[Comprehensive fear] This shitty world

After this incident, Rococo finally figured it out, she no longer escaped, no longer afraid of her own ability, she tried her best to help every soul that seeks her help.

Rococo, who let go of her heart, was reborn. She worked hard to build a good relationship with the school friends. After her unremitting efforts, she finally reintegrated into the school.

After attending a school play, Kelly drove Rococo home.

I don't know what happened today. There are many traffic jams on the usually smooth road.

"There was a car accident ahead, a woman died, and the police are dealing with the scene."

Rococo nodded and smiled at the woman in red standing outside the car, then turned her head and said calmly to her mother.

It's time for them to have a good talk. Luo Keke will live with her for a long time, and she doesn't want to have any barriers with this woman who has taken care of herself since childhood and loves herself very much.

She is her mother, what can't she tell her?

The car moved forward slowly, and Kelly saw a woman in red clothes lying in a pool of blood on the road not far away. The police pulled the cordon and were busy dealing with the scene.

"Oh, Cole, honey, how do you know?" Kelly turned her head and looked at Rococo in disbelief.

"Mom, because I can see ghosts, the dead woman told me, and now she is outside the car window." Rococo said the horrifying facts calmly.

Kelly looked out of the car in panic, and there was no one there. She was terrified, and said in a panic: "Cole, listen, honey, there is no one, it's just that you misread... "

"Mom." Rococo interrupted Kelly: "I often see grandma, she asked me to tell you, when you were young, you thought she didn't want to watch you dance, she said, she went, she hid behind, you Didn't see her."

Kelly covered her mouth, and the expression on her face was mixed with complex sadness and shock.

Rococo continued: "Grandma said, once, you went to her cemetery and asked a question, and she answered yes, every day."

Kelly broke down in tears.

Rococo looked at his mother tearfully and said, "Mom, what's the problem."

Covering her mouth with grief, Kelly said with a sob: "...my question is, did I make her feel proud?"

From a little girl who thought she was neglected by her mother, she has been working hard to get her mother's affirmation.

Day after day, year after year, she always wanted an answer, even after her mother died, she often asked in front of her mother's tombstone.

Mom, did I make you proud.

The answer to this question, the ghost of the mother told her through the mouth of the son.

Everydayeveryday, you are my pride.

.........

The deep sadness in my heart finally collapsed, Lei Shuyi surged out, and the mother and son hugged each other and cried.

A brown-haired woman wearing a floral apron is busy in the kitchen, and a beautiful bee necklace hangs around her smooth neck.

She was what she had lost, the dowry necklace her mother had given her.

Now, the mother gave her back to her.

"Cole, wash your hands and come out to eat."

"Okay, Mom."

With a smile on his face, Rococo bounced and ran out of the room.

She ran to her mother, raised her head, and her face was full of joy: "Mom, grandma asked me to say hello to you, and she said, the food you cook is delicious."

Joy flashed across Kelly's face, and she hurriedly said, "Really? Did grandma say anything else?"

Luo Keke said with a mischievous smile: "Grandma also said that you will always be her pride, and she is proud to have a daughter like you."

Luo Keke looked at the old lady who was standing aside, only she could see, and suddenly felt that people are really strange sometimes, they don’t know how to cherish what they have, and they often lose it, so they say what they didn’t want to say before .

...But at that time, the dead are dead, and their voices may never reach those who want to hear them.

........

A few days later, Dr. Malcolm came to Rococo's home again.

The boy in front of him is still the same, and there seems to be something more than the previous meeting, which makes people feel that they want to get closer to him.

"Cole."

When Malcolm opened his mouth, the gloomy look on his face seemed to grow a bit stronger.

"I think we have to say goodbye, since you are no longer haunted by ghosts, there is no need for me to stay any longer..."

Rococo raised his head, looked at Malkon seriously, and said, "Thank you, Dr. Malkon, you made me understand something."

"There are some things that you can never solve by escaping, like An Qi's matter, if you hadn't been with me, I don't think I would have the courage to expose that fact."

"What should come, will always come, even if you run away, you can't solve it, so it's better to face it bravely, isn't it?"

Luo Keke doesn't know when her unlucky physique of dreaming and wearing will end, but at least she has the courage to face it bravely, doesn't she?

"Doctor Malcolm, how is your relationship with your wife?"

Rococo changed the subject and suddenly turned to Malcolm.

Malcolm was stunned for a moment, with a strong sadness lingering on his face, he sat there a little slumped, looking a few years older.

"Dr. Malcolm, since you said that the relationship between you and your wife has inexplicably cooled down, why don't you ask her? Maybe everything will be settled."

Rococo looked at Malcolm, with a flash of pity in his eyes. It seemed that this person had no idea what happened.

Malcolm smiled wryly, Cole was just a child, he didn't understand at all.

His wife, they have been together for more than ten years, he loves her so much, these days, she has become more and more cold and indifferent, but he still does not want to leave her, if he speaks, then maybe they are even weak now relationship can no longer be maintained.

Rococo walked up to Malcolm and took him into his arms. Because of the height difference, even if Malcolm was sitting, this posture was still stupid.

"Talk to her, Dr. Malcolm, maybe it's not what you think it is."

Neither of them spoke. After a long time, Malcolm gently pushed Rococo away, looked straight into her eyes, and said, "I'll try."

After speaking, he stood up and walked outside.

The sadness in Rococo's eyes became more and more intense. She looked at Malcolm's hunched back, and suddenly said: "Doctor Malcolm, the boy who committed suicide, I saw that he was not by your side, he I don't hate you, really."

The tall figure paused suddenly.

After a long time.

"Thank you, Cole."

Luo Keke suddenly said something inexplicable: "Dr. Malcolm, in the dream, she can hear your voice."

The tall figure disappeared from her sight, and Rococo stared at the place where he disappeared, speechless for a long time.

She has done what she should do, hoping that things will have a perfect ending.

Dr. Malcolm is a good man, isn't he?

......

Malcolm went home.

The wife is already asleep on the sofa, and the VCR from their wedding is still playing on the TV.

He sat quietly beside his wife, looked at her peaceful sleeping face, and murmured:

"Anna."

"Malcon, I miss you so much." His wife murmured in her sleep.

Malcolm said involuntarily: "I miss you too."

His wife's voice was choked with sobs: "Malcon, why did you leave me..."

"No, I never left you."

The wife moved her body, only to hear a soft ding, and a men's diamond ring slipped from her hand and rolled to Malcolm's feet.

Malcolm stretched out his hand tremblingly, looking at the empty fingers, his whole body trembled.

He remembered what the little boy had said.

I can see ghosts, they don't know that they are dead, repeating their previous life, they can only see what they want to see.

He went to the little boy's house and never spoke to his mother

I think of my wife's indifference, the wedding video that is always played, the tableware for my wife alone, and the bedroom door that can no longer be opened.

Remember what the little boy said, only see what you want to see.

It turned out that the bedroom door had already been blocked by his wife.

In a warm room, white gas was exhaled from his wife's mouth.

He finally remembered the day he was shot, but he didn't feel pain, it turned out that he never wanted to leave his wife's side.

Now he felt the piercing pain in his back, and stretched out his hand tremblingly, covering the place where he had been injured, the palm of his hand was bright red.

Malcolm finally remembered that he had died a year ago.

It turned out that it wasn't that his wife was indifferent to him, but that he was already gone.

"Anna, I'm leaving."

A gentle smile appeared on Malcolm's face: "Anna, I love you."

The sleeping wife seemed to hear his voice, and responded, "I love you too."

.........

Rococo got up from the bed, walked slowly towards the bathroom, took off his pants, and skillfully pinched the barrel of the gun.

"Uh......"

The chaotic brain instantly woke up, and Rococo watched his fierce movements with a dark face, and remained silent.

In the last dream, she lived until she was 82 years old, before she died.

After being a man for more than eighty years, she almost forgot that she was a real soft girl.

After packing himself up, Rococo went out with his bag on his back.

Uh...why didn't I realize that there are so many people on the street?

Rococo thought and boarded the bus.