escape from the madhouse

Son, how much I miss you...I miss you every day, every night, every moment...I don't know how long I can hold on, living in the hail of bullets every day, I thought I had passed so many years I have been used to it for a long time, but after I left you, I realized that I was so timid. I was really scared, afraid that one day I would fall down, and I would never be able to stand up again, and I would never see you again. Get up on the edge, I will miss you even more..."

His head gradually buried deeper and deeper, as if he was going to use all his strength to say the words, he leaned over Bian Xiaoyu's shoulder, "You asked me before if I liked you, I know I The answer I gave you is a jerk. I admit that I have been evading this question before, but during the year I left you, I wanted to understand a lot of things... From childhood to adulthood, no one told me what it means to like, I There is only one purpose in life, which is revenge... Later, when I joined the army, I understood what a man's responsibility and responsibility are, and I have a new goal in life, but I still live every day like a walking dead..."

Speaking of this, he subconsciously rubbed Bian Xiaoyu's neck, his tone was sincere but seemed to be coquettish, "I didn't know until I was with you, and I didn't realize what it's like to be worried because of a person." To feel the feeling of being alive, Bian Xiaoyu, it was you who taught me what liking is, what love is... But at that time, I took this feeling as an obstacle that blocked my progress, and I dared not admit it and face it. right……"

After hesitating for two seconds, Pu Jinfeng suddenly raised his head and looked at Bian Xiaoyu, with deep attachment and anticipation in his eyes, "Baby, give me another chance, okay? Let me make it up to you and love you well. "

Pu Jinfeng's words more or less shocked Bian Xiaoyu's defenses that had been closed for nearly a year. He stared at the other party with wide-eyed eyes, a little at a loss.

He didn't know that the love that Pu Jinfeng said was the same as the love he felt in his heart. If it was the past, when he heard such an affectionate confession from the other party, he might be so moved that he rushed to hug him to death. Let it go, but now, after being hurt to pieces by this person time and time again, he who managed to survive from the abyss of pain and darkness, dare not accept such a so-called love anymore.

Now, even if this love is true, he doesn't want it anymore.

After sorting out his thoughts, Bian Xiaoyu pushed him away calmly, and said lightly, "Pu Jinfeng, stop teasing, there is nothing left between us, so we can talk about love or not." After finishing speaking, he patted With some wrinkled skirts, he turned and left.

Walking to the side of the road, Bian Xiaoyu hailed a taxi, and as soon as he got in the taxi, a person got in right after him.

He didn't even look at the man, and said impatiently, "Go down."

Pu Jinfeng stared at him intently with a pair of deep eyes, without moving.

Bian Xiaoyu didn't bother to talk to him, "Okay, if you don't get down, I'll get down." After that, he was about to get off from the car door on the left.

"Sir, I'm sorry, the door lock here is broken, so it can't be opened." The driver's words were timely, and Pu Jinfeng curled his lips.

"Fuck, what broke the door, your uncle." Bian Xiaoyu kicked the car door, and was glared at by the driver.

"Master, go to XXX International Apartment." Pu Jinfeng gave the driver an address and moved closer to Bian Xiaoyu.

Bian Xiaoyu moved his butt subconsciously, "Master, I won't go to that apartment, you can put me on the side of the road later."

Before the driver could respond, Pu Jinfeng said, "Master, don't stop, go to XXX apartment, I will pay you ten times the fare."

"Fuck, Pu Jinfeng, you're fucking out of your mind, you... um..." Bian Xiaoyu's brain went berserk for a while, his eyes stared like goldfish eyes.

This sudden kiss was violent and violent, with a violent and violent kiss. Without hesitation, Pu Jinfeng occupied Bian Xiaoyu's entire lip cavity, as hungry and thirsty as if he wanted to swallow it into his belly.

The driver stared at the two people in the kiss from the rearview mirror dumbfounded, and he sighed in his heart how fucking wonderful this world is.

The space in the back seat of the car is limited, Bian Xiaoyu has been forced by the other party to have nowhere to retreat, he can only let it be manipulated, and has been thoroughly gnawed.

While he was forced to accept the kiss, he gave himself righteous thoughts.

Pu Jinfeng is still so domineering and strong, he only cares about his own happiness, but he doesn't care about his feelings, even if he is really willing to face this relationship honestly now, he is still him, still the one who possesses him when he needs it, and is the one who holds him when he needs it, and who is in an emergency He didn't hesitate to sacrifice that madman.

Perhaps, he has never changed, it is himself who has changed, he has no strength to accompany him to go crazy anymore, he just wants to live a normal life now, without Pu Jinfeng's life.

Pu Jinfeng licked the other party's lips eagerly, and began to stretch his hands into his clothes restlessly, Bian Xiaoyu immediately grabbed his arm.

"Enough, Pu Jinfeng, we're done, wake up." Bian Xiaoyu looked at Pu Jinfeng indifferently, with a lukewarm expression on his face, but it could push people far away in an instant.

Pu Jinfeng let go of his hand in disappointment, his eyes were full of temptation and uneasiness, "You're still angry with me, aren't you?"

Bian Xiaoyu turned his head away, "I've stopped being angry a long time ago, I just don't like you anymore."

Pu Jinfeng suddenly grabbed Bian Xiaoyu's shoulder feeling out of control, "What are you talking about? Bian Xiaoyu, what I said just now is your fucking fart, right?"

Bian Xiaoyu glanced at Pu Jinfeng, then sighed, "Pu Jinfeng, you used to say that I was naive, but I admit that I was indeed a big fool. If you said that a year ago, I would be so happy right away. , but now, I don't care anymore, who the hell you like and who you love to be with has nothing to do with me. I am not the same Bian Xiaoyu I used to be. Kissing tricks confuse me, I don't have feelings for you anymore... As you can see, I have a girlfriend now, I like her very much, if it is suitable, I will consider marrying her, and I will return to normal human life."

Pu Jinfeng looked at Bian Xiaoyu in disbelief, the other's words pierced his heart like a knife point, making him realize the reality immediately, Bian Xiaoyu no longer belonged to him...

He let go of his hand slowly, turned around and buried his head between his arms.

He is a person who often lives in his own world, but he doesn't know when the other party has been so far away from him.

During this year, whenever he was so difficult that he could not go on, there would be a voice in his heart that gave him the courage to continue to live. He missed Bian Xiaoyu all the time. He never knew that it turned out that Missing a person can drive a person crazy, and looking forward to the future with a person can make a person full of strength.

He thought that during such a long period of suffering and crazy miss, the other party would desire and need him as deeply as he did, but he did not expect that after this long wait and countless loneliness, he would step by step He approached the other party, but the other party moved away from him a little bit.

He really couldn't accept this fact, but Bian Xiaoyu's indifferent eyes at this moment pierced his heart full of holes and changed his face beyond recognition.

He thought that as long as he came back, Bian Xiaoyu would be able to forgive him. He thought that as long as he gave his heart, the other party would be able to accept him again.

Unexpectedly, time played a joke between them, time taught him to love, but Bian Xiaoyu learned to let go.

They are still not on the same channel at all.

He didn't know how to make Bian Xiaoyu, who once loved him so much, return to his side again.

Bian Xiaoyu looked at Pu Jinfeng's absent-minded and lonely appearance, suppressed the reluctance in his heart, and turned his head away.

The car stopped at the door of Pu Jinfeng's apartment, the two got out of the car, and remained silent for a long time.

"Go up and sit down." Pu Jinfeng looked at him, his eyes were still full of unresolved affection, which made Bian Xiaoyu very uncomfortable.

"No, it's too late, I have to go back." Bian Xiaoyu deliberately lowered his head not to look at him.

"It's okay to be a buddy, aren't you used to treating people like a buddy?" Pu Jinfeng said suddenly, "Isn't it okay to treat you as a buddy and invite you to sit up?"

Bian Xiaoyu was a little helpless, thinking to himself, when did he become so obsessive, but the cold words remained in his mouth, "I will change this habit, let's be passers-by."

Pu Jinfeng couldn't stand Bian Xiaoyu's extremely indifferent look, so he put his arms around his neck, "Let's go, what are you afraid of, I can still eat you?"

Bian Xiaoyu pushed him away, "I won't go, hey, what are you doing..."

In the end, he still couldn't beat Pu Jinfeng, and under the coaxing and violence of the other party, he was forced into a den of thieves.

Chapter 82

As soon as he entered the room, Bian Xiaoyu was shocked.

If it wasn't for the firmness and affection in the other party's eyes, he almost thought he had gone to the wrong room. Is this still Pu Jinfeng's home? This is a fucking honeymoon suite!

The ground, the bed, and the window sill were covered with bright red rose petals everywhere, which made Bian Xiaoyu's eyes hurt. For some reason, he suddenly remembered the first time between the two of them, it was here, His face turned red immediately.

Fuck, Pu Jinfeng, you did it on purpose!

While in a daze, Pu Jinfeng found out from nowhere a huge bouquet of roses and handed it to Bian Xiaoyu.

Bian Xiaoyu was stunned, paused for a few seconds, then turned around and left.

"Bian Xiaoyu!" Pu Jinfeng grabbed him, "If you don't like it, I'll just throw it away. Don't go."

Bian Xiaoyu closed