self-deprecating

The college entrance examination always starts with a bang and ends with a sense of loss.

It seems that there is no direction, no purpose.

At this node of the college entrance examination, when looking back, everything is for the college entrance examination in June. Even the time, June [-]th and [-]th, everyone laughed and said, "This is the homonym of 'enroll it'."

After crossing this threshold, when looking forward again, I don't know where the direction is.

This goal has been achieved, and then I will tell you that your 18 years of struggle are over.

Sure enough, there was nothing left but a sense of loss.

But to achieve it, everyone is still busy with this goal.

The No. [-] Middle School of the college entrance examination is the test center. After the three-day holiday, the school seems a little deserted after returning from the holiday.

Because the seniors have left, the competition in the cafeteria for fried pork is not as fierce as before, the canteen is not so crowded, and there are fewer people on the benches who are endorsing their books...

Lao Zhang served chicken soup to the sixth class on time.

"Students, the senior three students have finished the college entrance examination, and now you are senior high school students."

"I don't want to be a senior in high school!"

"So fast?!"

"Old Zhang, I'm a little scared!"

Lao Zhang smiled, "Don't worry, I will review according to the teacher's arrangement. There is still one year left, so it will be a long time if you say it fast or not.

You still have a lot of potential. If you work hard in your studies, no one can decide what will happen in the future.

Moreover, it's great to be a third-year student, the baby of the whole school, everything depends on your needs. "

"Hahahahahaha."

It was probably Lao Zhang who said "baby" with a smile, and everyone was amused to laugh.

"Old Zhang, can high school seniors not run and exercise?"

"Old Zhang, can high school seniors finish class 5 minutes earlier at noon and go to the cafeteria to eat?"

"Old Zhang, can high school seniors not go to evening self-study?"

Everyone giggled and offered suggestions to Lao Zhang.

Lao Zhang shook his head, "I'm afraid these are not allowed, but senior high school students can give out a few more papers and save a few days off."

Ugh--

The class suddenly sighed.

Lao Zhang clapped his hands, "Don't worry, everyone, keep working hard, the teacher believes in you!"

Gu Ze is memorizing vocabulary, and the monthly exam is coming soon.

Now his score is still hovering in the first line, and there is still a lot of room for improvement.

Han Zizhou was busy preparing for the physics competition, and took some time every day to give lectures to Gu Ze.

Man is like a spinning top, and time is like a whip.Constantly whipping and urging them, forcing them to turn faster and faster.

Summer comes too fast.

Gu Ze's score finally reached 470 points in the final exam in early July, 16 points higher than last year's score line.

Han Zizhou still sat firmly in the first place in the grade, causing the students in Class [-] to complain silently behind their backs.

"It's too perverted... Preparing for the competition can still take the first place in the grade every time."

Han Zizhou just listened casually and laughed.

While Lao Zhang was handing out the report card, he was also handing out the day-study application form.

Students in the third year of senior high school generally live in the school. Unless there are special circumstances, they must fill in the day application form to not live in the school.

Most of the students will choose accommodation.

The dormitories in No. [-] Middle School are in good condition.Bed and table, air-conditioning, heating, separate toilet, double room, with shower.Moreover, the evening self-study in the third year of high school ends at ten o'clock in the evening, and it is naturally a waste of time to go home.

Both Gu Ze and Han Zizhou live on campus.

Gu Ze didn't want to live on campus, after all, if he lived on campus, Gu Lan would be the only one at home.But Gu Lan insisted on letting him live in the school, and ordered him not to go to the Internet cafe to play games again, and the income from power leveling died.

There is a holiday in mid-July, and the school starts in August, which is the usual preferential treatment for the second and third graders.

Lao Zhang smiled and told everyone on the podium: "You must seize the time at home during the summer vacation and complete your homework carefully. Don't go to some dangerous places to play, pay attention to safety, prevent drowning, and heat stroke. The most important thing for you is to protect yourself."

"Old Zhang, do you think I have a chance to go out?"

"That's right, Lao Zhang, the school is really ruthless. There are only ten days off, and forty or fifty papers are handed out, and an average of four papers a day is written. How can I have time to go out and play?"

"A high school dog has no human rights!"

Lao Zhang has been teaching for 20 years, how many classes of students he has taught, and he is still calm in the face of classmates' complaints.

"After a hard year, you will be liberated when you go to college. It's almost time, everyone is waiting for the bell to finish school, and school will be over soon."

Everyone is ready to move, packed their schoolbags and prepared to devote themselves to the short summer vacation life as soon as possible.

Han Zizhou asked Gu Ze, "Are there any plans for the summer vacation?"

Gu Ze threw his schoolbag on his back, "Study. Ms. Gu is cruel and wants me to study hard. I'm not allowed to go to Lei Ge's shop, and I'm not allowed to go to Internet cafes. I can only stay at home and study hard."

"My arrangement is also to study hard. I wonder if you would like to study with me?" Han Zizhou smiled.

"What if I say I don't want to?" Gu Ze deliberately joked with him.

"If you don't want to, you have to be willing." Han Zizhou threatened him with a cold face.

"Why are you so domineering?" Gu Ze couldn't help laughing.

Han Zizhou walked in front, and a word floated, "Who made you disobedient."

But that being said, half of the time the two of them were separated from each other.

The summer vacation lasted for [-] days, but Han Zizhou's grandparents missed their grandson, because Han Zizhou went to the winter camp during the winter vacation and did not go back to visit the elderly. This summer vacation, the two elderly people must let Han Zizhou go back to live for a few days.

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Zeze: How to write these two questions?

When Han Zizhou received the news, he was sitting under the grape arbor in the yard eating watermelon.

Han Zizhou: Let me take a look.

After looking at the topic, it was a bit complicated, so Han Zizhou simply made a voice call.

"Gu Ze."

"Yeah." Gu Ze deserved to be careless, and could still hear the sound of paper being flipped.

"The two questions just now are a bit troublesome. I should explain it to you more clearly."

"Okay, say it, I'll listen."

"The first question is mainly about tense..."

Finished two questions.

"Understand?"

"understood."

Han Zizhou looked at the time, "Have you been studying since you got up in the morning? Have you never rested?"

"It's okay, I'll rest after I finish writing these two questions." Gu Ze's voice came from the receiver.

"Then I'll wait for you."

"Why are you waiting for me?" Gu Ze asked.

"When you finish writing, turn on the camera and let me see you. I haven't seen you for a few days." Han Zizhou said confidently.

Gu Ze's laughter came down the receiver, "It's only the fourth day, and it hasn't been long. Don't we send WeChat every day?"

"One day is like three autumns. If you do the math, it's been twelve autumns." Han Zizhou also said with a smile.

"OK then."

After speaking, Gu Ze's camera was turned on.

The phone was probably leaning against the stack of books on the table, and Gu Ze could just be seen.A paper was placed in front of Gu Ze, and a few gel pens were scattered beside it, red, blue and black.

Gu Ze was wearing a white T-shirt, and his hair seemed to be a little longer.

"Where are you sitting?" Gu Ze asked.

"In the yard." Han Zizhou scanned around with his phone.

"Yeah." Gu Ze nodded.

"I was eating watermelon just now. Today's watermelon is very sweet and delicious. It will be even better if it is chilled." Han Zizhou smiled and said some trivial things.

Gu Ze: "Don't eat iced ones, it's not good for your health."

"Well, I know, you are a health expert."

Gu Ze smiled, "I'll take care of you."

"Well, it's all up to you." Han Zizhou nodded seriously.

"What's for lunch?" Han Zizhou asked again.

Gu Ze looked at his watch, "It's time for lunch, Ms. Gu doesn't go home at noon, I'm alone, just eat whatever you want."

After speaking, Gu Ze picked up his phone and walked into the kitchen.

Holding the phone in one hand and opening the refrigerator door with the other, "I still have a bowl of rice left from the rice I ate yesterday afternoon, let's eat fried rice for lunch."

Gu Ze leaned his phone against the wall and started cooking.

The sound of water flowing when washing vegetables, the sound of the knife cutting the ingredients when cutting vegetables, the rhythmic knocking sound when it falls on the chopping board, and then the sound of the oil pan "stabbing--"

Gu Ze didn't speak, neither did Han Zizhou.

The phone was leaning against the wall at a low angle, and Gu Ze's face could hardly be seen. Most of the time, he could only see his chest and abdomen wearing an apron, and the rest of the time he couldn't even see his figure.

The range hood was very noisy, but Han Zizhou was reluctant to turn it down.He imagined how Gu Ze was busy in the kitchen, and suddenly missed him very much.

Gu Ze cooks very quickly, and the fried rice is ready in about 10 minutes.

"Why haven't you hung up yet? I was so busy that I forgot." Gu Ze picked up the phone and blinked at Han Zizhou.

"It's interesting to watch you cook." Han Zizhou smiled.

"When do you eat?" Gu Ze asked.

"We'll be eating right away."

As if to confirm Han Zizhou's words, grandma's voice came out, "Xiaozhou, it's time to eat."

"Here we come!" Han Zizhou raised his voice and replied.

"Go and eat quickly, hang up." Gu Ze waved at him.

"Yeah." Han Zizhou looked at the small screen of his phone, "Gu Ze, I miss you."

Gu Ze paused, "Me too."

Han Zizhou smiled, "Goodbye."

After the video was hung up, Han Zizhou stood up and walked from the yard to the room.

want to go back.

I want to see Gu Ze.

The elderly are always reluctant to part with the juniors, and it is rare for Han Zizhou to come back to accompany the two elderly people.

I went back and forth again, and when I came back, it had been a week.

Han Cong drove to pick him up and didn't come home until after nine o'clock in the evening.

On the way back through the city center, the lights are dazzling and people are coming and going.

In summer nights, the temperature has not yet dropped, and it is very hot. As long as you get out of the car and take a walk, you will become sweaty.

It has been a year, he has been in this city for a year.

There is a food street nearby. When I saw those small vendors pushing their carts, I could hear the sound of "嗞—嗞——" from the food on the iron plate.

Han Zizhou remembered that at noon that day, Gu Ze was in the kitchen video-videoing with him, and the voice full of life and smoke echoed in his ears.

He met the boy who jumped on the back of his bike late last summer.

Then stay in my heart.

In summer, I want to run to see him.

The author has something to say: Thank you everyone.