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Is the knowledge that the teacher taught you used to scare people like a madman? !No matter how confident you are, you have the chance to win, what if there is an irreversible deviation?If that's the case...have you thought about it for your family?Have you thought about it for me?

But...he couldn't say a word... All kinds of worries, grief, self-blame, sadness and other emotional entanglements were intertwined, entangled in his heart like countless thin and sharp threads, strangled his heart densely I had to change my shape, and I squeezed out all my heart and soul...

Seeing that he was still standing in the distance without moving, Cheng Jialin was worried, and called again: "Xiao Ran?"

Xiao Ran: "..."

He thought of Cheng's mother... as if he couldn't help it, his whole body trembled. He took two quick steps and came to Cheng Jialin's hospital bed. Gritting his teeth, he raised his hand and gave a "slap", a slap Fanned Cheng Jialin's face...

The force of his slap and slap was really not light, and Cheng Jialin's left cheek was so painful that he slapped it straight, and he couldn't turn his face back for a long time.But when he came back to his senses and turned to look at Xiao Ran, he was stunned.

Xiao Ran's eyes were red in front of him, and the big tears kept falling, and his collar was wet in an instant.At first, he bit his lower lip with all his strength, weeping silently, and after a short while, he suddenly collapsed like a dam bursting...

He was crying hoarsely... Cheng Jialin was heartbroken.

From Xiao Ran's nearly collapsed gaze, he suddenly understood that Xiao Ran already knew the truth of the matter. He lowered his eyes and stopped looking at Xiao Ran's expression that made him extremely worried at this moment. Ruthless, he also loves Xiao Ran and his family, but he can't think of any other way.

From that night on, he knew that what Xiao Ran pursued was "I get my luck, I lose my life." Chasing him, but when he and Yu Rui misunderstood him, he would not do anything related to "contest".He has always been considerate, but when he is so empathetic and "kind" to a certain extent, he simply accepts it. He is really not sure about taking those devious tactics to fight for their future, especially if the object of the fight is him. parents.

For him, Xiao Ran was undoubtedly a great blessing from the heavens. He couldn't afford to gamble, he had to choose the fastest and most effective method, one hit would win, and he couldn't afford any long nights and dreams.

And quick battles are often the cruelest, whether against others or against himself, but he has one and only one chance, and he can't afford it or lose.

But now, he thought it was good to provoke Xiao Ran, who had never lost his temper with him, to slap him violently.Then, he suddenly smiled, a very relieved smile, allowing Xiao Ran to vent out the lingering sentimentality that had been suppressing him for many years at this moment, and he would never back down after he knew it.

But at this time, the eldest brother of the Cheng family who came to inform them that Cheng's mother was fine stood outside the door and witnessed their silent emotional dialogue. Hearing the heart-piercing cries in the ward, he suddenly seemed to understand. Knowing the cause and process of the incident, he quietly closed the door again with mixed emotions, and turned to look for Cheng's father and Cheng's mother.

Cheng's mother was indeed fine, she woke up after being strangled by the doctor a few times, and because her breathing was not smooth, she took a few breaths of oxygen in the doctor's room before she came out.As a result, as soon as he left the house, a person covered with a white cloth was pushed out from the intensive care unit not far away. An old mother who was guarding outside immediately knelt on the ground, and cried so loudly as soon as she opened her mouth. It's shocking to hear...

Cheng Jialin really chose a good place for a showdown.

Afterwards, Cheng's father and Cheng's mother supported each other and sat slumped on the chairs in the corridor. Thousands of words were turned in their hearts, and in the end they only merged into one sentence: "It's good to be alive."

In the face of death, all ethics and morality are nothing...

In the end, the eldest brother of the Cheng family came into the ward and said to Cheng Jialin: "Parents have acquiesced, but we still need to take it easy, and I don't want to come in to see you for the time being."

Cheng Jialin's eyes dimmed, and he said in a low voice, "I'm sorry."

Brother Cheng looked at the five finger prints clearly visible on the left side of his face, and wondered if it would be better to leave a symmetrical mark on the right side of his face, but after he made gestures for a long time, he caught a glimpse Xiao Ran, who kept his head down and his body was still twitching a bit, still couldn't let go. Instead, he poked Cheng Jialin's forehead with his finger, and asked him: "After reading so many books, how can I learn to joke about my life?" Already?! In this world, there are many people who love you to death but are not together in the end, and they all live well in the end, why are you doing this?"

Cheng Jialin opened his mouth, but after a while, he still couldn't answer.

...why do you do this?

Once upon a time, he asked himself this question during those countless sleepless nights. At that time, he couldn't give himself an answer. He only felt that no matter how difficult the road of life is, he must continue to walk.

To this day, after his brother asked this sentence, the question he had left aside before seemed to pass through the gap of time and overlapped with his sentence floatingly. He felt as if he had glimpsed the answer It was a corner of the mouth, but it was like a layer of ocean waves lying there, giving him a feeling of grabbing his heart when he suddenly forgot the words when he said something.

The eldest brother of the Cheng family didn't seem to intend to wait for his answer, and after explaining some matters to Xiao Ran, he planned to take Cheng's father and Cheng's mother home. Xiao Ran asked him, "Would you like to stay for two more days?"

The eldest brother of the Cheng family heard some implication from his lack of confidence, patted him on the shoulder and said: "No, that kid is fine, the doctor said that he can be discharged from the hospital after two days of injections, and he is still outside the door." The old couple sitting there probably don't have much interest in going around right now, so we'll go back first."

Hearing this, Xiao Ran lowered his head again, speechless for a while.

After sending Cheng Jialin's family away, Xiao Ran returned to the ward, sat by Cheng Jialin's bed, reached out and touched his left cheek, and asked him, "Does it hurt?"

Cheng Jialin smiled and shook his head.

Xiao Ran: "Your brother is right, there are so many consummations in this world, so why are you doing this?"

Cheng Jialin: "As you said, if you don't try, I'm afraid I will regret it for the rest of my life."

"I know it takes a lot of courage for you to do this," Xiao Ran rubbed his cheek and said, "I am very happy to have you by my side for the rest of my life.

At this moment, Xiao Ran lowered his eyes, filled with tenderness that could make people melt, the starry eyes shined into Cheng Jialin's heart unexpectedly through the thick eyelashes... The words suddenly became clear, and then, he seemed to see layers of tides receding bravely, and the answer hidden under the boundless illusion finally came to light...

For what?

All my efforts are just to complete ordinary life.

Fanwaiyi

The day Cui Yichen met Xie Yuxi for the first time happened to be Christmas Eve. At that time, he was annoyed by Xiao Ran's repeated rejection of him. He sat alone, watching others flirt with cold eyes. His light smile, coupled with his picturesque face, made people unable to take their eyes off.But those who are familiar with him know that once he shows such a look of wanting to smile, it usually means that he is in a bad mood, and everyone who has seen his methods can only suppress their eagerness to move and dare not go up Suicide before.

But there has never been a shortage of courageous people in this world who generously provide others with after-dinner entertainment-for example, Xie Yuxi is one of these people.

At that time, Cui Yichen's first impression of Xie Yuxi who suddenly appeared in front of him was: he looks like a dog...a fake foreign devil.

Sure enough, the first words Xie Yuxi said to Cui Yichen were: "Youaresogorgeous!"

"Heh." Cui Yichen sneered, and punched him on the left eye, "Go away, I hate you returnees who speak English the most."

Xie Yuxi covered her eyes and changed her words aggrievedly: "You are so beautiful."

The veins on Cui Yichen's forehead twitched, and he punched his right eye: "I hate people saying I'm beautiful!"

Baby Panda Xie Yuxi: "..."

Later, in the days after getting acquainted with Cui Yichen, one of the things Xie Yuxi did most in his spare time was to study "Dictionary of Chinese Idioms" and "Three Hundred Poems of Tang and Song Dynasties". the essence of culture.

Then, every time Xie Yuxi and Cui Yichen talked about the scene when they first met, they always felt so emotional: We really don't know each other.

Cui Yichen kicked him, and said coldly: "The word is not appropriate, it is your unilateral beating."

However, the reason why Cui Yichen became acquainted with Xie Yuxi, a fake foreign devil, was not only because Xie Yuxi was not only courageous, but also possessed a kind of dog-skin plaster skill, which persevered around him to make his presence felt, the key was because he was asking After learning about Cheng Jialin's background, he also learned that this guy came back from a G company in the United States, so he thought of a way to vent his anger.

But in fact, when Xie Yuxi heard his proposal for the first time, he rejected it. He said to Cui Yichen: "I plan to start my own business when I return to China, and I don't want to work for others."

Cui Yichen raised his eyelids, glanced at his confident appearance, then raised his chin and rolled his eyes at him, the meaning in the eyes was very