Hold Your Hand·Xuantian Chaotic Times

It's just that now he can't tell the truth. "Zilong, you are a good man..." He and Zhao Yun have spent a lot of time together. With Zhao Yun's conditions, what kind of woman do you want?Zhao Yun didn't answer, just quietly waiting for Ling Hao's next words. "It's a great honor to be liked by you. If I were a woman, I might marry you, but it's a pity...you have to think about it, I'm a man and can't have children. Wouldn't it be self-defeating if you stay with me? You ancients said, 'There are three ways to be unfilial, and having no descendants is the greatest', even if you don't think about yourself, you have to think about future generations, right?".Zhao Yun's eyes seemed to fluctuate slightly, Ling Hao thought that what he said was on point, and said again: "Besides...you don't want your future fame and fortune to be ruined by the words 'like men', do you?".Thinking back when he and Zhao Yun first met, he would never have imagined that the two of them would be in this situation now when they treated each other with courtesy.

"It's these again, do you hate me so much?" Zhao Yun's expression was calm, and his voice did not fluctuate.Ling Hao was taken aback, "I didn't mean that - I was thinking about you." "If you really think about me, then stay with me. You know that these words are useless to me. So far, all I want is your promise. If you want children... I can accept that you marry a wife and have children first." God knows how painful it is for him to say this.Ling Hao was in a mess when he heard the words, "In terms of time spent together, you and I spend the longest time together, and you know my personality. If it is against common sense to say that I like you, but how do you explain Sun Ce and Ma Chao?" Still nothing, I can't persuade you.Ling Hao paused, took out the Linglong Pill, and handed it to Zhao Yun, "You take this, you may use it in the future." Seeing Ling Hao suddenly changed the subject, Zhao Yun also paused, "Why did you give it to me? Isn't this on you all the time?", "Your carrying is much more useful than mine." Ling Hao took a deep look at Zhao Yun.

"Then continue with the topic just now." Zhao Yun grasped Ling Hao's hand and pulled Ling Hao into his arms.Ling Hao didn't struggle, but quietly leaned against Zhao Yun. "Let me just ask, do you like me?", Ling Hao closed his eyes with a deep voice in his ear, and for the last time... "Yeah." Zhao Yun was stunned for a long time by the inaudible word. "Why, suddenly stopped talking?" Ling Hao opened his eyes, all emotions had been buried deep, his tone was pretending to be relaxed, and he gently pinched Zhao Yun's face with his hands. "What you said is true...?" Zhao Yun didn't expect to get Ling Hao's response so quickly, and thought Ling Hao was joking for a moment. "...I didn't say you were unhappy before, but now you don't believe me when I say it." Ling Hao was about to stand up, Zhao Yun tightened his hands, "But your feelings for Ma Chao, I'm sorry, I didn't expect it for a while ...".Ling Hao smiled, and there was no abnormality in his expression. "Really?" After a while, Zhao Yun unexpectedly repeated it again.

"Really." Ling Hao took the initiative to reach out and hug Zhao Yun back.It was rare, to be exact, it was the first time I saw Ling Hao like this, Zhao Yun didn't know what to say, Ling Hao's head rested on his shoulder, quietly.The two stopped talking, Zhao Yun didn't know how to describe his mood at this time, maybe he was not sure, but facing Ling Hao like this, his heart was filled with nothing to add.Ling Hao tightened his hands... His heart was pierced like a knife, but he still controlled himself until he felt that his eyes were astringent, and immediately took a light breath, closing his eyes and forcefully suppressing the emotions that were almost exposed.

Han Ling waited outside for more than an hour before seeing Zhao Yun come out, "Hey? General Zhao, why don't you talk more?".Zhao Yun was taken aback for a moment, "Zixuan said he was going to the military adviser's mansion to pick up things, and it happened that I should go back to the military field. By the way, he rushed all the way back from Xichuan. If possible at night, let the kitchen prepare some smoked moxa. Fatigue is very good. When he is done with work, remember to let him rest more." After saying so much at once, Han Ling chuckled, "Oh, you are so sweet, General Zhao, when can I call you 'sister-in-law' ah?". "...", Zhao Yun froze for a few seconds after hearing the words, then coughed, "Nonsense—don't talk about it, can you remember what you explained?", "Don't worry, the second brother's business is my business, besides For the sake of General Zhao, I have to take good care of my second brother!" Han Ling saluted Zhao Yun after finishing speaking.Zhao Yun didn't know whether to laugh or cry, but it was undeniable that he was in a good mood after getting Ling Hao's affirmative answer just now.

After seeing off Zhao Yun, Han Ling asked the kitchen to prepare the smoked moxa. As soon as the front foot left the kitchen, the back foot entered the hall.At a glance, Ling Hao was still sitting in the same place, staring at a little bit, as if he was lost in thought. "Huh? Second brother, didn't you say you're going to Zhuge's military adviser's mansion?" Hearing Han Ling calling him, Ling Hao regained his senses, and his eyes instantly returned to the usual indifference. "I'll go right away... By the way, I will go for a walk later, tonight... I may come back later... If I haven't come back at Xushi - you don't have to wait for me anymore.", said After a pause, he was a little distracted after finishing speaking.It was the first time for Han Ling to see Ling Hao like this. A common sentence came out of Ling Hao's mouth, which made her feel inexplicably flustered. "Aren't you coming back for dinner?" Han Ling was slightly disappointed.Ling Hao looked at Han Ling, and said for a while, "Ling'er, come here..." Han Ling stepped forward according to her words.Ling Hao got up from his seat, touched Han Ling's hair, saw Han Ling staring at him intently, then smiled wryly: "You are not young anymore, it's time to find a good family." Han Ling curled her lips, " The second brother is not the same, besides, I think it is very good now... ".Ling Hao was helpless, "Don't you know what's going on with the second brother? You are different from me, you are a woman, you should think more about the future, and save me and your elder brother from worrying."

Han Ling held back for a while, "If I can't get married, second brother, will you ignore me?" Ling Hao paused again, "No...", "Then why am I in a hurry to get married?", Ling Hao made a slip of the tongue. "With the second brother here, the eldest brother will not want me, so it's still early~" Han Ling took Ling Hao's arm and began to act like a baby.For Han Ling, Ling Hao still likes this younger sister very much, but when he thinks that she is so clingy to him now, who can take care of her anytime and anywhere after he leaves?The best way is to let Ma Chao take back Xiliang...and take Han Ling back to Han Zimo. "But there will always be times when I'm not by your side..." Ling Hao made a pun, "Then we'll talk about it at that time." For such a Han Ling, Ling Hao had no choice but to give up. "The Han family is not thriving. When we return to Xiliang, we must let the elder brother have a few more children." Finally, he patted Han Ling on the head, and Ling Hao smiled warmly, "Okay, I'm going out, not tonight You don't have to wait for me when you come back..."

Seeing Ling Hao's unusually warm smile, Han Ling's breath stopped, she nodded in a daze, and then watched her second brother go out. "If you don't come back... wouldn't Xunai be a waste..." I've just come back and I'm so busy, workaholics don't need to work so hard.

Going back to the room, he took the saber and jade pendant, and put them back after a long while... It doesn't matter if you don't bring such things that can prove your identity.Lu Bu's tiger jade, Xia Houshang's phoenix pendant...these should be left here, so that apart from the exquisite bag and some silver, there is really nothing else.After leaving the study room, he went to the stable again. Zhuohuang and Zhuifeng were still there. When they saw Ling Hao, they snorted loudly.Ling Hao stepped forward to touch the manes of the two horses, and then patted the necks comfortingly, "Thank you for so many years of life and death." Ling Hao smiled bitterly, and then filled the trough with fodder Only then did I leave.

After leaving the mansion, he still has two things to do, one: leave a letter at Zhuge Liang's mansion, two: find Ma Chao and let him go to the court, three: find a place where he will be safe and sound without implicating anyone ... "Let's just get by".