north wind blows south

Lu Peizhong lives in the most expensive place in the city center.It is a high-end residential building that has not been built for a few years. The whole building has 32 floors, and the higher the floor, the more expensive it is. He lives on the 28th floor, and he can see the most beautiful lake view from his bedroom.

From New Year's Eve, the spotlights of the commercial building opposite began to work and continued to work until the end of the New Year's holiday.Lu Peizhong's bedroom was the hardest-hit area, and when the colorful lights shone on his room, it seemed to be making fun of him-you are still alone even during the Chinese New Year.

Lu Peizhong privately thought that he was a pathetic and pitiful person.Both father and mother have prominent family backgrounds and "great" careers. For them, marriage is just a task entrusted by the family. After Lu Peizhong was born, their task was completed, and parting ways became an inevitable result.

The right of custody is in the hands of the mother, and the family agreement is that when he becomes an adult, Lu Peizhong must return to Hong Kong to study and then inherit his father's family business. After all, he is the so-called "eldest son".

All bullshit, all bullshit.The birth of a new life is just a continuation of the great money business for them, and what they need is the continued grandeur of the business empire, always grand.

Being pampered since childhood, he has always been the object of envy, but a good family background and a good background have never brought any happiness to Lu Peizhong.Material happiness can only last for 5 minutes, but psychological satisfaction is eternal.

He envied Shen Ye, at least at the beginning.Although Shen, like him, is always alone, at least he is free and has the right to choose freely.Choose to come to this city, choose to go to the United States, choose to like Muliang.Every choice is a bold choice, a free choice, and Lu Peizhong does not have this right.

Later, the relationship began to deteriorate, and the bright cherries began to ferment, and the sweetness became sour.He fell in love with Shen Ye, but it was different from ordinary liking, he had a psychological dependence on Shen Ye.They are outliers of their kind.

He is a coward.Even if I sat in front of the TV and watched silent dramas for several hours on New Year's Eve, the screen of my mobile phone turned on and off, and I didn't send the phrase "Happy New Year", I always felt that I was not qualified.

The chat records between him and Shen Ye were still before the holiday, and Shen Ye asked him how to refund the money from the meal card, but he didn't reply.

He is a coward, so he deserves nothing, not even the right to ask questions.

I am a coward, but I always have a little hope in my heart, hoping that after sending the sentence "Happy New Year", I can also receive a sentence of "Happy New Year".

Lu Peizhong was lying alone on the big bed, and the spotlights kept flying by, giving him a headache.Taking advantage of his old age, Lu Peizhong plucked up his courage and sent "Happy New Year" to the past.He didn't expect Shen Ye to return to him, but he didn't expect Shen Ye to reply in seconds.

--Happy New Year to you too!

Instead, Lu Peizhong didn't know how to answer him. After searching all the expressions, he couldn't find a suitable one.It was cold, at least he thought.

——I went back to my hometown to attend a friend's wedding.with him.

—It's still the same cold, although there is no snow.I also went to his former high school with him. It's been a long time since I had sex, and I'm a little unfamiliar.

—and then... at the gym, we kissed.

— without sticking out your tongue!Just lips on lips.

--He cried.I feel bad, but I don't know what to say.

Lu Peizhong was stunned. He held the phone, looked at the black and white and cold words on it, but couldn't connect a complete sentence.He has no chance, no chance at all.He couldn't cry, and he couldn't cry, and he could only whimper since he was a child.Like a mournful deer cry.

The family had paved a straight road for him long ago, so straight that he could see the end in no time.The slightest skew is not allowed, and the slightest idea is not recognized.Standing on a straight road, even if you fall, you can only fall straight.

He is the false protagonist, the eternal supporting role.

He is willing to be the last supporting role in Shen Ye's life list.

From Shen Ye's previous few words, Lu Peizhong had a vague impression of Mu Liang.What is certain is that Mu Liang is an introverted person who is not good at expressing, and he is also a person who desperately needs to communicate.If you don't speak up, you may not be able to hold back your words for a lifetime.

I held back the tears that couldn't come out, sniffed my nose, and started typing bit by bit.

——I'm still here, this year is going well.Glad to hear from you about how your relationship is going.I've never been in a relationship, and I don't know how to chase someone.I only understand that if you want to know what's on his mind, you'd better have a serious talk with him. When you speak your mind, he will also tell you.Heart for heart, I believe this is the truth that will never change.

After typing these words, there was another sound outside the house.At this point, only the mother is left.In fact, his relationship with his mother is not good, although they have lived together since birth.There has always been a nanny at home, and Lu Peizhong is always taken care of.Mother has been busy with work, leaving early and returning late, and rarely cares about him.They are more like strangers living under the same roof.

But it was always his mother, the only mother.

Lu Peizhong struggled in the deep bed for a while before he got up, walked to the door barefoot, held the doorknob in his hand, and opened the door after mental preparation.

My mother was sitting at the dining table, eating a cold bento while working.She has no life, her life is work.

Hearing the sound, the mother turned her head, saw Lu Peizhong, smiled and said, "I thought you were asleep."

The same tenderness, but polite tenderness.

"Happy New Year." Lu Peizhong's voice trembled, he rarely spoke to his mother.

"Well," my mother took off her glasses, looked a little tired, looked at Lu Peizhong and said, "Happy New Year."

Looking at each other speechlessly, they actually didn't have much to say.Finally, the door was gently closed. There was only one door, but it seemed like a world was separated.

The phone screen lit up, and it was a message from Shen Ye.He said, good.

It is a distance that only dreams can reach.To use the most vulgar words, the bed is warm, but the heart is cold.

Dreams are the most real support.

Shen also turned over and decided not to look at the back of Mu Liang's head.This guy may have had several dreams, and Shen Ye alone still looks like a fool, hurting the spring and the autumn here.

Although I booked a double bed room, this hotel is really real.The bed is longer and wider, two meters, and the quilt is also thicker and custom-made. This sharing the same bed does not feel like sharing the same bed at all.

uncomfortable.On the way back, Shen Ye thought that maybe he could develop and develop in the room, but unfortunately he was too naive.Mu Liang would not allow him to develop unless he took the initiative.

The progress is gratifying, but if the progress is too fast, it will deviate from the original law of things, and the result may not be optimistic.

On the way back, someone stopped talking. In fact, Shen also didn't know what to say.My heart is full of satisfaction, and there is nothing else but satisfaction.

Being treated as a child holding hands and walking on the road, sharing that not very long scarf, the two looked so silly when they walked from behind.

The wind was not as cold as usual, as if it had deliberately slowed down its pace, enveloping them.

The whole body is warm, from head to toe, even the cheeks are flushed.There was a gleam of joy in the eyes, both of them.

But after returning to the hotel, Mu Liang seemed to be a different person.Different from the silence just now, it was an indifferent silence.After washing up, I kept shrinking under the blanket, and I didn't agree to call him.

There is no way to break the stone, so I will treat myself as a treasure.

Thinking of this, Shen Ye was really angry, no matter how he thought about it, he couldn't understand how this broken stone turned his face so quickly.Turning around stealthily, pulled Mu Liang's blanket away, stretched his long legs in and kicked him.No force, no pain at all, but like tickling.

Mu Liang snorted and curled up his legs.He said softly, "Don't make trouble."

Shen also smiled, leaned over and hugged him through two quilts.

"Can talk, I thought I fell in love with a mute." The little bastard spoke bastardly, and Shen was just a child who didn't grow up.

——"Why didn't you speak just now?"

——"Run after kissing? If I hadn't pulled you, would you still be sleeping in this room tonight?"

——"Don't be afraid, I will take responsibility to the end."

——"Let's find a place tomorrow and have a good talk, shall we?"

——"I have a lot of things I want to tell you, and I believe you do too."

Shen also crackled a lot, like a little magpie.Mu Liang didn't think he was bothering him at all, and held his hand wrapped around his chest with his backhand.

"Got it." There was some doting in her tone, but also some helplessness.

Seeing that Mu Liang didn't reject him, Shen also made an inch, kicked off his quilt, and slipped into Mu Liang's bed.

It's a different feeling, it seems to be warmer.Not just the body, but the mind.Warm heart.

Mu Liang didn't respond at all, allowing Shen to push forward.

"Don't be afraid, I won't do anything." He said in a very gentle and gentle tone.

"You dare." He said with a smile.

The heavy curtains were drawn, and they didn't know it was starting to snow outside.After eight years of absence, Bai Xue came to this city again.

At the beginning, it was a little snow crystal, which looked like beautiful crystals one after another under the dim light.Later, it became bigger and bigger, and turned into a pile of white snow, like flour sifted, and then fell on the ground with all its strength, in order to avoid the fate of being melted.

And finally the snow.A very thick layer fell on the ground, on the weeds on the side of the road, on the tall pine trees, on the cascading eaves.

The whole city turned into a vast expanse of whiteness, echoing the distant north.

It's so clean.