The reborn Lao Tzu must walk the right way

Cheng Zhi lived with his mother in a small house since he was a child, took some cheap medicines, and didn't pick anything, so he grew up to nine years old just like this.

When they were nine years old, a man suddenly picked up their mother and son and lived in a big house. The mother said that was the father.

The big house is wide and bright, and he can have a room for himself. He lay on the window sill and looked at the surrounding scenery, holding his head quietly, when he suddenly saw a person downstairs carrying a heavy bag and was about to enter the house. , the man suddenly raised his eyes and looked over, and saw Cheng Zhi lying on the window sill, his eyes were sharp and piercing.

Cheng Zhi was startled, and immediately retracted his head. When he looked again after a while, the man had disappeared.

At dinner in the evening, Cheng Zhi saw that man again, and his father began to introduce: This is my elder brother, Cheng Qi, who is attending a military academy.

Cheng Zhi called out obediently: Brother.

The man looked over again, his eyes were indifferent, and he looked a little cold.

Cheng Zhi just lowered his head and ate quietly without making a sound.

Cheng Zhi has always been a quiet child, always bored by himself, he treats all eyes and words quietly, as if nothing can hurt him.

He instinctively felt that this brother didn't like him very much.Probably because of the inexplicable addition of a half-brother, no one likes a sudden day, a stranger lives in the house and divides the father's love.

In fact, Cheng Zhi has always felt that it doesn't matter whether he has a father or not, and it doesn't matter whether he has a big house or not. He has only one wish: not to cause trouble to others.

He always minimizes his sense of existence. He doesn't want to take medicine, which is very expensive, and it will cause trouble for his mother, who will work hard.In this big house, he also tried his best not to appear in front of his brother, who didn't like him and would be unhappy seeing him.

He hopes that he will become small, so small that no one will find out, and hide in his own world.He once saw a kind of flower with his mother, who said it was cherry blossom.

The sakura blossoms dance colorfully, and they will soon wither. They are very beautiful, just like in that world, he is the only one. Cheng Zhi's world is full of sakura blossoms, and he is the only one, not causing trouble to anyone.

He eats quietly, sleeps quietly, studies hard every day, doesn't cause trouble at school, and doesn't fight back when his classmates bully him. It hurts, but he doesn't cry, and always keeps his head down.

That day when he came home with his schoolbag on his back, his father and mother were not at home. He was relieved and was about to enter the room when someone grabbed his schoolbag. He looked back and saw his brother.

My brother is 17 years old, very tall, like an adult, he looks up at his brother, he feels that his brother is very scary.

He opened his mouth to call brother, but he didn't dare.

"What's wrong with the face?" Brother looked at him and asked, then suddenly touched it with his hand.

Cheng Zhi took a step back in fright, and said in a low voice, "I fell myself, I'm sorry, brother."

Then the atmosphere suddenly fell silent, but if my brother didn't leave, he couldn't leave either. It wasn't until his heart ached from depression that he heard his brother say: "You always avoid me, am I scary?"

Cheng Zhi took a step back, looked at Cheng Qi for a while, and said in a low voice, "Brother is not scary, I'm afraid he will be unhappy when he sees me."

Cheng Qi suddenly squatted down, leveled with Cheng Zhi, looked into his helpless eyes, and asked, "Why am I unhappy?"

Cheng Zhi's eyes were wide open, looking pitiful, he shook his head: "I don't know."

Cheng Qi looked at him for a moment, then turned around suddenly and said, "Come with me."

Cheng Zhi obediently followed behind him, he didn't know what his brother was going to do, he only saw that his brother seemed to be going to get something, he was like a puppy, Cheng Qi took a step and he followed, but it didn't get in the way.

Suddenly Cheng Qi squatted down, and he took a step back unexpectedly. Cheng Qi looked at him and suddenly smiled.

Then he opened his eyes wide and watched his brother gently apply medicine to the wound on his face. His brother's hand was very light, and he felt very gentle. He had never experienced such tenderness, nor had he ever experienced it from his mother.

Brother doesn't seem to hate him as much as he imagined.

"Don't get hurt casually in the future. If someone bullies you, tell me. If you get hurt, tell me. Do you understand?"

Cheng Zhi nodded obediently.

Cheng Zhi's body is so weak, he has never learned how to fight back, how could he not get hurt?

Until Cheng Zhi was 14 years old, he would still be seen by Cheng Qi with wounds, Cheng Qi finally reprimanded with a cold face: "Why didn't you fight back? You are a boy! Boys must learn to protect themselves! You are 14 years old Yes, it's because you don't fight back that you've been bullied!"

Cheng Zhi's eyes were wide open, reflecting Cheng Qi's angry look, he opened his mouth and made a sound: "I'm sorry, brother, I know what to do."

Then the next day, Cheng's family received a call from the school, saying that Cheng Zhi was being rescued.

Cheng Qi rushed over immediately. He stood at the door of the emergency room, listening to the teacher explain while wiping his sweat: "Cheng Zhi was fighting with his classmates and fell to the ground suddenly. It was only when he was sent to the hospital that he found out that he had congenital heart disease!"

Cheng Qi opened his eyes wide, listening to the woman - Cheng Zhi's mother, began to explain anxiously: "He hasn't said anything, I thought he was all right!"

Father: "Why didn't you tell me he had a heart attack! How could he be fine without surgery?"

He has always been so quiet, so obedient, with such a low sense of presence, even carefully hiding his injuries, no one noticed his abnormality.He looked so weak, but in retrospect, it seemed that he had never seen him cry—even in pain so quietly.

Cheng Qi was sitting by the hospital bed and watching. His father and the woman had already gone back. He looked at the face of this so-called younger brother in a daze.

Suddenly he saw Cheng Zhi's eyelashes tremble, and then opened his eyes, his eyes were very dark, looking at Cheng Qi, he opened his mouth and shouted: "Brother."

Cheng Qi's Adam's apple rolled, and Cheng Zhi continued to say, "I'm sorry, brother, I caused you trouble."

Cheng Qixin was almost trembling. He looked at Cheng Zhi, with emotions in his eyes that he didn't understand, and said with difficulty, with a hoarse voice: "It's brother who is wrong, Xiao Zhi is not a trouble, it is brother who didn't protect you well... "

Cheng Zhi hardly knew what Cheng Qi was talking about, he just felt a great sadness, and just repeated: "I'm sorry... I'm sorry... I won't fight anymore..."

In the days that followed, Cheng Qi, who had already entered the special department, rushed home every week. Even his father didn't know why he did it, why did he do it?

Of course, it is to see if my brother is well, if he is injured, and if he has been ignored by you!

Cheng Zhi has missed the best period of treatment, he needs to take good care of his body and wait for a heart.

Cheng Zhi was 17 years old that year, but Cheng Qi didn't come back that week. He clutched his heart and looked out the dark window. He knew that his brother's job was dangerous, so he didn't sleep all night looking out the window.

On the second day, the Cheng family received a notice, and according to Cheng Qi's request, Cheng Qi, who had passed the critical period, was transferred to a hospital in city h——

The father was a little angry: "The medical conditions in City A are obviously better, why do you want to transfer to City H?" Then he looked at Cheng Zhi, his voice was a little cold: "Your brother is in the hospital, you go and see him."

When Cheng Zhi heard that his brother was hospitalized, his heart trembled for a moment, and his heart ached. When he rushed to the hospital, he opened the door of the ward, and Cheng Qi saw him immediately.

"Xiao Zhi, I'm back." Cheng Qi waved to him with a gentle expression: "Xiao Zhi must be worried..."

Cheng Zhi walked over, looked at him, and finally burst into tears, saying, "Brother, I'm sorry..."

At this moment, Cheng Qi saw him cry for the first time. No matter how painful or hurt he was, he quietly endured him. Now because he was crying, tears kept flowing out, like transparent amber. He wiped away his tears and said, "Xiao Zhi didn't apologize to anyone, Xiao Zhi is my baby..."

Cheng Zhi opened his eyes to look at him, and then heard him say: "Xiao Zhi kisses his brother, it won't hurt if he kisses his brother..."

Cheng Qi said this sentence almost without thinking, and even he was stunned after blurting it out, and then he saw this well-behaved brother, and kissed him on the cheek according to his words.

Cheng Qi trembled instantly, he hardly knew why he did this, and then said the next sentence out of nowhere: "Kiss brother mouth."

Then Cheng Zhi leaned over, looked into Cheng Qi's eyes, and kissed his lips.

Sudden!The door of the ward was opened, and the father's roar came into his ears: "Nie Yi!"

Cheng Qi was called into the room by his father to give a lecture. Cheng Zhi listened to his mother's words: "Do you know what you are doing? You are 17 years old! Can you be more sensible! He is your brother!"

Cheng Zhi said, "Why can't I kiss my brother? I like my brother."

The mother covered her mouth in shock, tears rolled down her eyes, her eyes were full of sadness, and then she snapped: "Do you know what this means? This is..." She concealed the word, and continued: "Your brother will Ruined the future! Cheng Qi is different from you, he has a bright future - you will ruin me, you know?"

Cheng Zhi stared blankly at his mother: "Will my brother become bad because of me?"

His mother stared at him with a ferocious face, like a ghost: "It's more than bad! You'll be scolded, life would be better than death!"

Cheng Zhi's eyes widened in vain—

Since then, life seems to have returned to the way it was when he first came to Cheng's house. Cheng Qi still came back every week, but Cheng Zhi was cautious, trying not to speak or meet Cheng Qi.

Cheng Qi also stared coldly, not knowing what he was busy with, he no longer went home every week.

The days go by day by day, Cheng Zhi is about to take the college entrance examination in three months, he reads the book quietly, he knows that he will go to college in the future, he will never have to trouble the family again, he will never meet his brother again, he will never My heart hurts so much.

The spring day was sunny, and my father had already gone out. He had eaten breakfast and was about to go to school when he heard his mother's phone ring. When the mother answered the phone, her eyes gradually widened, almost to the point of ferocity. She said nothing to the phone. Without saying anything, after hanging up the phone, he stared at Cheng Zhi——

"It's all your fault! It's because you were born! If you didn't exist, there wouldn't be so much trouble—"

Cheng Zhi opened his eyes and looked at his mother who seemed to be going crazy, and heard her mother's voice slowly approaching him.

"If it wasn't for you! I'm still fine!"

"If it wasn't for you! Cheng Qi wouldn't be nosy!"

Her voice was filled with endless malice, but suddenly became lighter: "I know, Cheng Qi comes back every week to see you."

"Do you know how much he has paid? Such a dangerous task, but you have to take the time to complete it, all because of you, an idiot! One day he will die for you—!"

Cheng Qi opened his eyes without blinking, tears rolled down his face, and the voice continued——

"Why don't you die?! I should have strangled you as soon as I was born! You shouldn't exist—"

Cheng Zhi sat in the classroom, no one was talking, but there were so many people, the rustling sound of the pen writing on the white paper reached his ears, and the world was extremely noisy.

He turned his head and looked at the large expanse of cherry blossoms outside the window, which were flourishing and beautiful. He stood up and walked into the quiet world where he was alone.

The voice from his mother's phone that he had never heard before was: Cheng Qi took your brother's blood and gave Cheng Zhi a paternity test.