Hold Your Hand·Xuantian Chaotic Times

Both Yuan Zhi and Zhou Ping say that they are strange people in the world, but because of their arrogant and lonely temperament, they have always been against the world in this chaotic world where the flames of war never stop.However, why do people in the world care so much about themselves in the eyes of others? Some people are destined to be mortals by birth, because they will always live in the eyes of others, and they are destined to spend their lives mediocre.

Until my uncle also started to say to himself, Kong Ming, you are in the world, and you should pay as much attention to your eyes as possible in everything.He knew that his uncle was just one of the mortals after all. Of course, even though he was living in a thatched hut, even though he had a big heart, in the eyes of others, it was just unrealistic or pretentious.So I gradually learned to hide it, and buried those exposed madness deep into my bones. Since I don't have a confidant, it's okay to be lonely and self-admired.

Year after year, day after day, the wild flowers on the hills bloomed, thanked and bloomed again, accompanied by whoever wins and who loses in the world.Until his uncle left and looked at the bamboo forest on the hill, that was the last time he felt the rare spring. Then he turned his head, looked at himself, and only slowly uttered a sentence: A capable man chooses his beloved and follows.In the next few days, I kept my filial piety in white clothes, and the thatched hut became much cooler, leaving only one doorman named Ying Tong.

Yuanzhi and Zhouping come to work occasionally, intending to persuade themselves to start a family, "Even if you want to make achievements, it has nothing to do with marrying a wife, you are already over 30, do you want to be lonely forever?", "Why do you have to marry a wife instead of starting a family? It's not that you can't live.", One sentence blocked the two of them out, "I think your vision is too high, and you don't like it. There is no one in this world who is proficient in everything from literature, military strategy, gossip, military array, astronomy, geography, and crafts. Women? There aren’t many men, so I think you can just start a family with yourself.” Zhou Ping obviously couldn’t understand, but he really didn’t have a favorite candidate, and he didn’t want to waste time on mundane things.

Another year of deep winter, this year is a little different for him.He was sure that Yuan Zhi would mention himself to Liu Yuzhou, and he also knew that the moment he had been waiting for was at this time, but the first person who came into his sight was not Liu Yuzhou, but a young man who was slightly familiar with him. This man climbed over the wall and entered his yard without permission. "Brother Kong, Brother Kong Fang?" The young man's surprised words made his memory flood back in an instant.It was the person he met at the Lantern Festival last time. If he remembered correctly, he seemed to be with Liu Bei's subordinate Zhao Yun and... the head of Soochow.If it weren't for Liu Bei's subordinates, his status would definitely be unusual. It wasn't just that anyone could deal with different forces without changing his face.After a pause of a few seconds, after filtering all the information, he had a basic understanding of this young man.

However, after chatting casually for a few words, I realized that my initial cognition seemed to be inaccurate. The young man did not seem like a deep-faced person at all, because he seemed a little nervous when he was seated. It proves that the people in front of you are really good at acting.It seemed... things were starting to get interesting, so she quietly invited him to stay for the sake of convenience, but actually wanted to know his real purpose and character.

After a few days of observation, not only was there no trace of suspiciousness, but also no flaws for myself, and I even had the illusion that this child treated him like a god.Maybe I'm a bit more suspicious, but how can a 20-year-old be so scheming, but my always cautious character still tells me not to relax.Until that day, when he inadvertently asked him his views on world affairs, everything he said coincided with his own, and the only remaining guard was dispelled by the joy of finding a like-minded person, so he accepted him as an apprentice without hesitation.After that, Liu Yuzhou's arrival proved that the young man was under Liu Bei's command, and his original doubts disappeared.

Ling Hao, who followed Liu Bei slightly longer than Zhao Yun, won Liu Bei's trust. Before that, he had been serving as Liu Bei's military adviser. He was calm and polite, with both wisdom and courage.In the army, Ling Hao's status is not lower than his own, but he can always treat him with respect, just like when he was in the thatched cottage.For me, such a person is not only an apprentice, but also a confidant.Ling Hao is proficient in weapons, not at all like the literary spirit on the surface, and the array of military tactics is also good. Although he doesn't know astrology, he has a precise grasp of geographical positions, and he can also say that he is seldom known to the world. Last time, such a person may be the person I have been looking for.

Several battles between Bowang and Xinye won him the trust of Guan and Zhang, and also made Liu Bei pay more and more attention to himself. Regarding these, he knew that it was only a matter of time, so he didn't pay too much attention. He didn't want to follow other people's wishes and let himself live. He is becoming less and less like himself. In his bones, he is still so stubborn that he only obeys his own will, even if he is in Liu Bei's camp at this time, no matter how others talk about him.However, it seems that only Ling Hao can understand these things. He never said anything about what he should do. He passed on what he learned to Ling Hao without reservation. Ling Hao is very talented, and he can understand and remember everything without asking. In some aspects, his insights are even more advanced than his own. Sometimes, he will have an illusion, as if Ling Hao is not like a person in this world, as if he is just watching this chaotic world at work, and by the way participates in That's all.

As early as at the Lantern Festival, I knew that Ling Hao had acquainted with a wide range of forces. Of course, Liu Bei's relationship with Sun Ce, the lord of Soochow, seemed to be good, and Ma Teng from Xiliang sent troops to help. He has a very close relationship with Ling Hao.It's not because of interests at all, it seems like they are just friends, but Ling Hao is a little different. In front of Ma Chao, he obviously feels the same as facing himself, but it is a little different when he looks closely.It is a risky thing to have friends of different forces in times of war, because on the battlefield, friends will become enemies to face at any time, and they will stab you in the back without hesitation at any time.On the surface, he didn't reveal anything, but in his heart, he still felt that it was very risky.

With the help of Xiliang, Liu Bei temporarily got rid of Cao Cao's pursuit, but if he wanted to stop retreating, he had no choice but to face the enemy.For this purpose, I offered to go to Soochow to persuade Sun Ce to fight against Cao together.Liu Bei naturally agreed. As he expected, Ling Hao asked himself to let him go with him that day. Knowing the friendship between Ling Hao and Sun Ce, Ling Hao would naturally save a lot of trouble.On the day of the boat trip, Zhao Yun looked worried, and he was indeed a good friend, because it is rare to see Zhao Yun being treated so badly by others.During the short journey by water, stepping into Soochow's territory naturally had to experience doubts and difficulties from Soochow conservatives, but in my eyes, these difficulties were just stones they lifted up and threw at my feet, and I solved them one by one without any pressure. By the way, he ridiculed the people present, and no one dared to speak out.On the other hand, Ling Hao was obviously shocked by his words, with a slightly surprised expression on his face.After that, it was a logical negotiation, and Sun Ce agreed to join forces to fight against Cao without hesitation.

The tit-for-tat confrontation with the officials of the Eastern Wu Dynasty in the hall and the interests he represented aroused Zhou Yu's vigilance. He was able to lock the biggest threat on himself at the first time. It can indeed be said that he is a talent, but how could I let him have a chance? It is not good for himself and Liu Bei, and the confrontation with Zhou Yu made him find some fun in this trip. Although it is not a life-and-death duel, it is also a pleasure to play a game with him when he is bored.

He intentionally set up a difficult situation to embarrass himself, but Zhou Yu was still too conceited, believing what he heard but underestimating the enemy.Within ten days, [-] arrows, everyone knows that this is intentionally making things difficult, but, "Why do you need [-] days, you can get [-] arrows in three days." Everyone thought they were crazy, "Then Issue a military order, what if you can’t do it?”, “According to the governor’s wishes, if it can’t be done, Kong Ming is willing to be dealt with by the military law.” He bowed respectfully and raised his hands, but his face was full of confidence that no one could see.

On the day of boarding the ship, Ling Hao once said that the heavens are helping him, but in fact it is not the case, he just believes in what he has learned, and he does not want to rely on everything, because he cannot tolerate a single chance.In the middle of the Yangtze River, the sky was filled with fog. Standing on the bow of the boat, you could only see the blurred outline of the boat behind you.Stopping to beat the drum in the distance of Cao Ying, needless to say, 20 arrows, even [-] arrows, Cao Cao must have "borrowed" it.An Ran sat in the boat, but Ling Hao's expression was a little nervous, as if he was worried that the arrows would penetrate the hull, but just as the boat was turning around, several arrows shot straight into the cabin through the gap in the wooden door , the mind froze, and almost at the same time he was thrown to the ground by Ling Hao, "Boom—", the dull sound of the arrow entering the wood was right next to his ears. "Zixuan, are you alright?" Seeing Ling Hao frowning slightly, he couldn't help but feel a little nervous, sat up and pulled Ling Hao's left hand, a long bloody mouth. "It's okay, this kind of minor injury will heal after a while." Is this still a minor injury?Temporarily helping Ling Hao stop the bleeding, he couldn't tell what it was like, so he just rushed forward, if there was even the slightest deviation... He had never seen this kind of person before, and for the first time in his life, a person who didn't have the slightest hesitation about his own life and death, It was completely out of sincerity, and he didn't know why he chose this way. He hugged Ling Hao, "Thank you."

Even after getting along for such a long time, I can still see new things from Ling Hao. Sometimes sitting quietly and thinking about Ling Hao can take up a lot of time, but the state of mind seems to be different. It's because of his talent and character, but now it's more about his every move.The inexplicable love is very strange to me. Could it be that I have stayed in Soochow for a long time, and even my thinking has changed... Until the unintentional sentence that day, I just wanted to express Ling Hao's predictability of things, but I didn't know it seemed to touch Ling Hao's taboo, his originally gentle and quiet eyes became a little dazed for a moment, and then he felt that he seemed to be a little disappointed.After a pause, I don't know why Ling Hao behaved like this. He wanted to speak out, but was called away by the people sent by Sun Ce. It turned out that Ling Hao thought he was suspicious of him, and that night, Ling Hao disappeared. Although he knew that Ling Hao was not a person who didn't understand the overall situation and would definitely come back at dawn, he was still somewhat worried.

He has always felt that explaining is unnecessary for him, but facing Ling Hao's expression of no joy or anger, he still looks obedient, but his heart is inexplicably depressed. He has never doubted him, why? To be so insecure about yourself?He patiently answered Ling Hao's questions one by one. At that time, Ling Hao was like a child who got candy again, his eyes were full of emotion, and he didn't complain that he was dragged into the water, just because of a few words of his own.How can there be such a person... I always feel that I am already considered a weird person in the eyes of Yuan Zhi and everyone, but I don't want to know that there are people outside the real people.Looking at Ling Hao who was slightly absent-minded at this time, inadvertently, his hands were only a few feet away from his face.Surprised, he withdrew his hand and met Ling Hao's eyes. What did he want to do just now...

The more difficult it is to understand my own behavior, Ling Hao is still the original Ling Hao, but I am not like the previous self, until I found Zhao Yun's unusual feelings for Ling Hao, I used to think that Zhao Yun and Ling Hao were friends for many years. His best friend is inseparable, but Zhao Yun has such affection for Ling Hao.He has always been as stable as him, but he has also started to feel uneasy. How can his apprentice have feelings for the same sex, and how can the only apprentice he recognizes be bound by such impolite emotions.However, Zhao Yun's answer was so firm, "I have always believed that military advisers are different from the world. If military advisers are also bound by common law, then I think today's dialogue can end, and I will not let go, absolutely." Turning around decisively, He couldn't feel the coldness on his face at all.

But Zhao Yun is right, he has no right to interfere, and it is indeed not his own business, just like Yuan Zhi said, no woman in the world can be worthy of him, and it is the same for Ling Hao Now, compared to women, people like Zhao Yun can give him more opportunities to display his talents... Could this be the hurdle that Yuan Zhi said he hit?How is it possible, he keeps denying in his heart, but his brows are getting tighter and tighter. He deliberately shields everything, but it's a pity that the truth in his heart can't paralyze his nerves. At this time, he already has a weakness, and this weakness is exactly the same as himself. Ling Hao getting closer.

Because the Soochow incident had put too much pressure on Ling Hao, he deliberately became indifferent, in order to tell Ling Hao that he could not rely on his past friendship on the battlefield. He does not allow the slightest mistake in the mission of standing upright.The deliberate estrangement caused the relationship between the two to gradually separate. Knowing Ling Hao's confusion and blame, I felt uncomfortable but still chose to ignore it.However, Yimu's efforts to stop him still didn't work. Ling Hao went to beg Liu Bei, and Liu Bei agreed after he didn't know what to say.This trip lasted for several months, during which news from Liu Bei came from time to time, but there was no news from Ling Hao, and Zhao Yun was with him on this trip...

What he bestowed on him is enough, and he has a clear conscience. If he comes back, he should restore the relationship with his colleagues. It is a good thing for both parties to cut it off earlier, because if this continues, it will only increase troubles. From now on, he will still be his colleague. , the self who never bound his mind for anyone...