I am honest

After sending Yu Xiuluo away, Bao Gu closed the doors and windows, she sat on Yu Mi's lap in a daze, and lifted Yu Mi's chin so that Yu Mi raised her face to her.She asked softly, "What are you thinking so engrossed in?"

Yu Mi was startled by Bao Gu's frivolous yet gentle movement, her heart skipped a few beats, and she said with a flushed face, "No...no...it's nothing." She glanced to the side, not daring to Looking at Bao Gu, the scene of her being hugged to bed by Bao Gu last night came to mind, swallowed nervously, and looked at Bao Gu quietly from the corner of his eye, secretly delighted at the closeness and intimacy between the two of them now .

Bao Gu's fingertips lightly touched Yu Mi's heart, and said in a drawn out voice, "Senior Sister, someone's heart beats as fast and fast as a drum."

Yu Mi's pretty face tensed, and she reprimanded: "Is there any respect for senior sisters!"

Bao Gu quickly got up and stood upright, his eyes on his nose, his nose on his heart, and he stood upright.

Yu Mi panicked immediately, and hurriedly explained: "I...I didn't...I didn't mean that."

Bao Gu looked at Yu Mi innocently, and asked, "Senior Sister, what does that mean?"

Yu Mi raised her head and looked at Bao Gu, always feeling that Bao Gu was a little weird, but she couldn't tell what was wrong.It's like Baogu shouldn't be like this, but what should it be like?What kind of bread should it be?In Yumi's mind, Baogu's figure at various times emerged, and finally found that this appearance was actually very similar to Baogu when he was a child.She raised her hand and gestured to Baogu's height when she was thirteen or fourteen years old, and when the current Baogu coincided with that time, the feeling of familiarity and closeness but also faint distress and loneliness surged up, and she remembered that she once sat on the top of the mountain and watched Looking at the sea of ​​clouds and distant mountains, drinking pot after pot of wine, weeping helplessly, as if because Baogu disappeared, or because she lost Baogu...

That kind of feeling emerged in her heart, and now she also had the urge to cry.

Bao Gu wiped the tears that rolled out from the corners of Yu Mi's eyes, and asked, "Why are you crying?"

Yu Mi put her arms around Bao Gu's waist and hugged Bao Gu tightly, saying: "It's okay, let me hug you."

Bao Gu gently stroked Yu Mi's head, and asked softly, "Senior Sister, what's the matter? Tell me, okay?"

Yu Mi said in a low voice, "I'm fine, I'm really fine, I just remembered something from the past."

What could have made her senior sister cry before?She remembered that Yumi belonged to the kind of person who would rather bleed out than shed a single tear if his head lost a scar as big as his wrist.Holding Yumi's face in her hands, she said seriously: "Senior sister, I know that you have been scattered, your soul has been injured, you have lost a lot of memory, and you may not be able to understand your thoughts. We are sisters, and we are also Daoist couple, we have experienced countless hardships and life and death together, you can tell me anything, we will face it together. I remember things you can’t remember.” She felt that Yumi’s experiences over the years could be compared with Yumi’s. Reminiscing and tidying up together may help Yu Mi clear her mind.

Yu Mi asked: "Bao Gu, have I ever lost you?"

Bao Gu was startled, and asked: "How do you say that?"

Yu Mi asked: "Really? Also, I always have two you in my mind, one is the you before you were thirteen or fourteen years old, and the other is the you now. I know both are you, but I don't care about you. I have no memory of what you looked like when you were sixteen, seventeen, or eighteen, as if you suddenly grew up when you were thirteen or fourteen. I don’t have any memory of your growing up. Baogu, where did you go in those years? Where? Did I look for you everywhere in those years? I remember that I cried for you, and I was very helpless at that time, as if I lost you...you...why are you crying? "

Bao Gu didn't know how to explain that time, past, and injury to Yu Mi.She asked, "Senior sister, have you been looking for me all those years?"

Yu Mi said: "I don't know, I can't figure it out. I remember that you seem to be gone. I walked all over the world, and my mind is full of your shadow, but I just can't find you. I don't know where to go. Also, I didn't dare to go back to Xuantianmen, why? It's so strange, Xuantianmen is my master and my root, why I dare not go back? No, I remember you have been in Xuantianmen." She finished, His brows were wrinkled.She sensed that her situation was serious, it was totally... what she remembered was completely contradictory.

Bao Gu said, "Master won't let you see me."

Yu Mi said: "Then I can secretly see you behind Shigong's back, you are stupid, you can't obey Yin and Yin. Do I seem to be such a person who listens to Shigong?"

Bao Gu: "..." She said in her heart: "You really listen to the master's words like this." She paused and said: "Senior sister, move from Xuantianmen to Liangjie Mountain. After you leave, we will be separated." It took five years to see each other. You travel abroad, looking for talented children to enter Xuantianmen, and I have been living in seclusion in the dense forest of the sea of ​​clouds to practice."

"Five years!" Yu Mi asked, "Have you been in seclusion for those five years?"

Bao Gu shook his head and said, "No."

Yu Mi asked: "Did I go back to Xuantianmen in those five years?"

Bao Gu said, "I have come back."

Yu Mi asked: "Were you in retreat when I returned to Xuantian Gate?"

Bao Gu shook his head and said, "In those five years, I didn't pass the retreat."

Yu Mi shouted: "Then how could it be possible that we haven't seen each other for five years? You saw that you were injured when you were 13 years old. I coaxed you into applying medicine for you, tricked you into stripping you, and groped your whole body. At that time I think your bone frame is really good, and your skin is tender and white like an egg that has been peeled off its shell. It feels good to the touch. Also, I remember that the first time I saw you was in Qingshan County Well, you are thin and small, but your eyes are very lively, you are fearless and fearful, and you are a little bit dumb, and you have a faint aura of elegance and beauty. You can see that you are a good seedling for cultivating immortals. Tell me, can I not hurry up? You have been trained and kept by your side, but you can leave you without seeing each other for five years? How is it possible!"

Bao Gu was completely stunned.She really wanted to touch Yumi's forehead, and asked: "Senior sister, don't you have a fever?" On second thought, her senior sister is indeed a little confused right now.Facing the righteous Yu Mi at the moment, Bao Gu was powerless for a while.She really didn't know what to say!She was rendered speechless by her senior sister!She held back for a while before saying: "Senior sister, have you forgotten that I am the root of five spirits, is it difficult to practice? You looked down on me at that time!"

Yu Mi said angrily: "Although Wulinggen's practice is slow, it is very powerful. You have so many resources for cultivating immortals, and you can grow up just around the corner. How could I look down on you! Have you ever bullied me? Afraid that I will settle accounts with you now and refuse to admit it?"

Bao Gu almost spat out a mouthful of old blood!Who left who behind for several years without paying attention!Who came back to take a look and then left heartlessly!As a result, he hit the target right now!Still so righteous!She held back for a long time and asked, "Did you secretly make up your mind a long time ago that you would never have a Taoist companion in this life?"

Yu Mi was taken aback by Bao Gu's question, she thought for a while, then looked at Bao Gu suspiciously, and said, "No, if I ever made up my mind not to be a Taoist couple, then how could I... I remember that I seemed to have Half seduced and half forced to do something with you, right... in Xuanyue Ancient City... Zuihualou, yes, it is Zuihualou... If I make up my mind not to be a Taoist companion, can I be like you?" She Cleared up my thoughts instantly!She suddenly realized: "No wonder my memory has been disconnected for several years! Is it because you don't want to see me, avoid me, and don't want to be with me, so we haven't seen each other for several years. Forced you to submit, we are only together? Huh?" A "huh" came from the nasal cavity, and the voice was drawn out, a little smug.

Bao Gu couldn't find any words to refute Yu Mi's coherent sounding analysis.She said helplessly: "Senior sister, what you said makes sense, but I am speechless."

Yu Mi still felt something was wrong, she thought for a while, and said: "Bao Gu, I remember that you seem to care about me all the time, why don't you stay with me? Because I'm a woman? Because I'm not as good-looking as you, and I'm not as smart as you. ?" When she said this, she felt that she was a bit worthy of not being rich, and her expression darkened again.She felt that this guess was wrong.Bao Gu cares about her and likes her, so how could he feel that she is not worthy of Bao Gu?Yu Mi frowned again.He beat his sore and swollen temples with a headache, and rubbed his heavy brain.She hugged Bao Gu tightly again, and said, "Bao Gu, don't want me anymore, you don't know how I lived those years."

Bao Gu asked in a low voice: "How did you live?"

Yu Mi said: "It hurts, there is always an indescribable pain in my heart, I wander around, always wanting to find you in the crowd, just like when I met you in Qingshan County, I saw you at a glance in the crowd , the whole person is empty and has no whereabouts, no place to return to, like a rootless duckweed, wherever it goes, only in the struggle with others can I temporarily forget you, I am afraid that I will die, I will die I will never see you again. Baogu, you always remember the way you sat buried in the desk in the study, and I always remember the way you were slow and unhurried, and the way you were full of calculations and dialed your little one. The appearance of the abacus..." The figure of Bao Gu when he was an adult overlapped with the figure of Bao Gu when he was a boy, the past is vivid in his memory, as if everything happened yesterday.

Baogu felt Yumi's uneasiness and hesitation, which was not the case in Yumi before.She hugged Yu Mi tightly and said in a low voice: "Senior Sister, I never want you, I'm afraid you don't want me. We have gone through countless lives and deaths together, you sacrificed your life to protect me time and time again, and time and time again you were seriously injured and life-threatening for me , when I was very young, I secretly swore that I would never let you get hurt for me again, and I must protect you well. Sorry, this time, I failed to protect you well. "

Seeing Bao Gu, Yumi felt more and more uncomfortable, and reprimanded: "What stupid things, I am a senior sister, so naturally I should protect you, who told us that our seniors and sisters depend on each other..." When she said this, what came out of her mind It was fleeting, and the thoughts flashed so fast that she had no time to catch them.She thought about it intently, but she still didn't know what it was. She just vaguely felt that she had missed something in the past few years, and it was something very important. It seemed to be the years when Baogu grew and changed.Unfortunately, irreparable regrets linger in my heart.This feeling made her hold Bao Gu tighter, as if only in this way could she feel more at ease and less anxious.

Bao Gu hugged Yu Mi tightly, his heart ached beyond measure.I feel sorry for Yumi now, for Yumi's entanglement and disordered thoughts, and for what Yumi has experienced that she didn't know.When she was in pain, she was accompanied by her junior uncle and aunt Sheng, and they took care of her. As for her senior sister, when she was in pain, she could only put herself in the place of life and death to temporarily forget...

Her fortune is good, the Xuantian sword, the super large storage bag, the dragon medicine field, and the Xuantian mountain range are almost all picked for nothing.What about Yumi?The super-large storage bag that Yu Mi snatched at the risk of her life was slapped on her arm by the little monkey and became hers; I was given a Liuxia treasure dress, and only my little uncle occasionally took care of it. The cultivation resources needed for cultivation were almost all on my own to go out to "work hard" to earn and accept the cultivation resources "gifted" from her, and I was burdened with heavy feelings. She is also trapped by love, she clings to Yumi with shamelessness, Yumi can only bury herself in her heart, self-exile, self-torture, and being accused by others; when there is danger, Yumi has always sacrificed her life to protect her, Time after time, he always tried his best to protect her even at the risk of risking his life.She always said that she should protect her senior sister comprehensively, but until now, Yumi is still protecting her.How much did Yumi really own?Who cares what Yu Mi is thinking?Just because Yumi looks strong and strong, they all subconsciously feel that Yumi doesn't need to be cared about, and they all feel that Yumi doesn't care, but in fact, everyone ignores Yumi and doesn't care about Yumi.

Bao Gu suddenly felt that Yu Mi was fine now, at least he didn't have to force himself to be strong, at least he could throw himself into her arms to reveal his fragility.