escape from the madhouse

Fu... When you think that you see through everything, when you think that the other party's kindness to you is just a bargaining chip that he bets to get your love, but you never realize that those chips are forged with his flesh and blood , is the longing and expectation for you from the bottom of his soul... Maybe, when you think you don't understand anything, you think that everything you have experienced no longer exists, then you can truly understand, What is love and willingness, what is giving and waiting, what is the true closeness of heart to heart, what is eternity..."

Bian Xiaoyu became more and more confused when he heard it. He was afraid that if he didn't stop him, Hu Dayong could talk about his feelings for a few days and nights, so he interrupted quickly, "Brother Yong, I can't tell, your relationship history is pretty good. Rich, but I'm already messed up enough, so don't bother me anymore, the relationship between me and that guy is at most a flesh-body-relationship, no spiritual level is involved, let alone a soul mate or something like that , I was panicked when you said it like this, but I also understood better, he and I, before we reach that point, I feel at ease, thank you, stop talking nonsense, go to bed quickly ah."

Hu Dayong sighed, "Xiaoyu, don't run away from emotional matters, even if the other party doesn't like you, you have to face your heart bravely..."

Bian Xiaoyu couldn't take it anymore, got into the bed, covered his ears with his hands, "Brother, I beg you, stop talking, I understand, go to sleep..."

Fuck him, I, Bian Xiaoyu, won't talk about a bad relationship!

Bian Xiaoyu keeps hypnotizing himself, the relationship between them is a deal, it has been since high school, and it is even more so now.

Chapter 45

These days, Bian Xiaoyu is often in a restless mood, and he is not so active in his work in the medical care center, all because of Hu Dayong.Bian Xiaoyu kept repeating two voices in his mind, one was "You are in a relationship!" and the other was "You are just friends!"

He's getting bored to death, what the hell is this? If this goes on like this, he's really going to have a schizophrenia!

So during this time, he tried his best to keep himself away from Pu Jinfeng, not only didn't go to his dormitory anymore, but he always chose to take a shower when it was not open, and he didn't go back to the dormitory to sleep until very late at night.

But some people just can't avoid it.

Since the trouble in He Qin's consulting room last time, Bian Xiaoyu was forced to switch to other treatment methods. Although he was reluctant, he still chose group therapy. Compared with the anxiety and uneasiness in group therapy , Those instrumental treatments that he had experienced countless times in the school laboratory made him even more bored.

Since he had been in one of Qiu Han's groups before, and the other groups temporarily exceeded the limit, he was still assigned to the previous group this time.

Although it was somewhat embarrassing for him to meet those people again, but after all, he could see Li Jiahang and the others there, which made him look forward to it.

However, on the day of the treatment, what caught him off guard was that Pu Jinfeng actually appeared in the same treatment room as him. It turned out that he had been staying in this group and had never changed the treatment method at all.Bian Xiaoyu never expected that his maverick nature would not take advantage of this opportunity to choose the most suitable treatment equipment for him.

Bian Xiaoyu avoided his provocative eyes with some guilt, and waved at Li Jiahang and Huang Yang. Li Jiahang was obviously surprised and delighted to see him. Before the treatment started, everyone was greeting with relatively familiar people. , he went to Bian Xiaoyu's seat to chat with him, Feng Chao and Huang Yang saw the situation, and they also came over one after another. Zhang Zixuan was not far from Bian Xiaoyu's seat, so he just sat there and watched quietly. They have complex expressions.

"Xiaoyu, I didn't expect you to join our group, it's really great." Li Jiahang's face was filled with uncontrollable joy.

Bian Xiaoyu was also very happy, hugged Li Jiahang and rubbed his face, "I didn't expect that, hehe, Jiahang, to be honest, do you think I'm not in 604, and you all feel very boring?"

Feng Chao rushed to talk, "Of course, if you're not here, we don't know who to make fun of."

Bian Xiaoyu thumped his shoulder, "Fuck you, Feng Chao, you still owe that much."

Feng Chao smiled and thumped Bian Xiaoyu too.

Huang Yang, who was standing on the side, looked at the big guy, and said, "Xiaoyu, how are you doing over there? Are you getting used to it? We are all worried about you, especially Zixuan, who always asks me to follow you." People inquire about the situation in the intensive care unit."

Bian Xiaoyu subconsciously looked at Zhang Zixuan, just in time to meet his embarrassed eyes that tried to stop Huang Yang from continuing.

Zhang Zixuan stood up suddenly, wanting to explain something, Qiu Han walked in, everyone immediately became quiet, and each sat back in their seats.

Zhang Zixuan looked at Bian Xiaoyu, and sat back helplessly.

Pu Jinfeng had a panoramic view of these scenes, he curled his mouth, raised his eyebrows at Bian Xiaoyu, and then wandered around the world.

After Qiu Han sat down, he looked at everyone, then at Bian Xiaoyu, and showed him an unpredictable smile.

"Xiaoyu, welcome back."

Everyone clapped cooperatively, while Bian Xiaoyu nodded stiffly.

"Xiaoyu, tell me how you feel at the moment?" Obviously, Qiu Han didn't intend to let Bian Xiaoyu go as easily as before.

Bian Xiaoyu cursed Qiu Han in his heart, and then planned to say something straight, "It's pretty good, if we can change the position, it might be more comfortable." After he finished speaking, he looked at Qiu Han, and then glanced at the Pu Jinfeng closed his eyes and rested his mind. His current position was exactly opposite to Qiu Han and diagonally opposite to Pu Jinfeng. If he could sit in a blind spot where the two of them couldn't see, he would definitely be more at ease.

Qiu Han sensitively captured his expression, "Then who do you want to sit beside?"

Bian Xiaoyu didn't even think about it, "Li Jiahang, I want to sit next to Li Jiahang." After he finished speaking, he winked at Li Jiahang, and Li Jiahang gave him a sweet smile back.

Qiu Han nodded thoughtfully, and then looked at Bian Xiaoyu with a serious expression, "Xiaoyu, if a person wants to break through himself, he must get out of his safe zone. Since Jiahang is your safe zone, I think you Sitting farther away from him will be more conducive to your growth, my suggestion is... Jinfeng, would you like to let Xiaoyu sit next to you?"

Bian Xiaoyu was dumbfounded when he heard it, and almost shouted out what was in his heart, your uncle, Qiu Han, you are trying to trick me, right?

Pu Jinfeng frowned first, then opened his eyes, glanced at Bian Xiaoyu, and then said to Qiu Han, "I'm not a primary school student, so I can sit wherever I like."

Bian Xiaoyu breathed a sigh of relief. Fortunately, the pervert didn't say any more crazy words to embarrass him. He was about to open his mouth to reject Qiu Han's arrangement when he saw Zhang Zixuan standing up suddenly and said, "Mr. Qiu, I think The safe zone can’t be breached instantly, you have to give him some time to buffer and adapt, otherwise, let him sit next to me, this place is not close to his safe zone, but also far away from his dangerous zone The distance is just right." When talking about the danger zone, Zhang Zixuan raised an eyebrow at Pu Jinfeng.

After finishing speaking, he involuntarily grabbed Bian Xiaoyu, took his chair and pushed away the patient next to him, forcing Bian Xiaoyu to sit next to him.

This move not only surprised the people in 604, they felt how the arrogant and indifferent Zhang Zixuan suddenly changed his mind, but also made Pu Jinfeng, who had been indifferent all this time, suddenly reacted. He picked up the chair with one hand and turned to leave, but Zhang Zixuan grabbed Bian Xiaoyu's wrist.

In this way, Bian Xiaoyu was forced to feel the two people's hostile eyes passing over him and the tightening force on his arm, he was simply baffled.

The atmosphere in the treatment room froze instantly. Qiu Han didn't seem to be in a hurry to break the rare tension in this group. He quickly observed everyone's reactions before opening his mouth.

"Jinfeng, Zixuan, let Xiaoyu make his own choice...Xiaoyu, you can sit where you want. What I just said is just a suggestion, not a request."

After Pu Jinfeng and Zhang Zixuan glared at each other again, they let go of their hands, Bian Xiaoyu rubbed his arms, and cursed Qiu Han in his heart, you old and cunning bastard, you actually said that Jiahang is a safe zone, then I'll do it again now. Sitting next to him doesn't mean telling everyone that I'm a coward who only hides in the safe zone!

Bian Xiaoyu clearly caught a glimpse of the warning in Pu Jinfeng's eyes, but he still turned a blind eye and put the chair beside Zhang Zixuan.

Zhang Zixuan raised his eyebrows at Pu Jinfeng, and then showed a smile to Bian Xiaoyu that made him puzzled.

Bian Xiaoyu finally sat down, and muttered to Qiu Han a little irritably, "I'll just sit here, then what, you start right away, don't waste everyone's time."

Qiu Han smiled, "I thought we've already started for a while."

Bian Xiaoyu rolled his eyes, he didn't intend to answer his fault, he was very clear in his heart, as long as he accepted this fault, today's topic would definitely revolve around him.

Qiu Han didn't seem to intend to let him go, but planned to make sidelines.He looked at Li Jiahang, "Jiahang, do you know what happened just now?"

Li Jiahang didn't expect Qiu Han to mention him, and was immediately dumbfounded, "Huh? I..." He threw a help-seeking look at Bian Xiaoyu.

Bian Xiaoyu also responded to him with his eyes, "Brother, I'm in a mess myself, I don't want to accept this, you can figure it out yourself."

Li Jiahang looked at Qiu Han who was staring at him, dumbfounded, "Well, it's probably