Blooming Romance

Now that Chu Xun has talked about this, Lin Yanchen can't do anything without a tutor.

It took him a long time but he couldn't calm down. He only calmed down a little, so that he wouldn't hurt Chu Xun by doing irrational things in his head, but his head was still in chaos.

Lin Yanchen said with red eyes, "I'll sleep in another room tonight."

Chu Xun: "..." He didn't know what to say. They couldn't sleep in the same bed like this. They were together for nearly a month, and this was the only time they slept in another bed at night.

He couldn't bear to see Lin Yanchen's face, like a loyal dog abandoned by its owner, begging him to change his mind.He fully believed that even though he said so many harsh words, Xiao Lin would forgive him as long as he softened his heart a little.Lin Yanchen is such a good boy.

Chu Xun said dryly: "Then... good night, I wish you a good sleep."

Lin Yanchen replied subconsciously, with a somewhat aggressive tone: "How could it be possible to sleep well?"

Chu Xun didn't know what to say, so he thought for a while: "Shall I give you a Valium tablet?"

Anyway, he probably needs to take one tablet tonight. The doctor prescribed a dose for a few days, and he took it with him along with the painkillers, but he has been sleeping well a while ago, so he thought these few tablets would be useless, no I figured it would work out in the end.

Lin Yanchen: "I don't want it!"

Chu Xun was taken aback by him.

Lin Yanchen hurriedly apologized again, tears were about to overflow from his eyes: "I'm sorry, Ah Xun, I didn't mean to hurt you on purpose, I can't control myself..."

Chu Xun was so determined to leave, but he was still reluctant to leave a little bit of his bad in Chu Xun's heart. Chu Xun was right, at least in the future when Chu Xun thinks of him, he will always look good.

Chu Xun said softly: "I know, Xiao Lin, you are very good, you are a very good boy."

This did not comfort Lin Yanchen, he was even more sad: "No matter how nice I am, you don't like me."

Chu Xun's heart ached, he was probably the most sad thing in this period of time, meeting Xiao Lin was the greatest luck and misfortune in his life.Why did God treat him like this?Since there are people in the world who will truly love him, why arrange it when he is about to die.

What did he do wrong in his previous life to be so cruel to him?

Chu Xun was about to cry: "It's not your fault, Xiao Lin, it's my fault, it's all my fault."

Lin Yanchen was puzzled. He didn't know if he was too narcissistic or what. He always felt that Chu Xun liked him too, no matter how much or little, at least he liked him. But if this was the case, why would Chu Xun not want to stay? come down?

But he likes Chu Xun so much that he doesn't even want to embarrass Chu Xun about this matter: "I won't embarrass you, Ah Xun, what time is your flight tomorrow? Which airport?"

Chu Xun said, "One o'clock in the afternoon."

Lin Yanchen said, "Then let's get up at eight o'clock in the morning, and I'll take you to the airport."

Chu Xun said softly, "Thank you."

Lin Yanchen was reluctant to let go, finally let go of his hand, sniffed: "Ah Xun, then you have a good rest, I'm leaving."

Chu Xun's eyes followed Lin Yanchen's back uncontrollably. Lin Yanchen seemed to have finally made up his mind and left without looking back. Looking at the closed door, Chu Xun was inexplicably lost, standing where he was, Sighed.In fact, Xiao Lin didn't like him that much, after all, he was dismissed after a few words.

At this time, the door was suddenly pushed open, and Lin Yanchen folded back.

Chu Xun was stunned and asked, "Why are you back?"

Lin Yanchen said in a dull voice: "Ah Xun, remember to lock the door when you go to bed tonight, and hide all your documents. I'm afraid I can't help but come over and steal them while you're sleeping, so that you won't leave."

Chu Xun was dumbfounded and stood there, at a loss: "..."

Lin Yanchen still had tears in his eyes, but he smiled at him: "I'm just kidding, I won't steal it. Ah Xun, are you happier now?"

With a sore nose, Chu Xun hesitated and nodded.

"I don't want to see you unhappy." Lin Yanchen said seriously, "I'm really gone, Ah Xun, I hope that even if you dream of me while sleeping, you still smile without tears."

"Good night, Axun."

Chu Xun's heart seemed to be bursting with all kinds of tenderness, gathered together, and when it reached his mouth, it turned into a meaningful sigh: "Good night, Xiao Lin."

Chu Xun tossed and turned all night, his pillow was wet from crying.

He didn't know what was going on with him. He thought he was a strong person. He didn't shed a single tear when he learned that he was unfortunately terminally ill. Now it was just a small parting, and he cried like this.

Shengsheng stayed up until two o'clock in the morning, swallowed a tranquilizer, and finally fell asleep.

It was Lin Yanchen who woke him up the next morning.

Eight o'clock in the morning, exactly on time.

This was also the first time that Lin Yanchen woke up earlier than him during this period of time.

Lin Yanchen's eyes still had some bloodshot eyes that couldn't go away, and there were dark circles around his eyes caused by staying up late, but he took care of himself cleanly and meticulously. He took a bath and changed into a formal three-piece suit. He put on a suit, put on a watch, put on a diamond collar pin, combed his hair, made a hairstyle, let alone shaved his beard, and even trimmed the miscellaneous hairs on his eyebrows, as if he had become a man, handsome and aggressive.

Chu Xun was dumbfounded.

Lin Yanchen had never dressed up like this in front of Chu Xun, but today he was going to send Chu Xun away. He wanted to leave the best impression on Chu Xun at the end and remember his most handsome appearance.

Lin Yanchen didn't sleep all night, and he calmed down his emotions. Seeing Chu Xun looking at him like this, he said embarrassedly: "Do I look good today?"

Chu Xun nodded: "It looks good."

Lin Yanchen forced a smile: "That's good, I'll wait for you, don't worry, it's still early, even if there is a traffic jam on the road, there is still time."

In fact, there was nothing to tidy up. He didn't bring anything with him when he set off with Lin Yanchen, but he bought a lot of things along the way and he wanted to take them back. Every time he tidied up something, he would think of the time when he was with Lin Yanchen.

Can't be with Lin Yanchen, at least let him bring memories and souvenirs.

He procrastinated, washed and dressed, and tidying up took him an hour and a half. After he packed his luggage and went to breakfast, he should leave after eating.

I don’t know if people forget hunger when they are sad. Chu Xun doesn’t feel hungry at all, and the food becomes greasy and disgusting for no reason, making it hard to swallow. He only took a few bites, but he couldn’t eat it.

It was Lin Yanchen who spoke first: "It's fine if you can't eat, Ah Xun, it's time to go, or it will be too late."

Chu Xun put down the knife and fork: "...OK."

They sat in the car, neither of them spoke.

Halfway there, Lin Yanchen suddenly said: "I forgot that painting, it should belong to you... Do you want to take it away?"

Chu Xun hesitated.

Lin Yanchen asked in a good voice as if begging: "Ah Xun, you don't allow me to take your photo, leave that painting to me, okay?"

Chu Xun softened his heart and nodded.

Lin Yanchen restrained and said politely: "Thank you...Thank you, Ah Xun."

It took two hours to get to the airport, and Chu Xun felt both long and short in a trance.

After getting off the car, Lin Yanchen went to pick up his suitcase first: "I'll help you pick up the suitcase."

Chu Xun hurriedly said, "No, no, thank you."

Lin Yanchen said: "Don't be afraid, I won't snatch your box and leave you behind, I just... I just want to do something for you in the end, okay? Ah Xun, let me carry the box for you Bar."

After thinking about it, Chu Xun stopped fighting him, and said poorly, "Thank you...thank you."

Apart from "thank you", Chu Xun didn't know what else to say.

Lin Yanchen waited for the plane with him, he knew he should go, but his body just wanted to stay here, to wait until the last moment.

Sitting was very awkward, Lin Yanchen took the initiative to talk: "You said a lot of 'thank you' to me, and I should thank you too. Before I met you, I suffered setbacks and drank every day. You said that you were with me We are happy together, and I am also happy with you."

"Ah."

"I also want to thank you. You are the first time in my life that I like someone so much."

"……Um."

"I'm really not being glib, Ah Xun, I think I just fell in love with you at first sight."

"..."

"You are my first love."

Chu Xun felt like a razor was stuck in his throat, making him unable to make a sound or speak.

Lin Yanchen raised his head and looked at the electronic sign: "Ah Xun, your plane is starting to board."

He stood up first, took his luggage: "Let's go, I'll take you there."

He stopped in front of the elevator, let go of the hand holding the trunk, exhaled, and said with a smile, "Ah Xun, I'll take you here."

Chu Xun looked at him in a daze: "Okay... goodbye."

Chu Xun picked up the box, stepped on the elevator, and went up. He couldn't help but look back at Lin Yanchen.

Lin Yanchen grinned, showing his white teeth, and smiled brightly, just like when they first met, he raised his arms and waved to Chu Xun: "Goodbye, Ah Xun!"

But Chu Xun knew well that after this separation, they would never see each other again.

He is going to die.

He didn't look back until Chu Xun couldn't see the downstairs. He followed the crowd and went to the security check with his air ticket and certificate. The New Year was approaching, and there were many people. After queuing for five or six minutes, it was finally his turn, but at this moment However, the image of Lin Yanchen saying goodbye to him with a smile just now remained in his mind.

Someone gave him a push.

"Sir... sir?"

When Chu Xun came back to his senses, the people around him looked at him strangely.

Chu Xun suddenly had an impulse in his heart: "I won't board the plane yet."

He picked up the box, moved his numb feet, walked back, faster and faster, started to trot, and then turned into a long run.

He returned to the escalator, looked down, and saw Lin Yanchen at a glance.

He wanted to see Lin Yanchen one more time, just one side.

Lin Yanchen was still at the place where he was seeing him off, and he didn't move half a step away, but the smile was gone, and his face was full of tears.

When Chu Xun saw it, tears could no longer be contained and burst out of his eyes.Before Lin Yanchen begged him, he ignored it mercilessly, and suppressed his feelings in countless more sensational moments, but at such an ordinary time, he just gave Lin Yanchen an extra look... Lin Yanchen Yanchen didn't even notice that he was sad, but he suddenly couldn't bear it any longer.

Chu Xun pulled the suitcase, stepped on the elevator going down, and walked a few steps. He felt that dragging the suitcase was too troublesome, so he simply threw the suitcase away and ran towards Lin Yanchen, feeling the sourness in his heart Affection burst out together with his call: "Lin Yanchen!"

Lin Yanchen was still crying stupidly, but suddenly he heard a familiar call from above his head, looked up tearfully, and saw Chu Xun running towards him.

He couldn't believe it, and even thought it was his own hallucination.

It took several seconds for Lin Yanchen to realize that it was real, he wasn't dreaming, his body moved first, and he ran towards Chu Xun.

When Chu Xun ran to the fourth step of the elevator, because he was too anxious, he accidentally tripped over his foot and flew down.

Lin Yanchen reached out to catch him, hugging him tightly.Chu Xun almost ran into his arms, and he pushed back a step.

Chu Xun hugged him tightly, buried his face in his shoulder, and said in a crying voice, "Xiao Lin, I can't bear you."

Lin Yanchen sobbed, hugged him even tighter, and said, "I can't bear you either...Ah Xun. I really like you."