Zombie King wants to live an ordinary life

In order to cultivate children's love and compassion, a small pet suddenly appeared in the garden of the orphanage one autumn.Lu Ren remembered that it was a golden retriever puppy with shiny eyes and a pink tongue.On the first day of its arrival, almost all the children ran to the garden to watch it, queuing up to stroke the soft golden fluff.

Of course, Lu Ren was definitely not included among all the children, because no one told him that there was an extra dog in the garden.At that time, Lu Ren had autistic tendencies in the eyes of others, and he was a little kid who only liked to shrink in his own place and be dazed.

Logically speaking, this kind of joining in the fun would generally not have any intersection with Lu Nin, but until one day, when Lu Nin was eating ham sausage during free time, he was discovered——

"Do you... want to eat?" He was stared at by a pair of big wet eyes, and could only reluctantly share half of the rations he had saved for lunch.

Everyone says that dogs are very spiritual creatures and faithful companions of human beings.However, in the eyes of the little boy Lu Nin, the dog is very cunning, because since that encounter, every time he tore open the packaging bag of ham sausage, there would be a kind of hairy head that would come to his feet to please dawdling.

If it is not given to it, will it bark wildly to attract more troublesome people? Because I have such concerns in my heart, and this popular golden retriever puppy is indeed cute and cute, Lu Nin This time can be regarded as responsive to this unexpected guest.

Later, when the temperature was getting colder, Lu Ren would often take time to see this puppy when no one was around. He would bring clean water, stored food, or some aunts who asked for it. Discarded torn bedding.They became more and more acquainted. After about a month, the pup would take the initiative to show his affection to Lu Nin when he saw Lu Nin. The cubs have their own names.

This kind of hidden companionship probably lasted until the beginning of spring. Lu Ren found that the puppy had become strange, and started to be as lazy as him, with dull eyes and loss of appetite.Later, it began to shed its hair, its skin was red and swollen, and its coat color lost its original luster.The aunt of the orphanage said that their loyal friend was sick and needed to be sent to the hospital for treatment. After hearing this, the children were very worried and frightened, and even a little boy burst into tears on the spot.

Everyone didn't want the cute puppy to have an accident, and neither did Lu Ren. Fortunately, the puppy was cured a week later, and it regained its beautiful coat color and was taken back to the orphanage by the aunt.

On that day, the orphanage also specially held a game activity to celebrate the return of the puppies, and everyone had a great time under the leadership of the aunt.

Lu Ren asked for leave on the grounds of a stomachache, hid alone on the bed wrapped in a quilt, and vented his anger by wiping away tears.

It was not the original pup that came back, and he was apparently the only one who had discovered this.That was the first time that Lu Nin felt the horror and pain of establishing an intimate relationship.

As long as you don't know, don't understand, and don't like it, there will be no bad and troublesome negative emotions.Out of such self-suggestion, Lu Ren began to unconsciously alienate the people around him. He has no relatives, no friends, no love affairs, numb|numbing his feelings, but some things cannot be avoided by avoiding them.

Just like that puppy, Lu Ren never thought that he could establish friendship with animals, but whoever wants to take care of them, everything has become a habit from the heart.

Therefore, after all, a person cannot become an isolated individual. Even if Lu Ren closed himself off indifferently and decadently, there would still be people rushing towards him with brilliance.

"What are you thinking..." Lu Nin's eyes slightly drifted to the side, in fact, human emotions are far more complicated than dogs, just like the young man leaning on his shoulder.

You You didn't really fall asleep, he noticed it when he touched the opponent's head.

Maybe he deliberately pretended to be asleep because he didn't want to talk to him. Lu Ren originally understood it like this, until just now he felt wet liquid falling into his neck socket one by one.

What is this all about?Obviously he was the one being played, but the culprit started to lie on him and cry quietly.

Lu Ren sighed, and raised his hand to lightly hold the young man's slightly trembling head.He didn't say anything. After all, he didn't even understand the reason for the other party's tears, and he was afraid that he would say something wrong if he opened his mouth casually.

"I love you, Doctor."

"I love you, Doctor."

"I love you, Doctor."

……

The voice of the man buried in his neck was very soft, but trembling extremely violently.Lu Nin was slightly stunned when he heard that, he didn't know if his feelings were right or not - it seemed that for You You, liking him seemed to be a very disturbing thing.

"What are you afraid of?" Lu Nin thought for a while, and said in a voice that only two people could hear, "Is it because of me?"

"..."

"Because I'm a..." Lu Nin paused for a moment, trying to find a suitable word to describe himself, "Monster, it scares you, doesn't it?"

Lunin understands this very well. Although he always scolds the other party as "mad dog" and "lunatic", he still belongs to the category of human beings, and it is much better than him, who is neither human nor ghost.

Thinking about it in another way, if someone suddenly climbed up to the window of the tenth floor of his teaching building with his bare hands when he was in college, and extended his hand to invite him to jump down together—he might be so shocked that his brain would shut down.So at that time, Lu Ren was quite moved when You You was willing to risk his life to hug him.

If now, the other party realizes that he is afraid because of his existence, Lu Ren will not have any complaints.

Forgivable, sometimes he thought it was scary enough to look at himself with a human mind.

"How could it be?" The young man slowly raised his head, his light blue eyes were still foggy, "The doctor is not a monster."

Lu Ren slightly shifted his gaze, he began to feel guilty towards the young man in front of him.

Because he suddenly realized that he had done something wrong. It turned out that he had always wanted to hide his identity and get along with the other party.

There is no doubt that this is a base deception.

"Thank you very much for not asking me why, You You. Because it is difficult for me to give you a reasonable explanation." Lu Nin's eyes drooped slightly, "You don't have to say things against your will out of fear, the truth is just as you said As you can see, I can guarantee that I will accept all your decisions and ideas. So you don't have to be so trembling, if I make you feel uncomfortable, if you want me to disappear now, just say it, I will immediately..."

"Why did you say such a threatening thing to me?" You You's shoulders trembled slightly.

Lu Ren was stunned, and quickly explained: "No, it's not a threat, I mean the truth, I won't hurt—"

"Why...why...why do you say disappear now..."

Two thin tears left clear traces on the delicate face, which is not a flaw, and it can even be said that the face is more beautiful than usual.

It's just sad to watch.

Lu Ren's heart was pinched a few times. When he was deeply involved, all the psychological knowledge he had learned would be completely useless.All the self-righteous comforts turned into sharp blades of harm. He didn't know how to deal with the current situation, so he could only use his fingertips to help the other party wipe away his tears clumsily.

"Please, don't cry," Lu Ren lowered his head, and their foreheads touched lightly, "You can do whatever you want, I'll listen to you, okay?"

"Don't disappear now..."

"it is good."

"Want to hold hands..."

"it is good."

"Want you, kiss me..."

Lu Nin didn't say "yes" again, he lowered his head to a lower and more convenient position for kissing.Compared with the restless face-to-face conversation, they only maintained a very close distance of zero at this time, like a cold cicada that stopped singing in winter, silently sharing each other's time.

Soft | Soft, sweet, lingering, kissing is not the first time, Lu Ren discovered that this intimate act contains rich layers of taste.

All along, he hadn't put his heart into it, and he didn't think that he should pay attention to such a thing that he was ashamed to say.

……

……

After they separated, the eyes of the two were surprisingly consistent, and they were still nostalgic for the place they felt deeply just now.The thought of doing it again lingered in the minds of both of them at the same time.

"We've arrived at the terminal! Let's get off the bus!" The uncle in front reminded with his voice open.

"Let's go, get out of the car first." Lu Ren came to his senses first, stood up unnaturally, and pulled the young man out of the seat.

"Go 2000 meters forward, there is a hotel where you can stay overnight." I don't know whether it was intentional or not, when Lu Ren got out of the car, he heard Uncle Crash speak such a sentence lightly in dialect.

"Thank you." Lu Ren replied, and got out of the car with some embarrassment.

The two stood still, and the bus turned around right in front of them and sped away.

A large stretch of deep blue sea beyond sight appeared in front of Lu Ren and You You.Quietly, the sea surface seemed to be completely solidified, shining brightly, like the flat cut surface of a gemstone.

"We're here." Lu Ren turned his head and looked at the people around him.

Coincidentally, You You was also looking at him, looking at him with those eyes that were much shallower than the sea.

Lu Ren swallowed, hooked off the red plaid scarf that he had tied on the young man with his fingers, and lowered his head to lean on it.

作者有话要说：感谢在2020-11-1123:45:08~2020-11-1601:33:52期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angel who threw the landmine: Xiao Yi yo1;

Thanks to the little angels of the irrigation nutrient solution: 21 bottles of Qing; 4 bottles of Zhanjin; 1 bottle of A Shen and Lian;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!