crossing the dangerous bridge

What should I say when an old friend reunites after parting from life and death?

Lin Jianxi couldn't say anything, his thinking was completely frozen, only the sensory cells in his whole body were still working, faithfully and synchronously conveying the disturbances from the outside world.

There was no wind in the air, and the sun was as much as a flood, rushing down and submerging the city in an instant.

His wrist was still tightly gripped by Jiang Yu, and it was very painful. Such strength and pain easily awakened the dusty memory, but he didn't struggle, just lay quietly on the ground, listening to the suppressed crying of the person beside him.

Jiang Yu was overwhelmed by the great fear and lost all reason. He just hugged this person desperately and never let him go. He didn't realize that he was still crying, "Brother..."

He didn't hear a response, he was in a daze, thinking he was back in a nightmare, he heard Lin Jianxi's heartbeat in panic, it was still beating there, beating vividly and vigorously, reminding him that his brother was still alive.

Only then did Jiang Yu wake up, let go of his hands in a panic, and wiped his face indiscriminately: "I'm sorry Brother, I don't know how it became like this, I never thought of telling you, don't be afraid, I won't force you anymore..."

He had too many things he wanted to say to Lin Jianxi, but he didn't dare to say anything, he didn't even have the courage to ask "Are you okay?" His scattered eyes fell in all directions, but he didn't dare to fall on Lin Jianxi face.

"Don't be afraid," he said again, and stood up staggeringly: "I'm sorry, I didn't mean to lie to you, brother, don't be afraid, I won't upset you anymore..."

Lin Jianxi blinked dimly, and his stagnant brain turned slowly. Just as he was about to reach out to grab Jiang Yu's clothes, Jiang Yu turned around in a panic and left.

He walked faster and faster, and even ran, fearing that if he stopped in Lin Jianxi's eyes for a second longer, it would make him hate him even more, so he ran away with all his strength.

"..."

Lin Jianxi looked at his missing hand in a daze, against the bright sunlight, he couldn't see clearly, he only felt that his eyes were blurred.

Jiang Yu disappeared, and the neglected sounds of the city poured into his mind violently again. The sounds of vehicles driving back and forth, and the voices of passers-by talking, all became louder than ever at this moment, making him unable to calm down.

After a while, he sat up and went home along the same road, but Jiang Yu didn't come back.

He returned to Jiang Yu's room, the room was as tidy as ever, only the bed was messy, the quilt was stained with blood stains, and yesterday's judicial collection was still on the table.

But overnight, the world turned upside down again.

He suddenly felt tired, and the tiredness coming from his soul weighed heavily on his heart. He sat on the bed and followed the memory back bit by bit.

When did Jiang Yu come back?Was it yesterday, or earlier?Did you come back with yourself, or earlier than yourself?

Has he seen his parents?Still didn't have time to prevent his parents' accident?Has he experienced the pain of losing a loved one twice?

Why did he do it all over again, and he still had nothing?

And how... how did he come back?

The more Lin Jianxi thought about it, the more it became difficult to breathe, as if his throat was strangled by a pair of invisible hands, his eyes were so sore that he couldn't blink again.

He fell onto the bed as if exhausted, subconsciously clutching the corner of the quilt that was still stained with blood.

The cold quilt gradually warmed up in his palm, and he could even feel the blood-stained quilt becoming slightly harder.

... The wound on Jiang Yu's palm should have been completely torn open. Did he re-sew it up?

A big boy walking down the street in pajamas is not special, but if the boy is particularly handsome, with blood on his clothes, red eyes and messy hair, then he is enough to attract votes from passers-by, good or bad look.

Jiang Yu was indifferent, all his intense emotions were just finished crying, and now he is a breathing mummy, no amount of strange sights will make him fluctuate.

He didn't know how long he had been walking, let alone where he was going, he only knew that he had nowhere to go back.

The tenderness he had tried so hard to conceal for so long was still shattered by an inescapable nightmare.

Will brother hate him?Surely, he said he would not forgive him, but he still used his innocent appearance to deceive his elder brother. If his elder brother knew that the one he cared for for so long was not a good baby who knew nothing, but the Jiang who forced him in the previous life He would definitely feel disgusted.

He himself felt sick.

He couldn't accept Lin Jianxi's disgusting gaze at all, so he ran out.

If you can't accept it, then hide.

If you hide, you can pretend you didn't see it.

"Little friend," the police uncle in uniform stopped him kindly, and asked, "Why did you go out like this, did you encounter something?"

Jiang Yu shook his head, raised his left hand, and said hoarsely, "No, I just... my hand was cut, I'm going to the hospital."

"It's still some distance to the hospital. Uncle, let's call a taxi for you."

"No," Jiang Yu said, "No need to take a taxi, thank you uncle."

"Ugh?"

The policeman looked at him suspiciously as he walked away, thinking that he had quarreled with his girlfriend, which made him so distraught.

Children nowadays, falling in love is a matter of life or death. The police uncle shook his head regretfully, suspecting that he was threatened by his girlfriend so he didn't dare to take a taxi.

It was getting late, and Jiang Yu still showed no sign of coming back.

Lin Jianxi had no choice but to ask someone to look for her.

Jiang Yu chased him in a hurry. He didn't bring his mobile phone, wallet, bank card and ID card at home. It's just that the 15-year-old boy with nothing is easy to find, and the secretary Jiang with nothing is hard to find.

If Jiang Yu was hiding, it would not be easy to find him.

Lin Jianxi leaned against the car window, looked at the lights outside the window, and sighed softly.

With his mind back, he can now guess the reason for Jiang Yu's departure. Since his rebirth, he has never mentioned his last life. The "they" in Jiang Yu's eyes should still be in the state of the dismal end of his last life, thinking that he still hasn't forgiven him .

He recalled yesterday's dream, the chubby little dog followed him step by step, blinked his wet eyes, and said to him, but you are my master.

Now, the puppy has run away on its own.

It thought that it had made a mistake and its master would not forgive it, so it had to run away before the master expelled it. Maybe in this way, it could lie to itself that it was the one that didn't want to stay, and it was not a little one that no one wanted. dog.

The Lin family mobilized together and searched all night, but there was no sign of Jiang Yu.

"Lin Lin, do you want to continue looking?"

When dawn broke again, the driver asked.

Lin Jianxi thought for a while and said, "Let's go back first."

"Why did they quarrel so well that they ran away from home?" The driver shook his head and sighed, "You kids have really big tempers."

Lin Jianxi responded: "Yeah, how can you run away from home, I will definitely educate him when he comes back."

One day, two days... Jiang Yu never came back.

Zhao Yunqi and Lin Zhiming sent people to search everywhere but couldn't find it. They couldn't help but think wildly. Either Jiang Yu was kidnapped and sold into the valley to become someone else's son, or whether he was kidnapped by criminals and had his kidney cut. The more he thought about it, the worse it became. , anxious to get angry.

"Mom," Lin Jianxi patted Zhao Yunqi's shoulder reassuringly, and said in a low voice, "Don't worry, Jiang Yu will be fine."

"Lin Lin," Zhao Yunqi rubbed her eyes wearily, "how can I not be in a hurry, he is only 15 years old, if something happens, your Auntie Xiao must not cry in my dreams every day, I can't stand her crying."

Lin Jianxi asked thoughtfully, "Aunt Xiao...does she cry a lot?"

"I love to cry, I love to cry to death," Zhao Yunqi said: "We are in a circle, she is the one who loves to cry the most, she will cry when she is scolded, she will cry when she falls..."

Xiao Lan left too early, Lin Jianxi only remembered that she wore a small skirt for Jiang Yu, and basically had no other impressions. This was the first time he knew her from Zhao Yunqi's memories.

Aunt Xiao also loved to cry when she was a child. She cried silently, shed tears all the time. Elope with Uncle Jiang.

Lin Jianxi was silent, and finally knew who Jiang Yu's love for crying came from.

"Don't worry," he paused, and said, "Jiang Yu will be back."

If he is here, Jiang Yu will come back.

No matter how frightened the puppy is, as long as he calls out, the puppy will try its best to run to him.

Zhao Yunqi sighed a long time: "Lin Lin, why are you arguing so hard?"

"Ah..." Lin Jianxi thought for a while and said, "Because he bullied me before."

Zhao Yunqi was a little surprised: "Is there such a thing?"

She was really surprised. For so many years, she looked at the two brothers as brothers and sisters. She never thought that the two would quarrel behind their backs, let alone that Jiang Yu would bully his brother.

"But that's all in the past," Lin Jianxi laughed: "Now it's because of something else."

Zhao Yunqi became inexplicably vigilant: "What else?"

"He likes me." Lin Jianxi looked into her eyes and said seriously: "However, he thought I didn't like him, and he scared me away because he was afraid that I would hate him."

Zhao Yunqi: "...?"

Ms. Zhao couldn't react, her brain froze, and she asked tremblingly, "When did it happen?...No, what do you mean by that?"

"I like him too, Mom," Lin Jianxi's voice was very clear, "I also like...Jiang Yu."

"..."

Zhao Yunqi's eyes darkened.

The pictures of brotherhood and brotherhood that just came to mind just now are cracked.

Lin Jianxi stretched out her hand and waved it in front of her eyes: "Mom?"

Ms. Zhao calmly pressed his hand and said calmly, "Call me 120, I'm hearing hallucinations."

Lin Jianxi: "..."

Ms. Zhao digested it for a long time, but she still couldn't digest it. She scratched her hair in a breakdown: "When did it happen? I thought you two were better than real brothers if you weren't brothers. Now tell me that you two are not brothers at all? You two want to talk about it?" in love?!"

Lin Jianxi felt her collapse from so many question marks.

But to be honest, he also thought they were brothers in his previous life.

He sat innocently across the table, waiting for Zhao Yunqi to completely calm down.

Ms. Zhao couldn't calm down and was still collapsing. After so many years of fighting in the shopping mall, she realized for the first time what it was like to "lead a wolf into a house".

Damn it, she thought, miscalculated.

She took Jiang Yu home because she didn't want him to be bullied as a child, but she didn't expect that this kid would be able to bear it when he grew up, and even ran away with her son.

After a long time, Zhao Yunqi finally came to her senses and called the people under her command: "Don't look for it, come back and let that little brat go on his own."

subordinate:"……"

Lin Jianxi: "..."

Ten minutes after hanging up the phone, Zhao Yunqi gritted her teeth and made another phone call: "Send more people, keep looking, catch Jiang Yu early, I have something to ask him!"

subordinate:"……"

Lin Jianxi: "..."

He thoughtfully poured a glass of water and pushed it in front of Ms. Zhao: "Mom, would you like some water?"

Zhao Yunqi picked up the water glass, and the more she drank, the more angry she became: "No, I don't agree to this marriage."

"Why?" Lin Jianxi asked: "You used to say that Jiang Yu would marry me, isn't Jiang Yu just listening to you now?"

Ms. Zhao: "..."

Wasn't that a joke before... Who would have thought that a joke could actually come true!

"Mom," Lin Jianxi said aggrievedly, "I believed in you so much, I told you so because I thought you wouldn't make my son sad, but now you're against me again, you've failed the trust between us."

Zhao Yunqi: "...I didn't..."

"I know that many people look down on homosexuality, and they dare not tell others," Lin Jianxi said in a lower and lower voice, "I just dare to tell you, Mom, if you don't agree, no one will support you." me."

Zhao Yunqi couldn't see her baby son showing such a sad expression at all, so she opened her mouth and replied, "Of course mom supports you. I will beat anyone who dares to look down on you."

"Thank you mom," Lin Jianxi wiped away the grievance on his face, and said emotionally, "You are the best mother in the world."

Zhao Yunqi: "..."

Wait, is she being led by Lin Lin in order to retreat?

"Don't worry about Jiang Yu anymore, he will definitely come back." Lin Jianxi invited her back to the room, and said with a smile, "Go to bed early, good night, mom."

Zhao Yunqi looked at the closed door, and after a while, she shook her head helplessly.

"How is it? Is there any news about Xiao Yu?" Lin Zhiming raised his head, discerned her expression, and asked nervously.

Both of them are in the contact person to help find the child, but the person on his side has not heard back yet.

"No." Zhao Yunqi walked over and stared at him in full force: "How do you feel now?"

Lin Zhiming was puzzled: "How about what?"

"Is your body okay? It won't be a sudden shock or something?"

"...My wife, why did you suddenly curse me?"

Zhao Yunqi held his hand reassuringly: "Since everything is fine, then I have something to tell you."

Lin Zhiming was vigilant: "What's the matter?"

10 minute later.

"I think I'm hallucinating," Lin Zhiming fumbled for the phone on the table, and replied seriously, "I want to call 120."

The fiery summer is coming to an end, and Yuncheng has ushered in the last heavy rain of summer.

After several days of heavy rain, Lin Jianxi began to walk around the garden again, never taking a step unless he could.

"Why are you still so afraid of earthworms?" Zhao Yunqi said helplessly, "So afraid of insects, I pushed the garden and refused."

Zhao Yunqi always wanted to push the garden away, but Lin Jianxi kept refusing. Ms. Zhao was very puzzled. He was terrified of insects, so why did he keep the garden.

Lin Jianxi looked out the window, the rain was still falling, the plants in the garden were thoroughly washed by the rain, and the branches swayed with the wind, shaking out a body of clear green leaves.

The rose is still open, even if the wind and rain destroy most of its beautiful petals, it is still open.

"The flowers are beautiful." He looked at them for a while and said.

Flowers are beautiful.

If you want to bury it because you are afraid of insects, don't you want to live up to the beauty it brings to the garden.

Zhao Yunqi was silent for a while, then asked again: "When will Jiang Yu come back?"

Although his... is very hateful, but after all, he is still his own child, and the adults are still worried about the child being outside alone.

"I don't know," Lin Jianxi raised his eyebrows, "Shall I ask?"

"Why do you ask?" Ms. Zhao was curious.

"I'll send him a text message." Lin Jianxi turned and went upstairs.

"Isn't his cell phone at home?"

"Try it."

Jiang Yu's room still maintained its original appearance, except for a new quilt.

Lin Jianxi entered the door, found out the charger, and charged his mobile phone.

Jiang Yu's phone wasn't broken, but it was draining so fast that it would shut off after a day without charging. Pigs weren't as punctual as it was.

He rested his chin, turned on the phone lazily, and clicked on the message.

The information in Jiang Yu's mobile phone is very simple, only the text messages with him are kept, and all others are deleted. It's just that after so many days, the mobile phone has not been cleaned by the owner, and a bunch of small advertisements for marketing scams have accumulated.

Lin Jianxi edited a text message and filled in Jiang Yu's mobile phone number in the recipient.

The moment the message was sent, the phone vibrated and received this text message from himself.

[If you don't come back, I don't want you. ]

It was still raining, from day to night.

Lin Jianxi leaned against the window and looked at the lights in the yard. The halo dispelled the darkness and illuminated the falling raindrops.

There are no moths in rainy days, raindrops are like moths.

He didn't know when he fell asleep. In the middle of the night, he suddenly sensed something and opened his eyes dimly.

Intuition has always been the most subtle, with various forms and changes. It is difficult for people to describe what it feels like, but the intuition that emerged in his mind at this moment is very clear, like a duckweed wandering alone, and finally met another person. A piece of duckweed.

He looked out, the lights were still on, but there was one more person on the edge of the lights.

Lin Jianxi blinked as if waking up from a dream, went downstairs quietly, picked up the umbrella hanging in the entrance, opened the door and walked out.

This distance is not far, it only takes a few steps, and it is so far away that the two of them walked for two lifetimes to complete it.

Jiang Yu didn't open an umbrella, and since we haven't seen each other for a while, he has lost a lot of weight. His jet-black hair was wet and stuck to his forehead, making his skin paler and paler.

Lin Jianxi raised the umbrella, covered him under the umbrella, and asked softly, "What's your name, why did you come to my house?"

Jiang Yu's eyes were red.

"...My name is Jiang Yu," he replied hoarsely, "Meeting Yu."