north wind blows south

For the first time, Mu Liang discovered that he was a person who couldn't sit still.

But after sitting comfortably for 5 minutes, he wanted to see Shen Ye.Maybe it was because the lights in the yard were too bright, maybe it was the flowers that grew well in winter for no reason, which made him feel weird, in short, he was restless.

He didn't want the patrolling security guards to think he was a thief, so he didn't dare wander around in the huge yard, even though he was curious about how the Shen family's gardener made the flowers bloom in winter.Of course, it is also possible that these flowers bloom in winter.

In short, he didn't want to sit in the yard, and he didn't want to go back to the house. He just wanted to be with Shen Ye, even if he had to kneel for an hour.

Getting closer to the ancestral hall little by little, at night, it made him a little scared.Walking in, in the silence of the night, I heard a small sound like flying insects, and walking a little further, I can see Shen Ye's kneeling straight back, and I can finally hear what the sound is.

The little boy is very cute, kneeling there like a little monk chanting scriptures, begging his ancestors to bless his love, his studies, his life, and his loved ones and those who love him to be lucky.

Mu Liang couldn't help but want to say that he wanted to bless so much, wondering if his ancestors would feel too tired, but he still didn't want to destroy the good wishes, and was deeply fascinated by this situation, and he didn't want to open his mouth to destroy it.

In the end, Shen also pulled him into this situation.

"Isn't it cold to stand outside? Why don't you come in?" The rules are still the rules, and Shen can't stand up or turn around, so Mu Liang stepped in in response to his voice.

They didn't speak, the two of them just remained silent.The flickering candles illuminated everything.The light in Mu Liang's eyes is a reflection of the luck of having Shen Ye.

It's not a stalemate, it's thinking, thinking about what identity to kneel down as, whether it's a family member, a boyfriend, or nothing.

Being seen through is a kind of magical power, and Mu Liang will always be seen through by Shen Ye, no matter when it is.In other words, he didn't hide it from Shen Ye at all.

It's natural when you kneel down.When Liang Qiuhua died, he didn't kneel or cry.Mu Jinguo scolded him as a heartless bastard, and he said that the blood on the bastard was also yours.Since then, his family has broken up and he has no home.

It is a very happy feeling to be accepted.This kind of happiness is like feeling cold feet, and a warm Mrs. Tang covers them.Although there are no words about commitment in the mouth, everything is in the heart.It's like the bright red wooden sign in the ancestral hall against the candles, giving Mu Liang the feeling that Shen Ye's family has accepted him, and he has a family.It's a kind of magic.

"Say, will they hear it?" Shen Ye closed his eyes, his face full of piety.He doesn't believe in anything, but he believes in everything.Having been educated to his level, he actually no longer believes in theism, and everything has been reduced to religious belief.But I still want to hold a life-saving straw in my hand, which represents my best wishes for the future.

Mu Liang also closed his eyes.Vision disappears, hearing becomes more sensitive, and even the crackling of candles can be heard.The inside of the ancestral hall is warm, even if you take off your coat and only wear a sweater, you will not be cold.

"It will," he said, "and when you're religious enough, you'll be heard." Though he's also a staunch atheist.

It was a kind of tacit understanding, when Shen Ye stretched out his hand, Mu Liang also stretched out his hand at the same time, they held hands, their fingers intertwined, so tight that their skin turned white.

A clock is fast when you spend it with your boyfriend.Although they didn't say a word in the rest of the time, although they held hands for only 10 minutes, although they were a little sleepy in the end.

As if drunk, the two held hands and wandered around the yard.Shen also insisted on picking a flower for Mu Liang, a bright red one in full bloom, but Mu Liang disagreed, and if he was not allowed to pick it, Shen also wanted to kiss him.

Chirp, chirp, chirp, chirp, until the night lights go out.The butler appeared from nowhere, bowed slightly, and said, "It's getting late, please rest."

There was a feeling of being found out for doing bad things, Shen Ye pursed his lips, and after saying goodbye to the housekeeper, he dragged Mu Liang and ran away.

Mu Liang joked at him, "A big family, and a housekeeper." Little Shen Ye retorted, "Aren't you also a big family, Master Mu~"

In fact, I understand everything, and there is nothing to say, it is not a commercial marriage, and there is no messy intrigue.Put aside all the bad things, and fall in love happily like a person without any troubles.

Shen also went to take a shower, and Mu Liang was lying in the bedroom with the lights off.The bed of the little boyfriend is very big, the mattress is also very soft, and the quilt is warm and comfortable.Although the decoration still continues the style of a big dog, the neatly arranged cartoons on the wall and some posters with yellowed edges all show that the owner of the room is out of place.

Sleepy, tired, lazy.He didn't want to turn on the light, and didn't want to move. He had to think for a long time when he turned over, so he just turned sideways, looking at the darkness outside the floor-to-ceiling windows.Fortunately, however, a star suddenly lit up in the distance, making him at least not so lonely.

Everything is too real, too much like a dream.Mu Liang took off his glasses, sighed deeply, and hid himself under the quilt.

It was love at first sight, although he used to think it was stupid.But people who think they are smart always do some stupid things.It's stupid to refuse half-heartedly, it's stupid to agree to Shen Ye's move to his house, it's stupid to refuse when you obviously like it very much, it's stupid to find that you can't refuse and make a choice against your rationality.Choosing to be with a 17-year-old who is not an adult is stupid.

I don't know whether to be thankful that Shen Ye's parents are too enlightened, or to laugh at myself for always having unrealistic dreams.But no matter how unrealistic the dream is, it is also a fact that exists.Of course, if this matter is put on Mu Jinguo, as a father, he will definitely separate the two children.Beating mandarin ducks with a stick is his strong point.

Shen Ye's parents also said just now that the mind of a 17-year-old boy is different from one second to the next. Don't look forward to the future too much, and don't get too entangled in the past. Cherish the present and cherish every minute and every second.

In fact, Mu Liang is like Ming Jinger in his heart. After all, he was 17 years old.It's just that he is not as lucky as Shen. At the age of 17, he is in pain - he can't reconcile with life, he can't reconcile with his family, and he can't reconcile with himself.

If so, it can only be said that if Shen also proposed to break up, Mu Liang would definitely answer immediately and would not redeem it, no matter how painful he was.The redeemed love is just pity, and it will turn into disgust in the end. Only by letting go, can true love be achieved, although it must be painful.

Mu Liang hoped that he could continue to be so stupid.Even if Mu Jinguo finds him to settle accounts, he still has the ability to take his lover away.In life, doing smart things will make you suffer, and you have to be stupid, and then stupid, and only when you are stupid enough can you get happiness in the gap of pain.

Familiar heat came up, and it was Shen Ye without thinking about it.Skillfully opened the quilt that wrapped him, and embraced Shen Ye in his arms.The little friend hugged him like a honey-loving bear hugging the honey jar he used to use, expecting that it would be full of sweet and greasy honey again.

"Why are you so cold?" Shen Ye frowned, and stuffed Mu Liang's hands under his armpits, "If you have time, soak your feet in a sauna, it won't be so cold in winter."

Mu Liang breathed a sigh of relief, and felt that his lips were cold.Wearing a sweater, it is inconvenient to move in the quilt, so he has to keep his living Tang Pozi well.

"Isn't there still you? The temperature of 37 degrees is always the right hand warmer. It doesn't matter if you are cold or not."

Shen also looked at Mu Liang in the dark. It was late at night, his eyes were blurred, and his facial features could not be distinguished clearly. There were only eyes that were always bright and lips that were shining.He bowed his head and took a sip, it was sweet.

"Yes." Shen Ye said, "It's so sweet."

Mu Liang patted Shen Ye on the shoulder, "I'm going to take a bath." Shen Ye turned over like a bear and collapsed on the bed.

"I'll wait for you~" he said, with some inexplicable but understandable meaning.

Mu Liang smiled, he was so tired, and this smiling took most of his energy, so that he didn't want to move at all when he took a shower.

This kind of tiredness is very familiar, and he has experienced it before, and the associated consequence is that he has been sinking on the edge of hell for nearly a year.He was afraid, he was afraid of returning to that familiar and painful place, but he couldn't avoid it.

□□ and the soul are disconnected, and the limbs can barely be controlled.Dragging his exhausted body with moisture, like lifeless meat, he fell onto the bed with a "bang".

Shen, who was lying on the other side, turned over and hugged Mu Liang, with half of his body pressed against him.It was a very big bed, which they slept into a single bed.

Shen Ye hugged Mu Liang tightly, "I'll keep you warm." The quilt was rolled into a ball, warm but also a bit stuffy.

Mu Liang was so sleepy that he still managed to finish what he had to say.

"I'm going back tomorrow," he said.

Shen also closed his eyes, probably as tired as him.

"Yeah." The kid agreed.

"I saw it just now. Did the class teacher send you a message to ask you to go back early?"

"Yes."

This time I came out to ask for leave. Although I didn't take the college entrance examination, and I didn't go to school seriously before, I still need to abide by the rules.

"Plane in the afternoon. Is there any place you want to go in the morning?"

"I want to sleep until noon, and then cook for you."

"it is good."

Mu Liang was sleepy enough, but Shen was sleepier than him, and fell asleep in Mu Liang's arms.

Children are quiet when they are asleep, and there will be faint snoring sounds later, sometimes they will smack their mouths, and sometimes they will hum and chirp, which is very cute.

Mu Liang stroked his hair and went through the past few days in his mind.

The long and short vacation is over, he thought.