self-deprecating

Beginning in May, No. [-] Middle School has entered a round of review for the college entrance examination.A round of review is mainly a comprehensive and systematic review, reviewing all the textbooks and knowledge points learned before from beginning to end.

This is the critical moment for Gu Ze to learn.Although when Han Zizhou gave him tutoring before, he started teaching from the first book in the first year of high school.But it is more necessary to follow the teacher for a more systematic and comprehensive review.

Before the college entrance examination, learn all the knowledge points three times and five times, the more the better.

As soon as he entered the review stage, Han Zizhou obviously felt that Gu Ze was a little nervous.There was only a little bit of nervousness, but Han Zizhou clearly felt it.

There is always a pocket book in the pocket of the school uniform, and I read it for a while when queuing. I go to bed later and later at night and wake up earlier in the morning.

In fact, this kind of behavior is very common, and most of the students in the third year of high school are like this.Grasp every minute and every second to study, hoping to put every word in the book into your mind.

There are many students in the class like this.

But Gu Ze tightened his strings little by little, nervous, he was nervous.

Or rather, he was a little anxious.

Nervousness is inevitable, but not excessively so, and anxiety is not a good thing.

Han Zizhou is also nervous, the competition time is getting closer, review is also necessary, but he is not anxious.

Nervousness would tire him out, but anxiety would drain him and make him more tired.

Han Zizhou rode his bicycle and casually said a few words about what happened in school today, and Gu Ze would respond to him sitting in the back.

But he had stopped for a long time, and Gu Ze didn't respond to him.

Han Zizhou knew it well, Gu Ze sat on the back seat of the car again and fell asleep on his back.

It's only been two weeks since the round of review started, and it's only the middle of May, and Gu Ze has already fallen asleep on his back three times.

very tired.

Han Zizhou slowed down and rode steadily to the downstairs of Gu Ze's house.

"Gu Ze."

Gu Ze woke up in a daze, "Are you there?"

"Ah."

Gu Ze got off the car and stood beside him, "Then I'll get on, and you should go back early."

"Gu Ze, wait a minute." Han Zizhou held Gu Ze's arm, "What time did you sleep in the past few days?"

"It's about the same as before, 12:30." Gu Ze said.

"Then you got up early in the morning?"

Gu Ze shook his head, "No, I can't wake up in the morning, it's the same as before."

Han Zizhou nodded, "Pay attention to rest and sleep well."

The two parted, and Han Zizhou rode his bicycle to go home.

Gu Ze's sleep time has not decreased, and his life at school is also very regular, but he is still very sleepy and tired.

Probably because of the pressure in my heart.

Han Zizhou wanted to adjust Gu Ze's mood, after all, it was impossible to go on like this.There is still a full year before the college entrance examination, so I can't keep this exhausted state forever.

"Brother Zhou, did I hear you right?" Yao Jie pretended to dig his ears, "Are you asking us out to play?"

"No," Han Zizhou nodded helplessly, "Don't talk too much nonsense, just say whether to go or not."

"Of course! While I still have the weekend vacation, of course I want to have fun." Yao Jie looked very excited, "I'll call Lao Duan, Tang Yuaner and the others."

Han Zizhou nodded, "Let's relax together."

Yao Jie happily went to find Tang Yuan.

Gu Ze sat on his seat and turned his head to look at him, "Are you busy?"

"Busy, busy to relax." Han Zizhou said, "Don't study this Saturday, just relax. It is necessary to combine work and rest."

Gu Ze tapped his fingers on the table, "I haven't finished my exercise book yet, are you sure?"

"Sure." Han Zizhou nodded, "You really need to relax."

Gu Ze didn't say anything, but nodded, "Okay."

On Saturday, a few people made an appointment to have dinner together after Gu Ze got off work, and play for a while after dinner.

I ate hot pot.

"The weather is so hot, do you still want to eat hot pot?" Gu Ze complained.

"This kind of hot genius wants to eat hot pot! Eat hot pot with the air conditioner on! It's super cool!" Yao Jie took the menu and ordered without hesitation.

"Order a few more plates of meat! I'm bored with school meals." Duan Yuelin leaned next to Yao Jie, pointing to the huge picture of mutton on the menu.

"okk."

……

After eating and drinking, several people passed by the video game city.Tang Yuan couldn't hold back his desire to play again, and pulled a few people to the basketball machine.

"Come on, come on, if you're a man, just compete with me!" Tang Yuan excitedly pulled Gao Linfei and said.

Gao Linfei rolled his eyes, "Excuse me? A member of the school team is showing off in front of me? Watch me blow your dog's head off today."

"Beautiful thinking!" Tang Yuan raised his hand and locked Gao Linfei's throat.

Everyone came to the interest, exchanged the game currency and started shooting.

Tang Yuan deservedly belonged to the school's basketball team. Except for the first two balls that he didn't have a good handle on, the subsequent balls all went into the basket, throwing Gao Linfei away by a large margin in terms of points.

Gao Linfei finished casting the last one with a blank expression, and then threw in the game coins in his pocket.

"Brother Zhou, come here!"

Han Zizhou stood beside him, but Gao Linfei clicked on him unexpectedly.

"Brother Zhou! Take revenge for me!" Gao Linfei pretended to hold his chest, and tilted his body to the side.

Han Zizhou helped him up with a funny face, "Okay."

The number of goals scored by the two was about the same, and several people laughed and made trouble for a while.

Tang Yuan gave up the seat to Gu Ze, "Brother Ze, compare yourself with Brother Zhou."

"what?"

"Come on, compare with me." Han Zizhou also said with a smile.

"Okay." Gu Ze stood in front of the basketball machine, took a good pose and started shooting.

Han Zizhou soon discovered that Gu Ze's hit rate was not high.

At the end of the game, the score gap is a bit big.

"Brother Ze, are you kidding me?!" Yao Jie, who can't play basketball, could tell that Gu Ze's state was not right.

Gu Ze smiled, "Eh... made a mistake, I don't feel the ball."

"That's right, I didn't feel it before." Tang Yuan nodded.

Everyone was not interested in other entertainment items, and a few people came out of the video game city and said they were going to KTV.

Gu Ze followed behind, "Why do you have so much energy? Are you not tired?"

"What time is it? It's not even nine o'clock, and the nightlife has just begun." Yao Jie showed the time on the phone screen to Gu Ze.

"Okay, okay, I'm an old man."

Gu Ze followed behind with his pockets in his pocket, and Han Zizhou walked beside him.

"Are you tired? Want to go back?" Han Zizhou asked.

"No, I just remembered that there are still unfinished workbooks."

"exercise book?"

"It's the one that the physical chemistry teacher distributed one by one."

Han Zizhou nodded, "Isn't that not arranged? Why are you in such a hurry?"

"Many people in the class have written, I can't let go." Gu Ze smiled at him.

"Don't rush this moment, understand the basics well."

"En." Gu Ze responded.

After entering the KTV private room, several people immediately started crying and howling.

Gu Ze leaned on the sofa, drinking beer all the time.

"Brother Ze, sing one!" Duan Yuelin stood in front of the song jukebox and shouted at him, "What are you singing? I'll give you some."

"I won't sing today." Gu Ze shook his head, "I can't sing."

"Oh, don't spoil the fun! Sing one! I haven't heard you sing yet." Duan Yuelin continued.

"I have a sore throat today, so I can't sing, next time." Gu Ze continued to refuse.

When Duan Yuelin heard that Gu Ze had a sore throat, he couldn't say anything more, so he handed the microphone to Yao Jie, "Let's sing at the same table."

Yao Jie took the microphone, "Come on, sing!"

Han Zizhou reached out and took the beer from Gu Ze's hand and replaced it with hot tea, "Why does my throat hurt?"

"It's a little uncomfortable, maybe I didn't sleep well to catch the cold at night." Gu Ze held the glass helplessly, looking at the yellowed tea in the cup, "I don't like drinking this..."

"Don't drink if you feel uncomfortable. You don't want to have a cold and a fever."

Gu Ze put down the water glass, leaned on the sofa with folded arms, bowed his head and yawned.

"Why are you so sleepy recently?" Han Zizhou looked at Gu Ze.

Tears welled up in Gu Ze's eyes because of yawning, they were wet and slightly confused.

"It's okay, I just didn't sleep well, and I have a little insomnia."

"Why are you insomnia?" Han Zizhou frowned.

"I don't know." Gu Ze shook his head.

Han Zizhou reached out and shook Gu Ze's hand, "Tell me something."

"Ah."

After singing for more than two hours, Han Zizhou lifted Gu Ze up from the sofa, "The two of us are leaving first, you guys want to play for a while."

Gu Ze stood up straight, "Well, I'll go back first."

"That's all right, you go back first, we'll go home later." Tang Yuan nodded.

A few people were singing happily, so they didn't care.

Han Zizhou and Gu Ze stepped out of the private room one after the other, and the deafening music inside the door was well blocked.

Han Zizhou said, "Go back and go to bed early."

"Don't worry, there is still a little time to go back, you can read a book for a while." Gu Ze looked at the time on his phone.

Han Zizhou stopped in his tracks, "Take a good rest for a day, you seem very sleepy and tired recently."

"It's really fine, I think I'm fine." Gu Ze smiled at him.

Han Zizhou angrily pulled Gu Ze forward.

The restroom is at the end of the road and there is no one at the door.Han Zizhou pulled Gu Ze into the corner, supported the wall with one hand, and pulled Gu Ze's wrist with the other.

Gu Ze smiled, "Brother Zhou, are you hitting on me?"

Han Zizhou didn't answer, just looked into his eyes.

"What have you been worrying about lately?"

Gu Ze was stunned, "I'm not anxious, I'm fine."

"...Don't lie to me." Han Zizhou's hands tightened a little, and it hurt to grab Gu Ze's wrist.

"..."

Han Zizhou's eyes were very serious, as if he wanted to see through Gu Ze.

Gu Ze lowered his head and said sullenly, "I don't know if this counts as anxiety."

Gu Ze's voice sounded a little confused, low voice, like a stone being ground on the heart, not sharp like a knife, but sharpened to the point of pain.

Han Zizhou raised his hand and stroked Gu Ze's head, "It's okay, you tell me, I'll listen."

"I'm just worried. I'm worried that my grades won't improve, I'm worried that I haven't learned that knowledge, I'm worried that I'm still the same as before, I don't understand anything..."

Gu Ze rested his head on Han Zizhou's shoulder, "You are so good, I am far behind you."

"No……"

"Yes," Gu Ze continued, "My grades are only hovering on the edge of the first line, and I don't know a lot of knowledge points. I have no ideas for slightly difficult questions, and I haven't memorized English words. , Sometimes I can't keep up with the teacher's train of thought in class..."

"It's okay, there's still a lot of time, I'll teach you." Han Zizhou gently stroked Gu Ze's head.

Gu Ze shook his head, "No, I'm always dragging you down. You are also very tired, and the competition will start in three months. You are still busy with your own revision, and you have to spare a lot of time to give me lectures. "

"No." Han Zizhou pushed Gu Ze's head away from his shoulder and forced Gu Ze to look at him.

"You're not dragging me down." Han Zizhou shook his head, "Gu Ze, I don't allow you to say such things."

Gu Ze didn't speak, but his eyes were red.

"I never feel that you are dragging me down. On the contrary, I am very happy. Study hard and improve your grades. These can only be done by yourself. It is not that I give you lectures and make up lessons for you, so you can improve your grades.

All results are because of yourself.

because you want to.

I just gave you a little bit of help within my ability in this process.I'm glad I can help you, and I'm glad I can help someone I like.

Don't worry, there is still a year to go, and the grades will improve slowly with hard work.

Do not think too much. "

Han Zizhou held Gu Ze in his arms and stroked his back.

"Just solve one small problem every day, and you can solve 365 problems in one year. Improve one point every day, and you can improve 365 points in one year."

Gu Ze suddenly laughed, "Then I have more than full marks."

"Yes. The marking teacher will give you extra points." Han Zizhou also smiled.

The author has something to say: Thank you everyone.