Pinellia has arrived [Rebirth]

Jiang Baizhi helped Qi Banxia clean up, and when she was sober, she walked back to the bathroom lightly with the tub in her hands.After taking a shower, I just turned off the shower, put on my pajamas, and my eyes suddenly became dark.She subconsciously reached out to touch the sink on the left, followed by moving her body a little, and then groped up until she reached the mobile phone placed next to the glasses on the shelf.Holding the edge of the screen with the thumb of his left hand, he finally pressed the home button, and the screen lit up, but his eyes were still blank.

She frowned slightly to gather herself, bent down, traced the obstacles around the tomb with both hands, determined her orientation, moved carefully to the window, and lifted the curtain that Qi Banxia had drawn when taking a bath.

On a night when the moon was in the sky, what she saw was a vast expanse of darkness.No matter what happens, Jiang Baizhi has always been calm and composed, but at this moment, as a doctor, she seems to have realized something.

Injured last year, increased intracranial pressure caused papilledema and transient amaurosis symptoms, Jiang Baizhi was not careless, has been paying attention, regular review, fortunately there is no deterioration trend.At the beginning of February this year, the epidemic swept through, blurred vision twice, and soon recovered, she thought it was due to excessive fatigue...

The more she thought about it, she seemed to be suffering from an unbearable stimulus, with a panicked expression and a crumbling body.

In fact, the warm light above her head is reflected on her soft face from beginning to end, her embarrassment and restlessness, as well as her breathing that gradually rises and falls on her chest are clearly revealed.

After a long time, perhaps because she had been leaning on the tiles for too long, Jiang Baizhi's back was cold, she stood up slowly, trying to remove the low stool outside the bathtub.However, when she walked forward like walking on thin ice, she suddenly slipped due to the water stains under her feet, and suddenly fell forward. She couldn't see or touch the support in a panic, so she could only protect her head with her arms by conditioned reflex.

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Qi Banxia rushed into the bathroom with his hand still on the doorknob. The purpose of entering was Jiang Baizhi lying on his side in embarrassment. He seemed to hear footsteps and turned his head away from her.

"Ah Zhi!" Qi Banxia was so frightened that the blood on his face faded, he rushed to Jiang Baizhi, trying to help her.

Jiang Baizhi didn't respond, and rubbed against the ground with both hands.

"Is it hurt? Why is there a bruise on the knee?" Qi Banxia thought she just fell down, and held Jiang Baizhi's hand tightly, while checking, asked worriedly, "The elbow is also broken, where else?"

"It's not the knee, only the elbow hurts." Jiang Baizhi couldn't see all the expressions on the other side, but she could guess that she restrained the depression on her face, squeezed out a shallow smile, and said in a hoarse voice, "It's the eyes."

Qi Banxia's heart skipped a beat, and she raised her hand and shook it in front of Jiang Baizhi's eyes, only to realize that her eyes were dimmed and she lost her previous look.

Jiang Baizhi felt the wind in front of her eyes, stretched out her hand to touch it, and wrapped Qi Banxia's trembling fingertips with her warm palm little by little, and comforted her in turn, "It's okay, and I don't need the trouble of wearing glasses."

"Hospital, I'll call my brother."

Jiang Baizhi just sat quietly on the low stool and waited, she clenched the wooden edge tightly, and tried to raise the corners of her lips.

Qi Banxia called Qi Yuanzhi and Tao Tao respectively, then put on a light-colored windbreaker, went back to the bathroom, and squatted beside Jiang Zizhi.He raised his eyes and saw that she wanted to grab her, but her throat was tight because she couldn't touch her hands, which had nowhere to rest, and her eyes turned red instantly: "Ah Zhi, let's change clothes."

She leaned over and wanted to hug Jiang Baizhi, but the person in front of her had already stood up on the low stool, turned around and held the hand that had just been placed on her waist, and whispered softly: "Let me try it myself?" Then he pulled her up arm, and added, "Just take me there."

Qi Banxia didn't force it, opened the door a little, and carefully removed the obstacle with his feet.Jiang Baizhi followed her step by step, her free left hand slumped down by her side, and the smile on her lips slowly turned into pain.

"Azhi, the bed."

It was still a step too late, Jiang Baizhi's right leg had already hit the corner of the bed, and there was a bang, Qi Banxia's broken heart seemed to be gouged out again, and she clenched her slender hand tightly.

Jiang Baizhi groped and sat down, and told her with a smile: "It doesn't hurt."

How can it not hurt?

Qi Banxia didn't ask, and waited for her to button up her corset slowly with red eyes before picking up the long-sleeved thin shirt, afraid that the other party would refuse again, so she asked for permission in a low voice: "Let me put your head on for you, okay?"

Jiang Baizhi's thin lips trembled, and she finally nodded in agreement.

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Fifteen minutes later, the two got into the car. Tao Tao and Zhao Ruoruo just finished their supper, so Zhao Ruoruo drove the car, and Tao Tao sat in the co-pilot to navigate.

The carriage was unusually quiet, Jiang Baizhi closed her eyes, Qi Banxia contacted Huaya's ophthalmology authority and arranged for the driver to pick up Professor Wang.The Traditional Chinese Medicine Hospital is the closest to the villa. At 12:[-] in the morning, the car stopped at the entrance of the emergency department.Qi Yuanzhi pushed a wheelchair, and Qi Banxia got out of the back seat while protecting Jiang Baizhi's head.

After eye, brain and other basic examinations, in the empty corridor, several people waited silently around the wheelchair for the results.During the period, the Director of the Ophthalmology Department of the Hospital of Traditional Chinese Medicine, the Director of the Department of Neurology, and Professor Hua Yawang came to know Jiang Baizhi's past medical history. Qi Banxia and Qi Yuanzhi entered the examination room and participated in the consultation together.

"Dr. Qi mentioned the sequela of mastoidal edema. The examination results showed that Dr. Jiang's eyes were normal, and there was no space occupying the brain."

Qi Yuanzhi asked: "Could it be acute neuritis?"

Professor Wang shook his head with a serious expression: "According to the preliminary diagnosis, the patient should be blind for unknown reasons."

Qi Banxia sternly said: "What is the unknown cause? How to treat it?"

Qi Yuanzhi explained to her: "Treatment needs to be symptomatic, that is, Xiaozhi does not need to receive treatment."

“How to get well without treatment?”

Professor Wang, a scientific practitioner, has such a helpless moment. He apologized: "Maybe you will recover in two days, or you may not be able to see for the rest of your life. It's all up to fate."

resign to fate...

Qi Banxia's face paled instantly following Professor Wang's words.These four words, like a spell, whispered in Qi Banxia's ear, her head was buzzing, and she suddenly recalled those scattered dreams, and the information reorganized in her mind.Autumn water is often used as a metaphor for clear and bright eyes. Why are you obsessed with the content? The content may only be one or two Buddhist verses, and the title can be summarized.Qi Banxia's heart tightened suddenly, Ah Zhi was blind because of herself, the price of their rebirth is blindness!

Thinking of this, Qi Banxia's depressed emotions suddenly surged up, and he choked up in front of everyone: "Thank you, I understand." Then he pushed the chair away and walked out of the examination room in two or three steps.The first moment she saw Jiang Baizhi, regardless of Zhao Ruoruo and Tao Tao being present, she knelt down in front of her, buried her head on her knees, and burst into tears, "A Zhi, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, it's all my fault..."

Zhao Ruoruo and Tao Tao walked away wisely. At four o'clock in the morning, they were the only two of them in the corridor on the left side of the third floor of the outpatient clinic.The lonely white light hit the back of Qi Banxia's head, and Jiang Baizhi raised her hand helplessly, just in time to stroke her slightly curly long hair.

The person in the wheelchair probably guessed that the result was not good, took a deep breath, gropingly held Qi Banxia's face, wiped her tears with the heel of his palm and fingertips, and comforted her: "Why do you blame me? It should be the last time I fell and injured her. sequelae."

Jiang Baizhi said this, but it made Qi Banxia's tears even more uncontrollable: "No, in the poem in the dream, autumn water refers to eyes, and the price of my rebirth is your blindness, Ah Zhi, I would rather not live again—the world... . . . "

Still wanting to say something, Jiang Baizhi's palm slid down and covered her mouth, with a relieved smile on her lips: "As long as you are healthy and alive, all my efforts are meaningful. It's not a sacrifice, it's all about sacrifice." I voluntarily; on the contrary, if you are no longer here, what do I want those eyes for?"

Qi Banxia's tearful eyes looked up at her dull eyes, which were clear and soft, and the curvature of the corners of the eyes deepened.At the end, the red lips opened and closed, emphasizing, "Panxia, ​​the trees are not there, the mountains are not there, the earth is not there, only you are my world."

"Azhi." Qi Banxia's heart softened, she stretched out her arms to hug Jiang Baizhi, and gradually tightened her arms. She restrained her extroverted emotions. As for other plans, wait a while.Because Professor Wang told me that during the period when the patient just lost her sight, she especially needs the company of her family to help her adapt slowly, and it is recommended that she should stay together.

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After 5 o'clock in the morning, Zhao Ruoruo went to work, and Tao Tao drove them back to the villa.Jiang Baizhi's next work arrangement needs to be discussed by the hospital and the labor union, so she can only stay at home and wait until she is notified or needs to be evaluated.

She made a plan for herself in her heart, adapting to the small environment first, and then adapting to the big environment.

Qi Banxia contacted the workers early in the morning and asked them to soft-pack the corners of the walls, table corners, and all furniture with edges and corners that are easy to be damaged.

At this time, Jiang Baizhi had just finished eating, Tao Tao poured her a glass of warm water, when Jiasheng's assistant called suddenly.Tao Tao replied while staring at Jiang Baizhi, seeing that she hadn't drank any water, she lowered her head to check and receive emails.

There was a sudden bang, the glass shattered, Jiang Baizhi frowned subconsciously and stepped back a little, the trousers were wetted by the splashing water.

Tao Tao was so frightened that she shouted repeatedly: "Doctor Jiang, don't move, I will deal with the glass shards first."

Jiang Baizhi bit her back teeth and apologized in a low voice: "I'm sorry to trouble you."

"No trouble, what are you thinking, Doctor Jiang? This is what I should do." Tao Tao was cleaning up the glass shards, and Qi Banxia just returned to the living room. Tao, didn’t I remind you that no fragile items should be placed near Ah Zhi?”

Jiang Baizhi explained: "I want to drink water, so I troubled Tao Tao."

"There is a stainless steel cup at home, I just took it out this morning."

"Sister Banxia, ​​I forgot."

Only then did Qi Banxia realize her bad tone and apologize to Tao Tao.Seeing that Jiang Baizhi's trousers were half wet, he moved closer to her, held her hand gently, and suggested in a warm voice: "Ah Zhi, let's go back to the room and change the pants."

Jiang Baizhi sat stiffly, her brows that were originally frowned squeezed a little closer, and her voice seemed alienated: "Mr. Qi, I can do it myself."