north wind blows south

It was a success to enter the room, the only regret is that I didn't sleep with Mu Liang on the two-meter bed in the bedroom.Shen also tried his best. The two confronted each other in front of the bedroom door. The door was opened about ten centimeters. One squeezed in and the other pushed out.The expression on the face is distorted with a smile due to the force, or a distorted smile.

"Hey, there is a quilt on the sofa!" Mu Liang took an absolute attitude and did not allow Shen Ye to sleep with him. This is no longer a question of bottom line or not. This may involve a crime, since Shen Ye is not an adult.

"I'm afraid of the dark, I can't sleep alone!" The reason was far-fetched and nonsense, but it didn't matter, Shen Ye's purpose was to sleep with Mu Liang.

"Who would believe it! Hurry up and go to sleep!" Mu Liang cursed for such a ridiculous reason.Anyway, Shen Ye couldn't be allowed to come in. As a man who was also over 17 years old, he knew very well what student Xiao Shen was planning.

Mu Liang didn't want to waste time with him. On such a slightly sensitive matter, the sooner the better, the better.Although they have only been together for half a month, Mu Liang is well aware of Shen Ye's weakness - cheeks.Especially the place where the right cheek is down close to the ear, it will blush when you touch it.Mu Liang pinched his face, making it half like a big pie.Taking advantage of Shen Ye's groaning, he pushed him out, quickly closed and locked the door, and stayed at Shen Ye's door to curse.

"Be good, and I'll take you out to play tomorrow." Mu Liang was really soft-hearted, he couldn't see the child being so "poor", and he also wanted to choose a good place with better scenery and fewer people, so he opened his mouth and formally Reject Shen Ye in a solemn and "resolute" way.

"Then go and see the sea." Shen Ye's muffled voice came from behind the door.He likes the sea, more like listening to the sound of the waves, and wants to watch the sea with Mu Liang.

"Okay, then you go to bed early." Mu Liang said good night, and heard the sound of cotton slippers on the wooden floor, getting farther and farther away, then the sound of heavy objects falling on the sofa, and finally a long sigh, everything returned. Quiet.

He hasn't said good night yet, Mu Liang muttered.

Mu Liang has the habit of taking sleeping pills to fall asleep.Sleeping pills are usually placed in the drawer of the coffee table. I usually work for a while before going to bed, and take one pill when I want to go to bed. I am stressed recently, so I take two pills in order to sleep well.

Now there is no way to go out to get medicine, and Mu Liang doesn't want Shen Ye to know that he has taken sleeping pills.It is very difficult to fall asleep naturally, and now he can only lie on the huge bed and stare at the ceiling.At the beginning, I bought such a big bed because I wanted to sleep better and sleep more freely. Now I just feel that the bed is too big, and sleeping alone is too lonely.

There are steam eye masks and sleep aid aromatherapy in the drawer at the head of the bed, everything you should have, but none of them work.It's an old problem of almost ten years. Since I was just an adult, I can't sleep half the night, and later it becomes a whole night. Even if I barely fall asleep, I still have nightmares.Poor sleep may be half of the relationship between not growing any flesh on the body, and the other half of the relationship should be an irregular and unbalanced diet.

There was going to be a showdown with Shen Ye tomorrow, and Mu Liang was making a draft in his heart.He didn't know what to say.He is a person who will not refuse, and a person who does not open his heart easily.Maybe tonight will be another sleepless night.

The other person outside the door was not much better.The sofa is very soft, the pillows are fluffy, the quilt is neither thick nor heavy, and the indoor temperature is comfortable. Everything seems to be just right, but it is heavy and I can't sleep.It is still snowing outside, maybe there will be thick snow on the ground when I get up tomorrow.It is obviously worth looking forward to.

The height of 1.8 meters [-] is a little cramped on the sofa, as if being hugged by someone, holding him stiffly.Both the quilt and the pillow smelled of the good-smelling laundry detergent that belonged to Mu Liang, like a kind of calming fragrance.The air is very quiet, the kind of quiet in a high-end residential area, so quiet that you can hear the sound of snow falling on the ground.

My mind is full of Mu Liang.Shen also really likes him so much that it's hard to add more.He knew very well in his heart that Mu Liang liked him too, but he knew even more clearly in his heart why Mu Liang refused to agree to him.Age, gender, family, family background...these issues are just the beginning, and there will be quarrels, breakups, marriages, the seven-year itch, and so on.it is too hard to love someone.

He had a premonition in his heart, he knew why Mu Liang agreed to him so simply, let him live at home, watched the snow with him, watched the Spring Festival Gala together on the sofa, and promised to go to the sea with him tomorrow.All of this was because Mu Liang would formally reject him tomorrow, which was a formal farewell unlike previous rejections.

Very reluctant, do not know what to do.Previously, he was just reckless, he would give wholeheartedly when he liked someone, without considering anything else, but now he realized that this kind of liking was too immature, not what Mu Liang wanted to like.He likes this liking, but he doesn't need this liking.Shen also suddenly didn't know how to like someone.Mu Liang will reject him, and then, will he give up willingly?Still not reconciled, still want to try.

But he really likes Mu Liang.He didn't want to do anything that would make him unhappy. If he tried so self-righteously to make him unhappy, what would Shen do?He doesn't know, he really doesn't know.

It's hard to like someone.

Tomorrow is the last time, try again.If there is really no possibility, then Shen also hopes that they can maintain their friendship, even if they can only have dinner on weekends, until Mu Liang gets married, maybe he can still be the best man.But he is going to America in June, and he hasn't told Mu Liang yet.At first, he was afraid that Mu Liang would use this as a reason to reject him, but now he also wanted to understand that a twisted melon is not sweet, and it is unacceptable not to see each other again, and the worst ending should be to meet once in a while, saying Let me talk about the current situation.God, I thought too far.Shen also turned over, and the 1.8-meter-seven tall man curled up on the sofa.I still have to slow down, walk slowly, and walk steadily, whether it is the future or the matter with Mu Liang.Tomorrow, tell Mu Liang about going to America in June.Honesty is the first step.

If you want to define Shen Ye's secret love now, it must be a 90.00% possibility of failure.

The standing clock struck twelve.The snow outside the floor-to-ceiling windows is getting bigger and bigger.Happy New Year, Shen Ye said softly.He turned over, facing the sofa, and gradually fell into a deep sleep.

Mu Liang also heard the twelve ringing bells.A new year begins, another year.As expected, it will be another mediocre and hastily passing year.This is not the life Mu Liang wants, but he can only live like this.

Mu Liang got up and walked to the door with bare feet.He crouched down and leaned against the door.Happy New Year, he said.This is a happy new year that Mu Liang said to Shen Ye, and it may be the last one.

Perhaps this "Happy New Year" reassured Mu Liang a lot, and he fell asleep leaning against the door panel.It was already dawn when he woke up, Mu Liang curled up on the floor, and slept like that all night.It was so cold, and it was still snowing outside, and the white snow was falling and falling.

The standing clock in the living room struck eight, eight o'clock.Last night, he promised Shen Ye that he would go to see the sea today, so he had to get up quickly.I woke up suddenly and found that my head was dizzy. At first I thought it was hypoglycemia. I sat on the bedside for a while and didn't recover. I touched my forehead and found that I had a fever.I've been too busy recently, maybe it's because of my low immunity.

"Dong dong dong", three knocks on the door.Shen also asked him outside if he was up and breakfast was ready.Get up, come right away, Mu Liang shouted.Must not let him know.

They are all bad kids who "have their own ghosts".Mu Liang got up early with a fever and pretended to be fine, while Shen Ye received a text message from his father asking him why he didn't go home during the Chinese New Year.Swipe left to delete, pretending not to see it.

I cooked porridge with the leftover rice from last night and fried two poached eggs. I originally wanted to make it into the shape of a heart, but unfortunately it failed. I also found a jar of pickles at home. There is no packaging on it. It should be pickled by myself. Shen also smelled it, and it was not broken, just right for porridge.A table of simple but Shen has already done his best to complete the breakfast.He likes simple things, the simpler the more people can understand.

When Mu Liang came out of the bedroom, Shen also told him to wash up quickly, otherwise the breakfast would be cold.He looked at Mu Liang's back.He likes Muliang, he is like a mystery that attracts people to solve, a mystery that is not very simple.

"It's snowing so hard outside, why don't you still go to see the sea?" Mu Liang came out of the bathroom, took a hot shower, and his nose no longer felt stuffed.

"Of course, you can't go back on your word." Shen Ye brought out two bowls of reheated porridge from the kitchen, and said to Mu Liang seriously.

"It's short-sighted to eat people, I don't regret it." Mu Liang sat on the chair and said with a smile.

"That's about the same." Shen Ye put the porridge in front of Mu Liang.

Mu Liang looked at the fried eggs on the plate, which was in the shape of a heart.He was a little dumbfounded.While eating, he suddenly remembered something, "Is there a sea in this city?" Mu Liang asked.

"Yes, why not." Shen Ye looked up at Mu Liang, and raised his eyebrows pretending to be handsome.

"This city doesn't depend on the sea." Mu Liang was a little surprised, and emphasized again.

Shen also picked up a pickle for Mu Liang, "Can't a city without the sea have the sea?"

"Do you like the sea very much?" Mu Liang asked him.Going to see the sea in winter must be true love.

"Yes, I like it very much. I grew up by the sea, and the sea is my best friend." Shen Ye picked up another pickle for Mu Liang.

"Then why did you come here? My family is not here, wouldn't I be lonely living alone?" The topic suddenly deepened, and Mu Liang was really curious.

"Because we were destined to meet each other, so I came to this city and stopped at that bus station, and I happened to have some change with me." Shen Ye raised his eyebrows again, and gave Mu Liang another pickle.

"Smelly poor. I don't want pickles."

"Oh."