Moon god

,I think.Should be fine.After all you never doubted it.I think Master Dan Wei is right, the moon god is my mission, and I cannot defy my mission.So, I obeyed you, obeyed you, gave birth to one child after another for you, and helped you keep this whole tribe when you were seriously ill-but you never knew..."

Akabane saw him stand up slowly, and gradually reached a position where he was at eye level with him. Seeing Ah Wei's eyes gradually widen, Akabane saw the undisguised hatred and resentment in his eyes for the first time.

"You don't know how much I hate you for raping me! That's rape! No matter what the reason, what mission! It's all rape! What is the moon god? What is the mission? It's just someone else to comfort me bullshit!"

Ah Wei suddenly rushed forward, grabbing Chiyu's skirt with both hands, staring at those slightly trembling eyes with red sockets.

"It was your father who sent soldiers to kill my parents! That soldier cut off my mother's head in front of me, because he wanted to take it back to claim credit! I chased him and ran out, and that man was going to kill him too. Me. At this time, your father saw it and said a word. I couldn’t understand what he said, but I still remember the look he gave me, which was exactly the same as the look that those slave chiefs and soldiers looked at me later. So I I just started to learn Wangyu, and I worked hard to learn it, because I couldn't speak at that time. Whenever I speak Shuoyu, I think of my mother and how her blood splashed on my face! I was so disgusted that I couldn’t speak! Only crying—screaming crying! Crying until a group of people thought they were dead, they all ran over and surrounded me, watching me sitting on the ground alone!”

Akabane was completely shocked. He had seen the dead, heard the screams of the prisoners before they died, and now he looked at Ah Wei, just like looking at the group of death row prisoners, howling crazily because of the chilling butcher knife hanging behind his neck Struggling, but in the end the butcher knife fell, and everything was silent.

There was a sneer in those dark eyes.

"They don't even know what I'm crying about, they just point and point, and then—then walk away... So, what is your pain? What is your injury like this!"

Akabane saw him let go of his clothes, slumped on the bed, panting tremblingly against his newly delivered belly, still muttering: "It's nothing...compared to me, it's nothing... ..." Akabane suddenly had an impulse - he wanted to stretch out his hands to hug Ah Wei, but his hands seemed to be too stiff to move, he breathed over and over again, watching Ah Wei's body trembling violently , but at the same time he also felt his incompetence and ignorance, but in the end he stretched out his hand, bent down, and hugged Ah Wei's body tightly.

"Do you know what your father said at that time?"

Akabane pressed against his face, hearing Ah Wei's unstoppable trembling.

"He said, 'Zizi Yinu should not be killed'. Hmph..."

Akabane laughed softly when he heard him, and at the same time his own body stiffened.There was a distorted smile on Ah Wei's face, which seemed to be proud and sad: "Is this sentence familiar? Does your father often say this to you? He also often said to me. The first When he saw me the second time, he didn't know me anymore. He called me over and asked me what I was doing. For some reason, he was very interested in me and thought I was dumb. Then he told me to say Wangyu, later he began to teach me how to read, how to look at people and how to deal with things."

Akabane slowly let go of Ah Wei's embrace, he straightened up, looked at Ah Wei in disbelief, and even took a step back unconsciously.Ah Wei snorted, and continued to look up at Akabane with a frightened face: "Isn't it strange that a king often stays with a slave's child at night? Why doesn't he go to accompany his moon god? Because- -" Akabane saw the sarcasm and sadness in those eyes, "His Luna, like me, was raped and gave birth to a son of God. And you are that son of God, you are your mother who was raped and gave birth child!"

Akabane trembled suddenly, and shouted sharply: "Shut up!"

Ah Wei was not relentless, and even got up and approached him: "Your mother stabbed herself in the stomach with a knife because she didn't want to have a child, so that he could no longer have children. But your father has only one moon god in his life. , and this Luna even refused to have sex with him after being raped by him! So your father backed down, and every night, he could only sit by the river and talk to a slave child. Maybe he also told me Think of it as his child. Ridiculous, isn't it?"

Ah Wei looked at Akabane, looking at the pair of gentle and calm eyes that couldn't hide the desperation and panic.Facing his former lover, Ah Wei smiled slightly and said: "Your father must never have imagined that what he taught me back then is now being used by me on you. This should be the retribution of the two of us." He As she said that, the expression on her face gradually became pitiful, I don't know who she was pitying, "You can only have a moon god in your life, but this moon god wants to kill you all the time; and I thought I could be flawless." , but in the end it was still dismantled by you."

He raised his eyes, eyes full of sarcasm and helplessness: "We hate each other, but we have to spend our lives binding each other together, and this is the result you and I both want. Tsk, it's disgusting..."

Akabane walked out of the camp, the air outside had never been so cool and clean.With slightly trembling hands, he opened the information that had just been sent, and his red-rimmed eyes quickly glanced over the content with the help of bright lights.

He put down the information and took a deep breath of the cold wind in the cold night - even this cold wind could not overcome the chill in his heart.

He turned around and looked through the curtain - Ah Wei was sleeping soundly inside, carrying their newborn child.

Akabane knew that he couldn't leave Awei; Awei couldn't leave his child either.

Akabane finally got his own moon god and a son of good blood, and Awei also got Akabane's only and all love.

Everyone got what they wanted, but had to face the side effects.

Akabane will face a punishment thousands of times more painful than his father's, and manage a marriage that has been irreparably broken from the beginning.He became Ah Wei's slave, admiring him and loving him, but he couldn't get the other party's wholehearted answer.

As for Ah Wei, he has already lost everything from the beginning, so no matter what he gets in the future, it will be dispensable.In his life, the only one is himself.

From this night when the north wind blows again, they will have their own ideal life-but they can only live together.

"Luna" finished