Liu Dan frowned, even if she was the first to admit her mistake, she still didn't think her actions were wrong until now.Liu Dan is such a person, she analyzes the pros and cons with her own thinking too clearly.Fan Yao is alone, and Zheliumen is an organization of killers.Liu Dan didn't want to put Fan Yao in a dangerous situation at all, because for Fan Yao, this matter would do a lot of harm but not any benefit.

What's more, Liu Dan is very clear that Fan Yao completely separates Mingjiao from his own private affairs.Zheliumen is like a poisonous snake dormant under the desert wind and sand, good at hiding and highly poisonous.In the face of poisonous snakes, the best way is not to set foot in the desert.

But Liu Dan is now in the desert snake cave, so she can only choose a way to deceive the other party.She bet that the poisonous snake wouldn't bite anyone to death, and the willow door wouldn't embarrass the willow house that lost its owner.

Fan Yao watched the girl's complexion change, and finally returned to plainness.In the flickering candlelight, the girl who had just recovered from a serious illness was pale, with a rare frailty.This is a pitiful appearance, Fan Yao would have pitied him before, but now Fan Yao feels cold for no reason.

He likes the girl in front of him, her name is Liu Dan.It's an elegant and nice name.She has no internal strength, and her martial arts can only be counted as a beginner's level.She doesn't like being close to people, and there are many imperfections in her work...

But it doesn't matter.

This is the person he identified, who will spend his life hand in hand with him in the future.Then he will do the things that embarrass Liu Dan, because Liu Dan deserves Fan Yao to do so.It's not that Fan Yao didn't notice Liu Dan's abnormality, she would not ask about Fan Yao's affairs, nor would she take the initiative to find Fan Yao.When Fan Yao left for Jiangxi, Liu Dan didn't even ask him when he was returning.

She didn't open her mouth to ask him for one thing, even if it was rouge, gouache and hairpin Luopa.If they are friends, then Liu Dan is undoubtedly the most considerate confidant.But as people who will be together for a lifetime, this distance is too far away.Alienated... Fan Yao was a little at a loss.

It's rare, the bright right of the rivers and lakes filled my heart with doubts.He looked at Liu Dan, and Liu Dan's words were soft but firm: "If I had to choose again, I would still do it." She turned her head slightly, obviously she had thought about this question many times, even if she said it The voice was trembling slightly, but it was smooth: "The reason why I didn't tell you is because... I don't want to involve you."

Fan Yao laughed angrily, the more annoyed he was in his heart, the less it showed on his face.The corners of his lips were slightly curved and his smile grew stronger, his pupils narrowed slightly, but his voice became uncontrollably cold: "Liu Dan, what do you think of me?"

A word out, originally aggressive.But looking at Liu Dan, I was afraid that the answer she said might not be the same as my own imagination.Fan Yao's heart was a little cold, it was the first time he felt so defeated, he knew that the current anger was surging, if Liu Dan said a few more words, he would inevitably do something to hurt Liu Dan.

Fan Yao stood up abruptly, and pulled back the sleeves that Liu Dan was holding tightly in his hands.Turning around and walking out of the room, he walked very hastily and didn't look back.Liu Dan couldn't help calling him: "Zizhen?"

Fan Yao paused for a moment, but he didn't turn around after all. His back disappeared into the night, and the moonlight gradually disappeared.And the candlestick on the table suddenly flickered a few times, and finally burned to the end, and went out suddenly, leaving only the still warm wax tears condensing in the air.Sitting on the bed, Liu Dan tried her best to suppress the sudden panic in her heart, as if something suddenly pulled away.

Liu Dan stood up in a daze, she was not used to the darkness, she turned around the screen to relight the candle, when her finger touched the fire knife and flint, the two collided and made a crisp sound.One, two, three... But the fire never ignited, amidst the monotonous and repetitive sounds, Liu Dan's nose soured, and tears just fell straight down.

She hastily raised her sleeve to wipe, with a little force, and it hurt slightly.She calmed down, raised her hand and pushed the window open, and a round of full moon light fell down.The north wind howled with a coldness, it turned out that it was snowing.The whiteness of the sky slowly falls, or rotates, or vertically, and the shape is not the same.It's like a great dance.

And looking from the second floor, the moonlight is passing through the corridor and walking towards the gate of the house.Brushing the pale yellow wintersweet, it seems that it does not touch the ground.Liu Dan was taken aback for a moment, and didn't have time to think about it.Relying on the impulse in my mind, I hurriedly took my outer shirt and put it on, took an oiled paper umbrella and ran out of the room.

It was a lonely night, and there was no one around.Between breaths, it condenses into a thin white mist in the air.But Liu Dan didn't pay attention to this, she opened the paper umbrella, and heard the soft sound of snow falling on the umbrella surface.Following Fan Yao's footsteps, she walked anxiously, but completely forgot to shout.When they came to the gate of the house, they only saw that the door was half closed, and Fan Yao had already disappeared.

This was completely unexpected by Liu Dan, she was used to being accompanied by her side, as if as long as she walked forward, the person behind her would definitely follow her footsteps.She is always so self-righteous, thinking that this matter will be good for someone, then she will do it according to her own ideas.But completely forget whether that person needs such kindness or not.

Some trust does not mean being silent and indifferent, but that I stop in your world and face it with you.It was indeed her fault that Liu Dan just forgot this point.But Liu Dan was still stubborn and didn't even think about changing it.

Liu Dan suddenly pushed open the door of the house, Fan Yao's internal strength was so high that only a few footprints were left on the snow, and in the dark night, it was impossible to see clearly.Liu Dan ran out of the alley and looked at the criss-crossing long street, but there were no pedestrians at this time.There was too much snow piled on Daiwa, and it fell down with a clatter.Liu Dan held up the paper umbrella painted with ink-colored landscapes in a daze, standing on the spot, but didn't know where to take a step.

She can't find him.

There are so many roads in this world, so many cities, and so many people of all kinds.It was a gift from God that they met and knew each other by chance.

If there is no marriage with Huaxiu, Liu Dan will still be just a girl in the boudoir of Suzhou City, and her footprints will only stay within the scope of Suzhou and Hangzhou every year.And Fan Yao is the bright right envoy of Xiaoyao Jianghu, guarding Kunlun's vast expanse of ice and snow rustling bamboo forest.Even if they pass by each other in the future, they won't look at each other more.

In the dark, there is God's will.

What Liu Dan needs to do is to be honest and firm, but she wants to do this now, but it seems a bit late.

Liu Dan held up the umbrella, slightly lost in thought.She stubbornly stood where she was, because she didn't know where to go, and she was unwilling to go back like this.After a long time, I heard someone in my ear ask with faint anger: "How long will you stand here?"

The voice was so familiar, Liu Dan suddenly raised her head, her eyes were full of moonlight.Liu Dan was originally shorter than Fan Yao, and the umbrella was covered with falling snow.Hearing the sound suddenly, Liu Dan wanted to raise the umbrella to see clearly.As a result, with a flick of his hand, Fan Yao's half body was sprinkled with snow.This was beyond Liu Dan's expectation, and she hurriedly closed the umbrella: "I'm sorry, I didn't mean it."

Then he suddenly reacted, threw the umbrella on the ground casually, rushed over and hugged Fan Yao tightly.She stood in the snow for a long time, and it was inevitable that she was cold.Fan Yao froze, and finally he slowly wrapped the girl in his arms.

Liu Dan's tone was anxious, but it was undeniable that every word was firm: "Zizhen, I admit that I deliberately excluded you. I am not used to relying on others. I lived in Huaxiu's home when I was 12 years old. Beautiful silk and silk, that is a sight that many people envy. But that is not my home, my home is very simple, I like to sit by the pond, read a book and feed the fish. "

"I have never left Suzhou. I will miss my parents when I am alone in Hua's house. My mother died early, and my father has not sent a letter for three years. Sometimes I wonder if I did something wrong, but I know Such thoughts are useless. All I have to do is to be well-behaved and to be liked by others, because I am not qualified to be self-willed and coquettish."

She paused slightly, leaning her head on Fan Yao's shoulder, and Fan Yao's hands tightened a little calmly.But she still pursed her lips and didn't answer, letting Liu Dan go on talking on her own: "I don't want to trouble others, I just get used to relying on myself. I need to do everything well within my ability, this is my way of life .From the age of 12 to the present, it has been spent like this."

"I like Zizhen very much, and I have seriously thought about what it will be like to be married to Zizhen." The girl still paused at this point, probably because she felt shy.Blush rose on the cheeks. "

The skin on her cheek touched Fan Yao's neck lightly, with a warm breath: "I am not a woman who can stand side by side with Zizhen. I don't know what the so-called Jianghu is like. I don't even have internal strength, so I can't help you." anything on you."

"I used to think that since this is the case, it's better to pretend not to know and ignore it. At least it can give me a reason to deceive myself. I never called you Fan Yao, because I think those two words are very strange. The Fan Yao described in his mouth is far away from me, as if he lives in another world."

"That Fan Yao is high-spirited, and he will not be burdened by his children's affair. He has the blood to restore the Song Dynasty. He is strong in martial arts, with a gentle and martial arts strategy. I am not familiar with that person. What I am familiar with is you standing in front of me." I want to spend my whole life with you hand in hand, but I am also afraid that one day I will wake up the same as when I was a child, and all people and things will disappear. Only I am left standing alone in the same place at a loss. "

Liu Dan's voice trembled, and tears finally fell down unexpectedly.In fact, she has always been such a timid guy, hiding when she is afraid.This habit has never changed, although she tries to be strong.

Liu Dan is not used to confiding to others, mostly she is a listener.Because you know it too clearly, even if one more person knows it, the ending will often not change a bit.Why don't you let others worry about it?

Fan Yao hugged her tightly, and wanted to say something, only to realize that he didn't know how to speak for a while.He felt the girl's tears dripping down, and wanted to help Liu Dan up to wipe her clean.But Liu Dan resisted his actions, and the stagnant anger in Fan Yao's heart had long since dissipated.Now there is only a gradual increase in distress.

This is the girl he wants to protect and place in his palm. They use what they believe to be trust and respect to separate each other.Now his own girl was crying, but Fan Yao couldn't find even a suitable word to comfort her.

Liu Dan was silent for a moment, holding back her tears.However, the voice was uncontrollably hoarse, and lacked the usual softness and crispness: "I am like this, does it seem that I am not worthy of you? I want to stand side by side with you, this is my wish. "

She raised her hand to cover her eyes. Liu Dan's character was always peaceful, but also stubborn.She will not show her weak and crying appearance to others.Liu Dan's voice was very soft, with some uncertainty and hesitation: "Zizhen, look, this is the real me. The real Liu Dan is actually not as calm as you imagined. I care about you and want to be with you. You go down with me. But I don't even have the guts to set foot where you are. I don't hate myself for being like that, what about you?"

She tried to calm down her voice, and she chose to show her true self in front of Fan Yao.Liu Dan is a character who looks forward and backward and needs to consider all retreats clearly, but now he doesn't care about tearing off the disguise.

To a certain extent, she really has a blood relationship with Yu Chu.If you want to back down, then hide everything lightly; if you want to confess, then tell all the truth clearly.It's like encountering a mess of threads, entangled in one place and unable to separate.Most of the bystanders would choose to tidy up slowly, but Liu Dan either entangled to the end, or cut it off neatly with a single sword.

It was rare that the girl who had always been cowardly and timid did not leave even the slightest retreat for herself.She clenched her fingers tightly, her body tensed like a full carved bow.Liu Dan bit her lower lip tightly, restraining her emotions.She didn't want to let her emotions influence Fan Yao's decision.She waited, even holding her breath.

The snow was getting bigger and bigger, swirling down from the black sky, falling between the eyebrows of people, the coolness disappeared at the touch of a touch, and it turned into water.And Fan Yao's black hair is like lacquer, mixed with a little silver white, which further sets off the man's picturesque eyebrows, which is rare and handsome.He pursed his thin lips slightly, and then loosened them as usual.

He turned his head slightly and kissed the girl's hair.Then he let go of the girl and looked at Liu Dan's reddish eye circles.Sighing softly, he reached out to wipe away the tears on the girl's cheeks.His movements are slow and detailed.It's like writing a calligraphy on a landscape.

Fan Yao has practiced martial arts and held a brush all year round, and his finger pulps have thin calluses, and his fair skin will be slightly itchy when he touches it.Fan Yao looked at Liu Dan, raised the girl's chin forcefully, and met the tears-stained pupils that became more beautiful and pure black, and suddenly laughed after a while.

In fact, Fan Yao seldom smiled, most of the time he had a slightly reserved and gentle look.But this time it was extremely reckless, the starlight fell into the man's dark pupils, and the radiance shone brightly, which was a little more breathtaking.And his black hair was stained with snow, his eyelashes were long and slender, and his lips were light in color, all the more exuding a kind of magic that made people hold their breath.

And his voice is elegant and soft, like a spring breeze in the surrounding ice and snow.Fan Yao looked at Liu Dan and said with a smile, "Since you don't want to take a step forward and stand by my side, why not take a step back instead?"

Looking at the girl's surprised eyes, he looked at her seriously as if he was meeting Liu Dan for the first time.After a long while, he held the girl in his arms again: "If Fan Yao, who is the right envoy of the light, makes you feel strange, how about I retire to the world and become a rich man? The world is so big, and there are so many capable people and strangers, Fan Yao can't do it. I'm just one of the insignificant ones. Life is short, but a hundred years pass by leisurely. I also thought about leisurely clouds and wild cranes looking at the mountains and rivers, and living in a grass hut on the top of the mountain. I always feel lonely and empty by my side. I don't know if Ran'er can give me this opportunity to accompany me in this life to let go of worldly worries and live freely?"

He extended an invitation to Liu Dan under the moonlight under the white snow, and easily avoided the previous topic.He smiled, but his expression was serious.Liu Dan twitched her frozen red nose, raised her head and looked at Fan Yao.Her complexion was flushed, and she was indescribably charming.She nodded slightly: "I, I am willing."

After saying a word, tears fell again, and she suddenly threw herself into Fan Yao's arms, wrapping her hands around Fan Yao's neck and crying loudly.All those so-called disguises were thrown away, the person in front of her was her beloved, and Fan Yao would fully participate in her emotions.

If you are happy, share, if you are sad, comfort.From then on, every year, the flowers bloomed and withered, as long as she looked to her side, that man would walk hand in hand with her.Enjoy all kinds of beautiful scenery in the world, all kinds of scenery.

Fan Yao gently patted Liu Dan's back, feeling the girl's tears wet his skirt.But in my heart I feel extraordinarily comfortable, that kind of joy seems to be that the flowers that I have been waiting for for a long time finally bloom in a delicate and beautiful color.

He didn't try to comfort her, but said in a gentle voice: "I am here, and I will always be here." At this moment, it can be regarded as truly experiencing the feeling of two people's mutual happiness, which is so intoxicating and overjoyed.

The author has something to say:

I worked hard today, and the number of words exceeded my expectations. 嘤嘤嘤~ [Do not disturb in narcissism]

Cough cough, well, sister Liu Dan's third golden finger makes her grand debut!I think the third golden finger will probably achieve something in martial arts... Well, it is definitely impossible for a first-class master.Probably because the lightness skill is better, how good is it... Anyway, it can reach the level of other people's ten years in two months? [Wangtian, isn't this golden finger a bit too strong? 】

But this golden finger will only be used once, and it will be useless after that~

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