hunt for programmers
Chapter 30
You just plan to wait for me to confess to you before you date me?But, how can you let a girl take the initiative to speak up about this kind of thing? "
Hearing this, Cheng Jialin frowned slightly, as if recalling the stupid things he had done before.
Yu Rui glanced at him with a smile, and said coquettishly: "Forget it, you have such a passive personality, so why not take the initiative?" She paused, and continued: "Jialin, let's start over."
Hearing this, Cheng Jialin was finally willing to move his noble brain cells. He first glanced at Yu Rui strangely, not understanding why this person had such a strange idea, and the words just now were used in a good sense. A declarative sentence rather than a questioning tone.
This one glance made Yu Rui's back tremble, and before Yu Rui could ask, he said coolly: "Impossible."
Yu Rui was surprised: "Why?"
Cheng Jialin: "Because I don't want to."
Yu Rui said reluctantly: "Are you still angry with me because I went abroad? Although I also wanted to fulfill my dream, you didn't keep me at that time. I still had some angry emotions when I left. Yes. I heard from Lao Yang that you haven’t had a girlfriend in the past two years, and since you can’t forget me, wouldn’t it be the best result for us to be together again?”
Cheng Jialin was once again frightened by her fantastic thinking logic, and couldn't calm down for a moment.However, this can’t be blamed for other goddesses to have this kind of thinking. When anyone’s ex looks back at you after a few years and finds that you have been single since you left her, you can’t help but think, are you still married? I haven't forgotten her, I'm still waiting for her.So, for a child who doesn't understand the world of mortals, let's forgive his self-satisfied vanity for the time being.
Cheng Jialin said to Yu Rui expressionlessly: "I think you misunderstood. I'm not waiting for you, and I won't start over with you. As for what happened back then, I thought it over later, it wasn't love at all. "
Yu Rui stared at him wide-eyed for a moment, then laughed twice, and said, "It's okay if you don't want to start over, are you so unfeeling and still deny our previous love? You even learned how to cook for me before." .”
Cheng Jialin: "Illusion."
"What?" Yu Rui seemed to hear some funny words.
Cheng Jialin repeated: "Illusion. At that time, I was influenced by Lao Yang and the others. Now that I think about it, it was indeed an illusion. Your feeling at that time should also be an illusion."
Yu Rui snorted and laughed: "Why do you think my feelings are also illusions?"
Cheng Jialin said calmly: "Didn't you get together with a rich second generation? Isn't that your true love?"
"..." Yu Rui's face turned pale in an instant, she looked at Cheng Jialin in disbelief, and after a long time, she tremblingly said, "You know all about it?"
Cheng Jialin pursed his lips and nodded.
The last life-saving straw floated away, and the previous glamor was gone. At this moment, Yu Rui felt that she was a clown. Knowing that it was all her own doing.She slumped on the seat, and smiled self-deprecatingly: "So that's why you didn't keep me back then... I always thought I hid it well, huh, actually, there's no need to hide it, you always It's so busy, you don't care who I'm with."
Cheng Jialin: "..."
Yu Rui: "I admit that I have been with that rich second generation, and I also admit that I was very happy when I was with him, he treated me very well and satisfied all my vanity, but later I just realized that I have to pay attention to the woman next to him suspiciously every day, and keep him from getting bored with me in fear. In the end, the whole person became neurotic and not like myself, only to realize that what I miss most is you..."
Cheng Jialin: "..."
There was another silence, and after an unknown amount of time, Yu Rui laughed bitterly at herself with a crying voice: "Jia Lin, sometimes I often think, if I gave you my first time, would our ending be the same? no the same?"
"No." Cheng Jialin just paused, and then answered her frankly, "Whether it's out of responsibility or out of emotion, I won't touch you." He glanced sideways at Yu Rui, her words were very It suddenly reminded him of the scene at the stairs with Xiao Ran on the night of the annual meeting, and he suddenly explained all the indifference he had shown towards Yu Rui back then and Lao Yang and the others always said that he didn't understand the style, and his whole body exuded Where does the fallacy that smells of asceticism come from?
Although he had looked up the information before and felt relieved a lot, there was still a knot in his heart that he couldn't untangle. Today, all his thoughts became clear, and he finally realized the fact-he actually likes men, right? At that time, he didn't know, and he didn't think about it.
However, at that time, Xiao Ran was also missing so that he could face up to his feelings.
"Hehe," Yu Rui said with a smile: "Really, I really have to thank you, if it weren't for your great sense of responsibility, that person wouldn't be so precious to me, and wouldn't be sponsoring me to go abroad... But, do you know, you are really hurting people like this..."
After Yu Rui's episode, Cheng Jialin and Yao Huai talked about it for nearly twelve o'clock. On the way back, he couldn't help thinking about Xiao Ran. After all the knots in his heart were unraveled about his dull feelings, He suddenly relaxed, and it turned out that the previous doubts and entanglements were just self-deception and self-deception.
But now, all the smoke has dissipated, the windows in front of him are clear, the sea and the sky are bright, he gave out the most sincere smile from the bottom of his heart, and said in his heart: It would be great if Xiao Ran could be here now.
He took the phone and sent Xiao Ran a text message: I'll find you tomorrow.
After that, his text message disappeared like a stone, and there was no reply.
miss
There is a wise saying: When people are unlucky, drinking cold water will clog their teeth.
The reason why the most famous sayings are called the most reasonable sayings and widely praised by later generations must be the unquestionable conclusions drawn by countless predecessors and martyrs who have personally practiced them.
So when Xiao Ran sadly found out that his mobile phone had been stolen, he calmly comforted himself with these words, and accepted the fact with a broken heart.
That night, he took a taxi and went straight back to his parents' residence. Xiao's mother thought he would come back tomorrow, and didn't leave him dinner. Xiao Ran prevaricated: "It's okay, I won't be back until after dinner."
Xiao's mother glanced at him, nodded, and went to the kitchen to make him a bowl of noodles in clear soup.
Xiao Ran silently finished his meal, raised his head, and found that Xiao's mother had been sitting on the opposite side of the dining table and looking at him lovingly. His heart was full of mixed emotions, his nose was sore, and he almost cried out.In a hurry, he picked up the bowl and drank up the noodle soup. After calming down, he said slowly, "Mom...my phone was stolen..."
Xiao's mother was stunned for a moment, then she gave Xiao Ran a complicated look, stood up and said, "You wait." But when she turned around, she sighed meaningfully.
Mother Xiao took out a brand new box from the bedroom, handed it to Xiao Ran, and said, "Use this new phone first."
Xiao Ran opened the box and saw the huge nine-grid keyboard of the phone. He took a deep breath and asked, "Who did you buy this phone for?"
Xiao's mother sat on the sofa without raising her eyelids: "I bought it for your grandpa. His eyes are a little blurred recently. I have already done the card, which is cheaper for you." Then she continued to hug Xiao's father and bought her a new one. My fifth-generation Dali mobile phone, on WeChat, which I just learned to play, cried to my old best friend: My son is getting older, and he refuses to reveal his thoughts.
Xiao Ran: "..."
Lying on the bed at night, Xiao Ran listened leisurely to the loud "creaking" sound of the keys, and miraculously felt that this cheap mobile phone was pretty good, so he broke the pot even more, and really used it. I bought this phone for the elderly, and I am too lazy to have a cancer attack, so I don’t plan to reissue a mobile phone card.
There's no one to contact anyway, he told himself.
In such a strange situation, he not only missed a text message from Cheng Jialin, but also missed Cheng Jialin's rush to his residence early in the morning the next day, and ended up with a blank look of confusion.
However, at this time, neither of them realized that such a miss was just the beginning.
On Monday, everyone held Xiao Ran's new phone one by one and sighed for a long time. Xiao Ran listened silently with his left ear going in and out of his right ear, without making any comments. Gathering tacitly together, I feel compassionate: He is already so poor and destitute.
It's nothing more than everyone's evaluation of him. In fact, during this period of time, Xiao Ran has always put on a look of bitterness and hatred, trying to win everyone's sympathy.
Yan Yan couldn't beat or scold him when he was in such a dying state, she could only mourn his misfortune every day, turn a blind eye to him angrily, hoping that he would wake up soon.
Xiao Ran also knew that he couldn't go on like this. He tried to actively deal with the bad things at work, and he didn't believe that he would continue to be so unlucky.
As for Cheng Jialin, although he has already determined that he has been tricked, he still has not made up his mind to be able to afford it and let it go. He is almost paranoid that he and Cheng Jialin have not formally proposed to break up, whether it is he who proposed it first or Cheng Jialin First of all, there must be such a process before it can be considered the real end.
He didn't want to be the one who was taken advantage of, even if he should run to face to face
Hearing this, Cheng Jialin frowned slightly, as if recalling the stupid things he had done before.
Yu Rui glanced at him with a smile, and said coquettishly: "Forget it, you have such a passive personality, so why not take the initiative?" She paused, and continued: "Jialin, let's start over."
Hearing this, Cheng Jialin was finally willing to move his noble brain cells. He first glanced at Yu Rui strangely, not understanding why this person had such a strange idea, and the words just now were used in a good sense. A declarative sentence rather than a questioning tone.
This one glance made Yu Rui's back tremble, and before Yu Rui could ask, he said coolly: "Impossible."
Yu Rui was surprised: "Why?"
Cheng Jialin: "Because I don't want to."
Yu Rui said reluctantly: "Are you still angry with me because I went abroad? Although I also wanted to fulfill my dream, you didn't keep me at that time. I still had some angry emotions when I left. Yes. I heard from Lao Yang that you haven’t had a girlfriend in the past two years, and since you can’t forget me, wouldn’t it be the best result for us to be together again?”
Cheng Jialin was once again frightened by her fantastic thinking logic, and couldn't calm down for a moment.However, this can’t be blamed for other goddesses to have this kind of thinking. When anyone’s ex looks back at you after a few years and finds that you have been single since you left her, you can’t help but think, are you still married? I haven't forgotten her, I'm still waiting for her.So, for a child who doesn't understand the world of mortals, let's forgive his self-satisfied vanity for the time being.
Cheng Jialin said to Yu Rui expressionlessly: "I think you misunderstood. I'm not waiting for you, and I won't start over with you. As for what happened back then, I thought it over later, it wasn't love at all. "
Yu Rui stared at him wide-eyed for a moment, then laughed twice, and said, "It's okay if you don't want to start over, are you so unfeeling and still deny our previous love? You even learned how to cook for me before." .”
Cheng Jialin: "Illusion."
"What?" Yu Rui seemed to hear some funny words.
Cheng Jialin repeated: "Illusion. At that time, I was influenced by Lao Yang and the others. Now that I think about it, it was indeed an illusion. Your feeling at that time should also be an illusion."
Yu Rui snorted and laughed: "Why do you think my feelings are also illusions?"
Cheng Jialin said calmly: "Didn't you get together with a rich second generation? Isn't that your true love?"
"..." Yu Rui's face turned pale in an instant, she looked at Cheng Jialin in disbelief, and after a long time, she tremblingly said, "You know all about it?"
Cheng Jialin pursed his lips and nodded.
The last life-saving straw floated away, and the previous glamor was gone. At this moment, Yu Rui felt that she was a clown. Knowing that it was all her own doing.She slumped on the seat, and smiled self-deprecatingly: "So that's why you didn't keep me back then... I always thought I hid it well, huh, actually, there's no need to hide it, you always It's so busy, you don't care who I'm with."
Cheng Jialin: "..."
Yu Rui: "I admit that I have been with that rich second generation, and I also admit that I was very happy when I was with him, he treated me very well and satisfied all my vanity, but later I just realized that I have to pay attention to the woman next to him suspiciously every day, and keep him from getting bored with me in fear. In the end, the whole person became neurotic and not like myself, only to realize that what I miss most is you..."
Cheng Jialin: "..."
There was another silence, and after an unknown amount of time, Yu Rui laughed bitterly at herself with a crying voice: "Jia Lin, sometimes I often think, if I gave you my first time, would our ending be the same? no the same?"
"No." Cheng Jialin just paused, and then answered her frankly, "Whether it's out of responsibility or out of emotion, I won't touch you." He glanced sideways at Yu Rui, her words were very It suddenly reminded him of the scene at the stairs with Xiao Ran on the night of the annual meeting, and he suddenly explained all the indifference he had shown towards Yu Rui back then and Lao Yang and the others always said that he didn't understand the style, and his whole body exuded Where does the fallacy that smells of asceticism come from?
Although he had looked up the information before and felt relieved a lot, there was still a knot in his heart that he couldn't untangle. Today, all his thoughts became clear, and he finally realized the fact-he actually likes men, right? At that time, he didn't know, and he didn't think about it.
However, at that time, Xiao Ran was also missing so that he could face up to his feelings.
"Hehe," Yu Rui said with a smile: "Really, I really have to thank you, if it weren't for your great sense of responsibility, that person wouldn't be so precious to me, and wouldn't be sponsoring me to go abroad... But, do you know, you are really hurting people like this..."
After Yu Rui's episode, Cheng Jialin and Yao Huai talked about it for nearly twelve o'clock. On the way back, he couldn't help thinking about Xiao Ran. After all the knots in his heart were unraveled about his dull feelings, He suddenly relaxed, and it turned out that the previous doubts and entanglements were just self-deception and self-deception.
But now, all the smoke has dissipated, the windows in front of him are clear, the sea and the sky are bright, he gave out the most sincere smile from the bottom of his heart, and said in his heart: It would be great if Xiao Ran could be here now.
He took the phone and sent Xiao Ran a text message: I'll find you tomorrow.
After that, his text message disappeared like a stone, and there was no reply.
miss
There is a wise saying: When people are unlucky, drinking cold water will clog their teeth.
The reason why the most famous sayings are called the most reasonable sayings and widely praised by later generations must be the unquestionable conclusions drawn by countless predecessors and martyrs who have personally practiced them.
So when Xiao Ran sadly found out that his mobile phone had been stolen, he calmly comforted himself with these words, and accepted the fact with a broken heart.
That night, he took a taxi and went straight back to his parents' residence. Xiao's mother thought he would come back tomorrow, and didn't leave him dinner. Xiao Ran prevaricated: "It's okay, I won't be back until after dinner."
Xiao's mother glanced at him, nodded, and went to the kitchen to make him a bowl of noodles in clear soup.
Xiao Ran silently finished his meal, raised his head, and found that Xiao's mother had been sitting on the opposite side of the dining table and looking at him lovingly. His heart was full of mixed emotions, his nose was sore, and he almost cried out.In a hurry, he picked up the bowl and drank up the noodle soup. After calming down, he said slowly, "Mom...my phone was stolen..."
Xiao's mother was stunned for a moment, then she gave Xiao Ran a complicated look, stood up and said, "You wait." But when she turned around, she sighed meaningfully.
Mother Xiao took out a brand new box from the bedroom, handed it to Xiao Ran, and said, "Use this new phone first."
Xiao Ran opened the box and saw the huge nine-grid keyboard of the phone. He took a deep breath and asked, "Who did you buy this phone for?"
Xiao's mother sat on the sofa without raising her eyelids: "I bought it for your grandpa. His eyes are a little blurred recently. I have already done the card, which is cheaper for you." Then she continued to hug Xiao's father and bought her a new one. My fifth-generation Dali mobile phone, on WeChat, which I just learned to play, cried to my old best friend: My son is getting older, and he refuses to reveal his thoughts.
Xiao Ran: "..."
Lying on the bed at night, Xiao Ran listened leisurely to the loud "creaking" sound of the keys, and miraculously felt that this cheap mobile phone was pretty good, so he broke the pot even more, and really used it. I bought this phone for the elderly, and I am too lazy to have a cancer attack, so I don’t plan to reissue a mobile phone card.
There's no one to contact anyway, he told himself.
In such a strange situation, he not only missed a text message from Cheng Jialin, but also missed Cheng Jialin's rush to his residence early in the morning the next day, and ended up with a blank look of confusion.
However, at this time, neither of them realized that such a miss was just the beginning.
On Monday, everyone held Xiao Ran's new phone one by one and sighed for a long time. Xiao Ran listened silently with his left ear going in and out of his right ear, without making any comments. Gathering tacitly together, I feel compassionate: He is already so poor and destitute.
It's nothing more than everyone's evaluation of him. In fact, during this period of time, Xiao Ran has always put on a look of bitterness and hatred, trying to win everyone's sympathy.
Yan Yan couldn't beat or scold him when he was in such a dying state, she could only mourn his misfortune every day, turn a blind eye to him angrily, hoping that he would wake up soon.
Xiao Ran also knew that he couldn't go on like this. He tried to actively deal with the bad things at work, and he didn't believe that he would continue to be so unlucky.
As for Cheng Jialin, although he has already determined that he has been tricked, he still has not made up his mind to be able to afford it and let it go. He is almost paranoid that he and Cheng Jialin have not formally proposed to break up, whether it is he who proposed it first or Cheng Jialin First of all, there must be such a process before it can be considered the real end.
He didn't want to be the one who was taken advantage of, even if he should run to face to face
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