There is a breeze in long summer

Xia Yiqun has been extremely depressed these days.That night when Lin Changqing said "I won't come", he was not just talking. Since that day, Lin Changqing really hasn't appeared again.There were more text messages and phone calls, and the conversations were nothing more than boring topics such as being busy during the final exam. The tone was as if it was a routine, and it was very polite.

Xia Yuhui would take a break every time he finished filming a movie. This time, he just took advantage of the free time to take care of his younger brother.Xia Yuhui watched Xia Yiqun's stinky face for several days at home, and he couldn't bear to see it, so he suggested: "Even if you take the exam, you can't study for 24 hours. If you really miss him, just ask him to come over." You can also help Changqing change his mind, combine work and rest, and do better in the exam."

Xia Yiqun felt that what his brother said was reasonable, picked up the phone and dialed Lin Changqing, but when he heard the dial tone, he showed timidity, fearing that Lin Changqing would reject his invitation.As a result, as soon as Lin Changqing was connected, Xia Yiqun began to say that he was not feeling well, and asked Lin Changqing to come and see him.

After Xia Yiqun finished talking on the phone, he saw Xia Yuhui staring at him with dissatisfaction, and immediately stared back at his brother, saying, "What's the matter? Didn't I tell him to come here as you said?"

"You just say that you want to see him, and if you let him come over, it's over. Why do you have to say that your wound is uncomfortable? Isn't this just letting Changqing worry about you for nothing?" Xia Yuhui shook his head.

Sure enough, Lin Changqing had just hung up Xia Yiqun's phone, and couldn't stay in the library for even a second.He stuffed things into his schoolbag randomly, and ran all the way to Xia Yiqun's residence, standing at the door, panting and knocking on the door: "Xia Yiqun? Xia Yiqun?"

Xia Yiqun came over to open the door as if nothing had happened. Lin Changqing was completely speechless seeing that he was in good health and showed no signs of old injuries.

But what can I do?Knowing that Xia Yiqun used the same excuse to fool him over and over again, but next time, Lin Changqing would obediently take the bait.

There was no solution to this matter, Lin Changqing only felt that he was about to be pissed off by Xia Yiqun.

Seeing Lin Changqing standing in the kitchen dripping with sweat, pouring cold water into his mouth cup after cup, Xia Yiqun's anticipation when he called turned into distress.

In the past, Xia Yiqun made such mistakes, he fully thought that Lin Changqing would always treat him well.After the parting and reunion, Wen Qiu, who was full of love and always accommodating himself in the past, disappeared, and was replaced by Lin Changqing, who was restrained and full of vigilance.Xia Yiqun found that Lin Changqing could not fully trust him so far, so that at certain moments, he would find loss, even fear, in the eyes of Lin Changqing looking at him.

Xia Yiqun gradually understood that any love should not be used unilaterally, because love cannot withstand the wear and tear.Just as there is no perpetual motion machine in this world, no one can always be nice to another person without any response and encouragement. This is the case for Lin Changqing, and so is he himself.

Now, looking at Lin Changqing's flushed cheeks from running under the scorching sun, Xia Yiqun suddenly realized that he had been living his life so leisurely these days, that he was simply dazzled, and unknowingly repeated the same mistakes, and began to Take advantage of or even squander Lin Changqing's little bit of kindness towards him.

Xia Yiqun became uneasy, and said to Lin Changqing in fear, "You... drink slowly, I'm not trying to lie to you..."

"It's okay." Lin Changqing's panting was still not calmed down. He drank another glass of water and said, "It's fine as long as you're fine."

Lin Changqing said this, but he didn't even look at Xia Yiqun.

Xia Yiqun panicked even more.

But in the next few days, Xia Yiqun became more honest again, and no longer dared to use his physical condition as an excuse.

But he still misses Lin Changqing terribly.

But he is also like a clumsy teenager who has just begun to fall in love, not knowing how to express his longing.

Lin Changqing finished the exam for another class.As he walked out of the examination room, he took out his mobile phone.

Xia Yiqun's text message arrived as scheduled: Are you done with the exam?

Lin Changqing replied: The exam is over.

Not long after, Xia Yiqun sent another message: Hurry up and have dinner.What do you eat today?I'm going to eat my brother's "specialty dish" again today.

Lin Changqing asked: Tomato and egg noodles again?

Xia Yiqun immediately returned a crying expression.

Lin Changqing looked at the phone and laughed, smiling, feeling a little disappointed.He was vaguely looking forward to Xia Yiqun asking him to eat noodles together, and he didn't even mind Xia Yiqun repeating his old trick of falsely claiming that he had a stomachache.

However, Xia Yiqun didn't say anything.

Lin Changqing immediately remembered the episode that happened in the kitchen that day, Xia Yiqun kissed him.

Lin Changqing was so surprised at the time, so he kept his eyes open the whole time.Being so close, he could clearly see that Xia Yiqun kissed very passionately.

However, Xia Yiqun didn't mention this matter after that, as if it never happened at all, so that Lin Changqing felt that the kiss was just his illusion, it happened in a dream.

Lin Changqing couldn't understand Xia Yiqun's hot and cold attitude.He thought, maybe in Xia Yiqun's eyes, his value is only to take care of others: after the operation, his body has not yet recovered, so he needs to take care of him; when he suddenly wants to kiss, he also takes care of him.

About Xia Yiqun's liking for him, Lin Changqing heard from Luo Yang and Wu Zhen that everyone around him seemed to have expressed such meaning to him.However, Xia Yiqun was the only one who never said it seriously.

Xia Yiqun did say it once when he was in the hospital.But his tone was so understated, it was almost the same as that kiss.

Lin Changqing just wanted to ask Xia Yiqun: Why do you like me?

He didn't want to be so confused, he wanted a clear answer, he wanted to ask several times, the words had already reached his lips, but were interrupted by various reasons.

So, their relationship has evolved into what it is now: seemingly close, but actually deadlocked.Just like today, as long as Xia Yiqun didn't mention it, even if Lin Changqing wanted to see him, he could only give up because he couldn't find a proper reason, as if the relationship between them could only be maintained by Xia Yiqun's physical condition.

What kind of relationship is this?

Lin Changqing thought about it, and inevitably felt a little discouraged.

In the past, what Xia Yiqun was most looking forward to was undoubtedly Lin Changqing's ability to keep in touch with him on his own initiative.

That night, Lin Changqing was called, and before Lin Changqing left, Xia Yiqun specifically told him to keep in touch.

Lin Changqing agreed as usual.Later, Lin Changqing not only did what he said, but also performed exceptionally: no matter where he went or who he met, he would report his whereabouts to Xia Yiqun.

However, Xia Yiqun couldn't be happy at all. Instead, he felt an unprecedented sense of crisis: because he never knew that Lin Changqing's circle of friends was so big, and there were so many people he wanted to meet!

Xia Yiqun was already unable to tell which of the people Lin Changqing mentioned in the text message were from the Department of Journalism and which were from the School of Physics.The few people he knew alone were enough to dominate Lin Changqing to death——

The news about following Mo Jingyi out for half a month, because it was necessary for work, was fine.

After returning from other places, what happened to going out to eat with Luo Yang every day after get off work?

During this period, even Wu Zhen met Lin Changqing once.

Why is he alone, Xia Yiqun, living a life of missing you every day?

Xia Yiqun couldn't understand it.Lying on the sofa, he lifted up his clothes extremely depressed, and looked up at his abdomen, only to see a light red scar left by the surgery.He looked at it for a long time, and couldn't help poking it with his fingers, first lightly, and then gradually increased the force on his hand.As a result, no matter how much he tossed about, the part that had been operated on had no pain at all.

Xia Yiqun deeply hated himself for having such a strong healing power.From now on, I'm afraid there will be no reason to invite Lin Changqing to meet him.

Xia Yiqun was depressed when he suddenly heard a sound coming from the direction above his head.

Xia Yuhui changed into a new set of outfits, his hair was cut short yesterday, and his beard was cleanly shaved, which was in stark contrast to his usual slovenly image at home, as if he had changed himself of.

Xia Yiqun was too lazy to move on the sofa, he just raised his chin and asked, "Are you going out?"

"Well, I won't be at home for dinner tonight. I left something for you, just warm it up in the microwave." Xia Yuhui said, "I have an appointment."

Xia Yiqun looked at his brother who was dressed like a dog, pondered for a while, and suddenly the alarm sounded in his heart: "Who are you dating?"

"Changqing." Xia Yuhui was very calm, and went out after speaking.

No wonder I suddenly went to get my hair cut yesterday. It turned out to be a date with Lin Changqing!

What's even more suspicious is that Lin Changqing never mentioned to him about meeting Xia Yuhui!

Lin Changqing didn't come to the door at all during this time, instead he kept meeting with other people, which already made Xia Yiqun quite depressed.As a result, Xia Yuhui, who lives with him, was invited to meet today, and he was not called!

Xia Yiqun felt that his lungs were about to explode.

Before leaving get off work, Lin Changqing received a text message.Seeing that the sender's surname was Xia, he was a little excited, but when he took a closer look and found that it was Xia Yuhui, he was a little disappointed.

Xia Yuhui asked him in a text message if he would work overtime today.

Lin Changqing looked at the work at hand and replied that he should be able to get off work on time.

Xia Yuhui's message came back immediately, and he asked Lin Changqing to have dinner with him after get off work.

Lin Changqing thought about it, and since he had nothing to do at night anyway, he accepted the appointment.

Xia Yuhui thoughtfully arranged to meet at a restaurant very close to the newspaper office.Lin Changqing arrived first, and after a short wait, Xia Yuhui appeared.

Seeing that Xia Yuhui came alone, Lin Changqing immediately said, "Xia Yiqun..."

"Why, you're disappointed that he didn't come?" Xia Yuhui sat down opposite Lin Changqing.

Lin Changqing hurriedly concealed: "No, no, no, I just want to ask, how to deal with his dinner when you come out to eat."

"Hahahaha, to put it bluntly, you don't care about him. Why don't you call him yourself?" Seeing that Lin Changqing's face turned red and then pale, Xia Yuhui stopped making fun of him and said to him, "Don't worry, I came out to find you after I made dinner for him, so I can't starve him."

"Oh." Lin Changqing replied sullenly.

Although he knew something about the gap between Lin Changqing and Xia Yiqun, Xia Yuhui didn't come to talk about it.He is going abroad, and he will fly to Shanghai in the early morning of tomorrow, so he came here specially to say goodbye to Lin Changqing tonight.

Xia Yuhui quickly changed the topic, chatted with Lin Changqing about the itinerary, and talked about many interesting things he experienced after he transformed into a feature film director.Lin Changqing listened with gusto, and the entire dinner time was spent in a relaxed and happy atmosphere.Before parting, Xia Yuhui mentioned the documentary "Around the World in Eighty Days" he shot back then and asked Lin Changqing if he wanted to watch it.

At that time, Lin Changqing was still Wen Qiu. If he hadn't been seriously ill, he would have had the opportunity to follow Xia Yuhui to participate in the whole filming.Besides, this is a tour film based on his favorite book, of course he wants to see it very much.

"I know you want to watch it, I just have it on hand. Tell me your email address, and I'll send it to you right away." Xia Yuhui was very proud, "The version I sent you is different from the one broadcast by the TV station. I personally Produced, the director's cut version, as a souvenir for you."

"Thank you so much." Lin Changqing was extremely grateful, his eyes were flickering, and he looked more and more like Wen Qiu.

Xia Yuhui's heart moved, and he sighed: "If I knew you were Xiaoqiu, when Xia Yiqun came out to the family, I wouldn't stand by and watch. I really should help him and speak well for him."

Lin Changqing originally picked up his teacup to drink, but when he heard what Xia Yuhui said, he was so surprised that he knocked over the teacup.

Seeing that Lin Changqing was in a hurry, Xia Yuhui quickly took the tissue next to him and wiped off the water on the table for him.

"What, what did you say? He came out? To the family?" Lin Changqing asked Xia Yuhui in confusion.

"Yes." Xia Yuhui looked at Lin Changqing, "You don't know?"

Xia Yuhui recalled the car accident that Xia Yiqun had mentioned to him. In order to ensure Lin Changqing's safety, his younger brother was willing to risk his life.For such things as coming out of the closet, Xia Yiqun will naturally bear the pressure from his relatives, and never allow Lin Changqing to be hurt at all.

Thinking of this, Xia Yuhui suddenly understood why Lin Changqing had a shocked expression at this moment.It seems that Xia Yiqun did protect Lin Changqing very well, but Lin Changqing really didn't know anything about it.

Perhaps this matter could be an opportunity to ease their relationship, Xia Yuhui decided to try, and told Lin Changqing the whole story.

When talking about Xia Yiqun's leg being almost broken by his grandfather, Lin Changqing finally recalled that time: At that time, didn't he happen to see the bruise on Xia Yiqun's forehead?

It turned out that Xia Yiqun had lied at that time, and that was not a bruise from an accidental knock, but a bruise from being beaten like that by his grandfather.

Lin Changqing's heart was clenched.

How hard did it take to be beaten like that?

There should be many injuries on his body that he didn't see, right?

Xia Yiqun came looking for him at that time, but he didn't come to stalk him, he just wanted to hear a word of comfort.

But I couldn't comfort him, not even a word that sounded a little decent, I just drove him away over and over again.

No wonder Xia Yiqun's back was so lost at that time.

How sad should he be when he and his family get into such a fight that it's hard to get home, and he doesn't even want him?How lonely should it be?

Lin Changqing thought about it, the corners of his eyes were sore, he lowered his head, his voice trembling slightly: "I'm sorry, I really don't know..."

Xia Yuhui hurriedly comforted Lin Changqing and said, "Changqing, don't be afraid. You can see the attitude of my grandparents and parents in the hospital. Even if they were angry, they would have vented it on my brother." It's over. In short, this matter is over, they will never make things difficult for you, you can rest assured. "

Xia Yuhui came back very late, opened the door, and the room was dark.He thought Xia Yiqun had already fallen asleep, so he tiptoed into the living room, and was about to touch his suitcase, but was frightened half to death by the figure on the sofa.

Turning on the light, it was indeed Xia Yiqun.

"You're fine! Why don't you turn on the light?" Xia Yuhui yelled at his younger brother, but he quickly regained his composure, put his hands on his waist, let out a sigh of relief, and said, "I thought you were asleep .”

"Where did you go?" Xia Yiqun asked.

Xia Yuhui felt that his younger brother and Lin Changqing were getting more and more compatible, even this awkwardness was exactly the same.So he pretended to be mysterious and said, "Why don't you ask Chang Qing?"

"I asked." Xia Yiqun said, "He didn't answer me."

"Oh, that's right." Xia Yuhui patted his forehead, "Changqing and I have been chatting all the time, and we had a great time. He never took out his phone. Maybe he didn't see it."

While Xia Yuhui said this, he watched his younger brother's words and expressions.

Sure enough, Xia Yiqun couldn't sit still anymore, he turned his head and asked, "You, what have you been talking to him about?"

"What else can we talk about, let's catch up on the past." Xia Yuhui looked at Xia Yiqun with folded arms.

When it comes to reminiscing about the old days, Xia Yiqun is extremely distressed: Luo Yang, who is full of bad things, still needs to be wary, but this brother publicly pursued Wen Qiu back then, so it is impossible to guard against.

Seeing that his younger brother was silent, Xia Yuhui saw that it was getting late, checked his luggage again, and prepared to leave for the airport.

Seeing his brother pulling the suitcase, Xia Yiqun had already imagined the scene of Xia Yuhui going to Lin Changqing's residence for the night.He immediately jumped up and stopped Xia Yuhui: "You are not allowed to go!"

Xia Yuhui looked at Xia Yiqun's hand firmly pressed on the handle of the suitcase, and said with a smile, "Brother, are you trying to make me miss the plane?"

When he heard that he was going to take a plane, Xia Yiqun became anxious: "Where are you taking Chang Qing?"

Facing Xia Yiqun, whose brain was flooded, Xia Yuhui was so happy that he went crazy, but he still put on a cold face, and said two words concisely: "France."

Xia Yiqun was out of sorts: Since Xia Yuhui had the ability to invite Lin Changqing to dinner but he only got the news at the end, then he would definitely be able to do such a secret thing as taking Lin Changqing to France.

So Xia Yiqun pointed at his brother's nose angrily: "You... you are behind my back... Changqing when did he apply for a visa? How could he have time to apply for a visa! Didn't you already..."

Xia Yuhui finally burst out laughing: "Who said I'm going to take Changqing? Didn't I mention it to you two days ago? I'm going to the film festival!"

"Really, really?" Xia Yiqun turned his anger into joy, but still asked worriedly, "Didn't you take Changqing with you?"

"If he is willing to go with me, I can take him away now." Xia Yuhui immediately shot back, "Isn't it easy to buy a plane ticket?"

"You..." Xia Yiqun was angry.

"Okay." Xia Yuhui patted Xia Yiqun's shoulder, "I still say the same thing, if you miss him, don't go around and tell him you miss him, so that he can understand."

After Xia Yuhui finished speaking, he said goodbye to his brother.

Xia Yiqun stood there. This time, he finally listened to Xia Yuhui's words.

Bowing his head to turn on the phone, Xia Yiqun pressed four words on the screen.

"I miss you so much."

Then, send it out.