Blooming Romance

When Lin Yanchen woke up, he found that the sun was already high. He first squinted his eyes and touched his side. After a long time, he only touched the quilt and pillow. He gradually realized that Chu Xun was not there, but he didn't pay much attention at first.He took the mobile phone on the bedside table to check the time, and it was already one o'clock in the afternoon.

He hasn't slept so late yet... Was he that tired last night?

Is Chu Xun already up?Lin Yanchen sat up, stretched his waist, and yawned. Seeing that the sleepy dress Chu Xun was wearing last night was hanging on the back of the sofa, he giggled. Chu Xun must love him. he gets up.

Lin Yanchen called twice: "Ah Xun...Ah Xun...Ah Xun?"

No one responded to him, maybe he went downstairs.

Lin Yanchen became a little suspicious, but when she went to wash her face, brush her teeth, comb her hair, and get dressed, she saw Chu Xun's clothes in the closet, as well as Chu Xun's small bag and souvenirs they bought from traveling.He felt that everything was there, and Chu Xun must be there.

Lin Yanchen didn't think too much about it. After cleaning himself up, he felt hungry and was going to find Chu Xun. It was time for lunch.

Lin Yanchen searched around, but did not see Chu Xun, went downstairs to the living room, saw Ed, and asked, "Where is Chu Xun?"

Ed said truthfully, "He's gone."

Lin Yanchen didn't react at first: "He left? Where did he go? In the yard?"

Ed said: "Mr. Chu took the plane back to China after the plane departed at six o'clock in the morning."

Lin Yanchen lost all drowsiness in an instant, and was completely frightened awake, stunned, and came back to his senses: "He has returned to China?! Why didn't I know? Don't lie to me! How is it possible? Are you joking? Please, Chu Xun You scare me with him? Don't scare me, it's no fun."

Ed said seriously: "Master, I didn't lie to you. Mr. Chu has left, and I drove him to the airport."

Lin Yanchen was furious immediately: "The airport you sent him to! Why did he leave? I don't know at all! What's going on here?"

He was angry, flustered and aggrieved, and said incoherently: "Impossible! He promised to fall in love with me... He said he liked me, and we raised a kitten together, and he said I was 'the child's father' , Ah Xun will not lie to me... He wanted to leave last time, I didn't force him, he was willing to stay, why did he suddenly leave without saying goodbye? Ah Xun is not such a person, even if he wants to leave, I will definitely tell me. And I opened the closet, and his things are still in the closet. He obviously hasn't left. Don't play me, is he hiding somewhere to see me anxious? I am very anxious, he Where the hell is it?"

Ed shook his head: "I don't know, young master, I only sent him to the airport, I don't know which flight he was on, but you..."

Lin Yanchen was very angry: "I said stop joking!!"

Ed paused for a moment when he was yelled at, and then said: "Before he left, he told me that he left you a letter, which should be in your room."

Lin Yanchen gradually realized that Ed was telling the truth, but he didn't want to believe it. He was still holding on to the last sliver of luck. He stared at Ed for a long time, then turned around silently, and went back to the room. Walked, then walked faster and faster, then trotted, and rushed back to the room.

Lin Yanchen was in such a state of disarray that he was in such a panic that he rummaged through the room like a blind man.He checked the bedside table first, there was none.Then he ran to look at the closet and took out Chu Xun's things. The clothes were probably there, but he couldn't remember which ones Xun bought, and it seemed that a set was missing.Chu Xun’s backpack was still there. Lin Yanchen emptied out the contents of the bag, and there was still cash in it. There was no shortage of banknotes, but the bank card was gone. Chu Xun brought the card from the city hall in Las Vegas. My marriage application is gone.

A few days ago, he took out this piece of paper and said to Chu Xun, "Shall we submit this application someday?"

Chu Xun said: "If there is a chance in the future."

Lin Yanchen wrote his name on it without hesitation, and said, "Just fill in your name."

Chu Xun smiled and said, "I don't want to fill it in, and I'm not so easily abducted by you."

But Lin Yanchen was confident that this would happen sooner or later.

Lin Yanchen sat by the closet, with a pile of banknotes scattered around him, raised his head, and finally saw a letter on the table, under the vase.

Lin Yanchen didn't even dare to approach, he mustered up his courage, finally walked over and took out the letter.

He took a deep breath, and opened the stacked letter paper, which was written in Chu Xun's handsome handwriting, and he said something that made his heart bleed: "Xiao Lin, I'm sorry, I'm leaving, please don't come to me."

Lin Yanchen closed his eyes, his fingertips were trembling, he felt that he couldn't continue watching.

Stopped, took a deep breath, sat down on the sofa dejectedly, and let myself continue to read the letter.

"It has nothing to do with you that I left, you didn't do anything wrong, it's all my fault.

It was me who was too selfish and indecisive. I said I was going to leave, but I came back and gave you hope that you shouldn't have.sorry.

I didn't tell you that I was terminally ill and had only a few months to live when we first met.Sorry for keeping this from you.

Because I'm dying, that's why I want to find someone to be with me.You are a good person, the greatest luck in my life is to meet you, but I should be your misfortune, sorry.

For more than a month, I really had a good time.

After I came to the manor, I finally understood that our encounter was probably a misunderstanding, you did not sell yourself, although I still don't know who you are, but because I want to leave, I didn't ask you, and you don't have to tell me.

A selfish person like me is not worthy of your liking, and it drags you down for nothing.

I know you will think when you see this, you don't mind my illness, maybe you still want to come to me.I have to tell you clearly that I don't want you to come to me at all, even though we have only been together for a short period of time, you should know me a little bit, I am very stubborn, sometimes I have too much self-esteem, I don't want You can see that I look yellow and thin after I was seriously ill.That was embarrassing.

Letting you watch me die day by day is a torment for you and me, it's better not to see me.

I also know that you are rich, maybe you are trying to help me find a good doctor.Please don’t do this, I checked, and there is no case of my disease being cured in the world. If I had chosen treatment at that time, I might have lived a few months longer.But I chose to be with you and delayed the treatment time. You don’t have to blame yourself. I don’t regret it at all. I think it’s very, very, very worthwhile to exchange a year and a half of being stuck in the hospital bed for a month and a half with you.

The aurora in Moraine Lake and you are miracles that I can't find in my life.

Thank you, Lin.

I don't expect you to forgive me for my brazenness, dishonesty and lying. I'm too bad. I really don't deserve your love.

You are still young, you have a long time to come, and you are so good. In the future, you will definitely meet someone who is also very good, not as bad as me, and grow old together with you.I am here to bless you in advance.

I'm sorry, Xiao Lin, if you really liked me, please respect my will and don't come to me.

Really sorry.

Chu Xun

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Lin Yanchen saw a few small circles on the letter paper, which were dried tears.

He saw the tears falling on it again, with fresh tears dripping out.

Lin Yanchen had never thought that he was so flustered and helpless at this moment in his life, even more so than the last time he couldn't keep Chu Xun down.

He finally figured out what he had been vaguely feeling all along, and Chu Xun tried his best to hide the still lingering sadness.

He wanted to put the letter away, but there was nowhere to place it for a while.

His hands trembled uncontrollably, and the letter fell to the ground. He bent down to pick it up, but accidentally bumped into the table, and the glass vase fell off.

"boom."

The vase shattered, glass shards splashed, water splashed on the letter paper, and the roses that had begun to wither fell into the mess.

Lin Yanchen remembered these flowers, and Chu Xun told him not to pick them, but let the flowers grow on the branches.

He insisted on picking them, even if he changed the water well, the flowers were gradually withering day by day.

Lin Yanchen half-kneeled on the ground, regardless of the shards of glass, and hurriedly picked up the letter. It was half wet, the ink melted, and the words became blurred.

This was left to him by Ah Xun, but he got it dirty as soon as he got it.

What did he do?

The hand was scratched by the glass, and the blood immediately gushed out, making the letter paper even more dirty.

Ed heard the sound of something smashing upstairs, hurried to catch up, and saw Lin Yanchen's hands were covered in blood.

He walked over and grabbed Lin Yanchen's wrist: "Let me clean it, your hand is hurt. You need to calm down. Calm down."

Lin Yanchen asked abruptly, "He loves me."

"He loves me, that's why he doesn't want me to go to him."

"I still want to go to him, should I go?"

Ed thought for a while and said, "This is your life, and I'm not qualified to make decisions for you. But, I think you have always been a firm person."

Lin Yanchen finally calmed down, he stood up and said, "You are right."

"I'm going to find him."