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Moran cried while holding him that night, and he remembered her warm embrace and hot tears, the rare moments when she hugged him, and he cried too, telling his mother that he loved that man.They chatted intermittently for a long time, but he couldn't remember what they talked about. His mind was full of things about that man, he didn't know where he went, and when he would come back.

After that, Lingfeng never came back, and his mother locked herself in the room, and stayed behind closed doors for several days and nights.Mo Jiyun went to school during the day, and went to the hotel to find Lingfeng after school. The two people who were burdened with moral condemnation were even more obsessed with each other's bodies. Perhaps only by being immersed in each other's scent could they forget everything they had to face. .He has been looking forward to the early end of this cold war, so that life can return to normal, but he doesn't know how to be normal, but he doesn't know that when everything is over, his life will be completely reversed.

One night a week later, his mother jumped from upstairs.She finished her last novel "Destruction", and Mo Jiyun only saw a few words on the cover of the manuscript, "My dear, I'm sorry for you." He didn't have the courage to read that novel, and he didn't know "Dear" Who are the three words referring to.

Everything happened so fast that they were caught off guard.After the funeral, the moment he and Lingfeng came face to face, they both realized that everything was over, a few days ago he was looking forward to eternal life, but now everything is over.He knew what his mother died for, and he who was dazzled by love before that didn't feel guilty.He hated himself, but he couldn't hate Lingfeng.

He had a serious illness, and Lingfeng resumed his father's role, taking good care of him in front of the hospital bed, "You don't have to feel guilty, everything is my fault." The man said to him, "You still have a future, don't Live with these burdens." He felt that the man loved him, but they couldn't go on.After that, Lingfeng used his relationship to let him enter the film and television school.They rarely met each other, but Lingfeng watched his every move from behind, helping him when he needed it.He did not refuse such help, and he never hated Lingfeng.However, he still couldn't get out of the abyss of his mother's suicide.

At that time, he met He Xinyu, a senior brother who was a year older than him. He had a good voice and liked to sing. In other words, many years later, he can still dream of two people lying on the school playground and singing.

"Oh, my God, you are just like an angel." This was the first sentence He Xinyu said to him. "Angel of Melancholy."

He Xinyu is completely different from Lingfeng, he doesn't have Lingfeng's tenderness and consideration.But he is lively and active, has no sense of responsibility at all, and does whatever he pleases. He likes to seek excitement and brings Mo Jiyun to experience various different lives.They play the fastest car, drink the spiciest wine, and climb the steepest mountain.They hover on the edge of life and death to experience their own sense of existence.In the end, they became addicted to drugs with the mentality of trying, and they have been out of control ever since.During this period, Lingfeng once approached him, wanting to help him quit drug addiction and let him lead a normal life.And he, who was in the rebellious stage, was already tired of Lingfeng's hypocrisy. This man's cowardice made him feel angry. When he should have appeared most, he chose to escape, but afterwards, he used his kindness to him to wash himself away. Guilt, he looked down on Lingfeng.

He and He Xinyu were already deep in the mud at this time, and could no longer turn back, but the pleasure brought by drugs was like a flame, and what was left after burning was ashes, an endless emptiness.He knew what he was looking for, but what he was looking for was something that didn't exist in this world, and what he got was always disappointment.After tasting all the illusory happiness, he broke up with He Xinyu.In fact, it was not a breakup, he left when he was tired, and came back when he needed it, and they maintained such a relationship.He Yuxin's drug-taking face is like a mirror, allowing him to see his own ugly appearance. He wants to escape, but he is reluctant to part with such a warm embrace.

After graduation, he successfully became a director. He knew that Lingfeng must have used his relationship behind his back, but he didn't bother to talk to him.And He Yuxin also set up his own band with his friends, and they finally went their separate ways, only occasionally calling to keep in touch.They didn't meet until he returned to this city to direct this talent show.

He Yuxin is still the same as before, dissolute and unrestrained, he doesn't care about anything, has no sense of responsibility, and doesn't hold grudges.He is like a flame, burning with joy.He would play the guitar in his ear and sing the songs he wrote. Sometimes he would have an illusion that he would return to his young days, the days when he sang freely in the campus at night.He Xinyu wanted to rekindle his old relationship with him, but he didn't agree, because he had a new partner these years, and he felt that he was old, and he was no longer his primary school brother.Now he looks older than He Yuxin.

"Then, if you miss me, come to me." He Yuxin said to him, and he never took this sentence to heart until that day.

That day, he heard from Lu Yaojia that Yao Zian had "poisoned" Su Wei. He had a big fight with Yao Zian, and he thought of He Yuxin.He went to find him, but he didn't expect that there were many people there when he went.He originally planned to drink a few glasses of wine and leave, but He Yuxin saw that he didn't like the excitement, so he called him into the room.They stood on the balcony and chatted about the past and the experiences of these years.

"Are you quitting drugs?" He said to He Yuxin.

"Quit? Baby, you are so naive, how can you quit? Look at those who quit, they will not be addicted again in a few days? Why bother yourself? Be happy and happy!"

Mo Jiyun knew that what he said was useless, but he couldn't help but said, "If I quit, if I quit, you can definitely quit. I saw a person who successfully quit drug addiction. I want to Live a normal life."

"Okay, then prove it to me first." He Yuxin didn't take his words to heart at all, and approached him casually, whispering in his ear, "baby, let's live a normal life now Well, you know how much I miss you, you look so stunning today."

Mo Jiyun knew what He Xinyu wanted to do, but he was not in the mood at all, and he didn't want to pick up the feelings he had once, so he pushed him away, but He Xinyu misunderstood him as refusal, "baby, all these years , how much I miss you, do you know?"

"Come on, you already have a lot of mates," he said.

"Yes, what I miss most is you...I know what you like...you like me who is tough, like being tied up by me, like being completely possessed by me, you like to experience happiness in crying, I will satisfy you Yes, everything you want, you just need to obediently obey..."

He Yuxin's words struck him like a bolt of lightning, and those past events buried in the depths of his memory suddenly came to life, and he remembered what Lingfeng said to him for the first time, "baby, I like to see you cry, but you also cry. Like this, right? I can see from your eyes that you are seducing me and let me possess you... You are no longer satisfied with our original relationship. It doesn't matter, I will tie you up , so that you don't feel guilty, you can struggle, but you know that your strength can't resist me. You can cry and enjoy everything I give you, you are mine, from today onwards forever ..."

He pushed He Yuxin out forcefully, and at that moment he almost lost his mind.In the past, he was unable to protect himself, and since then he has made a big mistake, how can he let that kind of past happen again now.

But when he woke up, everything was over. He Yuxin drank too much wine at that time, staggered, fell on the railing of the balcony, then lost his center of gravity, and fell from the upstairs. He had no time to hold him .At that moment, fate pierced his heart with a sharp knife. He remembered the scene when his mother jumped off the building. He couldn't help himself. He knelt on the balcony, his heart twisted together, and he vomited forcefully.He killed two people with his own hands, two people he loved, in the same way.

He woke up only when there was a scream from downstairs. He hurriedly grabbed his clothes and bag and rushed out.