north wind blows south

To be able to feel that the years are quiet and good when getting along with Mu Jinguo is something that Mu Liang never thought about.

Adhering to the idea that "the patient is the greatest", Mu Liang still chose to pretend that nothing happened, like a filial and well-behaved son, sitting beside Mu Jinguo's sickbed, peeling apples with a not very dexterous knife technique .

In the huge ward, there were only Mu Liang and Mu Jinguo.I don't know where Shen Ye has gone, and he doesn't reply to text messages or answer calls.But that's good too, because of chance and various reasons, he had a rare time to be alone with Mu Jinguo peacefully.

Maybe it's the reason of returning to the light, or maybe it's because the doctor used special medicine, Mu Jinguo is now more awake than before.Of course, he didn't know that he had been given a death notice by the doctor.

But Mu Liang always feels that when a person is about to die, both the body and the brain will have a premonition.If not, with what he knows about Moo Jin-guo, he can't find a reason to explain his loving eyes now.

Mu Liang felt the back of his neck start to go numb.

Until an apple was perfectly peeled, and the skin of the apple was not even broken, Mu Liang almost wanted to praise himself crazily.

"Here." Mu Liang handed the apple to his father, "This is an imported apple, given by someone else."

Mu Jinguo waved his hand, "Eat it, you have bad teeth, you can't chew it." He said, picked up the apple peel that Mu Liang put aside, and began to chew carefully.

Mu Liang looked at his father in front of him and felt that he seemed to be another person from a parallel world.In his memory, his father had never treated him so tenderly. Even when his mother was still alive, his father had always played the role of "strict father".

He is really not used to being so overly kind like now.

Fortunately, God still favored him. Just when he was thinking about what reason to go out to get some air, his stepmother brought his youngest son over.They were hardly in the same space at the same time, and Mu Jinguo also knew that Mu Liang was not used to being "polite", so when he used clumsy excuses to express that he needed to go out for a while, no one objected.

Mu Liang turned around and closed the door gently, and when he turned around, he saw Shen Ye with his hands in his pockets, standing at the front of the corridor waiting for him.

At the beginning, he still walked with a gentle step, but later it turned into a quick walk, and finally turned into a trot, and then fell into Shen Ye's arms like this.

Shen Yexing hugged him naturally like flowing water.

"Why don't you go in?" Listening to Mu Liang's tone, the depression just now was completely gone.

That's right, after all, he is a 28-year-old adult, and he has experienced many things, so parting is a compulsory course for him.

However, it is still a big problem for Shen Ye to hide his emotions.

After typing out the belly draft several times in his heart, Shen Ye could barely see the ripples and said, "Uncle Mu probably wants to be alone with you for a while." Well, he felt that this sentence was really bad when he said it .

It's strange to say that there seems to be a huge boulder weighing a thousand catties in the heart, but the brain is extremely rational.

Mu Liang was not used to the smell of disinfectant in the hospital, his sense of smell was extremely sensitive at this moment, even the fresh flowers from the next ward with the faint smell of dew on them made him a little dizzy.

Pulling Shen Ye to the small flower bed where he was smoking just now, the breeze blew across his cheeks, bringing the cool smell of green grass, which woke Mu Liang up.

Obviously, even if they were silent for a day, Shen would not find it strange or abnormal. After all, they knew that there was always a place in their hearts for each other, but now Mu Liang just dragged him to sit by the flower bed. He also felt that this silence made him a little restless.

Mu Liang didn't notice the abnormality of her boyfriend, he just held his hand as usual.

"Just now..." Shen Ye said, his voice a little hoarse, "Just now, when you were not around, my uncle said something to me."

After thinking about it, Shen Ye decided to tell Mu Liang the truth.Now at this moment, he finally realized that he was just a grown-up adult.He has no way to lie or hide anything from Mu Liang, as soon as he sees Mu Liang's eyes, he can't wait to take out his heart.

Mu Liang had a peaceful expression on his face. He turned his head and looked sincerely into Shen Ye's eyes, "Huh?" he said.

However, Shen Ye was a little bit speechless, after all, he knew that the most hurtful thing was always the truth.When Uncle Mu said those words to him just now, he had already burst into tears.

Even though I have typed the draft several times before, once the words I want to say come to my lips, I don't know how to say them.

Yeah, how should I say it, about Uncle Mu wanting them to break up.

Mu Liang hadn't realized what Shen Ye couldn't say, so he came over patiently as usual, and asked Shen Ye what it was with his eyes.

The children suddenly remembered their previous commitment to each other - honesty.Yes, they agreed to be honest, no matter what happened, there is no need to be hard to tell, just tell each other, and then they face it together.

Shen Ye raised his head and looked at Mu Liang with a blurred gaze.He only has half the courage, and this half of the courage was given to him by Mu Liang.

"Uncle said, we shouldn't do this." In fact, after saying this, Shen also regretted it, but it's a pity that there is no regret medicine in this world. Once the start button is pressed, everything will be irreversible.

Mu Liang's expression changed with his mood.At the beginning, he still maintained the smile just now, but it was just that he didn't react quickly to Shen Ye's meaning. When he did, his expression became stiff, close to the state of a superficial smile, and finally the whole face He collapsed and frowned slightly.

Shen Ye could even hear Mu Liang's heavy breathing.

"Shouldn't..." His voice began to tremble, "Shouldn't what?" It seemed that it took a lot of strength to say this sentence completely.

My heart suddenly hurts so much that tears are about to flow out.Shen also wanted to hug Mu Liang, but as soon as his arms were wrapped around them, Mu Liang opened them all at once.

Both of them stood up, and Shen also looked into Mu Liang's eyes.His eyes were red, and his eyes were extremely stubborn. Because of the emotional fluctuations, even the wings of his nose began to twitch, but the words he said were tinged with anger.

"What do you mean?" was a question, a question from the heart, a question to his beloved.

I can't believe it.It's not that he couldn't believe that Mu Jinhui would say such irresponsible and disgusting words, but he couldn't believe that Shen Ye would say such words.

What should be, what should not be, no matter how it is said, it is not up to Mu Jinguo to have the final say.

At least, in Mu Liang's heart, he believed that Shen would always be on his side no matter what.He couldn't accept the reality in front of him, so he wanted to ask clearly.

Seeing that Shen Ye was holding back his words, Mu Liang pressed forward step by step.

"Did Mu Jinguo ask you to tell me that?" Shen Ye just wrinkled his nose slightly when he heard this sentence. Break up with me?" This time it was much more straightforward.

"Of course not!" Hearing the word "break up", Shen became anxious.

Mu Liang frowned more and more, "Then what do you mean?" He asked, his tone a bit hostile.

A boy is still a boy after all, if he is asked to express his inner thoughts clearly, then he will definitely not be able to do it, because he doesn't understand what he thinks in his heart at all, that's why he is so unstable.

Mu Liang also used to know that it is very difficult for a young boy to make a lifetime promise.But before being angry and puzzled, he suddenly forgot about it.

Shen Ye began to stutter, "I mean..." In fact, he didn't know what to say, he only knew that if he didn't say anything, it must be impossible.

"What?" Mu Liang's tone became more and more impatient.

Shen also closed his eyes and bit his lower lip until a little blood oozes out.The pain brought him back a little bit of himself.

"I mean, we all need some time to think about the future." He sighed, "After all, Uncle Mu is right, this is not a trivial matter, it is a major event that can affect life .”

If Mu Liang read this sentence again after a few years, he would definitely feel that although this sentence made him feel uncomfortable, Shen Ye's point of view is still reasonable.At that time, they were all dazzled by their love, and they hadn't figured out how to go in the future.

However, the current Mu Liang was overwhelmed by anger and confusion, he couldn't understand what Shen Ye said, but his anger understood - "Shen also wants to break up", this is his understanding.

"Okay." Mu Liang agreed very simply, "Then I'll give you time to think it over, it's enough for a lifetime." After finishing speaking, he rolled his eyes, deliberately bumped into Shen Ye's shoulder and left, and even flung it away The hand he wanted to keep.

The emotions at the top of his mind were overwhelmed, and he couldn't think calmly.

His father was about to die, but before he died, he still wanted to ruin his life - this was Mu Liang's current thinking, and it was also a thought that he regretted many years later.

This is, the current him still doesn't understand that time will eat back.

He just wanted to escape from all this, as far away as possible, to a place where no one could find him, just like before.

Life is just a TV series that keeps repeating, the beginning, development, climax, and ending, these four things come and go, and there is never anything new.

Mu Liang felt that his life was meaningless, and after the rainbow briefly shone, darkness returned.

He knew it was impulsive, but he couldn't turn back.