escape from the madhouse

door of the house.

The moment he saw Bian Xiaoyu walking out with fireworks, he felt his heart beating wildly several times out of control.

He pretended to be cool, stepped on the car and rushed towards Bian Xiaoyu, and then flicked the motorcycle in front of him.

Pu Jinfeng tilted his head, "Come on, I'll take you to a place."

He thought that Bian Xiaoyu would hesitate, but unexpectedly he stepped into the back seat of his car without hesitation.

"Let's go, lunatic, let's call Gu Zhou together."

Before this, they were indeed three people acting together. Although Bian Xiaoyu said this, although he was a little disappointed, he was not surprised.

He knew he shouldn't do this, but at that moment, he suddenly wanted to do whatever he wanted.

He still had a cold face but said to Bian Xiaoyu, "No, this time it's just the two of us."

Bian Xiaoyu didn't speak, but Pu Jinfeng could feel that Bian Xiaoyu was a lot more reserved than usual that night. Obviously, facing a cold and boring person like him, anyone would more or less feel a little Embarrassing and boring.

In fact, Pu Jinfeng didn't think about where to take Bian Xiaoyu, he just said it casually, but he didn't expect that idiot could really go with him.

He took Bian Xiaoyu around the capital on a bicycle, because many bars and stores were closed during the Chinese New Year, and there was really nowhere to go, so they had to buy a few cans of beer and some snacks at the convenience store to go to school.

Sitting on the big playground of the school, blowing the wind, drinking wine, setting off fireworks, chatting and watching the stars together.

This was perhaps the most ordinary high school student Pu Jinfeng did at that time. Except for the constant spoiling of the people around him, he almost thought he was in a relationship.

Even after so many years, when he recalled that scene at that time, he was still the same as that time, his heart was surging.

But at the same time, I also feel that all this is too beautiful to be true.

That night, almost Bian Xiaoyu was talking and Pu Jinfeng was listening.For a while, Bian Xiaoyu lay down while talking, and then fell asleep vaguely.

At that moment, Pu Jinfeng remembered the way he fell asleep very clearly. Although his sleeping position was indecent, his sleeping face was very charming.

The wind caressed the bangs on Bian Xiaoyu's forehead, and he stretched out his hand unconsciously to smooth it out for him, and his gaze instantly focused on that face, which was the most beautiful face that Pu Jinfeng had ever seen, under the moonlight.

He didn't know what happened to him, but he couldn't take his eyes off Bian Xiaoyu's face from now on.

His skin is smooth and fair, his eyelashes are slender and flexible, his breath is warm and soft, and his lips are pink and tender...

Suddenly, Pu Jinfeng felt his heart beating violently, he bent down as if possessed, and kissed Bian Xiaoyu's lips lightly.

His lips were soft and moist, with a little sweet taste.

The moment his lips touched, Pu Jinfeng felt numb all over his body like an electric shock. He can still clearly remember that feeling, like a crack in his rust-covered heart suddenly opened and penetrated. A ray of light, that light is refreshing, warm to the bone.

That was also the first time he felt that he and Bian Xiaoyu were so close.

It wasn't until Pu Jinfeng felt Bian Xiaoyu's body move slightly that he let him go abruptly.

Bian Xiaoyu opened his eyes in a daze, looking at Pu Jinfeng who was close at hand, his eyes flickered.

"Then what, madman, why are you so close to me?"

After a second of stagnation, Pu Jinfeng's heart jumped wildly again, but fortunately, that fool didn't notice anything strange about him.

He pinched Bian Xiaoyu's face, then moved away, pretending to be calm and said calmly, "It's nothing, I just want to see whether you are handsome or me."

"Then do you see the answer?" Bian Xiaoyu raised an eyebrow at him.

"I'm more handsome than you..." Before he finished speaking, Bian Xiaoyu sat up abruptly.

"Fuck you, I didn't see that you are so narcissistic." Bian Xiaoyu pushed him.

Pu Jinfeng hooked the corner of his mouth, and finished the second half of the sentence, "But you are more beautiful than me."

Bian Xiaoyu was stunned for a moment, "Your uncle, beauty is a description of a girl's house, don't be so fucking nonsense!" After that, he patted the weeds behind him, with a dumbfounded expression on his face, "I just now Asleep, eh, why didn't you wake me up?"

Pu Jinfeng thought for a while, and said with a guilty conscience, "Looking at you like that, you might be having a sweet dream, right?"

Bian Xiaoyu rubbed his head, "Hey, don't tell me, I really dreamed of kissing a girl, it felt so good... I just don't know if it's so comfortable to actually kiss someone... Hey, madman , have you ever tried to kiss someone, do you know what it feels like?"

Bian Xiaoyu's words seemed to arouse some kind of impulse in Pu Jinfeng's heart, he couldn't hold back, threw him to the ground, squeezed Bian Xiaoyu's chin and approached him, "Do you want to try? I can teach you right now."

A flash of panic flashed in Bian Xiaoyu's eyes, "Don't tell me, we two men have something to try, let's find a girl to try later, madman, you hurt me, hurry up and drive away."

Pu Jinfeng knew that he had lost his composure, so he stood up abruptly, "Let's go, I'll take you home."

Bian Xiaoyu was still heartless, "Oh, are you going back now? I haven't finished the wine yet, I don't want to go back and listen to my dad and those relatives nagging."

Pu Jinfeng raised an eyebrow at Bian Xiaoyu, "If you don't go back again, be careful I'll eat you."

The idiot looked confused, "Huh?"

Pu Jinfeng glanced at Bian Xiaoyu, and after a struggle in his heart, he lowered his face and said, "Let's go."

After that day, he never looked for Bian Xiaoyu again.

The vacation is over and the second semester of the first year of high school is ushered in. Pu Jinfeng began to hide from Bian Xiaoyu intentionally or unintentionally, but Bian Xiaoyu pestered him intentionally.He knew that Bian Xiaoyu was very innocent in his heart, he just wanted to be friends with him.But the more innocent that fool is, the more he hates himself who has evil thoughts about him.In addition, he hated his indecision even more. For Bian Xiaoyu, he could neither leave resolutely, nor could he bear the thought of approaching him.

Even if he knew that going one step further would be a dead end, he still wanted to give it a go.Perhaps, what he begged was not to be with Bian Xiaoyu, but that Bian Xiaoyu could slap him awake, cut off this unclear relationship, and let him stop thinking about it from now on. No more obsession.

So, he started to touch Bian Xiaoyu, trying to make him hate him and stay away from him automatically.

This day was the school's sports meeting, and the decathlon Pu Jinfeng was forced to participate in various events, while Bian Xiaoyu, who was weak at the time, said that he knew nothing but swimming, so he had to choose the relatively simple long jump and race walking.

However, that idiot was able to jump out of the pit even in the long jump, twisting his foot into a pig's trotter.

Therefore, Pu Jinfeng teased Bian Xiaoyu even more unscrupulously, hugging, carrying, and carrying him every day, changing fancy ways from home to school, and from school to home.

He thought that he had tried his best to be ambiguous and free to Bian Xiaoyu, but that fool still only regarded him as a good buddy who treated him sincerely, and even awarded him the Best Brother Award, in front of Gu Xiaoyu. Zhou's face, kissed him hard on the forehead.

God knows how fucking distorted and crazy Pu Jinfeng was in his heart at that time. From then on, he believed that there really are miracles in this world, no, they are miracles!

But on the 15th day when he went home with Bian Xiaoyu on his back, an accident happened.

That day, he carried Bian Xiaoyu to the door of his house, turned around and left, and was about to step on the motorcycle when he heard Bian Xiaoyu's heart-piercing roar, "Grandma!"

In fact, his heart trembled violently at that time.

He quickly ran back to Bian Xiaoyu, glanced at the unconscious grandma lying on the ground, and then at the panicked Bian Xiaoyu, "Calm down! Bian Xiaoyu, you are a fucking man! Cheer me up Come on! Listen carefully, I'll call an ambulance, and you'll be in charge of watching grandma."

When Pu Jinfeng finished making the phone call, Bian Xiaoyu stared at the breathless grandma in an unusually quiet manner, and sat slumped on the ground.

It was the first time that he saw grief and panic in Bian Xiaoyu's eyes, which were very disproportionate to his usual smiling face.

Pu Jinfeng felt that his heart also split open.

Many years later, whenever he thinks of that clip, he often regrets it, and even hopes to go back to that moment, hold Bian Xiaoyu's palm, and tell him, "I'm here, don't be afraid."

From then on, Pu Jinfeng became more certain of his intentions, but at that time, he didn't think about the future, he was just like an ordinary high school student, he simply wanted to tell Bian Xiaoyu what he thought, and then protect him and accompany him He, that's all.

But things often don't go according to people's wishes. Just one day after the start of the second year of high school, Pu Jinfeng and Bian Xiaoyu originally made an appointment to go to his house to play the next day. He was mentally prepared to accept whatever kind of reaction he would have.However, the next morning, he saw that person on the TV screen passing by Bian Xiaoyu's house!

The face that often appeared in nightmares, which he thought he might not be able to meet in this life, actually appeared!

You know, to Pu Jinfeng at that time, this was simply a shocking shock, enough to turn his world upside down!

When a hope that you thought would never be attainable stood in front of you, you didn't know how others would react, but at that moment, the fire of hatred that had been hidden in Pu Jinfeng's heart for many years was instantly ignited!

He bought it in a small shop on the side of the road regardless.