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The damaged Liantian Cauldron was hit again and again by the All Things True Spirit Cauldron. The old wounds were not healed and new wounds were added. The body of the cauldron was covered with cracks, and the cracks were getting bigger and bigger, and it was about to collapse.

Although the Lian Tian Ding is a top-level imperial weapon, its original soul has long been broken up. Now, after more than two years of nourishment, although consciousness has been initially born, it is far below the level of a soul, and it only has a very simple instinct , whether it is compared with the soul of the Heavenly Cauldron or the soul of the True Spirit Cauldron, it is too weak, like a small flame that can be extinguished at any time.Under the menacing pursuit and strong will of the All Things True Spirit Cauldron, the Liantian Cauldron changed from the majestic "buzz" sound of the Shangyue Emperor Cauldron to a pathetic one with cracks and cracks. The "hum" sound of the sound wailed, and finally, the whole mouth of the Heavenly Refining Cauldron was introverted, fixed in the air without moving, and let the true spirit of all things hit it.Although Lian Tian Ding has no expression, people can still clearly feel its despondency and "hit it if you want" emotion.

After the "fighting fluctuations" in the desolate ancient mountains subsided, everyone was shocked to see the All Things True Spirit Cauldron and the broken Tiantian Cauldron, which was so dilapidated that it could be thrown into the melting furnace for remelting at any time. Fly to Xueqing's side.

With Xueqing's hand, the Liantian Cauldron, which was almost destroyed by the True Spirit Cauldron of All Things, fell in front of her. As soon as it was drawn, a stream of transparent condensed dragon energy about ten feet long was captured from the cauldron and sealed into Zi Yunshu's body.With a flick of her sleeves, she took away the All Things True Spirit Cauldron and Refining Heaven Cauldron in front of her, with a very casual look, it seemed that what she took away was not the fairy treasure that wiped out all the vitality of the barren ancient mountain range , but something very unusual.

Ziyunshu and Yaosheng bowed to Xueqing and clasped their fists to express their thanks.

Xueqing nodded slightly, without saying anything, and told Xuanyue to leave straight away.

The demon sage knew that Xueqing had nothing to say about what Xueqing had done to the world of cultivating immortals.She sighed softly, and said to Ziyunshu, Yumi and the others: "Let's go, I'm coming back."

Standing in the air, Yumi looked at the former holy land of flying immortals and now the deserted place where the yellow sand is full of life and death. Her originally dazzling eyes were slightly misty, and there was a bit of sadness in her eyes.It used to be the land of ascension, it had the hope of restarting the ascension to the upper realm, it had the hope of re-emerging the Xuantianmen, but now, Bao Gu left there with Ba, and I don’t know if we will see each other again in my lifetime, and now this place has turned into a piece of land. Jedi, everything is submerged in this long yellow sand.

Seeing Yu Mi standing there, the demon sage called out, "Yu Mi."

Yu Mi came back to her senses, she closed her eyes to gather herself, and said: "Go back." She raised her hand and put Duobao Spirit Monkey on her shoulder, and said goodbye to Qu Yirou, Yu Xiuluo, and Si Ruo.

This calamity was so tragic that even though the calamity had been eliminated now, everyone felt extremely uncomfortable.

Yu Xiuluo saw that Xuanyue's cultivation realm had actually stepped into the Dongxuan stage, and his whole body was not well.Yumi's cultivation level is higher than hers, she can comfort herself that she only lost a little bit of hind legs, and then ran out a Baogu to throw her a big chunk, she can comfort herself that Baogu was blessed by the Xuantian Sword, Ling'er She can say that Linger is born strong, and Xuanyue, who was only in the golden core stage a few years ago, she is really embarrassed to say that Xuanyue's parents are powerful, and her background is not weak Yu Linger.She counted with her fingers, and all the little friends around her outstripped her by a large amount, and everyone could compete with people in the Dongxuan stage, and she was only at the beginning of the transformation of the gods.

Although her master doesn't dislike her, it's normal for her master to be better than her, but that's also her daughter-in-law. She has been raised and protected by her daughter-in-law, and letting her daughter-in-law take care of her is like raising a child. What is it called!She wasn't that six-year-old back then!

In the past, Yu Xiuluo was able to muddle along in her practice, but now she really feels that if she continues to live like this, the gap between her and the people around her will only widen—even if she tries harder, it may be too late.

After Yu Xiuluo said goodbye to Yumi, he dragged Qu Yirou back to the main hall of the Chasing Soul Pavilion, and she wanted to retreat.

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Yumi followed Yaosheng and Ziyunshu back to Xuantianzong.

The dense forest of sea of ​​clouds in Canglong Mountains is arranged according to the dense forest of sea of ​​clouds in Liangjie Mountain. This place is very similar to the courtyard where Bao Gu lived before, but after all, there is no trace of Bao Gu's breath—Bao Gu has never stepped into this place.

Yu Mi sat in the yard, her heart was never empty, her eyes were always moist, her nose was sore, and her throat was choked up.

Zi Yunshu stepped into the courtyard and sat in front of Yu Mi.She said: "Ah Sage said, when I succeed in transforming into a dragon, I can lead you across the void to find Baogu when I become a real dragon."

Yu Mi stared at Zi Yunshu with wide eyes, and asked: "Really?" Her thoughts moved, yes, as long as they are still alive, as long as they are willing to practice hard, and when the practice reaches a certain level, she can go to the void to find Baogu , even if the possibility of finding it is very small, as long as she keeps looking, there is always hope of finding it.

Zi Yunshu also said: "Bao Gu has deep blessings and can always turn bad luck into good luck. Coupled with her temperament, even if she goes to the void, she will find a way to live well."

Yu Mi said to Zi Yunshu: "Don't worry about me, I'm fine."

Seeing that Yu Mi's eyes were no longer dim, Zi Yunshu twitched her mouth and said, "Just now it looked like an eggplant beaten by frost, now I say don't worry! It's fine, it's fine !” Turn around and walk out.

Yu Mi called out, "Little Uncle, why don't you comfort me for a while?"

Zi Yunshu asked: "Comfort, do you have something to eat?" After finishing speaking, she waved her hands without looking back, and said: "I still have to retreat to refine the Dragon Qi, who has the time to comfort you."

After Ziyunshu left, Yumi got up and left the courtyard, locked the courtyard door, said goodbye to Zitianjun, and took Baogu's soul lamp to embark on the road of experience.

The road is under your feet, as long as you don't die, you have to keep going, there is no turning back, and there is no way to regret it.In the past, she wanted to be strong because she wanted to control her own destiny and not be bullied.Up to now, she still has to become a strong person, not for herself, but for Baogu.She had to find Baogu, and she couldn't let Baogu wander in the void.

Yumi took Duobao Linghou on the road together, but Duobao Linghou was restless and would often leave her and run away without a trace.Over the years, she thought she was used to being alone.When she was in Qingzhou, Bao Gu retreated, and she was busy recovering her strength, she didn't feel that she missed Bao Gu too much, even if she occasionally thought of contacting Bao Gu with the sound transmission jade talisman, there was nothing to talk about with a few homely gossips.At that time, I just felt that although Bao Gu became a Taoist couple, they each had their own things to do, and each had their own practice, so it was unnecessary and impossible to get tired of being together all day long.She took Baogu's soul lamp on the road, but she guarded the soul lamp almost day and night, terrified.Bao Gu was having a bad time, almost struggling on the verge of life and death, the soul lamp was so weak that it seemed to be going out at any time, it would light up again every ten days and a half months, and then became weak again.She could imagine that Bao Gu would be seriously injured almost every ten days and a half months, and he would be seriously injured again just after recovering from his breath—it was being tortured in the hands of Ba.

Yu Mi shut herself in the inn room, staring at the soul lamp, tears streaming down her face.Bao Gu always said that she was kind to Bao Gu, but she knew very well in her heart that she was not kind to Bao Gu at all.Bao Gu always said that she didn't even want her life to protect Bao Gu, but in fact it was Bao Gu who didn't even want her life to protect her.These sufferings and dangers should have been suffered by her, but now Bao Gu is suffering for her.Holding the weak soul lamp in her hands, Yu Mi wanted to tell Bao Gu, grit her teeth and live on, and give her a chance to make amends, but she was afraid that Bao Gu's life would be worse than death in the never-ending pain.

Day after day, night after night, after more than seven months, the soul lamp suddenly lit up.

Yu Mi looked at the lit Soul Lamp in shock, knowing that Bao Gu's injury was healed and he was healthy again, she smiled suddenly, tears streaming down her face, and then wept bitterly again.She returned to Xuantianzong and tried to use the soul lamp to deduce Baogu's whereabouts, but there was still no progress.

She guarded Baogu's soul lamp day and night for more than three months, and found that Baogu's soul lamp has been in good condition, and Baogu's life is not in danger.On the one hand, she feels that Bao Gu is really as everyone said, no matter how difficult the situation is, Bao Gu will find a way to make herself live as well as possible, but on the other hand, she feels distressed that Bao Gu is still wandering in an unknown place.

Yumi put Baogu's soul lamp back to Xuantianzong, and went out again.She left Baogu's soul lamp in Xuantianzong, which would make her feel that Baogu was still waiting for her in Xuantianzong—even if it was just a soul lamp, as long as she came back, she would be able to see the soul lamp and know whether Baogu was good or bad. not good.

Yumi embarked on the road of experience, and everything seemed to return to the past, to the years when Baogu was "lost".She was not like this when Bao Gu was there, she knew that no matter how far she went, Bao Gu would be there waiting for her, thinking of her, in a place where she could see her whenever she turned her head, making her feel at ease and secure.Now, she is floating like a rootless duckweed. There is always a figure in her heart, her heart is always aching, and there is always a bit of loss in her heart. Many times, she rushed into the void by stepping on the teleportation platform, facing Looking at the dark world full of destruction, she wanted to call Baogu back and find him, but she knew that Baogu would not come back.

Afterwards, Yumi never used the teleportation array anymore, and never set foot in the void again.She was afraid, afraid that she couldn't help but plunge into the void and destroy herself in the void.

For two years, for two full years, her cultivation had not improved an inch.She returned to Xuantianzong and asked Aunt Sheng to seal her mark.

Her heart was not as strong as she imagined, she couldn't pass that hurdle, she didn't want to ruin herself and the future, so she had to seal herself.

Yu Mi knew that she was sorry for Bao Gu, she owed Bao Gu too much, she owed Bao Gu all the time, and could not repay.

Yao Sheng was slightly surprised that Yu Mi wanted to seal the memory, and she asked, "Have you thought about it?"

Yu Mi nodded slightly, but said nothing.

The demon saint said: "If you want to forget her, why do you need me to help you seal the memory?"

Yu Mi said: "Aunt Sheng, I can't do it. When I practice enough to cross the void, please help me break the seal."

The demon saint nodded slightly, and she said: "You are protected by the fairy treasure bestowed by Princess Xueqing, and I cannot seal your memory. You should go to the demon realm."

Sitting beside her, Zi Yunshu looked at Yu Mi eagerly and asked, "Are you really going to forget Bao Gu?"

Yu Mi choked with a sob and said "Yes", got up to bid farewell to Yao Sheng and Zi Yunshu, and left.

Zi Yunshu turned her head to look at the demon saints, and asked, "Ah Sheng, do you want to persuade her?"

The Yaosheng shook his head and said: "No one in the world will treat her better than Bao Gu."

Zi Yunshu frowned and said, "Shouldn't you forget about Bao Gu?"

The demon saint said: "It is more painful to lose it than to never get it. Baogu treated Yumi well before, but now Yumi is suffering. Shu'er, if Yumi can't get through this hurdle, she will Abandoned. This is not what Baogu is willing to do. If Baogu is allowed to make a decision, Baogu would rather Yumi forget her and practice hard from now on than let Yumi live in pain. For Yumi, if she is abolished, Her future, her future with Baogu's is gone. The lesser of two evils."

Zi Yunshu said "Oh", and asked again: "Will Princess Xueqing help Yumi seal the memory?"

"Yu Mi has made up her mind. If she wants to seal the memory, she can always seal it." After the Yao Sheng finished speaking, he still contacted Xue Qing with the sound transmission jade talisman, asking Xue Qing for help.

Xueqing said: "Memories can only be sealed for a while, but not for a lifetime. Once sealed, memories can't seal emotions. This tribulation, this hurdle, ultimately has to be passed by herself."

The demon saint said: "Help her now, as for the future, it's up to her."

Xueqing agreed.

Yumi didn't rely on teleportation, but only controlled the sword or flew in the wind. Along the way, she met countless demon cultivators, big and small, and almost went all the way to the Holy City of the Demon Realm to find Xueqing, and asked Xueqing to help her seal her memory.

After Xueqing helped Yumi seal her memory, she threw Yumi, who couldn't remember anything, including her own name, into the teleportation gate and sent her back to the world of cultivating immortals.