crossing the dangerous bridge

The high school teaching progress in Yuncheng is very fast. The three-year courses are usually completed in the second year of high school. The task of the third year of high school is to review and consolidate the test papers every day. With this high-pressure learning method, Xiong Can thinks that no matter how smart Jiang Yu is, There are bound to be moments of hitting the wall, too.

It turns out that he thought too much.

Jiang Yu seemed to have learned it in advance, and he was able to deal with learning problems with ease. Even if he couldn't, he could ask his brother.

Although he was skeptical, every time Jiang Yu went to ask questions, did he really not know it, or he just wanted to take the opportunity to act like a baby with his brother.

Out of concern for the mental health and stability of the tough student dog in the third year of high school, the fact that these two people were together was not disclosed to others. Except for Xiong Cui and Xiong Can, everyone in the class thought they were still pure and innocent brothers .

So Xiong Can often sees these two people hugging each other openly, and other people don't think much about it, they just think that the relationship between the two brothers is just for fun.

The relationship is indeed very good, Xiong Can thought vicissitudes of life, but it is completely different from what you people think.

In the third year of senior high school, there is a lot of study pressure. Even in the evening self-study when the teacher is not there, there is no noise in the classroom, and everyone is writing the test papers quietly.

Jiang Yu was also very conscious, he didn't disturb the other students' study, and concentrated on passing the note to his brother.

Lin Jianxi didn't expect that the feng shui cycle could turn to this point. The communication method he detested in his previous life as a primary school student is now being used by him to fall in love with his younger brother.

[Today's dinner is not good. qaq]

After being together, Jiang Yu has completely unlocked his clingy nature, and he is also very good at acting like a baby. He has to tell him everything that happens every day, just like at this moment, the student Jiang Yu who looks serious as if he is thinking about a math problem, In fact, it is drawing kaomoji.

Lin Jianxi: [Take you to eat delicious food after class. ]

After writing this sentence, he suddenly felt very subtle, as if the endless misses and mutual torment in his previous life had vanished, and now he is just an ordinary high school student, quietly distracted in class, discussing with his puppy love about the end of class where to have fun.

The young master finally realized belatedly that he and Jiang Yu in this life, in the eyes of outsiders, were puppy love that couldn't be more standard.

A little magical...and a little cute too.

The bell rang for the end of get out of class, and the silent classroom woke up instantly. The students who had been subjected to high-voltage electricity for a day stood up tiredly, packed their schoolbags and prepared to go home.

There were many cars parked outside the school, most of them were parents of senior high school students who came to pick up their children. The two of them walked around them and walked to the food street near the school. As soon as they stepped in, Jiang Yu held Lin Jianxi's hand.

Lin Jianxi looked back at him, and Jiang Yu said naturally: "In love, you have to hold hands."

"Then hold tight," he said with a smile, "There are a lot of people here."

The food street near the school has always been bustling in stages. The students are deserted during class, and there is a lot of voices when class is over. Especially after self-study get out of class at night, a large number of students are crowded in, and they can soothe their tired heads and stomachs with various barbecue snacks.

The barbecue stand set up on the side of the road was emitting lively smoke, and the two walked through the aroma blowing all the way, and stopped in front of an oden restaurant.

There was a line in front of the booth, and the seats around were full of people. Lin Jianxi was a little lazy, so he leaned on Jiang Yu's back and waited for the line to advance.

There are a lot of people who know them in the school. In just a short while, many people cast their gazes. Lin Jianxi remained motionless, his chin still resting on Jiang Yu's shoulder: "Jiang Yu, many people are looking at us."

"Let them see."

The team moved forward at a leisurely pace, and Jiang Yu took two steps forward with his back on his back, and put it down again, letting someone slack off to the end: "Anyway, they will only think I'm your brother."

Jiang Yu once hated the identity of "brother" extremely, but now, he can already make fun of himself.

As soon as the words were finished, acquaintances also came to line up to buy oden. Seeing them, they greeted happily: "Lin Jianxi, Jiang Yu, what a coincidence."

"What a coincidence." Lin Jianxi turned her head, and after recognizing the person coming, she also replied.

These two people chatted with each other while queuing up. Jiang Yu only occasionally replied a few words. ,What do you want to eat?"

"Fish balls, thousand-sheet tofu, bamboo rolls..." After a certain person gave a list of names, he suddenly felt the gaze coming from beside him.

"It's great to have a younger brother," the boy sighed, "Being able to be a cushion, a coolie, and an ATM machine when he grows up."

Jiang Yu, who hadn't spoken much all this time, turned his eyes and replied with great interest: "What you said...is quite right."

Lin Jianxi: "..."

He was sure that what Jiang Yu agreed with was not the same as what others said.

After buying food, the two parties bid farewell to each other.

At ten o'clock in the evening, the night was not too dark, and the row upon row of lights in the city was enough to disperse most of it. Lin Jianxi and Jiang Yu felt a little salty after eating oden, so they went to buy another bottle of water.

"It's time to go home." After drinking the water, Young Master Lin looked at the time, pulled Jiang Yu up and ran to the station: "If you don't go back, you will be scolded again."

Because of the puppy love between the two, the parents who trusted their son and gave them enough freedom finally set a family rule that they must go home before 10:30 in the evening and are not allowed to stay outside.

Jiang Yu followed him to the station, just in time for the bus to stop, there were very few people in the bus, a few scattered, like lonely radishes scattered in the field.

The two walked back until they reached the window seat in the back row and sat down.

It was too quiet in the car, so the two of them were too embarrassed to talk, so they could only send messages to each other on their mobile phones.

From passing small notes to sitting in rows and sending text messages... It can be regarded as an improvement in the way of communication.

When they arrived at the station, the two of them got off the bus. Lin Jianxi looked at the familiar street lamp, and suddenly remembered the time when Jiang Yu stood here alone waiting for him.

He said thoughtfully: "You used to always wait here for me."

Jiang Yu responded, "Yes."

"What were you thinking about at that time?"

"I'm thinking," Jiang Yu hugged him into his arms, and replied in a low voice, "When will you come back, when will you realize that I'm not your younger brother, and when will you be able to see me."

"You've thought about it a lot." Lin Jianxi smiled.

"That's because I've been waiting for you for too long."

"Okay." Lin Jianxi turned her head and kissed him on the cheek: "I won't make you wait anymore."

Jiang Yu paused, buried his head in his shoulder, his voice was muffled and a little hoarse: "...you have to keep your word."

"Okay," Lin Jianxi coaxed him: "When did my brother lie to you?"

Suddenly his waist tightened, Jiang Yu strangled him, and he fell into Jiang Yu's arms involuntarily.

Jiang Yu used too much strength, he could hardly breathe, but then, he felt Jiang Yu trembling, as if he saw an extremely frightening scene: "Jiang Yu?"

"...you lied to me," Jiang Yu murmured back, "you lied to me."

Lin Jianxi frowned, thinking: "When?"

"You said," Jiang Yu said word by word, with difficulty, "You will go back with me."

However, he didn't.

Jiang Yu couldn't continue.

"..."

Lin Jianxi was stunned.

They have been back for so long, but Jiang Yu is still trapped in the accident of the previous life, like a small animal that has been locked in a cage and lost its ability to perceive the outside world. Even if the cage is opened on all sides, it will just stay in place stupidly , will not stretch out the claws.

In his accident, Jiang Yu was trapped in a cage for ten years.

He lowered his eyes and asked, "Jiang Yu, how did you come back?"

Unsurprisingly, Jiang Yu didn't answer.

He asked many times, but Jiang Yu was very resistant to answering this question, no matter how he asked, he didn't say anything, sex and seduction were useless, he just didn't open his mouth.

However, judging from the way he was reborn, Jiang Yu's way of coming back should be the same as him. In fact, it is easy to guess. Death is nothing more than two ways, either suicide or homicide.

There were no people on the road, and occasionally vehicles passed by, and the light from the low beams passed by them briefly, and then left.

The sound of tires rubbing against the road is clearly audible.

Lin Jianxi reluctantly stretched out her hand from the tightly bound arms, hugged Jiang Yu back, and asked softly, "Jiang Yu, without me, would you die?"

Jiang Yu strangled him even tighter in an instant. He felt that he was about to hear the sound of bones breaking, so he couldn't help but let out an "ah" and said deliberately aggrieved, "You strangled me."

Only then did Jiang Yu slowly let him go, and at the same time he regained his freedom, he heard Jiang Yu reply very lightly: "Yes."

"I've already died once," Jiang Yu looked at him, "You can't abandon me a second time."

Lin Jianxi froze for a moment.

The next second, he held Jiang Yu's hand: "Let's go home first."

The distance from the site to Lin's house was very short, Lin Jianxi thought about it, and slowly said: "Jiang Yu, I didn't feel any pain at that time."

Life and death are just a matter of a moment. He only had time to hear Jiang Yu's call, and then opened his eyes, and there was that little Jiang Yu in front of him. Regarding the pain, he might have ignored it, or it might just be too late to feel it. One step dies.

Jiang Yu didn't speak, just held his hand.

"What did you see of me at that time?"

After asking, Lin Jianxi felt Jiang Yu's fingers tremble.

"Blood..." Jiang Yu opened his eyes uncontrollably, as if he had returned to the moment when he was discarded: "A lot of blood...I keep calling you, and you keep ignoring me."

"...I haven't regretted it." For a moment, they could already see the lights in the Lin family's yard: "I saved a child and went back to my childhood, so I haven't regretted it."

Jiang Yu replied in a low voice, "...um."

"But I'm very sad," Lin Jianxi smiled, "I've been thinking why I didn't come back earlier. It would be great if I could come back a few days earlier."

Jiang Yu understood what he said, and silently closed his eyes.

"I'm thinking about you too, thinking about what you will do without me, and whether you can live a good life."

Lin Jianxi stopped in her tracks and asked, "Jiang Yu, do you blame yourself for taking me to Lover's Bridge, if I didn't go there, I wouldn't have any accidents. Have you ever blamed yourself so much?"

Jiang Yu didn't respond, Lin Jianxi waited for a while, and said softly, "I didn't blame you. Actually, if it wasn't for that accident, I wouldn't be able to come back, and there was no way to prevent my parents from meeting each other in the future. It was a surprise."

"I lost my life once, but I have three more lives." Lin Jianxi turned around and pressed Jiang Yu's forehead helplessly: "Jiang Yu, God didn't treat me badly, it was you."

Jiang Yu blinked helplessly: "...No, no..."

I didn't treat you too badly, at least God returned you to me.

Lin Jianxi's gaze became softer, and the dim light reflected in his eyes, like a fishing fire occasionally lit up on a quiet lake in the middle of the night to illuminate the way home.

Under his gaze, Jiang Yu lost the ability to speak, moved his lips for a long time, but still didn't say a word.

"God doesn't love you, I love you," Lin Jianxi bent his eyes and asked, "Is that okay?"

"..." Jiang Yu replied hoarsely, "Okay."

"Don't think about that bridge anymore, Jiang Yu," Lin Jianxi stroked his hair: "Don't trap yourself on that bridge anymore."

"You don't need to cross that bridge now."

Whether it's the legendary bridge of lovers who walk together to the end, or the dangerous bridge where even if you don't love each other, you can mistake tension for love as long as you walk together, you don't need to go again.