crossing the dangerous bridge

After waking up, Jiang Yu got up expressionlessly, walked into the bathroom, and washed the sheets while taking a shower.

He knew his own mind, but his brain was not as impulsive as his body. After taking a shower, he sat down at the desk, opened his notebook casually, and tore off a piece of paper.

It is known that he likes his brother, so what method should he use to get his brother in a safe way?

Both of his parents died when he was young, and Lin Jianxi appeared when he was in a panic. He would gently coax him when he woke up from a nightmare, take him around to play, and drive away the children who bullied him for him.When Lin Jianxi was a child, he was not only an elder brother to Jiang Yu when he was a child, but also an omnipotent hero in his eyes.

Since he was a child, the three words Lin Jianxi have occupied 90.00% of his life. He spread out the memories and counted them carefully. Every page is engraved with his brother's name. He is so important, more important than himself. more important.

He didn't dare to touch it easily, no matter how beautiful the dream was, it was just a dream, but in reality, when Lin Jianxi frowned, he could only withdraw his hand in panic.

He is not a child who can go forward with the support of his parents. No matter how many times he falls, someone will help him up. He is only one person, and he has a heart that has nowhere to rest. When he races with others, his brother will definitely cheer for him, but If he rushed towards his brother with love, then he couldn't guarantee Lin Jianxi's reaction at all.

Will he run away in a panic, or will he catch him as always?

Perhaps the joy in his eyes was a complete bomb to Lin Jianxi.

He only has an older brother.

So he didn't dare to gamble with his brother.

Jiang Yu crumpled the paper slowly, feeling that his heart was crushed together like this piece of paper that was about to be thrown into the trash can.

However, what he thinks in his heart and the instinctive reaction of his body are two completely opposite things after all. No matter how much he ordered himself not to approach in his mind, when Lin Jianxi appeared, he still couldn't help but want to walk beside him, wanting to see his smile.

He himself is cautious, walking on thin ice, and treats every inadvertent physical touch as an unspeakable feast, both longing and timid.

He was afraid that Lin Jianxi would find out the abnormality, and he also hated him for not noticing it at all, and still treated him as usual.

After going back and forth, he didn't know whether he wanted to be discovered by him or whether he didn't want to be discovered by him.

Probably emotionally, no one wants to be buried in the heart without seeing the light of day, but the cruel reason stops it, so that it can only beat restlessly in the heart.

Although the senior high school entrance exam is not as important as the college entrance examination, in the hearts of parents, every major exam for children is as important as Mount Tai.

The city's unified exam, Lin Jianxi was assigned to another school's exam room, which was roughly far away from home. The day before the exam, even Lin Zhiming and Zhao Yunqi, who were on a business trip, rushed back.

Lin Jianxi was moved, but at the same time felt unnecessary: ​​"It's just the high school entrance examination, you didn't come back on purpose, and it was raining yesterday, so the road is so unsafe."

"After all, this is the first hurdle my son will face in life. How can we not come back?" Zhao Yunqi hung the dripping umbrella outside and said with a smile: "How are you preparing? Can you come back with a champion? ?”

"It's simple," Lin Jianxi said boldly, "I can still get the number one in the whole school."

Lin Zhiming and Zhao Yunqi laughed: "Okay, we'll wait for your good news!"

Lin Jianxi really doesn't think it's difficult. After all, he inherited the IQ of the parents of the two top students. If he is stumped by a simple high school entrance examination, he will feel ashamed if his parents don't talk about him.

During the two-day exam, he was very relaxed. After the exam, he didn't check the answers with other students. He threw away the pen and went to the countryside with his brother.

The creek in my hometown was dug into a deep ditch at some point. Lin Jianxi wandered around the area in a dull manner, took out the fishing rod from his grandfather's house, and pulled it up to Jiang Yu to go fishing in another river. .

This river is a real river. The water surface is wide, there are many aquatic plants, and the bottom cannot be seen at a glance. The river flows forward calmly.

It is said that this river leads to the Yangtze River. When Lin Jianxi first heard this legend, he was in awe of this seemingly unattractive river for a while. Bai, it seems that there is no need to respect a river so much.

No matter how respectful he is, He will not take the initiative to throw fish for him to eat.

As I said before, he doesn't like to wait, he doesn't like to wait for people, and he also doesn't like to wait for the fish to take the bait, and the fish in this river are probably caught too many times, and all of them are very clever. Move, but no fish.

Unexpectedly, the fish in a river also learned how to fish and enforce the law.

But it doesn't matter, if he doesn't catch fish, he still has a younger brother to play with.

"Brother, you know why..."

Jiang Yu interrupted him: "I don't know, I don't want to learn, I don't want to listen."

Lin Jianxi paused, then smiled: "What's the matter, you, I haven't finished my sentence yet."

Jiang Yu glanced at him: "Every time you ask me 'do you know why', I know something is going to happen."

"Bold," Lin Jianxi said: "Whoever allows you to speculate on the king's heart without authorization, let me hold your head and obey my will."

Jiang Yu felt that he had recently been dragged by his grandmother to watch Gongdou Opera, and he became obsessed with it.

However, he still responded cooperatively: "...as ordered."

"Okay," Lin Jianxi was satisfied: "Do you know why you can't catch any fish?"

Because you are by my side, easy to talk and easy to move.

The fish won't take the bait, but he will.

"do not know."

"Because the fish becomes stiff, it will naturally not be able to catch your hook."

Jiang Yu's expression was indescribable: "...brother, it's so cold."

"Then what should we do?" Lin Jianxi leaned behind him and hugged him: "Come on, brother will warm you up."

Jiang Yu was really stiff this time.

He didn't dare to move, and breathed lightly and lightly, lest his heart would jump out uncontrollably and tell the world his cherished thoughts.

If his brother heard his beating heartbeat, would he know that he liked him?

The distance was too close, no matter how careful he was, he could still clearly smell the orange aroma on Lin Jianxi's body.

This breath seems to have not changed since the first time I saw it.

Faint, sweet, used to accompany him through many waking nights.

"Brother." Lin Jianxi said, and Jiang Yuxin raised it, but there was still no change on his face: "What's wrong?"

"I found that you seem to have really grown up." Lin Jianxi said with a sigh: "You were so soft when you were young."

Jiang Yu: "...Why does your tone sound so pity?"

"Actually, it's okay." Lin Jianxi let go of him, but unfortunately he was confident and confident, not even half ashamed to be found out: "You don't understand our hearts as parents."

With him around, no stupid fish would catch the bait even if they caught the year of the monkey. In the evening, Jiang Yu gave up struggling, put away his tools carefully, and went home for dinner with Lin Jianxi.

The setting sun in the distance weighed heavily on the horizon, and the sky was so red that it looked like a fire was burning. One after another, people finished their farm work and went home.

Most of the villages are filled with old grandpas and grandmas. There are very few young people there, not even a few children who come back to play during the holidays. It is as quiet as a forgotten lonely land.

"The water in the pond is full and the rain has stopped," Lin Jianxi walked in front, and suddenly sang a song: "There are loaches everywhere in the thin mud beside the field."

His voice is very nice, it is the kind of clear voice that you can feel youthful and vigorous as long as you listen to it, and when he sings, his voice is slightly lowered, and he will reveal a bit of gentleness that cannot be concealed: "Every day I wait Waiting for you, waiting for you to catch loach."

After singing this line, he turned around, walked backwards, blinked his eyes: "The next line is up to you, sing it quickly."

He seemed to never forget to publicize his identity at any time, Jiang Yu sighed heavily: "Big brother, how are you..."

"Okay," Lin Jianxi didn't need him to finish singing: "Call again."

Jiang Yu: "Brother."

Lin Jianxi: "Don't play tricks, is that how the lyrics are sung?"

He was clearly playing tricks on himself, but it didn't make sense to reason with his brother. This was something Jiang Yu learned when he was very young.

It's just that those three words are fairly easy to sing, and if you say it flat...it seems like you're acting like a baby no matter what you say.

Jiang Yu closed his eyes, looked at death and said, "...Big brother."

"Hey," Lin Jianxi was happy again: "Your brother is so good."

He came over to give Jiang Yu a hug as a reward, turned around again, saw the door of the house was close in front of him, and ran in a few steps: "Grandpa, grandma, we are back!"

Jiang Yu found out that his brother really likes acting like a baby.

He couldn't help frowning, hesitating between taking the road of no return of being coquettish and cute, or firmly becoming a tough guy with strong bones.

From the current point of view, acting like a baby can bring many benefits in exchange, but my brother doesn't know what he thinks now, if he shamelessly uses acting like a baby in exchange for his hug, wouldn't it be very obscene?

Jiang Yu, you can't naturally become obscene just because your name is dirty, you have to hold back, hold back, no, absolutely not.

Grandpa probably guessed that the two of them couldn't catch anything, so he specially cooked a pot of fish stickers for dinner to reward the two juniors for their wasted hard work.

The old man asked for wine when he ate fish. He happily took out the bayberry wine that had been soaked for a long time, and asked casually, "Would you two have a drink?"

Jiang Yu wanted to refuse at first, but when he heard Lin Jianxi agree, he also agreed by accident.

Grandpa poured them each a small wine cup, "You are too young to drink too much, just take a sip and taste."

"Oh." The two of them responded together. Neither of them had drunk alcohol, so they didn't know how much they could drink, and they didn't dare to try it rashly. They just dipped a little with their chopsticks.

After tasting it, the taste of the wine was very light. Lin Jianxi felt relieved, took it up and drank it in one gulp: "It doesn't seem very spicy, Grandpa, pour me some more, and I'll drink with you."

Jiang Yu felt in a daze that this scene seemed familiar. After thinking about it carefully, he found that Lin Jianxi basically said this before every time he died.

I used to do it when I jumped into the river, and now I do it when I drink.

He grabbed Lin Jianxi: "Brother, you better stop drinking."

"Don't worry." Lin Jianxi patted his hand habitually.

"..."

This sentence made him even more uneasy.

Sure enough, in the end, he drank too much again.

He is the kind of person who doesn't blush too much after drinking, and looks normal, but when asked what nine times nine equals, he can say "eighteen" with a smile.

Jiang Yu resigned to his fate and helped him back to the room, and stayed by the bed, fearing that he would feel uncomfortable at night.

Lin Jianxi got into the bed, automatically curled up into a baby's sleeping position, covered herself tightly, and only showed a pair of eyes.

He closed his eyes, and the brows and eyes were stained red with wine, like the first ray of crimson light struggling in the morning, falling on his face.

He has always been good-looking, and in Jiang Yu's heart, there is no one more beautiful than him.

And his current appearance is too strange, so strange that he can't help but want to hide him.

"Brother..." Jiang Yu leaned against the bed and said softly, "I like you."

I like you,

Can you hear it?