crossing the dangerous bridge

When Lin Jianxi came back, he saw Jiang Yu standing alone in the corridor, leaning against the wall, looking down at the ground in a daze, not knowing what he was thinking.

The lights in the KTV were not too bright, but dimly lit. The appearance of Jiang Yu standing there somehow overlapped with his appearance under the streetlight.

The boy is tall and straight, with black hair, deep and clear eyebrows, clearly at the age of youth, but he always reveals a deep sense of loneliness, like a stray puppy.

Is it because there are no relatives?

Lin Jianxi walked over silently, stood in front of him, pinched his face: "Little friend, why are you here alone?"

After pinching, he felt something was wrong with his hands, and Jiang Yu's face was much hotter than usual.

"you've been drinking?"

Jiang Yu raised his face, as expected, his face was red, and his eyes were full of confusion after being drunk.

He stared at Lin Jianxi fixedly, as if he was thinking about something. After a while, he slowly leaned over and leaned on Lin Jianxi's shoulder: "...brother."

Since he entered adolescence, he rarely called him in such a coquettish tone.

Lin Jianxi stroked his hair and asked softly, "What's wrong?"

From discovering his own mind to now, Jiang Yu has been restrained, trying to minimize the chances of contacting Lin Jianxi, not only because he is afraid of being discovered, but also because if his brother takes advantage of his soft heart and unscrupulousness when he knows nothing If you want to get close to him, what should you do in the future?

Will he feel sick when he finds out about it in the future?

As long as he thought of this, Jiang Yu would not dare to be presumptuous no matter what.

But now he suddenly doesn't want to bear it anymore, he doesn't want to just watch Lin Jianxi being called out, and he doesn't even have a reason to stop him, he even envies those girls who can confess to his brother openly, why can they but him no?

He wanted to get close to Lin Jianxi, no matter what.

"Brother," Jiang Yu closed his eyes and said slowly, "I like you."

"Huh?" Lin Jianxi laughed: "Are you drunk and suddenly said this?"

Jiang Yu said it again: "I like you."

"Well, I like you too."

"I like you the most." Jiang Yu said every word, as if squeezed out from the hot heart.

But those who should have understood did not understand.

"Okay, I see." Lin Jianxi patted his head patiently, and said softly, "I like you the most, too."

No, you don't know.

you do not know any think.

Jiang Yu hugged him and gritted his teeth hard, as if in this way, he could resist the sudden despair.

After a while, he said softly, "Brother, shall we go home? I want to go home."

"Okay." Lin Jianxi agreed without hesitation: "I'll go and talk to them."

Jiang Yu was probably really drunk. On the way home, he kept leaning on Lin Jianxi's shoulder without raising his head.

It was already late at night, and outside the car window, the bright lights seemed like waves, spreading to the endless distance.

Lin Jianxi looked at it idly for a while, then closed his eyes, and rested by the car window.

This summer is coming to an end again.

The night before he left home for school, Lin Jianxi walked around the room to pack his things. The clothes he threw were all over the floor, and he had nowhere to put his feet when he walked.

Jiang Yu watched him wandering around without thinking, and really couldn't understand, where did this person's cleverness in learning go, and he lost everything all day long, which made people worry.

"Brother, what are you looking for?"

"Chargers, earphones, bracelets, wristbands, wallets, ID cards, bank cards..." Lin Jianxi mumbled dully.

"..." Jiang Yu tugged at his clothes, not letting him continue to turn: "Forget it, sit down, and I'll help you find it."

"You are really my darling." Lin Jianxi moved and wanted to hug him, but he avoided him.

I can't tell from which day, Jiang Yu began to avoid his touch.

Lin Jianxi thought that the child was old and didn't want to cuddle any more, so he withdrew his hand as usual, sat in the chair, and encouraged Jiang Yu from the spirit: "Come on, I found my brother and invited you to dinner."

"I'm not short of your meal." Jiang Yu replied angrily, and after a while, he asked again: "Brother, when will you come back after you go to school?"

"I'll be back when I'm on vacation."

"The holiday... how long will it be?"

"Why, are you reluctant to part with me?" Lin Jianxi lazily lay down on the table at some point, her voice also lazily.

Jiang Yu lowered his head and said calmly, "No, I just feel a little uncomfortable thinking that you are not at home."

He tidied up the room carefully, and neatly placed all the things Lin Jianxi was looking for on the table: "Okay, I've found everything, go to bed early, good night."

He turned around, and before he had taken a few steps, someone grabbed his wrist suddenly.

He curled his fingers slightly, but his tone was calm: "Brother?"

"After thinking about it, I'm sure I won't get used to it." Lin Jianxi said with a smile: "So don't miss me too much, I will come back often."

Jiang Yu lowered his eyes and looked at his thin white knuckles: "...um."

Early the next morning, Lin Jianxi went out.

He was going to another city to start a new life, no matter how much Jiang Yu sent him off, he couldn't go with him.

There is always a distance between them, even though they are only two years apart, it seems like thousands of mountains and rivers are separated.

When going back, Jiang Yu was silent all the way.

In fact, when Lin Jianxi was not around, he was always taciturn and seemed very unapproachable.

The driver glanced at him in the rearview mirror and wanted to say something, but seeing his appearance, he didn't say anything.

For so many years, he took two boys to and from school, and he was used to two people fighting in the car. Now that there is only one child, he himself is not used to the too quiet atmosphere in the car, let alone Jiang Yu.

The children who are left behind always look pitiful.

During the first period of school, Lin Jianxi was so busy that she became dizzy.

New interpersonal issues, new maps, and never-before-faced boys' dorm issues.

He had never lived in a school before, and he had only vaguely heard about the sloppiness of the boys' dormitory. He didn't realize it until he actually stayed in the dormitory. The rumors were still too modest. The chaos in the boys' dormitory made him think he was in medieval Europe.

It's even more chaotic at night, people who visit to meet relatives, people who play games and clap keyboards frantically, and people who watch football games so excited that they turn into wolverines... the chaos is unimaginable.

Lin Jianxi missed his spotless home, and Jiang Yu, who cared about his neglectful habits.

I really don’t know if I don’t go out, and I only find out how good my home is when I go out.

He endured it for a week, and the old and young master's pampering habit reappeared. He didn't want to live on campus anymore, so he simply rented a house outside.

Unexpectedly, renting a room failed to escape completely. Some things were inconvenient to do in the dormitory, so his group of new classmates came up with the idea of ​​vacating the room and always wanted to come and make an appointment.

Lin Jianxi: "..."

It's fine to bring his girlfriend over here, and he can bear the five rows of games, so why come to occupy his living room to watch a ghost movie?

"This is more exciting," the students turned off the lights, and the whole living room suddenly became dark, only the projector was lit with a faint blue light, creating an atmosphere suitable for watching ghost movies. They still turned their heads and warmly invited Lin Jianxi, the master: "Lin Jianxi, do you want to come and watch it together?"

Four pairs of faint eyes looked at him together, with the beginning of the story slowly progressing on the curtain, it was so weird and weird.

Lin Jianxi thanked Bumin: "No, thank you."

He hid in his room and called Jiang Yu on the phone in response to the yelling in the living room.

Jiang Yu couldn't help frowning when he heard the movement on his side: "Brother, why are you so noisy?"

Lin Jianxi was lying on the bed weakly: "The classmate is watching a ghost movie."

Jiang Yu: "..."

"Are you still used to it at school?" Jiang Yu changed the subject in a timely manner: "Have you lost anything? You won't get lost again, right?"

Lin Jianxi didn't answer directly, but said tactfully: "The school is quite big..."

Jiang Yu understood, and sighed vicissitudes of life: "When will you take care of yourself, don't worry me less."

"What kind of parental tone are you talking about?" Lin Jianxi smiled: "Did I worry you often? Not at all?"

"Yes," Jiang Yu said softly and firmly, "Isn't it worrying enough that you can lose your ID card?"

"That's only occasionally."

"Do you still want to lose it many times?"

"Not at all."

The sound of ghosts crying and howling wolves sounded outside, but maybe there was a wall separating them, so it didn't sound so noisy anymore.

Lin Jianxi and Jiang Yu were chatting, their voices gradually became quieter, Jiang Yu stopped talking, and quietly listened to the sound of breathing from his side.

The distance of thousands of miles was pulled into a thin thread by the signal, which was tightly entangled in his heart.

Jiang Yu called softly, "Brother?"

Lin Jianxi didn't answer, it sounded like he was asleep.

Jiang Yu didn't hang up the phone, and kept answering the phone. With a pen in his other hand, he looked down at the test paper.At first, I could see the title, but gradually, my vision became more and more blurred, and the words were all split and reorganized, and they became Lin Jianxi's appearance.

After a long time, he wrote lightly, but what he wrote was not the answer he had calculated in his heart, but Lin Jianxi's name.