escape from the madhouse

After assessment, the patients in the general wards found that most of them have recovered and do not need to be hospitalized. They only need to participate in regular psychological treatment.

Bian Xiaoyu has been lying in the intensive care unit of the hospital for several days. At first he thought he was going to die, but unexpectedly, because of extra luck, the pocket watch Geng Yi gave him blocked the shot for him However, the power of the military pistol smashed Bian Xiaoyu's sternum even after being blocked by the pocket watch. Even if he underwent surgery, he would have to recuperate for more than half a year before he fully recovered.

Lying on the hospital bed, Bian Xiaoyu stared blankly at the blindingly white ceiling, tears streaming down his eyes unstoppably.

His chest hurts so much that every breath hurts. The doctor said that there should be no emotional ups and downs, and the wound will be involved. pain.

Fortunately, gradually, the severe pain of the broken sternum made him almost think that all the pain in his heart was gone.

It turned out that he couldn't let go all the time, just because it didn't hurt enough, but this time, he could finally give up completely.

After the gunshot, at the moment when he fell down, at the moment when he thought his life was about to end, he knew that his feelings for Pu Jinfeng were also dead, and his body seemed to be emptied It seems that all thoughts are gone, and the heart is as dead ashes.

During the month of being in the hospital, his father would visit him once a week, and his mother would deliver meals on time for three meals. Every time he came, he would shed a lot of tears and stay for hours, baby The long baby is so short that he can't wait to hold his son in his hands and spoil him to heaven.

During this period, Geng Yi and He Qin also visited him several times, occasionally bringing him a fun game console to entertain him.

Apart from the two of them, Li Jiahang is the one Bian Xiaoyu is looking forward to seeing most often. Since 613 was seized, Feng Chao visited him once and then returned to his hometown. Li Jiahang was homeless, so he stayed in Beijing. Recently, he found After getting a new job, he would go to the hospital whenever he was free after work, and bring delicious food for Bian Xiaoyu.

Sometimes, when Bian Xiaoyu was really hungry, he would ask Li Jiahang to secretly pack a portion of mochi for him, and eat it up quickly when his mother was away.

At this time, Bian Xiaoyu would always put his arms around Li Jiahang's shoulders, shake his head and sigh, "Oh, it would be great if my little Jiajia was a woman. If you were a woman, I will definitely marry you, my lord."

Li Jiahang always blushed and said with a silly smile, "Fuck you."

Although Bian Xiaoyu has tried his best to keep everything as usual, he keeps telling himself that he is still the heartless Bian Xiaoyu, and he has indeed done a good job.

But at night, when he was alone, he had to face what had to be faced.

He can't remember clearly, this is the first few nights of insomnia, and he has lost more than ten catties in a month.

As long as you close your eyes, the scene of falling down and the last face you see will always appear repeatedly.

On this day, Yang Ning and Huang Yang came to see him.

After hesitating for a long time, he still told Yang Ning about the relationship between Li Wei and You Hai, and everything he knew, and asked him to tell Pu Jinfeng. Maybe this is the last thing he can do for him.

Yang Ning is a vulgar person, and he didn't have much to say to Bian Xiaoyu, so Huang Yang sent him to smoke and stayed to chat with Bian Xiaoyu.

Seeing Huang Yang again, Bian Xiaoyu's heart has calmed down a lot, thinking about his childish and ridiculous behavior before, suddenly, he sighed and sighed, as if in a lifetime.

Rebirth, that's probably what it feels like.

Huang Yang looked at Bian Xiaoyu's half body wrapped in bandages, his eyes were hot and humid.

"Dormitory head, don't be like this, the doctor is exaggerating." Bian Xiaoyu pointed to his chest, "Actually, this piece is broken, and it's fine if it grows well. Look at me, I'm lucky, and there's nothing like this." die."

"Xiaoyu, I'm sorry." Huang Yang's voice was almost choked, "I should have told you earlier, I know what kind of person Jin Feng is, it is impossible for him to give his true feelings to someone, what he did Everything is just for revenge, he knew your identity a long time ago, and he only approached you to use you, I should have told you when I knew, but, I..."

"Stop talking!" Bian Xiaoyu suppressed the emotion that was about to burst out of his chest, "Dorm manager, stop talking, it's meaningless to talk about it now..."

Huang Yang nodded, "Xiaoyu, he and I are actually not what you think. When we were together, it was really just because we were too empty in the army, so it was just an emotional sustenance for each other. , there is no substantive relationship, and later, it was also because I was too strong, so we broke up... I lost to him, maybe it was his desperate persistence, but this is also what attracted me the most. place……"

Fuck, what do you mean, you two are in a spiritual relationship, and I have a purely physical relationship with him? !

Go to your uncle!

Bian Xiaoyu felt a sharp tear in his chest, and almost spurted a mouthful of old blood, "Dormitory head, you... didn't come here to show your affection."

Huang Yang realized that he had said something he shouldn't have said, and rubbed his head, "I'm sorry, Xiaoyu, I didn't mean that, but I actually envy you, really, I think Jin Feng still has you in his heart .”

"Stop it," Bian Xiaoyu suddenly felt that it was difficult to breathe, "Master of the dormitory, if you come here to tell me shit about him, you should stop coming here in the future." He now I really don't want to hear that name and everything related to that name.

"Okay, let's not talk about him, let's talk about you, what are your future plans?" Huang Yang sincerely hoped that Bian Xiaoyu would be fine, but Bian Xiaoyu knew it very well, and he didn't want to lose such a thing just because of a Pu Jinfeng. A good buddy.

"I plan to open an outpatient clinic by myself after the wound heals. I have learned a lot this year." Speaking of his psychological clinic, Bian Xiaoyu finally recovered a trace of blood on his face.

Huang Yang was also happy for him, "Well, it suits you quite well."

"What about you? Head of the dormitory, what are your plans for the future? Are you still staying in Beijing? If there is anything you can use me for, please tell me, I know a lot of people in Beijing." The thing is, in fact, Huang Yang is really nice to him, so he can't be so narrow-minded.

There was some smile on Huang Yang's face, he looked at Bian Xiaoyu for a long time, then reached out and touched his head, sighed, "I want to go back to the army, the application has been submitted, and the result should be available next month, I think the army is right for me."

Bian Xiaoyu was full of sighs. Seeing his former brothers leave Beijing one by one, he felt a sense of loss, "Master, why did you go to 613? I don't think there is anything wrong with you."

Huang Yang smiled, but his expression was bitter, "It's nothing serious, I just want to find a place to escape." He looked at Bian Xiaoyu's curious eyes, and continued, "During a mission, I A comrade-in-arms of mine died because of me... After escaping for so long, I decided to go back and face it, Xiaoyu, there are some things that we have to face sooner or later, what do you think?"

Bian Xiaoyu felt the pain in his chest again, a heart-piercing pain.

A month later, Bian Xiaoyu was discharged from the hospital. Although the wound hadn't fully healed, he could already recuperate at home. When he got home, he felt much happier. He immediately called Gu Zhou and asked him to have an evening get-together.

Gu Zhou almost cried when he saw him, and Bian Xiaoyu almost couldn't hold back seeing him like that.The two hugged each other and babbled all night, exchanging the interesting and painful experiences they had encountered each other this year.

After chatting, Bian Xiaoyu found out that Gu Zhou had a miserable year, not much better than him.

When Gu Zhou heard that the savage head that Bian Xiaoyu met was a lunatic, he was also taken aback. He sighed how things in this world could be so coincidental. After that, she vowed to break up with him again.

This night, doomed to sleepless, when two people who are in the same illness meet together, it is a history of sorrow and tears in capital letters. There is too much bitterness accumulated, and it will not be poured out all night.

Chapter 77

Bian Xiaoyu's psychological clinic opened soon. Although the wound is not healed yet, he really can't sit still. When he has nothing to do and stays in the inner wall of the house all day, he can't help but think wildly in his mind. It tasted terrible.

As soon as his body recovered, he started running and exercising. Now he is as thin as a bamboo pole, but his mother was so distressed that she shed tears.

Under Bian Xiaoyu's coercion and lure, Li Jiahang was forced to resign from that job.What Bian Xiaoyu meant was that his clinic was short of an assistant and a shareholder, so he lent money to Li Jiahang to buy a share, and he would pay it back when the capital was paid back.

Li Jiahang couldn't hold him back. In addition to being forced to resign, he was also forced to move from the dilapidated small rental house outside the Fifth Ring Road to the luxurious dormitory in the clinic that looked like a five-star hotel.

To be honest, the entire clinic is only about [-] square meters, and his room occupies almost half of it. He doesn't understand what Bian Xiaoyu is thinking.

However, Bian Xiaoyu was happy, he was counting on Li Jiahang to spend more time with him now, he didn't want to be alone, and he planned to tell his parents in a few days that he would move to the clinic.

Ever since, the two started a happy cohabitation life. Every morning and evening, they would run and exercise together, and they would work in the clinic during the day.

Bian Xiaoyu has a wide network of contacts and a great face, and the location of the clinic is good, within three miles of the third ring road