north wind blows south

"Then, let's have a meal together at the end." Shen Ye said.

The two walked on the streets in winter for 15 minutes, walking from East Street to West Street, and finally found a mutton hot pot restaurant that looked good.Winter is the season to eat mutton, hot mutton hot pot, delicious mutton without a little smell, and finally drink a sip of tender and white mutton soup.This is the joy that only belongs to winter.

After entering, Shen also naturally took the coat that Mu Liang had taken off.The two found a seat by the window and sat down. The waiter walked away after serving hot tea.Mu Liang and Shen also realized at this time that the furthest distance in the world is not between life and death, but that we are sitting opposite each other, silent as always.

"Is there no one who likes you in school?" Mu Liang regretted asking this sentence. This way of communication is like an unfamiliar adult asking a child 11 years younger than him when necessary. out of the question.

Shen Ye didn't have any special reaction, just scalded the tableware with hot water as usual, and then exchanged his set of scalded tableware for Mu Liang.

"I used to have it when I was studying in my hometown, and I even received love letters. But now I don't have it here, maybe I don't attract much attention." Shen also said it lightly, as if none of these had anything to do with him.

"Then do you have any good classmates in this school? You can hang out with them when you have time. There are quite a lot of interesting places in this city." This time Mu Liang felt that he was no longer just trying to please strange children. The angle is from the perspective of the parents.Mu Liang scolded himself secretly, he was really lenient.

Shen also didn't think he was being lenient, but instead smiled because Mu Liang asked these "intimate" questions.

"I have friends, but there is only one, and it's still my tablemate. It's not close enough to play together." Shen Ye still looked downcast, and then scalded his tableware with hot water.

In fact, the implication is that our relationship is so close that we can sleep under the same roof and go out to play together.

"Is it a boy?" When Mu Liang asked this question, he regretted it, pinching his palms with his fingernails.

"Yes." Shen Ye raised his head, looked into Mu Liang's eyes with a smile and said, "But don't worry, I'm not gay, I just like you."

Mu Liang's heart sank.

In fact, in a crush relationship that is doomed to fail, it is not necessarily just the one who is in love with the crush, the one who refuses will also suffer the same pain.Especially under the premise that Mu Liang also has a good impression of Shen.In my heart, I would think about how to refuse so that Shen would not be so sad, but there is no kind of rejection that is not decisive, and a tactful rejection is not a rejection at all.Rejection should make the other party completely give up.It's not that easy.

Mu Liang pinched his palm and finally made up his mind, he said, "You..."

Shen also interrupted him, "Order first, didn't you say you were hungry just now, let's talk while eating." After finishing speaking, he handed over the menu.

I ordered mutton hot pot, and added a haggis. Both of them were not used to eating noodles, so they ordered two servings of rice and black tea, which is said to be the specialty of the store.It wasn't until all the ordered items were served that Mu Liang finally had a chance to speak.

"If you... don't take the college entrance examination, where will you go?" I still haven't said what I wanted to say, and after going back thousands of times, I might forget what I wanted to say at the end.

Only Shen Ye knew that his indifferent attitude was because he was resisting what Mu Liang was about to say.Whether it is a tactful refusal or a resolute refusal, a word or even a syllable will make him sad.

It turns out that it is such a feeling to love someone with all your heart.His whole body and mind are affected, he will be happy because of his happiness, and will be sad because of his sadness.From the moment he likes it, both happiness and sadness are dominated by him.

Shen also added a bowl of mutton soup to Mu Liang.

Originally, he wanted to tell Mu Liang that he was going to America in June, but this was equivalent to giving him a perfect reason to reject him.Shen also finally understood the meaning of the word "reluctantly parting love".literally.

"I'm going to the United States, and it's been decided a long time ago."

Silence again, always silence.Either break out in silence, or perish in silence.Judging from the current development of things, Shen Ye's secret love will perish in silence within a quarter of an hour.

Adhering to the good virtue of "eat without speaking", the two ate silently in the company of the light snow falling outside and the warm oven indoors.Mutton is a very good kind of mutton. It doesn’t have any smell when you eat it. The black tea that is featured in the store is also very fragrant. The rice is delicious and the haggis is delicious. Finally, drink a bowl of mutton soup, which is a delicacy unique to winter .

During this period of silence, Mu Liang thought a lot.He is a very contradictory person, he was like this in the past, and he is like this now.The strange thing is that he has never been entangled in the business field, only in life will he be entangled again and again.This is determined by experience since childhood. Once you grow up, it is difficult to change.

Shen is also going to America.This is indeed a very good and perfect way to say no, and it is more convincing than their age and gender identity in the relationship they are in.But he is always reluctant, because he really likes it.I can't use the manuscript I typed last night, and I always feel that I can't say those words to Shen, and I still feel soft-hearted and reluctant.

"Why do you want to go abroad? It's hard to go abroad." It's really bad, every word I uttered after entering the store is so bad.Mu Liang was extremely disappointed in himself.

"Learn skills from barbarians to control barbarians."

Mu Liang didn't expect Shen to say this, and he smiled involuntarily.It's not that Shen Ye's idea is ridiculous, it's that his vision is right, Shen Ye is also a different person, he is a unique rainbow.

"Then you still want to reject me?" Shen Ye looked at Mu Liang pitifully.

Mu Liang didn't speak.

"It doesn't matter even if you reject me, I won't pester you. But can you let me cook for you a few more times in these few months, you always don't eat well, it's not good for your stomach..." Shen Also the voice is getting smaller and smaller until it is gone.

He knew that Mu Liang would not refuse.Looking at Mu Liang's troubled face, he suddenly felt less sad.Mu Liang will definitely give him this chance, then he will still have a chance.chance to be together.

"You have the keys to my house."

Shen also didn't expect Mu Liang to hold back such a sentence for so long.The first reaction is so cute!I don't want to refuse in my heart, but I don't know what to say, and I am embarrassed to say it directly, but I don't know what to say if I want to agree tactfully.It can only be said that there is a key.It's so cute!

"Then can I stay at your house?"

Mu Liang threw a word to Shen Ye before picking up the small bowl to drink the soup: "Don't go too far."

He obviously said it with a smile, but Shen also slandered him no matter what he pretended.

This time, Shen Ye rushed to settle the bill for the meal. Although it didn't have much money, it was also a thought.

It wasn't until they left the store that they realized that the snow outside was getting bigger and bigger. The two of them didn't bring umbrellas, and the waterproof hats of the jackets couldn't completely block the wind and rain.It was windy and snowy, and Shen had to put his arms around Mu Liang's waist in order for the two of them to move forward with difficulty.

"I'll take you home, and then I'll go home, and I'll cook for you at night!" Shen also shouted at the top of his voice, and Mu Liang couldn't hear his voice through the wind and snow.

"What did you say?" Mu Liang also shouted at the top of his voice.

"I said! I'll send you home first! Then! I'll go home! Tonight! I'll go to Hairun Building to cook for you!" Shen Ye leaned into Mu Liang's ear and shouted, with a loud voice , shouted his head buzzing.

"Know it!"

In the end, it was still not delivered home.At the subway entrance, it was Mu Liang who pushed Shen Ye in.If he was to be sent home, Shen would have to go back and forth one more time. In this snowstorm, he couldn't bear it.

Seeing Shen also enter the subway entrance, Mu Liang turned and left.The wind is getting bigger and bigger, and the snow is getting bigger and bigger.As Mu Liang expected last night, the snow was really thick, but just now he was not in the mood for a snowball fight.Speaking of which, he hasn't had a snowball fight yet, if given the chance, he really wants to have a snowball fight with Shen Ye.It's a little cold, and the fever that finally subsided in the morning seems to be rising again, dizzy, and walking groggyly.Mu Liang quickened his pace, he wanted to go home quickly, take the anti-fever medicine quickly, and reduce the fever as soon as possible, so that Shen would not find out.

Shen Ye actually wanted to come out to follow Mu Liang after entering the subway entrance, but he was still afraid that he would get angry.And the landlord has urged me many times, the contract expires today, and I have to move out.There are so many things in the house, and it may not be possible to clean them all in one afternoon.

I'm in a good mood, walking is floating.Because of the environment in which he grew up, he still knows people's hearts.Although Mu Liang had a cold face, his heart was still very soft. As long as Shen Ye acted coquettishly or showed weakness, as long as the request was not too excessive, Mu Liang would agree.

Then take this opportunity to pack up and move to Mu Liang's house, and put a few big boxes at the door, he will never let himself go out in the snowy night.Although I feel guilty doing this, in order to increase the possibility of a brighter future, I can only be ruthless.

Even the subway in the afternoon, I don't know why there are so many people.Shen also squeezed in with the flow of people.The train started and left quickly.

Mu Liang rummaged through the medicine box, but couldn't find the electronic thermometer, but found the mercury thermometer that he gave him when he bought health care products last time.Caught it under the armpits, and went to the kitchen to fiddle with ginger and brown sugar water.This brown sugar was left when she came last time. It has been more than a year, and I don't know if it has expired.Still lacking energy, I drank hot water and went to bed.I took out the thermometer and saw that it was 38.5 degrees, and it was burning.

Mu Liang turned up the air conditioner in the bedroom, wrapped in a quilt, and fell asleep with a drowsy head.

The dream was chaotic, and Mu Liang saw a light in the darkness.There is a figure in the light, very familiar.

It is Shen Ye.