Xuan and Meng

Along the way, Ning Du's hands on the steering wheel were shaking. He tried his best to calm himself down, but it didn't help.Looking at the back seat from the mirror, Shan Qing was already in a coma, and he seemed to be sleeping restlessly, shaking his body from time to time.

Carrying him upstairs, Xuan He who opened the door for them was taken aback, "What's wrong?"

Ning Du's face was still tense, "Go to bed first."

After finishing speaking, he put Shan Qing in the bathtub of the bathroom and closed the door.

He took off Shan Qing's dirty clothes, crumpled them up and threw them aside.The marks on Shan Qing's body made the muscles on Ning Du's face tremble uncontrollably, and he couldn't hold back his anger.

He turned on the shower and let the cold water hit him.Shan Qing trembled instinctively, shrunk into a ball, but couldn't wake up.

Ning Du squatted next to the bathtub, held the side of the bathtub with one hand, and stroked his face with one hand.

He remembered that day when Shan Qing told him what to do if something happened to him.That was just a joke, how could Dan Qing really have an accident.

Thinking of the moment he kicked open the bathroom door and the scene he saw, his heart stopped beating.Those two bastards!

Ning Du gritted his teeth, veins appeared in the hands holding the bathtub.At that time, he really wanted to throw a beer bottle on it, make them pay in blood, and even kill them.The surviving sanity made him restrain himself.

What about Shan Qing?Will he break down when he wakes up.How should I tell my aunt that such a big thing happened with him.

A lot of things didn't happen, and we had no idea how miserable it would be.But the accident had already happened, half of it was his fault, he didn't like him.

Ning Du turned off the water and bathed Shan Qing, his movements were extremely ruthless, as if to wash off all the filth on his body.

In the final analysis, it's still Shan Qing's restlessness to go gay alone!

Xuanhe stayed in the living room, listening to the sound of water in the bathroom.He didn't know what happened, but he knew something must have happened, otherwise Ning Du wouldn't have such a terrifying expression.

Ning Du came out of the bathroom, saw Xuan He sitting on the sofa looking at him worriedly, didn't say anything, went to the bedroom, got a pajamas and went in again.After a while, he carried Shan Qing to the bed in the bedroom and covered him with a quilt.Back to the bathroom again.

"Ningdu..."

Ning Du threw all of Dan Qing's dirty clothes into the trash can, took a can of beer, and sat next to Xuan He.

"What happened to Shan Qing?"

Ning Du took a sip of cold beer, and his gloomy face finally got better. "fine."

The two were silent for a while, before Xuan He said, "Ning Du, although I'm an outsider, I still don't understand many things. You only teach me the tools or systems here, and don't tell me every time you have something. .” When it comes to the latter, there is a sense of grievance.

Ning Du paused for a moment with the hand holding the beer can. It seemed that this was indeed the case. He never taught Xuanhe the ways of the world, nor told others that the human heart is sinister.He has always created for Xuanhe a modern era that is almost perfect.

Obviously, no matter how high the civilization is, it is impossible to cover up all the filth and filth, the inherent nature of human beings.

As seen today, those people, how do they exist?Ning Du didn't know, but he saw them like rats in the sewer.

Dirt, disgusting.

Thinking of this, Ning Du turned to look at him. Although Xuan He is an ancient man, he shouldn't treat him as someone who knows nothing.Xuanhe is sometimes more intelligent and sensitive than ordinary people.

Holding Xuanhe with one arm, smelling the fragrance of his body, the depression in my heart finally dissipated a little, "It's my fault, I don't want you to know that the people here are sinister."

Seeing that he had spoken, Xuan He listened carefully with his ears pricked up.

"Do you know homosexuality? It's the old saying of broken sleeves, Longyang's addiction."

Xuan He huddled in Ning Du's arms, his face flushed red all of a sudden, his body became stiff, and he didn't know how to answer the words.

Ning Du didn't notice it, "There are people like this here too. Homosexuality is not a disease, and I don't discriminate against it. But today Shan Qing..." Ning Du couldn't continue.

Xuanhe heard Ning Du's heartbeat, it was loud.

"When I saw Shan Qing, he was stripped naked, tied up, and there were two men beside him." Ning Du continued, tightening Lu Xuanhe's hand.

Xuan He was also shocked, "This..." How could Shan Qing encounter such a thing.If this happened to him, for him, it would be more terrifying than being chopped off.

Even though Shan Qing really annoys him sometimes, Xuan He doesn't want anything to happen to him.I can't help but tremble just thinking about it.

"what happened?"

"Then, what should we do?" Xuan He's voice trembled, almost crying.

Ning Du sighed, and smoothed his hair, "Let's talk about it after Shan Qing wakes up, I won't let those two people go easily."

It was already early morning, and it was impossible for Ning Du to sleep tonight.Xuanhe usually goes to bed early, but he insists on staying with him in the living room.No matter how much Ning Du persuaded him, he would not go back to the bedroom.

The two chatted with a desk lamp, and covered a quilt and nestled on the sofa.Thoughts and voices are stretched out.Let Ning Du slowly feel at ease.

Xuan He couldn't bear it at last, and fell asleep on Ning Du's body in a daze.

When Shan Qing woke up, the first thing she felt was pain in her body, and then she opened her eyes, looking at the snow-white ceiling in a daze, her mind went blank.I don't know what year it is today and where it is.

Immediately, the memory was merciless, turning back like a flash of lightning, rushing towards the face, with nowhere to hide.Yesterday, the dim light, the distorted figure, the two beasts, the bathroom, the humiliation, the fear, the look in Ning Du's eyes...

That is true?Is that a dream?The more memories, the clearer and more real, everything.

Shan Qing felt a cramping pain in his chest, which was not physical, but psychological.Violent heart palpitations.

yesterday……

it is true.he knows.

It was as if he had fallen into an ice bank, his whole body was cold, and he was sweating uncontrollably.

It feels so dirty, the kind of dirt that can never be washed off.He was really...

For a moment, my heart was as dead as gray, and I didn't even have the strength to tremble.Maybe that's how it feels when the sky is falling.

"Are you awake?" Ning Du pushed the door in with a blank expression while carrying something. His complexion was not very good, with big dark circles under his eyes.

Shan Qing was completely sluggish, motionless, like a living dead.His body didn't escape, but his heart was already tightly closed.

Seeing him like this, Ning Du couldn't help but relax a little from his tense expression.Put the breakfast and water on the bedside table, and pushed him, "Get up and eat something first."

Shan Qing didn't look at him, two lines of tears flowed down her cheeks.Crying without a sound, if there are no tears, it is not like crying.

Seeing this, Ning Du became furious, grabbed his skirt with one hand, and punched him with one hand.The beating made his face turn to one side, and he turned red soon.But Ning Du was puzzled, and greeted him with two more punches.Shan Qing didn't resist, and there was no expression on his pale face.

"You..." Ning Du stared at him, speechless.He couldn't bear to see his younger brother who grew up behind him like this.

"Ning Du..." Shi Yuan's voice came.

He stood at the door of the bedroom, looked at the two worriedly, "Don't hit him."

Ning Du let go of Dan Qing, and scratched his hair irritably. "How did you come."

Seeing that Dan Qing was let go, Shi Yuan breathed a sigh of relief, and lifted the bag in his hand, "I bought some medicine for Dan Qing."

Ning Du frowned again when he heard the words. He walked out of the bedroom, and when he passed by Shiyuan, he stopped for a moment and asked, "Do you have any cigarettes?"

"Didn't you quit?" Just after asking, Shi Yuan took out the cigarette case from his pocket and handed him one. "Do you want a lighter?"

Ning Du took it, "No need." He walked out and slammed the bedroom door shut.

Shi Yuan patted his head, Ning Du was really angry this time.Then he looked at Shan Qing who was sluggish on the bed, feeling worried for a while.

Seeing Ning Du come out, Xuan He silently followed behind him.Ning Du took out the lighter and lit the cigarette, and came to the French windows in the living room, smoking while looking at the unobstructed urban jungle.The pleasure of swallowing has not been felt for a long time.

"Is Shan Qing okay?"

"The worst has already happened, so what are you afraid of?"