self-deprecating

When the days are monotonous and unchanging, you will find that time passes too fast.

The sage Confucius said: The dead are like husbands, never giving up day and night.

Too many people have compared time to running water, which flows too fast, and can’t be grasped or caught up.

Han Zizhou passed the preliminary and semi-finals of the physics competition as he wished, and won the first prize at the provincial level.

Luo Haiping and Lao Zhang were so excited that they couldn't help setting off firecrackers.

The whole class six was also very excited. After all, such a fairy who came from heaven and earth was in class six. When he mentioned it, he was extraordinarily dignified. Walking in the teaching building, he unconsciously wanted to straighten his waist and show off.

Especially in front of Class [-] and Class [-].

The feud between Class [-] and Class [-] lasted until the third year of high school, and Class [-], because of its excellent grades, would naturally receive the teacher's preference and preferential treatment, and everyone naturally felt that it was a bit unfair.This time, these two classes were crushed to death, not to mention how refreshed they were.

Compared to other people, Han Zizhou seemed very calm. Although he was happy, he still remained calm.

On the other hand, Gu Ze felt a little sad.

When all the members are beaming like New Year's Eve, Gu Ze's little emotions can hardly be hidden.

Gu Ze will go to the training camp in two days. He will leave school tomorrow and go home to pack his things.

After returning to the dormitory after class, Han Zizhou put Gu Ze between the door and him, "What's wrong today? Are you in a bad mood?"

Gu Ze felt that he was a little hypocritical and didn't tell the truth, "No, today is pretty good."

In fact, he is just unhappy, he will be separated from Han Zizhou for two months.

For two whole months, when we meet again, this semester will be over.

The national finals of the physics competition will be at the end of November. If he can win the gold medal, and Han Zizhou's own very strong results, there is absolutely no problem in recommending him to P University.

Han Zizhou is going to pursue his dream. He can't be emotional and become a hindrance to Han Zizhou.He should encourage and bless Han Zizhou with a smile, so that Han Zizhou can bravely run forward and conquer.

But he still couldn't control his emotions well, and the thought of Han Zizhou leaving tomorrow made him feel uncomfortable.

Han Zizhou looked straight at him with a pair of eyes, and Gu Ze shifted his gaze guiltily.

"I know you're not telling the truth, why don't you tell me?" Han Zizhou asked again.

"No, I'm telling the truth. I'm in a good mood today." Gu Ze sorted out his emotions, and looked at Han Zizhou, "Maybe I'm a little tired from studying today."

"Then go to bed early today." Han Zizhou had no choice but to let go of Gu Ze and let him go to wash up quickly.

Gu Ze just made an excuse, he wasn't very sleepy or tired, and sat at the table to study after washing up.

Han Zizhou hugged him from behind, resting his chin on his shoulder.

"Gu Ze."

"Ok?"

"fine."

Han Zizhou could smell the shower gel on Gu Ze's body. He didn't know what kind of fragrance it was, but it was very light and smelled good.

At the end of September, the cotton T-shirt Gu Ze was wearing was very comfortable.

Han Zizhou lusted after him for a while, then let go of Gu Ze.

The heat on his back and the weight on his shoulders all disappeared, and Gu Ze suddenly felt empty in his heart, and Han Zizhou took a big part of his heart away.

After much deliberation, I found myself unable to concentrate on my homework.Looking at the time, it was past eleven o'clock, so Gu Ze simply put away his pen and climbed onto the bed to get ready to sleep.

When Han Zizhou came back to his senses, Gu Ze was already lying on the bed with his eyes closed as if he was asleep.

Han Zizhou stood up and walked to Gu Ze's bed to take a look at Gu Ze.

Not being able to see each other for two months is really a huge challenge.

Han Zizhou stood at the head of Gu Ze's bed. Gu Ze's face was turned sideways, so Han Zizhou looked at it seriously.

Stretch out your hand to trace the eyebrows, trace the eyes, and a small scar...

Gu Ze's eyelashes trembled, and his eyes slowly opened.

"Wake you up?"

"No, not asleep." Gu Ze looked at him.

"It's not that you're tired, why can't you fall asleep?" Han Zizhou asked softly.

Gu Ze didn't answer him, but said, "Brother Zhou, let's sleep together."

"Ok?"

"Come up to sleep, I'll hold you." Gu Ze gestured to lift off the thin blanket covering his body.

"Okay." Han Zizhou nodded, "I'm going to pack my things."

Gu Ze watched as Han Zizhou turned around and put the exercise book spread out on the table into his schoolbag, and turned off the lamp on the table.

Gu Ze held up his mobile phone and illuminated it for him.

Two 1.8-meter boys squeezed into the one-meter-wide small bed, and they could only stick sideways very close.

Gu Ze was probably worried that Han Zizhou would be squeezed against the wall.

Han Zizhou reached out and pulled Gu Ze into his arms, "Don't stick to the wall, cool."

Gu Ze leaned against Han Zizhou, his body temperature was very high.

"Brother Zhou."

"I'm here." Han Zizhou stroked his back.

"I won't see you for two months."

Han Zizhou didn't speak, but gently stroked Gu Ze's back.

Gu Ze lowered his head and leaned against Han Zizhou's collarbone, and the thin hair stubble rubbed against Han Zizhou's chin.

Gu Ze suddenly smiled, "Fuck, so hypocritical."

After finishing speaking, Gu Ze called him again in a low voice, "Brother Zhou."

Han Zizhou responded with "Yes", and kissed Gu Ze's short hair.

"Not hypocritical, I am the same."

Gu Ze raised his head, facing Han Zizhou's eyes.Outside the window, I don't know whether it's street lamps or moonlight, but it comes in through the undrawn curtains.

Warm breath intertwined.

Gu Ze raised his head and kissed the corner of Han Zizhou's lips, "I started to miss you before we parted."

"In this case, I don't want to leave." Han Zizhou smiled softly.

"That's not okay, I'm waiting for you to recommend P University." Gu Ze said immediately, "Anyway, the days to come are still long, and now it's only two months."

Han Zizhou didn't speak, kissed Gu Ze's forehead, and then kissed the scar on the corner of Gu Ze's eyebrow.

That scar contained Gu Ze's past, Gu Ze's grievances, and Gu Ze's tenderness and motivation.

Han Zizhou thought, if he had met Gu Ze earlier, he would have been able to protect him well, and he would not have been hurt.

He had such a handsome face, but there was a small scar at the corner of his brow.

But it's also handsome.

As long as it's Gu Ze, it's fine.

Thinking about it, Han Zizhou kissed the scar on the corner of Gu Ze's eyebrow again.

"Don't kiss anymore." Gu Ze said with a smile, "If you kiss again, you won't be able to sleep tonight."

Of course Han Zizhou knew what Gu Ze meant, he smiled and held Gu Ze in his arms, "Go to sleep."

The smell lingered on the tip of his nose, and Gu Ze fell into a deep sleep.

The two slept in each other's arms, but woke up very early in the morning.

When Han Zizhou woke up, the alarm clock hadn't rung.

After sleeping on his side all night, half of his body became a little stiff.

He watched Gu Ze quietly waiting for the alarm clock.

The morning light trickled in through the window little by little, as if to remind him that a new day had arrived.

He remembered what Scarlett said: "Tomorrow is a new day."

Today is also a new day.

It seemed that the curtains were not drawn properly last night, and the light was too bright. Gu Ze turned his head to the side and let out a murmur.

Today, he is going to chase his dream, and there happens to be a gentle young man beside him.

Counting the time, he woke up Gu Ze, and the two of them ate breakfast and entered the classroom.

Han Zizhou went to tidy up his things, and then asked for a leave note to sign, while Gu Ze was in the classroom.

Gu Ze lay on the railing of the corridor, watching Han Zizhou go downstairs.

Han Zizhou stood downstairs and smiled at him, waved again, then turned and left.

Gu Ze watched Han Zizhou's figure disappear into the distance, and sighed helplessly.

"Tsk tsk tsk, Brother Ze, do you know what you look like now?" Yao Jie came over at some point.

Gu Ze didn't speak, but glanced at him.

"Brother Ze, you are now like the husband-watching stone on the mountain. When Brother Zhou left, you lost your soul." Yao Jie chuckled.

"Little Jiezi, why are you talking so much? Let me ask you, have you memorized the vocabulary? Have you written the exercise book?" Gu Ze narrowed his eyes, with a dangerous expression on his face.

"Brother Ze, you treat him too differently. You are as warm as spring to Brother Zhou, but as cold as winter to me." Yao Jie joked with him.

"Am I not warm to you?" Gu Ze asked.

"Brother Ze, touch your conscience and say." Yao Jie said as he took Gu Ze's hand and placed it on his left chest.

"Say a fart!" Gu Ze cursed with a smile, turned and entered the classroom.

Yao Jie sighed, Gu Ze without Han Zizhou turned into Gu Xiaoba who had no feelings for him before.

Han Zizhou went to the university training camp with his teacher.

More intensive and intense courses filled his life.

In the morning, there are theoretical courses, in the afternoon, we go to the laboratory to do experiments, and in the evening, we leave time for everyone to practice by ourselves.

Those who participated in the training camp were all excellent students, and Han Zizhou experienced a different kind of pressure and excitement.

Gu Ze is still busy at three o'clock and one line. The canteen, dormitory, and classroom have become the whole of his life.

The communication between the two is only before going to bed at night, and the conversation ends after saying a few words, saying good night to each other, or falling asleep holding the phone before waiting for good night.

Gu Ze became a frequent visitor to Lao Zhang's office, and went to the office to ask questions after class.

Lao Zhang looked at him cheerfully, and then helped him answer.

"The tablemate is not here, so I have to ask me, this middle-aged greasy man?"

I don't know where Lao Zhang knew the term "middle-aged greasy man", and he even said it was a hack.

Gu Ze sat happily on the seat in the office, "Old Zhang, where did you hear the term middle-aged greasy man?"

"Keep pace with the times." Lao Zhang took a sip of tea from his thermos.

"No, no, Zhang, you are handsome and not greasy at all." Gu Ze flattered him, then stood up, "I'm going back to the classroom."

Pushing open the door and walking in the corridor, Gu Ze thought of Han Zizhou.

When Lao Zhang mentioned Han Zizhou just now, he suddenly felt a little sad.

More than a month has passed in the blink of an eye.

The days climbed and climbed until mid-November.

In the last exam, he improved by more than ten points, and the exam room has moved from the last one to the back of the middle.

He sent a message telling Han Zizhou that he hoped to get a score of 500 in the exam at the end of November.

Han Zizhou sent a hugging green villain, and then said that he will definitely win the gold medal in the exam at the end of November.

I hope that when the two of them meet again, they will become better selves.

The author has something to say: Thank you everyone.