Moon god

How hard it must be for him to be alone. "

Akabane saw Chiwei's breathing quickened from time to time and his heavy and stiff belly, so he held Ah Wei's hand tightly, and comforted him: "We'll go back when he falls asleep. There are people here who will treat him well, you don’t worry."

Ah Wei looked around and saw that the waiters were all in high spirits, so he felt a little relieved, and sat down with Chi Yu's support, chatting with Chi Wei one after another.Chiwei couldn't help falling asleep without saying a word for a while, and Ah Wei guarded him for a while before leaving with Chiyu.Back in the camp, Chi Yu saw that he was preoccupied, so he kissed Ah Wei on the cheek, and said softly, "You worry about him more than I do."

Ah Wei was startled, and said quietly: "Is there? No..." He heard Chi Yu change his tone: "Is it because he is Si Tuo's child?"

Ah Wei narrowed his eyes slightly, staring at him incredulously.Akabane then kissed his cheek again, rubbed his stomach, and tickled Awei's ear and said, "Isn't it?"

But Ah Wei said softly: "You don't know how painful and lonely it is for a person to guard his secret carefully..." His voice was soft and slow, as if he was about to be blown by the wind just now As if gone.

Akabane deliberately said: "What secret do you have? What secret does Akao have?"

After hearing this, Ah Wei lowered his head, patted his stomach lightly, and said, "Here. Such a big secret."

Akabane glanced at his stomach, opened his mouth suddenly and said two syllables.Ah Wei was taken aback for a moment, and then he came to his senses and said in surprise: "You actually called me an idiot! You still use Shuo language!"

Akabane smiled maliciously, showing a big smile, bumped Ah Wei's nose with the tip of his nose, and said, "Am I right?"

Ah Wei then said viciously in Shuo language: "It's terrible!"

Akabane said very domineeringly: "I said it well! I learned it from you."

A Wei pretended to be surprised and said, "How do you know that I said you are not good?"

Akabane said: "I can hear your tone."

Ah Wei smiled and said, "I lied to you. What I just said is that it's great. Tell me once, 'Akabane, it's terrible.'."

Akabane stared at him with bright eyes: "You are lying! I won't say anything."

Ah Wei stared at him slightly: "Really?"

Akabane bumped his nose again, was about to speak, but suddenly turned around and coughed.Ah Wei immediately went to caress his back, and when he heard Chi Yu's coughing urgently and heavily, he climbed out of bed: "I'll get you a glass of water."

Before he came down, Akabane shook his head and hugged him, hugged him tightly, and buried his head in Ah Wei's arms.Ah Wei couldn't see his face, so he could only touch Chi Yu's hair lightly, but suddenly he loosened his hand and grabbed a strand of silver-white hair.Akabane also saw it, he stretched out his hand to grab Awei's hand, held his hand tightly in his palm, and pulled it to Awei Gaolong's belly.

At this time, the quiet surroundings suddenly thought of crisp clicks, one, two...

Ah Wei stared blankly at the red and black blood on his abdomen.He watched Akabane want to reach out to stop him, and the warm blood dripped down from his nose at an accelerated speed, and several drops fell on Ah Wei's belly again.Ah Wei looked at Akabane's bewildered look, he could neither shed tears nor feel the joy of revenge.Only watching quietly like this, listening to Akabane repeating: "I'm fine, I'm fine..."

34.

On the morning of the second day, King Akabane's tent was completely silent, and no one came to report that Akao had given birth.Ah Wei sent someone to ask, only then did he know that Chiwei's labor was extremely slow, and the water hasn't broken until now.Ah Wei thought about how it took him two days to give birth to his youngest son, so he also comforted Akabane not to worry.Akabane was drowsy on the bed, clutching Ah Wei's hand, talking dreamily, and asking "Has Chiwei's baby been born?" from time to time.In the evening, Akabane woke up suddenly, got up by himself, drank medicine, ate dinner, and told Ah Wei that he wanted to see the fourth son.

Ah Wei knew that this was not a good omen, so he still called four sons for him.Akabane held the four sons in his arms, stroked the other three sons one by one, called their names, and asked them if they listened to what A Wei said.All the sons answered one by one, and then climbed onto Chi Yu's body to be hugged by him, only the third son was still sitting aside, blinking his eyes and watching all this very calmly.Akabane then put the fourth son down, and stretched out his hand to the third son, the third son looked at A Wei, saw A Wei nodded to him, then he got up, sat in Chi Yu's arms, and let him hold him.

Akabane said to the third son: "Why don't you want your father to hug you?"

After hearing this, the third son turned his head and kissed Akabane perfunctorily on the cheek.Akabane also kissed him on the forehead, and asked him: "Why don't you want your father to hug you?"

The third son didn't speak, as if he was stumped by this question, he stretched out his little hand to scratch at the red hair.He suddenly raised his head to look at Ah Wei, stretched out his two small hands, and called: "Mother, hug me." He climbed down from Akabane's arms, walked to Ah Wei's side, and put his arms around Ah Wei's neck.

Neither of them could figure out what the third son was thinking, but they heard the fourth son shout: "I want to be hugged by my mother too!"Ah Wei hurriedly wanted to stop him, but the third son had already stretched out his hand and pushed hard, pushing the fourth son onto the bed.Seeing Ah Wei's presence, the fourth son couldn't get up, sat on the bed and cried loudly.

Ah Wei ignored him, even Chi Yu stared at the fourth son, and shouted sharply: "You must listen to your brother! You can't take things from your brother!"

The fourth son was just howling, not even a drop of tears came out, and kept calling: "Mother...Mother..."

Ah Wei hugged the third son, Akabane hugged the eldest son and the second son, five people and five pairs of eyes looked at the lonely fourth son with different emotions.The fourth son howled for a while, seeing that no one paid any attention to him, he crawled into Ah Wei's arms again, and then crawled beside Akabane.But Akabane and Ah Wei kept looking at him and responded indifferently to him.Only then did the fourth son realize that something was wrong, and immediately began to cry, crying tears patter.Seeing the third son in Ah Wei's arms staring at him, the fourth son immediately stretched out his little hand and cried, "Brother..."

The third son hugged Ah Wei's neck, shrank into Ah Wei's arms, and stared at the fourth son with some vigilance, as if he was also worried that the fourth son would snatch Ah Wei away.Ah Wei patted him on the back and let him go.The third son reluctantly walked over, wiped the tears from the fourth son's face, took his hand again, and crawled out of bed with the crying fourth son.The eldest son and the second son also ran out after seeing him.Ah Wei left the eldest son behind and asked the third son to take good care of the second son.

Ah Wei asked the eldest son to lie down beside Akabane.The eldest son seemed to feel Akabane's pain, and also curled into Akabane's arms, obediently being held by him.Ah Wei also lay down next to the eldest son, and lightly patted the eldest son's small arm.Seeing the heavy eyelashes of Dazi and Akabane, the sound of footsteps, horse honking and bells, and the sound of the wind getting colder and colder, Ah Wei's heart has never been so peaceful.

Until many years later, he was still reminiscing about this silent afternoon, because at this moment, he finally found the peace and freedom he had been longing for all his life.

After Akabane and Dazi fell asleep, Ah Wei went to visit Akao again.At this time, Chiwei was being supported to walk back and forth in the tent. When Ah Wei walked in, he was in severe pain, and his drooping belly was like a huge iron ball falling on him, pulling him out of breath.Ah Wei heard his sudden tense breath, and saw his sagging stomach supported by his hands, and his thin shoulders trembled from time to time.The waiters on both sides were trying their best to support his body, forcing this body which was so weak that it was about to fall to barely stand.

Chiwei was supported to sit on the edge of the bed, which made his already huge belly protrude even more heavily.At this time, the waiters began to get busy, wiping his sweat and rubbing his abdomen.Chiwei slowly raised his head, those bright black eyes were now covered with sweat, he looked at Ah Wei, tried to open his mouth to say hello, but suddenly lowered his head, holding his hard belly, involuntarily Spreading his legs apart, he hummed long or short.

Ah Wei stepped forward, seeing Chiwei's distressed appearance, he was at a loss for words for a moment, so he could only take the handkerchief beside him, and wiped Chiwei's sweaty hair for him.Chiwei suddenly reached out and grabbed his hand, raised his head dripping with sweat, staring at him with bright eyes: "Over there, is there any news?"

Ah Wei was stunned for a moment, and then he realized that he held Chiwei's hand instead, wiped off the cold sweat from his palm, and said in a low voice, "Not yet."

Maybe there is no news yet, but it is the best news for Chiwei at this time.

Chiwei slowly withdrew his hand, pressed lightly on his belly, and said in a trembling voice: "I... regret it..."

Ah Wei didn't respond, but he heard Chiwei quietly say: "Why should I suffer for this kind of person..."

However, Ah Wei vaguely understands that his present regrets are temporary, and after a while, he will start to miss the past time for Si Tuo's child again, become numb and indifferent to the pain of the past, and treat the past with an attitude It can also become ambiguous.

Everyone is their own best comforter and good medicine to heal pain.Any seemingly rational and ruthless person cannot examine his past with the most correct vision.After all, those past and past, those joys and pains were once the ray of light in their lives.As long as it is lit, it will inevitably leave a track.

Ah Wei looked at his drooping head and trembling body, and he knew that the pain of childbirth temporarily disturbed Chiwei's judgment. suffer from it.Now, he just lacks someone to strengthen his