The villain of rebellion

"Cough...cough cough..." The huge wind rolled up the thick snow on the ground and blew it into his throat, making Hua Yeyu cough uncontrollably.Looking at the seemingly endless road ahead, she walked barefoot in the snow, but felt her body getting weaker and weaker.She only knew that she was looking for someone, but she didn't know who that person was.She was so tired that she was about to collapse, but there was an idea in her heart telling her to keep going.

Day after day, day after day, the land of snow in the first memory was no longer clear and blurred.A figure appeared in that patch of snow.She was dressed in white, with black hair hanging over her shoulders like ink, and a pair of beautiful black eyes looked at her with pity, which made Hua Yeyu feel warm.

But she is very clear that this person is not the one she is looking for, because the other person has the same appearance as her, but the purity in his eyes is much more than her own, as if she has never experienced any pain, and is the most original self.Hua Yeyu smiled and walked towards that self. After walking a few steps, she felt that her body was shaking. She gritted her teeth and held on. At this moment, her body was hugged by another self and fell into that warm embrace.

"You are acting brave again." The other self said, her voice was very soft, with some sadness, Hua Yeyu leaned against her arms, not understanding what the other party was referring to.

"It's you again. Every time I'm in a mess, you're the one who comforts me. I seem to have lost something. I try to find it, but I still can't find it."

Hua Yeyu looked at the other self, and said blankly, she felt empty in her heart, as if someone had dug away her most precious thing, and now she urgently needed to find that thing to fill the empty heart, otherwise, she would will die.

"You need to think about what you have lost. Even I can't help you remember it. Ah Jiu, do you still remember what I said to you last time when I met you? Don't be brave, learn to love yourself more , if you hadn’t been extremely sad, you wouldn’t have seen me here. I am the you you used to be, a manifestation of your fragility, whenever you despise yourself, I will appear.”

Another voice of her own echoed in her ears, Hua Yeyu listened blankly, and stretched out her hand to cover her chest.She could gradually feel that her heart was aching and beating faster because of these words.The muddled memories in his mind tried to piece together, and gradually formed a blurry figure.However, with her familiarity, even if it was just a shadow, it was enough for her to remember.

Fu Baizhi left, walking away step by step in front of her.She wanted to hug her, wanted to keep her, but she just thought about it.She lost Fu Baizhi because she didn't have the courage, like a lonely ghost, looking for him in this lost place.

"I'm sorry..." Not knowing what to say, Hua Yeyu could only whisper to her other self.It was because she didn't do what she said that day, she clearly said that she would treat herself better, but she turned herself into what she is now.But just after she said these three words, her body was hugged even tighter.

"Why do you say I'm sorry? Is it because you didn't keep Fu Baizhi for yourself, or is it because you have always been brave?"

"I don't know." Unable to explain anything, Hua Yeyu relaxed her body, allowing her other self to hug her completely.She was tired, really tired, only by this person's side could she have room to breathe.

"It's not, it's not that you don't know, but you still believe that what you did is correct. Ah Jiu, I am another you. I understand what you are thinking, and I know that you have made plans."

"I don't object to what you did this time. Even if you said thousands of times that you will be better for yourself, once you meet Fu Baizhi, this so-called promise will immediately turn into nothingness. I will show up today, I just want to tell you. With me, you can take off all your disguises and have a good rest."

"Thank you." After hearing these words, Hua Yeyu couldn't help being moved.No one would be more aware of her current situation than herself, and everything was supported by her thoughts.She would also hate, hated Yan Luopo for turning her into this, hated herself for being helpless, unable to save Fu Baizhi's lost feelings.Up to now, she didn't know what to do, so she could only seek help from another self to obtain a temporary shelter.

"Ah Jiu, you never need to say thank you to me, because I am you."

"I know, that's why I want to say thank you. Now, you are the only one who can listen to me. I miss Ah Zhi very much. After she left, my heart became very empty. I am very tired, But I dare not sleep, because I'm afraid that if I close my eyes, I won't be able to wake up again." Hua Yeyu rarely let go of her guard, telling her fears and worries.

There is no one who is not afraid of death. The death of a person is the eternal departure, and everything ceases to exist.The people you once liked and the things you liked will be lost together. Death itself is not terrible, what is terrible is the reluctance in your heart.Hua Yeyu knew how much she hated Fu Baizhi, the more so, the more she wanted to drive Fu Baizhi as far away as possible.Only in this way, the pain in the heart will be reduced.

"Even if you are so uncomfortable, you will still insist on going your own way."

"No... no, I really can't hold it any longer. Every time I intentionally hurt Ah Zhi, looking at her expressionless face, I want to run away many times and hide in a place where no one can find me. But every time The first time I think like this, I will blame myself again. The matter is not over yet, how can I escape cowardly?"

"Why do you do this? If you continue like this, you will exhaust yourself sooner or later."

"If I don't do it, no one will do it. I'm still very fortunate that I still have the strength and ability to do this." Hua Yeyu said, leaning weakly in the arms of another self.She put her ear on the other person's chest, quietly listening to the strong heartbeat that was different from her own.But gradually, she felt a cool liquid dripping on her head, drop after drop, with a bitter feeling, as if it wanted to penetrate into her heart.

She looked up at the person who was holding her. It was another self crying. She was crying peacefully, with no other expressions on her face except for the redness of her eyes.Following her eyes, Hua Yeyu saw herself now.His face was pale, but he was wearing a red dress, and his long dark purple hair was disheveled, revealing a trace of charm.He was clearly smiling, but tears rolled down his eyes and dripped down his chin onto the snow.

"Why...you cry..." Hua Yeyu asked softly as he touched his face wet with tears and looked at another self who was also full of tears.

"Because you're crying, I feel your sadness, so I cry too. Ah Jiu, that's enough. If you're uncomfortable or scared, then hide your emotions. As long as you hide, you're sad. And no one will see it."

"No, I can't do that... But what should I do, I really don't know." Hua Yeyu said softly, her body trembling slightly, seeing her helpless appearance, another Hua Yeyu stretched out slowly. Shot and covered her entire face.

"Don't be afraid, even if everyone leaves you, I will always be with you. If you are really tired one day, then lie down and rest forever."

"Palace Master! Palace Master!" The first time she regained consciousness, Hua Yeyu heard the call from the shadow beside her. She looked at the anxious man and wanted to support her body, but found that there were dense bamboo sticks stuck in her arms. The cold liquid flowed into her body along the bamboo tube, and she couldn't exert any strength in her body.

"Shadow..." As soon as she opened her mouth, Hua Yeyu found that her throat was very dry, and the severe pain dragged her throat, giving her a taste of blood.

"Palace Master, you finally woke up, you have been sleeping for more than a month."

"Really? It turns out that I've been sleeping for so long." Hua Yeyu said, and smiled slightly.It's just that this smile was too bright, and it was a bit abrupt on her haggard face.

"Palace Master, you..." Looking at Hua Yeyu lying on the bed, Ying Ying frowned tightly. Since last night, Hua Yeyu has been vomiting blood non-stop, and his whole body is as cold as ice. I really thought she was going to be unable to hold on anymore, but I didn't expect this person to wake up this morning.But... Hua Yeyu at this time made her feel a little strange.

"Why is the shadow looking at me like this?" Seeing that the shadow was looking at her for a long time, Hua Yeyu smiled even more happily. She pulled out the bamboo tube inserted in her wrist, and did not bandage the wound, but let the blood flow along the wound. flow down.Seeing her suddenly getting up from the bed and slowly walking in front of him, Ying Ying's face changed slightly, because Hua Yeyu was not wearing anything at the moment, standing in front of him naked, so that Ying Ying didn't know where to put his eyes. good.

"Palace Master, you...your body is not well yet, why..."

"Shadow, don't be so nervous, I won't fall down again, you help me get the things I asked you to make before." Hua Yeyu reached out to touch Shadow's lips, and put her mouth next to her ear and said.In order to avoid the embarrassment at this moment, Shadow hurried to the back room and took out a golden iron box.After opening it, there was a silver mask that Hua Yeyu had never used.

This mask is different from the one she wore before, it is not a half face, but a full mask, with no gaps except for the eyes.Seeing Hua Yeyu smiling, she put the mask on her face, hiding her entire face underneath.Looking at the coldness that flashed in her black eyes, Ying Ying was sure that Hua Yeyu at this moment was really different from before.

"Palace Master...you..." Shadow looked at Hua Yeyu anxiously, in her long dark purple hair, there were a few white hairs that were particularly conspicuous. It was clear that there were no gray hairs last night, but it was only a day, but they had white hairs.Ying Ying didn't understand why Hua Yeyu suddenly put on the mask again, but felt that such Hua Yeyu was scary.

"Shadow, tomorrow we will go out of the palace to find those decent people."

The author has something to say:

To be honest, when I wrote this chapter, it was clearly a bit abusive, and I was so excited to write it!I don't know if it's because the senior sister's sense of existence is too low, but I always feel that cults are so cute.If you must choose a cult to flourish, I guarantee that it will be the pair of Shimei (Li Shimei) x Shimei (Biao Shimei).The two of them are completely connected, their bodies know each other's sensibilities, and my goodness, it's just beautiful together.One is Shamat with purple hair, the other is black and straight, the other is red with breasts leaking and has an evil face, and the other is white and wet pants with a cute little face.Well, this cult, I stand still.Sister: Hehe...

Xiao Bao: Let's ignore a guy who has been neglected by everyone. After counting this article, I found that there are almost too many Xipi cults.

1: Shimei x Liuma ← This Xipi was deliberately made by me to make my senior sister and Ziling jealous. It can be said to be one of the former kingly cults.

2: Shimei x Xiaohei (Banchi)←Although I don’t understand it very well, all of this is the choice of Steins;Gate!

3: Senior sister x Ziling ← I also don't understand the cuteness of this pair.

4: Wet Girl x Snow Lion: ←Where do you put the head of the court!

5: Yuanshou x Snow Lion ← Well... this pair of cp at least has room for imagination.

6: Senior sister x Xiao Nuo ← Xiao Nuo said: Hehe, even if I like snow lions, I wouldn’t like this kind of waste.

7: Wet Girl x Wet Girl ← Weeping, my favorite.

8: Wet girl x a certain old woman ← As for this cult cp, I always think that this cp has no aesthetic feeling at all, and is the scariest couple!Resolutely resist, resolutely reject, resolutely ignore!

So... Wet girl's picture should be blackened, and everyone should have seen that what she did in her dream has nothing to do with reality.The girl in the dream is actually the epitome of her weakness. The junior sister is not schizophrenic, but just looking for another excuse to comfort herself. In fact, it is what she said to herself. She wants to rest, find a place where she can feel at ease, and lie down forever .In the dream, another junior sister covered her face. I don't know if everyone has noticed the details. Now the junior sister covers her entire face, just to bury all her emotions. -

Actually, am I the only one who thinks the blackened junior sister is particularly handsome?It's so handsome that I can't close my legs.