu squeezed out a smile, looked at Quan Youze with his head down and said, "It won't hurt anymore, just like these wounds, after a long time... any wound will heal!"

"If I knew this was the case, even if I lost a leg, I would have crawled to your side. If only these wounds were on me!"

"This is the difference between Alpha and Omega. If Alpha has these scars on his body, everyone will think he is manly, but these scars on Omega will look so disgusting."

Quan Youze caressed every scar, and there was water dripping in the calm bathtub. Quan Youze's tears fell drop by drop in the bathtub, which shocked Luo Mu. He never thought that Quan Youze would fall for himself. tears.

"Mumu, I really want to go back to three years ago, to the day when we agreed to meet. At that time, you still loved me, and I couldn't leave you at all, but now... obviously there is no love between us. Even with the obstruction of pheromone, I still feel that you are going to leave me completely..."

Luo Mu stretched out his hand to wipe the tears on Quan Youze's face, but when he raised his head, he realized that Quan Youze was already sobbing.

An Alpha was so terrified that he cried like a child because of a decision he hadn't made yet, which also made Luo Mu feel that he might be the happiest and happiest Omega.

But even if Quan Youze treats him very well now, Luo Mu still doesn't understand, since he cares about him so much, he can't do without him, why he didn't trust himself at the beginning, why he kissed and hugged others in front of him, why When he was suffering from fever and was dying, he still ruthlessly smashed his last inhibitor, watching his struggle, why...he didn't believe that the child belonged to the two of them.

A lot of questions are piled together and the conclusion is...he doesn't love himself that much. His attitude towards himself now is more like a kind of compensation, a kind of responsibility, maybe there is still a little bit of love in it , But mixed with many kinds of emotions, that little bit of love seems insignificant.

"I am very grateful that you did not give up on me at that time, I am very grateful to each of you, thank you for everything you did to keep me alive, Yuze! Our relationship...can't be like this forever... "

Hearing that Luo Mu didn't deny it, Quan Youze finally confirmed what Luo Mu was thinking. He held Luo Mu's hand tightly and refused to let go. He held back his tears and begged, "Leave after the new year... Is that okay? Just the two of us... spend a new year together?"

After talking, Luo Mu couldn't refuse Quan Youze's last prayer. He said slowly, "Okay! Let's celebrate the New Year together..."