Blooming Romance

Chu Xun sometimes felt that Xiao Lin was eighteen or nineteen years old, but not in his twenties, otherwise why was he so energetic, like a high school boy with a head full of yellow waste.This made him love and fear him at the same time. He liked the youthful and lively feeling of Xiao Lin, and needed him with full satisfaction, but time was not forgiving, and his sick and old body could not keep up with the fast pace of young people.

He doesn't want to cooperate with Lin Yanchen in everything, it should be Lin Yanchen who cooperates with him, otherwise, who is prostitution?

Chu Xun pretended not to understand what he meant: "I'm so tired from flying, I need to sleep to recharge my energy for the next trip."

Lin Yanchen was rather disappointed. He thought that Chu Xun would be more interested in him than him. Didn't Chu Xun propose to play in the car last night?Isn't it more fun on a plane?Chu Xun was indifferent?Lin Yanchen watched Chu Xun take off his coat and shoes, lay down on the bed, and covered him with a blanket.

He was silent for a moment, approached quietly, and found that Chu Xun had really fallen asleep, peacefully.

Did you make a mistake?Lin Yanchen was convinced.

He's not so eager to attack the sleeping person, it's best if you love me.

The turbulence of the airflow and the high pressure in the sky made this sleep very restless.

Chu Xun had a dream. It is said that dreaming is a manifestation of shallow sleep, so the more you sleep, the more tired you will be.

He dreamed that when he was a teenager, he racked his brains to write a love letter to Ji Tianze, wishing to take out his heart, but he was not satisfied no matter what he wrote, sweating profusely in anxiety, and finally wrote a confession that was carefully thought out. But he doesn't remember the specific content, he just remembers that he secretly hid it in the inner pocket of his clothes close to his heart, and gave it to Ji Tianze when he got feverish, but Ji Tianze laughed at him after reading it: "Chu Xun, I regard you as a friend, but you are using Looking at me nasty? Didn't realize you were a disgusting gay monster."

Suddenly, many figures whose faces could not be seen clearly appeared beside him, laughing and echoing:

"It's disgusting."

"I didn't expect Chu Xun to be such a person."

"I've heard that Manager Chu is gay. He doesn't want to rule me out, does he? I have to be careful."

"He's a gay man and his private life must be chaotic."

"Maybe he has a venereal disease."

"Hahahaha, maybe he is terminally ill because his private life is too promiscuous."

Chu Xun couldn't argue with anything, he just wanted to run away and ran all the way home, trying to find a place to hide.

Dad didn't let him in:

"You scoundrel! You're outrageous!"

"It's better to die outside, it's over once and for all! If you die, don't even think about me burying you in the ancestral grave of our hometown!"

"Why did I give birth to such an unfilial thing like you, which made me lose face."

Chu Xun was driven around, the world was so big that there was no place for him to stand.

He was anxious, dazed, sad, and desperate.

why?What did he do wrong?Is it just because he was born to be a man, and he was born to like men?Was it because of this that he had to be tortured and die?

Suddenly someone grabbed his hand and called his name: "Ah Xun, Ah Xun..."

Chu Xun was finally awakened, he opened his eyes, and Lin Yanchen's face came into view, a little blurry.

He belatedly found himself in tears.

Lin Yanchen clenched his hand and pressed it against his face to warm Chu Xun's icy palm: "You had a nightmare, and you cried silently without making a sound. I just saw that the pillow was covered with tears." It's wet."

He was cautious and didn't dare to ask Chu Xun what he dreamed, for fear of touching Chu Xun's heartache.

For the first time in his life, someone cried and made him feel distressed. Chu Xun looked so fragile and helpless.

Chu Xun sat up, had a nightmare, was very tired, and said, "Little Lin, hold me."

Lin Yanchen hugged him.

Lin Yanchen's hot chest and generosity gave Chu Xun a place to return to, allowing him to settle down his restless heart.

At least at this moment, someone is willing to hold him.Without saying a word, he hugged Lin Yanchen quietly, while Lin Yanchen stroked his back, as if he was coaxing a baby, so that his breathing gradually stabilized.

He felt chills all over his body, and then realized that it was because of cold sweat, and said, "Don't hug me, I'm sweaty and dirty."

Lin Yanchen refused to let go: "Not dirty."

Xiao Lin is really dedicated to this position of lover. Chu Xun was relieved at first, but after thinking about it, he felt even more lonely. Unfortunately, no matter how real he acted, he bought it with money, and no one in the world loves him.

He has seen someone spend money to buy a young body, but he couldn't extricate himself and begged his little lover to stay and continue to play the role in the game of true love. He probably met a master like Xiao Lin.Fortunately, he was dying so he could keep his head clear, otherwise he might have spent a lot of money to please his little lover.

Chu Xun patted him on the shoulder lightly: "You tell me to change clothes, my clothes are all wet, and I will catch a cold if I wear them again."

Only then did Lin Yanchen let go of his hand, looking at him with worries in his eyes, as if sincere.

Chu Xun took off his shirt, looked at him like that, suddenly wanted to be swayed, lost his mind, and blurted out: "Let's do it."

Xiao Lin's fiery body immediately pressed against him, and his cold body hugged him as if self-serving.

Lin Yanchen whispered in his ear: "You are really thin, did you eat well before?"

Of course... no, he is busy with work and under a lot of pressure. Sometimes he can't take care of eating, and sometimes he is stuffed with greasy wine and meat, and he vomits out while hugging the toilet when he goes back. Men, it's better to be thin than fat.

……

Lin Yanchen didn't speak, just hugged him, stroking the back of his neck and back with his hands.

I don't know how long it took before Lin Yanchen asked hesitantly: "Can I ask? I really want to ask you, but I don't know if I have the qualifications... What sad things did you dream about? Maybe, you can talk to me. Let me tell you."

Chu Xun felt ashamed that he was crying like this at such an old age.

His father taught him since he was a child that a man should not shed tears easily.If he cries, he will be stared at by his parents with disappointed eyes. They will tell him not to cry, but they will not step forward to comfort him, and they will get up by themselves when they are hurt.

It was fine if Lin Yanchen didn't ask, but when he asked, Chu Xun suddenly cried even harder.Chu Xun never cried in front of people he knew, probably because Xiao Lin was considered a half-stranger, and it was not shameful to cry in front of him, so he vented it all at once.

Lin Yanchen was at a loss.

I don't know what else to do but give him a hug.

Chu Xun cried for a while and said, "Because I like men, I broke up with my parents and haven't seen each other for five years."

Lin Yanchen was full of pity, he thought for a while, and said naturally: "...my mother passed away when I was young, and my father and I also quarreled, our relationship was very bad, and we haven't seen each other for three years."

To comfort other misfortunes is to expose your own misfortunes.

These two poor people met by chance and cherished each other.

Chu Xun sighed, he still wanted to talk about Ji Tianze, but for some reason, he couldn't speak in front of Lin Yanchen: "Oh, every family has scriptures that are difficult to recite."

Lin Yanchen slowly came to his senses, Chu Xun said that because the man broke up with his parents, it was definitely not just about his personality. Who was that man?What is their relationship?

Can't think deeply and carefully, just thinking about it casually makes Lin Yanchen feel blocked and depressed.