The villain of rebellion

His eyes gradually adapted to the pitch-black cave, and his vision became clearer and clearer.Fu Baizhi didn't know how many days he stayed in this cave, let alone what happened outside.She opened her eyes every day to practice exercises, and she just ate some food prepared in advance in the cave, and it was considered as a day.Even in the dream, it was all about Bing Xin Jue.

She has already practiced Wu Nian, so these days she is studying Wu Wu, which is obviously more difficult to practice than Wu Nian.Every time he practiced the mental formula, Fu Baizhi would feel that there was something stuck in his heart, which couldn't go down, but couldn't get out.This situation lasted for several days without any breakthrough for her, and she couldn't help feeling anxious.

Throwing the tired dry biscuits on the ground, Fu Baizhi sat back in front of the ice monument, and gently stroked the cold surface of the monument.The temperature in this fire cave is too high, and restlessness is the most taboo for martial arts practitioners. Fu Baizhi would gently touch the ice monument to calm his mind before each practice, and even sat directly next to the ice monument afterwards.

"Misty and quiet, seemingly illusory, with no intention, let go of everything you want." Reciting the mantra silently in his heart, Fu Baizhi closed his eyes and let the true energy flow in his body.However, at the critical moment of operation, the familiar feeling came again.Her heart seemed to be blocked by something, and the uncomfortable feeling made her whole body hot, even if she leaned on the ice tablet, it could not be extinguished.

In front of him was Hua Yeyu's smiling face, and the scene of the two of them together kept flashing in his mind.She met him at the age of 15 but separated, and fell in love with him six years later but could not stay together.Fu Baizhi knew that he couldn't procrastinate any longer. If he continued to waste time and get stuck on this method of gravity, it would only make Hua Yeyu's situation more dangerous.

Time is really running out, but the fear and timidity in her heart have been bothering her all the time, making Fu Baizhi miserable.She looked down on such a self, she had clearly promised Qiu Yinghan to practice Bing Xin Jue, and made up her mind to use her human nature to exchange Hua Yeyu's safety, but she was afraid and reluctant to give up.She was worried that the emotionless self would make Hua Yeyu sad and even abandon her, so that she would really become a machine with nothing.

She has been rejecting Bing Xin Jue, which is why she is so stagnant.Thinking of this, Fu Baizhi laughed, the louder he laughed, the moister his eyes became.Hua Yeyu in my mind gradually blurred, becoming hazy and unclear.Fu Baizhi forced herself not to think about Hua Yeyu, forced herself not to think about the little things they had together.

The thing stuck in my heart seems to be slowly disappearing from existence to nothing, as if being pulled away, gradually disappearing.Qi and blood surged, Fu Baizhi only felt his throat feel salty, and he spit out scarlet blood when he opened his mouth.She clutched her empty chest, feeling terrified, as if something important was missing.It is clear that she has broken through the last obstacle, why is she still so uncomfortable?so scared?The panic caused Fu Baizhi to mess up her hands and feet. She tried her best to recall everything about Hua Yeyu, but found that those things that were so sweet before were now rare and ordinary in retrospect.

"No...don't do this...how could it be so fast...please, don't let me become like that...please..." Fu Baizhi knelt on the ground, as if he was begging someone, or talking to himself.Looking at the pitch-black cave, she covered her heart and roared loudly, with blood spilling from the corner of her mouth, she suddenly summoned her inner strength and punched towards the heavy stone door in front of her.

The palm of the hand collided with the stone door, blood splashed out, and the thick stone door was actually cracked, and then split open.Looking at the long-lost sunshine, Fu Baizhi didn't care how embarrassed she was now, she stumbled and ran towards Hua Yeyu's room.She wants to see her, she wants to prove that she still cares about Hua Yeyu and really misses her.

All the way to the door of the room, but when he pushed the door and entered, his footsteps were light.Fu Baizhi lingered at the door for a long time, until her breathing was no longer so heavy before slowly stepping inside.The first time he entered the door, Fu Baizhi saw the man lying on the bed.She was still sleeping peacefully, her chest rising and falling slowly, but her complexion was still a little weak.

Slowly walking to the bedside, Fu Baizhi reached out and touched Hua Yeyu's cheek. She has been in a coma these days, but her injury has not deteriorated. It can be seen that Qiu Yinghan took good care of her, but because she couldn't eat, she was so emaciated. It doesn't look like it.

Covering her chest, Fu Baizhi looked at Hua Yeyu quietly, but her face was full of panic and bewilderment.Although she couldn't remember how long she had been locked in the cave, the yearning for Hua Yeyu shouldn't be so simple. However, she couldn't feel much joy, and even the most necessary distress was so weak.Fu Baizhi pinched her thigh hard, trying to make the pain clearer, but she found that apart from the pain in her chest, she couldn't feel the severe pain in her heart.

Such a discovery made Fu Baizhi panic, her eyes were red, and she slammed her head heavily on the wooden rail beside the bed.How... how could it be lost so quickly, such a discovery makes it difficult for Fu Baizhi to accept.She originally thought that as long as she recited Hua Yeyu all the time, she could retain the last bit of humanity, but... now she couldn't cry, she should be sad, but she couldn't cry.

It felt like something was missing in her heart, making her lose the most basic instinct of being a human being.She can no longer feel joy or distress for her lover, and even tears are gone. Is she still human like this?

Alarmed by this fact, Fu Baizhi ran out in a panic. She wanted to ask Qiu Yinghan exactly what she would become, why she lost her affection for Hua Yeyu after practicing the second level, and why she was in the Among so many people, choosing me, even if I exchanged my life for another, it would be better than what I am doing now.Everything is Qiu Yinghan's fault!

Anger broke through her rationality and made Fu Baizhi's eyes bloodshot. She was glad that she could still maintain her anger and hatred at this moment, even if she lost her sorrow and joy.

"Why are you here? Who told you to come out?" Qiu Yinghan didn't expect to see Fu Baizhi running around in the Hanjue Courtyard just after she came back. Before she could get an answer, her body was suddenly held down by strong pressure. the wall.The broken arms were squeezed again, causing Qiu Yinghan to frown slightly.And Fu Baizhi's murderous intent surprised her even more. It seems that she must have practiced unintentionally to lose her mind like this.

At the beginning, I only had such a strong internal force after practicing the third level, but Fu Baizhi's internal force now far exceeds expectations.Seeing the look in the eyes of the person in front of him who wanted to kill him, Qiu Yinghan found it interesting.I didn't expect this person to grow to such a degree after only leaving for half a month.Thinking about it, even her talent is not stupid, but it has been buried all the time, and Bing Xin Jue unexpectedly opened up her instinct.

Perhaps, Fu Baizhi is more suitable for this martial art than himself.

"What did you do to me! Why can't I feel sorrow and joy after practicing the second level! Qiu Yinghan, you better speak clearly!" Fu Baizhi didn't notice Qiu Yinghan's abnormality, but squeezed hard Her shoulders pressed her hard against the wall.At this moment, Fu Baizhi's whole body is full of resentment, and the true energy in her body is even more chaotic, and even the surrounding walls have cracks due to her internal strength.

"I told you a long time ago that since you want to practice this skill, you must be enlightened. You deserve all of this."

"Bastard! I've made up my mind, but you didn't tell me it would be so fast! Why me, why did you choose me to practice this martial arts! I want you to cure her now, or I will kill you! Kill It's you!" Fu Baizhi was irrational at this moment, her neck was strangled by her, facing such a rude request, Qiu Yinghan was not angry, and there was not even any fluctuation from the beginning to the end.

"You can't save her even if you kill me. If you want to live without emotion, you can still see her. Or do you want to kill me and heal her wounds yourself." Qiu Yinghan asked back, but such an answer made Fu Baizhi slightly Dazed, he also regained his sanity.Yes, the man was right.Apart from death, what else is unbearable in this world?Even if I killed Qiu Yinghan, it would be better to let this person save Hua Yeyu, even if I lost my emotions, at least I could still see Yu'er.

"Sorry, I was reckless." Fu Baizhi let go of Qiu Yinghan's hand, only then did he realize that her face was very pale, and there were thick wooden boards wrapped around her arms.

"It's okay, I don't want to see what happened today a second time. Although you are no longer what you used to be, you have to know that if I want to kill you, it's not difficult."

When Qiu Yinghan's words fell to the ground, Fu Baizhi could already feel the chill coming from her body. Fu Baizhi had never felt that powerful oppressive force before. It made her feel timid from the bottom of her heart, but after only facing Qiu Yinghan for a while, cold sweat drenched her clothes.

"You should continue to go back to practice. Do what you should do well, and I will save the people I should save. Since you have agreed to me, your awareness should not be shaken." Hearing Qiu Yinghan's words, Fu Baizhi's eyes darkened. Shen.Thinking of Hua Yeyu, she clutched her empty chest and walked back to the cave with a wry smile.She can't repent, and she has no right to repent.

Didn't you decide to save Yu'er early in the morning?That being the case, such a loss of control really shouldn't have happened.

Seeing Fu Baizhi walking back, Qiu Yinghan leaned against the wall a little tiredly, at this moment, Snow Lion also walked over from the side.Seeing it looking up at her arms, Qiu Yinghan sat on it. "I'm fine, so you don't need to worry about me. At this rate, I can heal all the injuries for Hua Yeyu when Fu Baizhi leaves the customs."

The human snow lion can understand his own words, but it is precisely because of this that this little guy is so disturbed.Seeing it looking at her full of pleading, Qiu Yinghan raised the corners of her lips needlessly. She had lost her feelings long ago and forgot what a smile from the heart looked like, so she could only make a fake smile based on her memory.Those sea-like eyes stared aimlessly ahead, but his mind was full of that man's black clothes and black hair.

"What? You can't hold on in half a month? I let you rest, but your body is getting more and more tossed." On the big bed in the room, Qiu Yinghan lay powerlessly in the couch, looking at the weight on her body. people.She didn't lose her mind, and she also remembered how the other party brought her frostbitten self back here from the snow, and she knew better how long she had spent here, probably more than half a month.

These days, apart from allowing himself to eat and the occasional rest, this person has been asking all the time.The body has long been numb, and I don't know what the so-called happiness feels like.The numb is entered, it hurts, it rests, and it is entered again.Qiu Yinghan didn't feel ashamed, nor did she feel angry or dissatisfied at all, she just felt that this kind of boring thing, maybe only this person liked it endlessly.

"Okay, you go back, I've had enough fun. Now you are meaningless, at least you used to blush, but now you are like a piece of wood." Along with the last entry, you have already been made red, swollen and bleeding. The stabbing pain came from the ground, making Qiu Yinghan tremble unpreparedly.

At this time, the irritable person finally stopped.Seeing her wipe her body clean with a cotton cloth, put on her clothes, and connect her broken arms that hadn't been connected for half a month, Qiu Yinghan sat up with difficulty as the internal force returned to her body. Without saying anything, he just walked slowly towards the door.But when he reached the door, he stopped again.

"In a short time, I will die." For some unknown reason, Qiu Yinghan said this sentence.The word death is scary to many people, but she has long forgotten what it feels like to be afraid, and she doesn't even know why she said it at this time. "It seems that you have decided to die, but it doesn't matter if you die, anyway, it's meaningless for you to live now. You must inform me before you die, so that I can take a last look at you." The other party's answer was as Qiu Yinghan expected , After hearing these words, she nodded and walked out of the room.

"When I die, I hope you will take my body away and put it in the snow mountain."