special case team

Chapter 54 Confession

When he woke up again, he was already sleeping on a bed.Not Qin Lang's room, nor his own room.Looks more like a small hotel.Wang Xinchi came again, in a daze, Amu heard Qin Lang say to Wang Xinchi, "Dr. Wang, thank you. Please don't tell anyone about this. Amu is a secret agent and is investigating a case. He will be hunted down, his identity cannot be revealed, so he can’t go to the hospital, can you please go to the hospital every day? I will give you the money to get to the card.”

"It's not about money. Why didn't you call the police when such a big thing happened? His situation is not optimistic!" Wang Xinchi said worriedly.

"There is an undercover gangster in the police force. This is exactly what he wants to investigate, so we can't call the police. His on-line will come to pick him up in two days. Before that, I ask Dr. Wang to worry about it."

Ah Mu didn't know if such a fake version of Infernal Affairs full of loopholes had fooled Wang Xinchi, but Wang Xinchi didn't ask any more, and just came to change his medicine every day to heal his injuries.

Ah Mu was seriously injured this time, his left hand was injured by himself trying to pull out the handcuffs, his left shoulder and right leg were shot, and his body suffered multiple fractures from the killer's beating.The whole person was basically paralyzed in bed.Qin Lang lied that he was going on vacation, took leave from the company, and took good care of him every day, but Amu didn't appreciate it, and didn't even say a word to him.

At this time, Qin Lang showed his gentle and patient side.In every silent dispute, Amu's sharp eyes and cold face will be met with Qin Lang's gentle smile and persistent persuasion. In the end, Amu can only be defeated and accept his feeding and scrubbing for herself Body.

"You have to get better soon, and eat more, isn't it hot?"

"Is it better today? Does the wound still hurt?"

Facing Amu's expressionless face, Qin Lang still kept asking for warmth over and over again.Qin Lang told him a lot in those few days, some stories he had never heard before.

"Amu, I am different from those rich second generations. My achievements today are all based on self-made. You can't blame me for some things. Both my parents died when I was young, and the foster family treated me badly. I don't want to blame. They, they had kids of their own. I ran away so early that I forgot where home was. I've been to a few shelters, but they weren't the imaginary waifs. Paradise, I often don’t have enough to eat, and I still have to work. I can only rely on myself, wandering around in society, those are really dark days, I can’t see the way out, and I don’t know how to fight. Because I’m too young , I couldn't find a job at all, let alone a place to live, so I could only sleep on the streets and live with the gangsters in society.

Han Ye is three years younger than me, we met at that time, I always treat him as a younger brother, he obeys my orders.That is a world different from what you know, Ah Mu. In that world, whoever has the toughest fist has the final say, and whoever can fight hard can be the big brother.In this way, gradually, I also made some famous names. I have a group of brothers under my command, and I still have some money.

I will not hide it from you, I have done a lot of illegal activities, stole things, helped people bring drugs, and received protection money.Of course, I have been hacked, and I have lived in hiding.Those memories full of pain are beyond your imagination, and now few people know that Qin Lang, who is sitting on billions of assets and looks like a celebrity, was also driven by hunger, abandoning his self-esteem, and bowing his knees in front of the boss of the rivers and lakes. Once in order to survive, like a wild beast, fought with another group of wild beasts.Only those who have experienced the saying that people can't help themselves in the rivers and lakes can understand the bitterness in it.

I have thought about abandoning evil and doing good, but I am neither nor willing to be a social scum.I used to be an informant for the police in order to get away, but the police couldn't protect me, and in the end I was beaten to the knees and begged for mercy by those bosses.At that time, I understood that I can't rely on others, I have to climb out of this abyss by myself.

Later, when I had some money on hand, I started investing and doing business with Han Ye. Starting from a small business, we made money and lost money. Later, we helped a friend in the officialdom solve some problems through the guidance of others and the contacts in our hands. It is not convenient for him to come forward to solve the problem.That man is my Bole. He showed us a bright way. At that time, the real estate business was very profitable. He helped us get some loans. We started to switch to the real estate business. With the help of that person, we got A government project that made a fortune.It was also because of that person that we met some friends in the officialdom, and our business grew bigger and bigger, and we made more and more money.

I think I finally crawled out of the abyss of sin, but when I stood on the top of the mountain, I found that the sky I saw was still the same sky, not much purer.The code of conduct here is the same as that of the underworld. Money can turn ghosts, and power can control other people's life and death.Law and justice have always been tools for the benefit of the powerful class.Knowing this, I don't feel so much guilt about who I used to be.This is how the world is. The only difference here is that here, everyone packs themselves in a golden light, packs themselves full of justice, hides sin in feasting, and hides depravity in elegance and nobility. , is called high society.

After understanding this truth, I can do well here.But when I made more money, I got bored.Amu, I don’t know if you can understand my feelings. I used to set my goal of getting rid of the abyss of sin and becoming an upright person, but when I climbed up, I found that such a goal was illusory from the beginning. This is a society of interests, not a society of morality, and I have a deep sense of loss.

Gradually, I was no longer enthusiastic about the business in hand, and handed everything over to Han Ye.Han Ye is different from me, he can get satisfaction from the numbers on the account, but I can't.I started to travel around the world to see different scenery. I also went to a foreign university to study a diploma to make up for some time in my life that I never enjoyed. It was a time of freedom and no purpose in life. When my footsteps leave footprints in more and more places around the world, when I think about it in the dead of night, I always feel that life is nothing more than this, until I met you, Amu...

You have no idea how much you mean to me.No one has ever caught my eye so much.I don't know if your appearance in my life has already been planned.But even so, I still want to thank God for letting me know you like this, and letting me see that there are still scenery in this world that I want to pursue.

After interacting with you, I realized that I finally found my destination in life.At that time, I realized that what I have always wanted to pursue is a person who loves me. I have never enjoyed love since I was a child, neither the love of my parents nor the love of my friends.I just want someone to love me well, and I will love him well.I want him to add a dress for me when I'm cold, I want him to urge me to eat when I'm hungry, and I want him to educate me when I do something wrong.I want someone so that I can announce to the world that I have a home, I want someone so that my soul will finally stop wandering...

Amu, none of us can change the past, I just hope you can promise me a future.

Amu, everything you did to me in the past was not hypocrisy, right?As long as you say a word, a place, just like in the past, you say, 'I'm going to Tibet, do you want to follow me! 'As long as you say a word, I will follow you to the ends of the earth.Maybe you think that I was wrong in the past, so you will be at the helm in the future.I can let go of everything now and go far away with you.If you think my current money is also an illegal income, I don’t have to take that money. I have been rich before, so wealth is just a fleeting moment to me.I've come out of my bad days and I'm not afraid to go back now, I can go to work and support my family on a modest wage, I can do it all.I can also accompany you to live in seclusion like a savage.As long as you say a word, I don't want anything, as long as you say a word..."