exactly

In the elegant cafe, Xi Ling and Chang's mother sat face to face at a long table near the window.

Chang's mother is much more avant-garde than her peers of the same age, as can be seen from her research on perfume brands. If she hadn't married Chang Qin's father and lived in this small city, Chang's mother could be considered a famous family Lady, she pays attention to life, has a very high taste in dressing, and has unique insights into daily skin care. Coupled with her natural and outstanding appearance, she is always particularly eye-catching in the crowd, even some people who are decades younger than her Girls are far behind.

Therefore, when Mother Chang came to this cafe, she did not look around at a loss, but calmly took the menu and ordered a caramel macchiato for herself.

Xi Ling specially ordered the waiter to serve them coffee and add two cups of boiled water. The young waiter nodded, and his face turned red when he saw Xi Ling's delicate face. Hearing his deep and magnetic voice, he stammered incompletely. In a word, write down Xi Ling's explanation, and hurried away with the menu in hand.

Xi Ling had a panoramic view of the service lady's reaction, and smiled helplessly.

"No matter where you go, do you always have such troubles?" Chang's mother looked at him leisurely, and took the initiative to speak to him for the first time this morning.

Xi Ling spread his hands: "It's not that exaggerated, today's behavior is purely accidental."

Chang's mother obviously didn't believe his answer, so she forced the corners of her lips to curl up: "Xiao Xi, to tell you the truth, when I first saw you, I thought you were really good-looking and considerate." People, people like it when they look at it. Why do I keep urging Chang Qin to get married, but I don’t care about your love life, because I don’t know who can be worthy of you for a person like you who is lonely and self-admiring. But I didn't expect it." Chang's mother shook her head, and said with a wry smile, "You are looking at our family, Chang Qin."

Xi Ling lowered his head, kept digging the cloth surface on the cushion under his body with his thumbs, and said faintly, "I'm sorry, godmother."

At this time, the waitress just presented four cups: two cups of coffee and two cups of boiling water, which were placed in front of the two of them respectively, and said shyly, please use it slowly.

Mother Chang looked at the two cups in front of her and asked curiously, "Why do you also have the habit of drinking water while drinking coffee?"

Xi Ling involuntarily raised a smile: "I learned from Chang Qin."

Mother Chang snorted, took a sip of coffee, and added after a while: "Chang Qin learned from me."

Xi Ling looked at her unexpectedly, only to hear the other party continue: "When Chang Qin was young, he used to go to sister parties with me because he liked to see beautiful aunts since he was a child." Chang's mother couldn't help laughing, "He saw that I have side The habit of drinking water while drinking coffee has been developed over time."

"So that's the case." Xi Ling nodded thoughtfully, "Let me just say, where did Chang Qin learn to drink coffee in such a healthy way? It turned out that you taught him the godmother."

He spoke with a smile, but there was no smile in his eyes. After he finished speaking, he quickly suppressed his smile and asked carefully, "Godmother, Chang Qin, is he alright?"

Chang's mother glanced at him, and replied with some worry: "I'm still kneeling. I've been kneeling all night. I put a thick cushion under him and turned on the air conditioner for him. It won't be cold for a while, that is, the knees may be cold." It's going to be bad."

Xi Ling's eyes dimmed immediately, his right hand tightly held the mug, his knuckles turned white, and suddenly his vision was blurred.

Since his father passed away, he has almost never shed tears, and even if there was sadness, he quickly wiped it away, but this time, he stayed alone through the long dark night, was tormented by anxiety and worry and was about to go crazy, he never knew , It's just that I haven't seen Chang Qin for a few hours, but my thoughts about him have sprung up like mushrooms after the rain. Now that I heard Chang's mother say this, tears flowed out uncontrollably. He said in a begging tone, "Godmother, I'm sorry, I won't let you go."

Hearing what he said, Chang's mother immediately lost her patience, suppressed her anger and said, "Xiao Xi, don't think about it. I said it's impossible, but it's impossible. There's no need to discuss this matter."

Xi Ling only felt a tightness in his chest and pain like a needle prick, but he didn't back down, and replied unhurriedly: "I won't let go, absolutely won't let go, if you and godfather don't agree, then I will silently Watching Chang Qin, if one day he has someone else and gets married, I will live this life alone, in short, in this life, I will not be with anyone except Chang Qin."

Mother Chang was taken aback by his rhetoric, and looked at him blankly.

"It's not that I haven't given up." Xi Ling continued, "At first, I was worried that Chang Qin would repeat the same mistakes I made, because the issue of sexual orientation caused irreparable bitterness to my family, so I left him, but Unexpectedly, Chang Qin came to England after him. When I saw him shivering in the wind, my heart was broken. I wanted to rush over and hug him, but I couldn't because I Low self-esteem, at that time I lost my education, lost my job, I had nothing, I had no face to face him, so I could only grit my teeth and refuse. When I returned to China, he was already a famous gold medal designer. His developers are endless, and he even appeared on the cover of international magazines, but he was as good to me as ever, and I couldn't refuse him anymore. At that time, I swore that I would love him seriously and protect him. He, I must not drag him into my hatred, but unfortunately things backfired, the more I try to exclude him, the more he will get involved.

"I'm a person with a lot of scheming and worries. I like to hide everything in my heart and don't tell others. But Chang Qin understands me. He never needs me to speak, he can easily understand my inner distress, and help me I will solve them one by one.

"I have a lot of hatred in my heart, and I don't deserve to spend my whole life with anyone, so I have already prepared to fend for myself. If it really gets to the point where it cannot be saved, I am willing to accept the punishment of the law, but Chang Qin does not allow me to do so. He tried his best to save me from the fire, he tolerated my indifference and selfishness, forgave everything I did to him, and because of him, I got a good night's sleep for the first time since my father passed away.

"Godmother, after listening to the love legend between you and godfather, I know that you must be a woman who loves first. Since I was a child, I have never been sure about my sexual orientation. I neither like girls nor have I ever touched any boy. Xin, Chang Qin is the first person I fell in love with in my life. Seven years ago, when I saw him for the first time, I saw him sitting on a bench with the sun shining on him, making him look It seemed to be shining, and from then on, he was deeply buried in my heart, and I couldn't dig it out again."

Xi Ling recalled the past, with infinite tenderness in his eyes: "How lucky I am, the only time in my life that I was tempted, and I was able to get the other person's wholehearted love. In this world, except for my sister, no one understands me like Chang Qin. I told myself, even if I die , I want to hold Chang Qin's hand to death, godmother, if it were you, would you be willing to let go?"

Mother Chang was left speechless by Xi Ling's words, she was silent for a while, and then said slowly: "Xiao Xi, it's not that I don't believe in the relationship between you two, I have eyes, and I can tell that my son really likes you, When he made girlfriends before, none of them cared as much as he did for you, but you are a man, and you insist on being together, have you ever thought about the future? When you go to the street together, aren't you afraid of passers-by pointing at you? Also, what about getting married? What about having children? Don’t tell me you plan to live like this without any protection for the rest of your life, without even a marriage certificate.”

Xi Ling didn't take it seriously, and said without hesitation: "We are not afraid of others' comments. It is because we know the current social situation that Chang Qin and I rarely go out shopping and watching movies. It’s much easier for the two of us to stay at home and do something we love. As for the marriage certificate, it’s just a certificate. As long as the two of us stay together, It doesn't matter if you don't need any documents. Even if you have a marriage certificate, you still have to go to court for a divorce. As for the child, I have already thought about it. After a few years, Chang Qin and I will find a suitable surrogate mother , and then use Chang Qin's sperm | to conceive a child as a surrogate for the Chang family, I will give you an explanation, godmother, don't worry, when Chang Qin has a child, I will treat him like my own child of."

Xi Ling spoke in an orderly manner, as if he had already planned for the future, everything he did today was prepared, Chang's mother listened to him intently, and at the end, she was a little shaken.

Xi Ling sensed the other party's intention to compromise, so he couldn't help but be overjoyed, and seized the opportunity to continue: "Godmother, I planned to tell you after the matter is completed, but now I have to break the agreement with Chang Qin and deliver the good news in advance." Let me tell you, Chang Qin bought a villa by the lake. He designed it himself. He plans to let the two of you move there when his godfather retires. The scenery there is beautiful, the air is pleasant, and the house is big. You have reserved a room with your godfather, and I will wait for you to go over and honor you well."

"Godmother," Xi Ling took Chang's mother's hand and carefully held it in his palm, "I have never had a mother since I was a child. Sometimes I really envy Chang Qin. I have such a gentle and considerate mother like you. I look at you." , I can't help but want to regard you as my own mother. I don't know if you will give me this opportunity to respect you like my own mother. One tenth of mother's love is enough."

Xi Ling spoke sincerely, almost to the point of expressiveness, Chang's mother was soft-hearted, and was finally persuaded by his words from the bottom of her heart. She held Xi Ling's hand instead, and said in a compromise, "Good boy, I promise you."

Xi Ling's eyes lit up, he almost jumped up from his seat, he couldn't hide the smile on his face: "Godmother, are you serious?"

Chang's mother smiled and nodded: "From now on, I will no longer regard you as my godson. You are my own son and a member of the Chang family. When I go back to intercede with his father for you, his father will A stubborn donkey, only I can convince him, and Chang Qin is also stubborn, unlike you who know how to grasp skills, he went to beg his father, and it was useless to kneel outside the house for three days and three nights."

Xi Ling wept with joy, his eyes were wet all of a sudden, he hurriedly wiped away the tears from the corners of his eyes with his sleeve, and excitedly said incoherently: "God, godmother, thank you, godmother, I, I love you."

Chang's mother put on a straight face, deliberately angry: "You still call me a godmother?"

Xi Ling grinned embarrassedly, and quickly changed her words: "Mom."

As soon as the words came out, even he was stunned. This was the first time in his life that he called out this title to a lady. He never knew that this title sounded so nice. Shouting: "Mom, Mom, Mom..."

My mother looked at him with a doting look on his silly face, and smiled, and the corners of her eyes got wet unconsciously.

Xi Ling put both hands on the table, tightly grasping her mother's hand, as if turning back time, returning to her naive appearance as a child, and coquettishly said: "Mom, it turns out that this name is so nice. , Mom, let me call you more, Mom, I love you..."

Mother's hands are warm and soft, just like a mother's love, selfless and great, Xi Ling is like a treasure, the corners of his mouth are raised sweetly, his body and mind are satisfied, tears can't be controlled, and he looks at his mother with tearful eyes, Looking at each other intently, laughing and crying.

His mother lovingly wiped the tears from the corners of his eyes for him, and promised him that he would have a good chat with the old stubborn donkey when he got home, so that he could rest assured that he would go back to the hotel and sleep comfortably, and Xi Ling would just stop by the window. One night, there were two groups of black and blue shadows under the eye sockets, his skin was white, and his tired face became more and more obvious. Mother sighed in distress, and leaned forward to stroke Xi Ling's neatly trimmed temples, and sighed: "Both of them are stubborn children. "

Xi Ling smiled lightly and shook his head, Chang Qin knelt down all night, how could he sleep with peace of mind, at this moment he really wanted to go back with his mother to see Chang Qin, but he was afraid that his appearance would mess things up, I had no choice but to suppress my anxiety, listen to my mother, and go back to the hotel to wait for the news.

Back in the room, Xi Ling took off his coat and half sat on the head of the bed. Since yesterday, his nerves have been in a tense state. Now that he has finally passed the test of his mother, his body and mind can relax a little, and the endless exhaustion is overwhelming. He squeezed the space between his eyebrows, pulled the quilt and clothes to sleep, and just closed his eyes, he fell asleep in a daze.

He had a very complicated dream, dreaming that his father finally accepted their relationship, Chang Qin came back and smiled sweetly at himself, Xi Ling hurriedly jumped forward to hug him, suddenly saw his figure flash, He was pulled away by something, and Xi Ling's arm stopped in mid-air, and there was nothingness in his arms. He was so frightened that he broke out in a cold sweat, and a vast white mist blocked his sight. He looked around, but couldn't see anything. Ling was in a hurry, and shouted Chang Qin's name desperately. She kept shouting a few times, and suddenly her mouth was blocked by a warm lip. Immediately afterwards, her jaw was pried open, and a slippery tongue stuck into his mouth. Xi Ling frowned, feeling that the touch was too real, not as real as in a dream. Just as he was wondering, the other party ended the kiss and whispered against his earlobe: " What dream did you have? You still called my name in the dream."

Xi Ling woke up completely, opened his eyes immediately, and Chang Qin's beautiful smile appeared in front of his eyes.

Xi Ling was stunned for a few seconds, his clear eyes rolled around a few times, and then he realized that he jumped up and put his arms around Chang Qin's neck, and said pleasantly, "You're back?"

Chang Qin sat on the edge of the bed, wrapped him in his arms, and hummed lightly.

Xi Ling sensed that the situation was not right, and said nervously, "What's wrong?"

Chang Qin sighed, took his hand, and rubbed it slowly between his fingers: "Father still disagrees. He gave me the final order. I must find a girl to marry next year, otherwise I will never enter the house again."

Xi Ling let go of Chang Qin, and looked at him in disbelief: "Godfather really said that?"

Chang Qin nodded, and said bitterly, "My parents picked out a few girls they thought were suitable for me. After the new year, I will meet them one by one. Finally, I will choose the one I think is good and get married next year." After a pause, he said regretfully, "Xi Ling, I'm sorry, I can't live up to my parents' kindness in raising me, so I can only obey their wishes. I can't repay your kindness to me. I swear, no matter what happens to you in the future I will help you solve any difficulties as soon as possible, and when you go back, you can also find a girl you like and live your life well, okay?"

Chang Qin forced a smile, the tiredness on his face was evident, he raised his hand, and lightly stroked Xi Ling's fair cheek with his fingertips, just as he touched the breakable skin, the latter suddenly pressed the corner of his mouth, swishing Suddenly, big tears fell down.

Chang Qin was startled by him, hurriedly wiped his tears, and asked nervously, "What's the matter, baby, why are you crying all of a sudden?"

Xi Ling gritted her teeth, and said viciously: "If you want to get married, go get married, anyway, I won't get married, I won't get married in my life, I'll go, I'll go now, so as not to disturb your good affairs here."

As he spoke, he was about to jump up to pack his luggage, but Chang Qin dragged him back, put his lips against his thin earlobe and coaxed, "Don't be angry, listen to me."

"There's nothing to say," Xi Ling pushed the other party away hard, his chest heaving violently with anger, "I've been worrying about you all night, it's good for you to compromise so easily, don't you want to marry a wife a long time ago? I dare not do this because I am here, now with your parents supporting you, you can finally do whatever you want, let me go, let go!" Xi Ling shook off Chang Qin's hand vigorously, tears fell more and more, thinking of I have to celebrate the New Year alone tonight, and the bitterness of grievance wells up in my heart, and I can't suppress it.

Chang Qin was suddenly amused, and pushed Xi Ling into his arms with even greater force, and could no longer pretend, so he had to compromise: "Fool, I lied to you, I was just kidding with you just now!" .”

Xi Ling was still thrashing in Chang Qin's arms one second, then froze in the next second. He looked at him in a daze, with tears still hanging from the corners of his eyes, and asked in a crying voice, "Godfather agrees?"

Chang Qin nodded with a smile: "It didn't make it clear, but at least the door was opened, and I was allowed to enter the study, and talked with me for a while calmly. Seeing that my attitude was tough, he didn't say much, just let me think clearly. My own choice, and told me that as a man, I have to be responsible for my own choice.”

Xi Ling listened in disbelief, only to see the corner of the other party's mouth slanted, his fingertips hooked his chin, and asked, "You went to find my mother?"

Seeing that Xi Ling was silent, Chang Qin already guessed most of it, let out a long sigh, hugged Xi Ling into his arms, and stroked his bony back with his palm: "My mother persuaded my father, and it was also my mother who sent him. The hotel I came to, Xi Ling, you are really capable, you actually know that in order to get rid of my father, you have to get rid of my mother first, how do you know that although my father is stubborn, he still listens to my mother in the end?"

Xi Ling has not recovered from this roller coaster-like sudden change in the plot, but mechanically replied: "What's so hard to guess, in the past, every time your father was angry, as long as your mother said a word, his anger would disappear immediately. Most of the time, the day we first arrived, your dad scolded you because of the hotel, didn't it be because mom bluffed him a few words, and he became speechless."

Chang Qin was stunned for a moment, then burst out laughing, Xi Ling was so thorough in his analysis that he was speechless, he really loved and hated the other party's ever-present vigilance, and he rubbed Xi Ling's soft black skin with his hands vigorously. hair, rubbing him into a mess.

Xi Ling's bangs were already long, and Chang Qin played with them a few times, and all of them ran to his eyes. He pouted, blew at the bangs that blocked his view, and looked angrily at Chang Qin with his shaggy hair on his head , He stared round his eyes and bared his teeth and said: "With you, Chang Qin, he is fat and dare to play tricks on me!"

He picked up the pillow and patted Chang Qin. Chang Qin couldn't help laughing at his cute appearance, he yanked the pillow and pulled Xi Ling to kiss carelessly.

Xi Ling found it again, the heart that had been hanging all this time finally fell back to the original place, kissed Chang Qin fiercely, pressed his nose against the other's warm skin and took a deep breath, feeling the familiar body odor filling the nasal cavity, the tip of the nose endured again. He couldn't help feeling sour, he really missed Chang Qin, although it was only less than 24 hours apart, he never missed him like this for a moment, when he was alone, he couldn't help but force those parents in the TV series My son has gone through the part where he chooses one of the two, and the more he thinks about it, the more he panics. What should he do if the two elders insist on not letting go, or even let Chang Qin go back? He was cold, but this guy played a trick on him just now, scaring him so much that his soul almost went out of his body.

He was happy physically and mentally, and his range of movements increased accordingly. When he lifted his foot, he sat astride Chang Qin's lap. The latter let out an "ouch" and couldn't help gasping.

"What's wrong?" Xi Ling hurriedly sat back on the bed, put his palm on Chang Qin's thigh, and asked worriedly, "Does your leg hurt?"

Chang Qin grinned and hummed in pain: "Swell, sour and swollen."

Xi Ling carefully took off Chang Qin's trousers, revealing his strong thighs. When the trousers were removed to the knees, the two purple-red bruises on the top made Xi Ling's movements suddenly stop. freeze there.

Chang Qin pinched his face and joked, "Look at you, you don't have any vision at all. My mother sent me downstairs and left. I limped and walked in with difficulty. Room, you are fine, just sat on me without saying a word, the pain was so painful that I almost fainted."

He complained endlessly, and suddenly felt a cold thigh, a crystal drop of water fell on it, and then another fell, and shattered into pieces on his purple knee, Chang Qin was stunned, and quickly broke off Xi Ling. The latter buried his head deeply, unwilling to let him discover his embarrassment, but his thin shoulders kept shaking, Chang Qin's heart tugged, he took Xi Ling into his arms, and wiped it off for him With tears in the corner of his eyes, he said softly: "Why are you crying again? I was joking with you. It's okay, okay, don't cry anymore, be good, don't cry anymore."

He has never seen Xi Ling cry, even when faced with his father's matter, at most his eyes would be red, Xi Ling's tears are more precious than gems, and he made him cry twice in a short while, Chang Qin caressed From the back of his head, a warm current rushed straight to the bottom of his heart, and the corners of his mouth were deeply pursed into an arc. It took him a long time to coax Xi Ling, and he couldn't help laughing at him: "How old is he, still crying, what if When others saw it, they thought I did something to you."

Xi Ling wiped away his tears with the back of his hand, and suddenly realized that his lacrimal glands are extremely developed today, and he will shed all the tears in half his life today. He opened his red eyes from crying and said angrily: "It's not all because of you." Blowing the bruises on the other party's knees, he said worriedly, "Didn't the godmother say that she put a cushion for you, why did you make this big bruise?"

"The cushion is so thin that I can't bear it after kneeling for a long time, but it's not a problem, it will be healed after two days." Chang Qin squeezed his hand as if nothing had happened.

"Have you brought any medicine, I'll wipe it for you." Xi Ling said as he was about to get up and get out of bed.

"No need, your husband and I are so delicate." Before he could finish speaking, Xi Ling had already sat up, nimbly like a whitebait, with a push of his hand, he rolled over from Chang Qin's body, who saw him She had already stood up, curled her lips helplessly, "I haven't slept all night, my body is sticky and uncomfortable, please wipe it off for me, I'm so sleepy, I want to sleep for a while."

Xi Ling let out a cry, and hurried into the bathroom, twisted a few hot towels out, first shook out one to wipe Chang Qin's body, then picked up the other two and put them on his knees, and said softly, "Go to sleep." , I'll cover your legs, so you'll get better soon."

Chang Qin didn't refuse, and simply spread his legs apart, allowing Xi Ling to serve him with hot compresses and massages. He felt refreshed physically and mentally, and his voice was a little fluttering: "Mom said, let me take you back for New Year's Eve For dinner, watch the time and wake me up before four o'clock."

When Xi Ling heard this, she became nervous: "Then I'll go over to help first. The godmother bought so many vegetables in the morning, I'm afraid she won't be able to do it alone."

After finishing speaking, he was about to get up and put on his clothes, but was pulled back by Chang Qin, and rubbed his fingertips on the back of his hand: "It's okay, some relatives of our family will come over tonight, my aunt will come to help earlier, I don't need your daughter-in-law for the time being."

He hooked the back of Xi Ling's head, and rubbed his nose against the tip of Ye Ye's nose. The latter blushed a little after being teased by him, and said angrily, "I just recognized my godmother as my real mother this morning. Don't mess with your seniority. I'm Your own brother, not your daughter-in-law."

Chang Qin couldn't help laughing, looked at him and blinked his eyes: "Brother? Oh my god, I will have to sleep on my brother from now on."

Xi Ling couldn't help laughing out loud, raised his hand and slapped him: "Get out, whoever suppresses doesn't know."

Chang Qinxie grabbed his hand with a smile, put it on his lips and kept kissing: "You are still stubborn, haven't you been crushed by me these days, you are quite comfortable, you are screaming, huh?"

Xi Ling withdrew his hand, his cheeks were as red as fire: "Are you sleeping or not?"

"Sleep, sleep." Chang Qin slid into bed, patted the empty space next to him, and ordered, "Come here and sleep with me."

Xi Ling put away the towel with a smile, lifted the quilt and crawled in, gently stroked the wound on the corner of the other's eyebrow with fingertips, and asked in a hoarse voice, "Does it still hurt?"

The Band-Aid he put on Chang Qin yesterday has been torn off, and the wound has a scab as long as a fingernail. When the injury heals and the scab falls off, it is very likely that there will be a scar left. Fortunately, most of it is covered by the eyebrows. Not obvious.

Chang Qin kissed him on the lips, smiled and said, "It doesn't hurt, baby, it doesn't hurt anywhere, don't worry."

Xi Ling felt relieved, hugged Chang Qin's neck tightly and kept humming: "Chang Qin, I love you, I love you to death."

Chang Qin stroked his arm back and forth, and hummed like a gentleman.

"I can't experience breaking up with you again. I used to dislike those stalking lovers. I thought they didn't care about any face for love. But I didn't expect that one day, I would become like that, and I was worried all day long. I'm worried that if you really don't want me and marry a wife according to your parents' wishes, I don't know how to live on, Chang Qin, you can't escape, this time I get you, and I won't let you go even if I die , are you afraid?" He raised his head and looked at Chang Qin with burning eyes.

"Scared, scared, scared to death." Chang Qin smiled and pinched him on the waist, "It's rare to be so enlightened. Be more conscious in the future, wash up obediently, and lie down and wait for me."

Xi Ling snorted, and retorted: "Now I'm letting you in at your house, and we'll be the same when we go back, there's no need to discuss it."

"You..." Chang Qin was so angry that he was speechless, and the remaining energy was quickly exhausted. He was really tired. He knelt on the hard floor for a day and a night. This feeling is really unbearable , flirted with Xi Ling casually, then lost all strength, hugged him and closed his eyes and fell into a deep sleep.